I Often Mistake My Relationships With Others For Genuine Connectionand Feel That We Are One And The Same
i often mistake my relationships with others for genuine connection and feel that we are one and the same yet i still manage to be left behind i truly wish that i could pretend that i could be someone different but i cannot which is something that no one seems to understand to be someone else would be my salvation.
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lust is a sin that was once foreign to me but alas that is no longer the case and i damn you for it.

i always feel so out of place i know its a classic teenage trope but i feel misunderstood i never seem to belong not even with my own flesh and blood. i do not know what is wrong with me although everyone else seems to know there is a fundamental difference that i cannot fix. sometimes i will come across someone just like me we spot one another and keep each other afloat perhaps we are the only ones that can the trouble is when they try to conform like the rest that is how they lose me for i cannot be like them and i know that others see it too. they know that i am different that there is something irreparably wrong.

i never used to want to be pretty i just wanted to get my day over with and head to bed. these days i am less lucky i walk with beautiful people hoping to soak it in yet my endeavours never cease to be fruitless. to be beautiful would be to be another.