Dissociative Identity Disorder Awareness Day March 5

Dissociative Identity Disorder Awareness Day March 5 😊

So funny thing at our house we kinda broke the toilet by accident. Ummm soo getting vulnerable here, because of our Autism we can’t really use toilet paper the texture is, no thank you, so we use wet wipes and we can only really flush when done, because the noise so in that combination we kinda broke the toilet…

And it’s ironic because we kinda “in another universe” destroyed the loo too haha

🌑MOON KNIGHT🌑

🌙S1:E1 The Goldfish Problem🌙

some alters hold trauma/memories that they didn’t exist to experience / didn’t front during.

some alters have amnesia for moments they were there for.

like that’s really common. you have a dissociative disorder. you aren’t faking if you remember something you didn’t front for and you aren’t faking if you forgot something that you yourself literally did. our brains are trying to protect us. sometimes it does a good job with the amnesia thing and often times it doesn’t. there’s no real way to make amnesia convenient. like a lot of systems only get amnesia from switches, but a lot of us forget the day prior even if no switch occurred.

and although this post is about amnesiac systems, you’re valid if you don’t have amnesia either, or not very much. everyone is different. every system is different.

2/2 The Devil Inside by McJuggerNuggets (2017-2022) Dissociative Identity Disorder Coded

:we found something in the psychopath room…

Always related to TDI before knowing about maybe being a System. In TDI there’s co-con, switching, source memory, inner world memory, parts reliving the same thing again and again on repeat, others now knowing their part of Jesse, others know. Most of them have the name Jesse some have totally different names.

Denial part, analyze Why? from a not judging way. For me I knew these ‘symptoms’ was odd before knowing a lot about System stuff and in those times I never said I was faking. I’ve always been like “I have these weird things happen so not gonna tell anyone.”

And denial in itself is a protective mechanism.

If it does turn out I’m wrong then I’m wrong and that’s okay 😊

Like for example in 2017,2018,2019 I thought I was FTM (mostly cause another part) now I feel more like non-binary, it’s ok if things change.

+ I tell myself for me treating the other part as others and not me has it helped? For me yes, it has made it so I understand more about our past, less inner conflict, less flashbacks, and more open communication between and with outside folks. I always had my body and my brain doesn’t match what’s happening type speech to each therapist I have.

To any P-DID sys or Osdd-1b sys

(or others with little to now amnesia and rarely fully switch. I'm only mentioning these because I've heard/researched that this is the term for this type of sys)

What exactly is it like when you switch, as a questioning OSDD-1b sys and around the possible same line as P-DID, I've been having massive denial that I'm faking even though I know I've had a switch in some way, but I (the host) is always somewhat conscious even if my entire identity is override and I have emotional amnesia right after (if this makes sense I'm praying it does).

Also anyone know how to help with denial? Because It makes it hard to genuinely figure this out while whenever I try to I instantly get "ur faking this isn't actually happening" feeling/thoughts

Also plz correct me if I'm wrong about any information, I've done a few years research but I understand if I might mistaken somethings :3

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