My Dude, Your Parents Did Not TRAIN YOU, Literally All Parents Get You To Do Things Like Come Over To

My dude, your parents did not TRAIN YOU, literally all parents get you to do things like come over to them when they call you. That’s a basic biological thing most mammal parents do lmao!! Go outside! Stop whining on the internet and see a therapist!

Therapist is not helping that's why I stopped seeing her

What I meant was that I leave everything and go to the because I am fucking scared that if I don't come something bad will happen to me

And they don't even have to call me....I hear the gate opening or the door and I am downstairs.... without them calling me or so

My hobby doesn't feel like a hobby anymore....

It just is an activity I got used to doing

It's not fun anymore

It just is part of my weekly routine

I'm loosing interest in it

I'm loosing it all

I'll never ever again send suicidal person anything on suicide or sh....

Never again

Because, man, those things can do more than anything in life

And I'll feel guilty after if this person tries to kill themselves

I just relapsed....

Why?

Just because

Because I felt like it

Because I'm a fucking failure

Because I can

Today someone said that I am beautiful...

I didn't know what to do

I just blushed and murmured "thank you"

But it doesn't mean I believe her

No

I was just polite

I'm not beautiful

I'm ugly

⚠️Tw/sh talk ⚠️

I want to cut so bad but also I don't want to move

I don't want to undress to find perfect place

I don't have energy to look for razors

I don't have energy to wait for cuts to stop bleeding

I don't have energy to hide those cuts

I don't have energy to cut

I just don't