My Hobby Doesn't Feel Like A Hobby Anymore....

My hobby doesn't feel like a hobby anymore....

It just is an activity I got used to doing

It's not fun anymore

It just is part of my weekly routine

I'm loosing interest in it

I'm loosing it all

I wanna disappear

Do you ever think of visiting a Psychiatrist? I use Tumblr for venting too but I might need someone to actually talk to. No idea if this will help or stress me more but this idea comes up a lot recently

I had a psychiatrist and psychologist but I gave up on them after seeing their help wasn't helpful

But without visiting one you won't know if he/she helps you

Some people find comfort in those visits and maybe it will help you too

Try it

And I failed....

I'll have to do that again

I am about to have an theoretical driving exam

I am not so stressed what's weird

I hope I pass it easily

Cheer for me

I'm signing out from helping suicidal people

I can't do that anymore

Knowing that I am useless at this point

It's not helping

⚠️Tw/sh talk ⚠️

I want to cut so bad but also I don't want to move

I don't want to undress to find perfect place

I don't have energy to look for razors

I don't have energy to wait for cuts to stop bleeding

I don't have energy to hide those cuts

I don't have energy to cut

I just don't