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yes I'm gonna slice up my arms until they're mishapen and get hospitalized just so I can get an ounce of your attention. that's completely normal and healthy behavior.

Again....too tired to cut

Yesterday I relapsed after 4 fucking months....

Promises are made to be broken, right ?

⚠️Tw/sh talk ⚠️

I want to cut so bad but also I don't want to move

I don't want to undress to find perfect place

I don't have energy to look for razors

I don't have energy to wait for cuts to stop bleeding

I don't have energy to hide those cuts

I don't have energy to cut

I just don't

⚠️tw sh

I had a dream where I hit beans !

But like my leg was almost torn open in two

So it was more than beans

And I found nurse who agreed to stitch it and I btw met my classmates...and a handsome doctor

But I don't know how this ended because I was in short coma and then I woke up

Being clean <<<<<

Right?

That gives so much comfort

hehe

does anyone else like running their fingers over healing cuts for the texture? Its my favorite part other than the blood

Don't even start here

I want that so bad😭

You can starve, cut and no one will do anything about it

Perfection

I'm so jealous of people who live alone. They can go days without eating and nobody can do anything about it. What a dream.

lição do dia 🪷✨

Por mais que você tente ser “body positive” e tentar aceitar esse seu corpo, nada muda o fato de que uma garota magra sempre será mais atraente e feminina que você.

A falsa confiança que você finge ter para não se envergonhar na frente das pessoas não te leva a nada no final do dia.

People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.

If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.

this is so real

tw!!

dawg am I the only one who doesn't want to go farther than styro? like hitting beans makes me lowkey disgusted but still want deeper than babies. I love going deep just not that much yk?

my ex is everywhere and i cant take it anymore

my ex is literally all over school im seeing him inbetween classes and in the halls and i feel like its ruining me i cant keep pretending that im ok and nothing bothers me i hate seeing his face it all js reminds me of when i lost so much fucking control over myself and i practically broke i cant believe that he was my fp sometimes like why in the world was i losing my mind about a greasy reddit gore watcher like wtf?? why in the world did i downgrade like id rather deal with another situationship then have to deal with someone like that again im so glad i locked in and actually got tf up bc holy crap he ruined me i also ruined myself but shit i didnt think his actions would have affected me as seriously as it did im never breaking up with my current boyfie hes somuch better than all of my exes combined i hate seeing his face like why in the world did he have to act like he didnt care about me, why couldnt he js fucking reject me if he wasnt gonna take me seriously as a guy, why in the world did he deal with me if he knew he wasnt gonna handle it, why in the world do i get with shitty men??? thats like a question everyone asks themselves and their friends. why in the world do so called great people get with terrible terrible partners. i hate myself anywayyyy i miss my man erm this was gonna be a vent about me ex but now im yapping so ima js press the post button now

i hate radqueers so much

link to the first post, can't find the others

some long rant below the read more

SH has pretty much ruined my life and here these fuckers are making them into silly little flags and identities and shit

YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING INVALIDATING THAT IS

MY SUFFERING IS NOT YOUR FUCKING PRIDE FLAG TO FLAUNT AROUND

MY ADDICTION IS NOT A GENDER OR ANYTHING LIKE IT, YO7 CAN'T JUST SAY 'OH I IDENTIFY AS DOING SH' AND EXPECT IT TO NOT MAKE SH IN GENERAL SEEM LIKE SOME SILLY STUPID LITTLE IDENTITY