Thinking About Doing A Blog To Talk About A Personal Project System Related We Have Seen We're Like 8

Thinking about doing a blog to talk about a personal project system related we have seen we're like 8 years old but then I remember it would have almost the same name of this blog and people wouldn't be so interested so... We don't make it

Sad me

Hi guys I'm bored

Can you send us questions or random submissions to answer? Idk I feel a bit social today

My fave part about being OTC endo is all my system friends are anti-endo and now about my stance, and they don't attack me or anything but help me and being supportive with me

See? That's fucking good behavior

I love my anti-endo friends who respect me

I've kinda briefly said it in the past how I feel like rather than "overt" or "covert", my DID is more like "subtly overt", where the DID symptoms are actually Extremely Fucking Obvious, but not in a way where people will think that the explanation for my experiences is DID.

And honestly yeah actually I think that needs to be a thing?

Because there is always gray area, and I do believe there is this gray area between ""overt"" DID and ""covert"" DID.

I've see people say "Hyper empathy is so difficult to cope" and "Selective empathy is very difficult to have" And similar things, but what about the two cases? I hope I'm not the only one who's both hyper and selective empathy

My selective empathy makes it hard to live because it's pretty difficult for me to empathize with real human people, I mostly empathize with fictional characters, objects and animals, sometimes with real human people when I get attached to them

But when I do empathize I feel so overwhelmed by that, it's painful and it makes me sorrow a lot...

It's kinda hard because people tend to tell me I don't feel empathy at all just because it's selective empathy, but when I do feel empathy in a way I can't even cope myself for how hard it hits me now I'm a horrible selfish person?... I don't get it

Tell I'm not the only selective hyper empathy person, I feel so alone and misunderstood by everyone at this point regarding my style and way of feeling and being empathic TT

It depends...

We have this thing happened in both ways so it's difficult to say at this point lmao 😭

This is the "What came first? The egg or the chicken?" for systems fr

Since we have many introjects of OCs we tend to think about who came first. Did we introject an OC or did we subconsciously know they were here?