*Last Update For A Lil Bit*

✧*Last update for a lil bit*˚

⚠️ TW - ED CONTENT + FAKE B0DIE

no cw update for now bc I won’t be home/have access to a sc4l3

some late night b0die ch3x

+ three songs that I want to be buried with ♡(‘∀’ )

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Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a

✧ songs on my mind:

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧* May 12/13th *̥˚

⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY

no cw today :(

some b0die ch3x

+ a few f4st1ng l0gs!

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Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a

✧ b0die ch3x for May 12th:

✧ b0die ch3x for May 13th:

✧ f4st1ng l0gs from the last few days:

✧ notes:

didn’t have access to a scale today, which always makes me hella paranoid :((

also could’ve don’t better w f4st1ng these past few days…

BUT I gotta look on the bright side!

which is that I have a new THC-A vape AND enough nicotine to starve a small village :3

✧*My pride fit on Saturday *̥˚

Literally had so much fun dancing and being around my community!!! (♡ω♡*)

Only complaint is how much energy I expended and had to keep up…

I eventually had to eat and then lost a bit of control ughh Q_Q

Sorry for the poor pic quality!

✧*My specialty is taking the same pic in 20 slightly different angles and then only saving the ones that look identical*˚

⚠️ TW - ED CONTENT + FAKE B0DY

this morning’s bc

I’m sick + on my period pls excuse the crusty n dusty look

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✧* May 11th *̥˚

⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY

today’s cw

some bodie chex

+ personal notes/motivation :3

DISCLAIMER:

I am and always will be pro-recovery

this post is for myself and to find like minded community which understands my struggle

e/ds are an extremely lonely thing to go through, so if you’re not in this community pls just block

this is my third blog so far, and I hate having to remake just to be reported again and again (it’s so much work on both our ends)

✧ weigh-in:

height - 5’3 (160 cm)

cw - 103.6 lbs (47.0 kgs)

bmi - 18.35

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧ misc:

note - I can feel the f4t growing back on my ribs and hips and it’s scaring the ever living shit out of me

reminder - I have to push myself harder, I have to remember not to eat/to refuse food/to portion control, I have to keep restricting until I reach my goal

p.s. - pls remember to take care of yourselves, even if you’re actively harming (whether it’s e/d or s/h), always practice damage control to minimize your long term suffering!

✧* My most recent attempt at getting more angles * ̥˚

⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY

my post-going off the rails and getting my p*riod cw (⚆ᗝ⚆)

some b0die ch3x :]

+ vvv cute bonus pics!! ;3

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Personal dairy for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a

✧ this morning’s weigh-in:

height - 5’3 (160 cm)

cw - 104.4 lbs (47.36 kgs)

bmi - 18.49

✧ b0die ch3x:

✧ + bonus fit/style checks: