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one year ago vs today
I still have a long way to go, but hey progress is progress 🤷🏽‍♀️
✧* May 11th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
today’s cw
some bodie chex
+ personal notes/motivation :3
DISCLAIMER:
I am and always will be pro-recovery
this post is for myself and to find like minded community which understands my struggle
e/ds are an extremely lonely thing to go through, so if you’re not in this community pls just block
this is my third blog so far, and I hate having to remake just to be reported again and again (it’s so much work on both our ends)
✧ weigh-in:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 103.6 lbs (47.0 kgs)
bmi - 18.35
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧ misc:
note - I can feel the f4t growing back on my ribs and hips and it’s scaring the ever living shit out of me
reminder - I have to push myself harder, I have to remember not to eat/to refuse food/to portion control, I have to keep restricting until I reach my goal
p.s. - pls remember to take care of yourselves, even if you’re actively harming (whether it’s e/d or s/h), always practice damage control to minimize your long term suffering!