Me Beating Back The Nihilistic Thoughts With A Stick Every Time I Feel The Slightest Bit Of Happiness

Me beating back the nihilistic thoughts with a stick every time I feel the slightest bit of happiness

Recurring Themes in My Writing

Autistic/autistic-coded protagonists

Barely human characters e.g. living weapons

Black cat x golden retriever

Childhood trauma

Found family

Gods, demons and spirits

Introspection

Lunar deities

Manipulative villains

One person armies

References to Hindu culture

Self-destructive mentalities

Secret societies

It's ridiculous how the word for today and tomorrow is the exact same thing in Hindi

I don't get how a language that has more than seventy synonyms for the moon can struggle with making up separate words for 'today' and 'tomorrow'

As a person who struggles with this specific intrusive thought to the point of having panic attacks, I needed this.

here's a little reminder that no one can read your mind or see your "weird" or "bad" thoughts and daydreams! mind readers are not real, and your inner world is entirely private. your thoughts and daydreams are not embarrassing or bad, and they do not define your morality!

everyone who keeps saying shit like "sounds like something a mind reader would say" or "mind readers are real actually" i will eat you to death and enjoy every minute of it. not the time or place

Alyosha: Ivan... Why did you draw a pentagram on the floor?

Ivan: Your text told me to satanize the house before you returned.

Alyosha:

Alyosha: I wrote sanitize, Ivan.

My gender is suddenly remembering about all the deadlines you forgot about and panicking