I'm Going Through My Blog Posts And I'm Honestly Regretting Not Making A Separate Side Blog For My Dostoyevsky-related

I'm going through my blog posts and I'm honestly regretting not making a separate side blog for my Dostoyevsky-related posts

As a person who struggles with this specific intrusive thought to the point of having panic attacks, I needed this.

here's a little reminder that no one can read your mind or see your "weird" or "bad" thoughts and daydreams! mind readers are not real, and your inner world is entirely private. your thoughts and daydreams are not embarrassing or bad, and they do not define your morality!

everyone who keeps saying shit like "sounds like something a mind reader would say" or "mind readers are real actually" i will eat you to death and enjoy every minute of it. not the time or place

It's so funny how my chosen name is somewhat related to my IRL name

I should've known that I was greyplatonic when six y/o me thought that the 'friendship is magic' part of MLP was bullshit

Recurring Themes in My Writing

Autistic/autistic-coded protagonists

Barely human characters e.g. living weapons

Black cat x golden retriever

Childhood trauma

Found family

Gods, demons and spirits

Introspection

Lunar deities

Manipulative villains

One person armies

References to Hindu culture

Self-destructive mentalities

Secret societies

Things I've Googled as a Writer

Can injecting oleander sap into your veins kill you

Does eating your own clone count as cannibalism

How do moons die

Was tuberculosis common on the Eastern Front of WW1

Did Neanderthals believe in demons

Do moths hate butterflies

How much money does a hitman cost

Prolific Japanese serial killers

How long does it take for someone to die of nightshade poisoning

Average number of corpses in a mass grave

Forbidden deities in Hinduism

How do people join cults

What to expect when digging up a hundred y/o corpse

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