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3 years ago
Is it just me who literally cANNOT DRINK SOCIALLY??
Like. If I’m drinking it’s to the point where the hangover is the worst, and that I’m numb to the world. I don’t know how to have ‘just one drink’. It’s either I can’t feel anything but blissful numbness or nothing at all.
And at the moment, it’s becoming more obvious that I’d literally rather starve than not drink.
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