As It Was - Tumblr Posts
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I'm just so damn tired.
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Was it wrong of us
To learn to live with pain?
Written by me
Can i tell you something?
There's some question that has been arguing inside of my mind again. Specifically because of the season of the year. I'm realizing this happens every year.
Why i feel like the summer is a gross temporary?
I feel the necessity of relaxing. Even when I don't actually want to. Summer makes me feel pressured to be something i am not. Because there's no 'me' in a summer without you.
Summer is so greasy, summer is so hot that it hurts. It burns, not good, not together. Summer now burns alone. It hurts, alone. Summer grieves, all alone.
As time went by I realized that this triggers the pressure cooker of emotions inside me. Imperfections in my perfect soup start to appear. It doesn't look elegant or perfect, nothing is right. Nothing that my mind touches seems to make me happy. Nothing that our memories have touched seems to be comfortable, even when it actually was.
And i hate it. I hate it because I'm supposed to be happy and enjoy it. Even more so in this environment. I used to be happy in summer. We used to be happy in summer.
I don't like to not understand things. Now everything is falling apart, now i am.
I hate summer in the way i hate to not be a part of you. There's too much buried in grass and sand that i want to forget. But then I don't.
If only you or I could come again and paint them with a rainbow, if only i could make them all look as sacred as it was, I want to convince myself somehow that... this date will ever be exciting and beautiful again. I want to see you come back with some smoothies and only worry about go swimming later.
I feel like I'm asking for too much. Please tell me it is not. I don't need a lot, I don't need the world, i just want to feel like I'm good enough to stay with you, forever.
Della.
๐จ๐ธ๐พย ๐ด๐ท๐ธ๐ย ๐ฒ๐ฝ'๐ผย ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝย ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎย ๐ผ๐ช๐ถ๐ฎย ๐ช๐ผย ๐ฒ๐ฝย ๐๐ช๐ผ...
- As It Was, Harry Styles
Calling all Harries
In honor of harrys new sing as it was I made merch!
it is currently on my etsy!
Harry's House minimalist posters part two || part one
Source: Pinterest (I own none of the pictures used)
new Harry Styles album based on my first listen is very mid. yes I said it.
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It's like wine, time passes and it only looks better and better.
Harry Styles
As It Was (2022)
