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until when do i have to fake a smile when we all know i can't do it anymore?
FML! i never thought this day will come. it is so depressing and heart breaking. i feel so lonely and so weak. it seems like i spend my time everyday crying and zoning out. whenever i get a chance to laugh, i feel so guilty coz i know she isn't happy today. i try to not make my family worried about me. i try to smile, yes a fake smile, a smile without a meaning... but it is the best that i can offer to them as of now. i try my best to look happy in front of them. i try not to let a single drop of tear fall from my eyes... i guess it is working.
but what about when i am alone? when i am all by myself?
i still try to hold back my tear. i still try not let a muffle of cry escape from me. i try my hardest to be and to act strong even if no one is watching... even if i am all by myself... even if no one can hear me or see me.
right now, i am really scared. i don't want my worse fear to happen at all. i don't want to lose any of my loved ones. i don't want any of them to feel any pain. i don't want any of them to suffer. i am so scared of what tomorrow has to offer to me. if i can stop the time, i would definitely do it.
i can't always put on a fake smile. and tonight, i asked myself until when am i gonna put on this smile? i am on the point right now where i am so confused, so hopeless, so weak and ready to cry my heart out. but i can't. i can't coz i don't have any right to cry, to be weak and to feel relieved.
until when do i have to fake my smile?
I wanted to play a save where I start with a super unique matriarch and have more interesting looking legacy sims, so meet this goober, Pixie Dinkydoo, and her dog Stefan. I let my brother name her. And to be clear. He is thirty years old 😂
So this is my #2017bestnine. It was a year full of new #challenges, changes, making new friends, saying goodbye to others, and above all a big step moving forward in my professional life. It was the master of #integralyoga, and being invited to help choreograph fitness programs that be watched all over the world. 2018 will be a year of new challenges, all growing a little more. #skyyogamagazine #yogatopia #worldofyoga_feature #worldyoga #badassmovement #yogaeverydamnday #ypotw #yogaeverywhere #yogalife #yogainspiration #yogabible #yogajournalfrance #badassmovement #yogabrotherhood #yogapractice #myyogalife #yogapose #yogadudes #yogaaddict #mensyogagear #mendoyoga #realmendoyoga #yogamale #borntobeyogi #menatyoga #yogaiscalling (at Portugal)
Classic Book Challenge
Since I finally finished all the books I was reading, I decided to take on this challenge! I marked the books I have already read with a black symbol, and the books I own and plan to read soon with a blue symbol.
Here's the blank version if you want to take on this challenge yourself!
Well everybody, I seen this challenge trending on TicTok. So I desired to do it myself.