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Soul-searching (Part II)
Sometimes, we need to commit mistakes to learn from them. It may sound horrible, but deep inside, you know it’s not far from the truth.
Anyway, this wraps up Essie’s so-called journey before she reconciled with Johnny. If you’ve been a loyal reader since day one and know which story it’s connected to, please give me a holler?
Since Oh Sehun from EXO co-stars in this piece, here’s a dreamy GIF of him.
Mahal ko kayong lahat! :)
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Summary: This picks up from the last installment, but with a few days’ interval. Essie, who felt hurt, depressed, and lost after her encounter with Kun, ends up drinking with Oh Sehun in a bar. Before you know it, the story has become one of those cliches. In short, another brain fart from yours truly.
POV: Shockingly, I wrote a 1st person POV! Do you think I should keep it up?
Word count: 1,200 + words
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“You know, if things were different, we could’ve dated.”
I almost spat the beer I was drinking when Sehun that. “Dude, please. Be serious.”
“But I am,” I heard him shuffling closer to me, “and I know what I’m saying doesn’t help your situation either.”
“Well, maybe you’re drunk than you’ve let on,” I whispered, examining the bottle I was holding. Its amber color was intoxicating, even if I have already held it a hundred of times.
“Babe, I’m far from drunk,” he scoffed, “haven’t you heard that when you’re drunk, you’re more likely to tell what’s on your mind than when you’re sober?”
I looked at him briefly, and he grinned like the cheeky bastard that he is. “It’s true. Youngho knows that I like you, but he told me not to pursue you. As a friend, I respected that.”
I was shocked with the information I heard – Johnny told Oh Sehun not to take his chance with me, which makes me cringe at the mere thought of it.
I have to admit that I found him handsome when I first met him. He had that mysterious charm around him, but the more he stayed with us, the more I found him cocky and annoying. That put me off with him completely, and I forgot that I even liked him in the first place.
Now that I ended up at this bar with him, I don’t know what to feel or say for now. I got another bottle of beer from the bucket we ordered and drank silently as I looked out into the night sky.
“What’s on your mind, princess?” Sehun broke the silence, and I felt him close the small space between us. I could feel his body heat as well as his sweat.
“I wonder why I end up in these kinds of situations,” I glanced at him and saw that he was also looking at the dark cityscape.
“What do you mean by that?”
“I ruin relationships, I guess? I broke Youngho’s heart because I had an affair with Yoon Oh, and I lead on Kun,” I took another swig of beer before searching my bag for another pack of cigarettes.
“Here,” Sehun gave me his stick that had already burned halfway. I did not hesitate to put it in my lips and took a long drag. I felt so awful right now, and I know that having drinks with him wasn’t helping at all.
But he was drinking alone at this bar that I’ve always wanted to go to, and now I ended up in a private area at the rooftop with him. Fortunately, we could smoke here as much as we could, and he wouldn’t make me feel guilty if I finish a pack or two.
“Wow, that’s quite a record,” he said after he was halfway through a new stick, “but things happen for a reason. Maybe they ought to teach you a lesson or two for breaking other people’s hearts. Or maybe it’s karma? Did you do something horrible before?” He snickered before putting out the cigarette on the ashtray.
“I don’t know anymore, seriously. But you know,” I leaned back on the couch, holding the beer bottle closer to my chest, “based on what you told me earlier, we could’ve dated in a situation like this.”
The alcohol is doing its job on ruining myself more; the sober side of me thought after this was all over.
“Hm? Tell me more,” Sehun mimicked my actions, and he gave me a dopey smile this time.
“I could be drinking with a couple of friends, and you’ll be on the other table. We’d catch each other looking, and we’ll be giggling messes because we’ve drunk quite a bit. Later on, we’d make excuses to get to know each other by going to the bathroom, and before we know it–––”
He never let me finish the story because he had already kissed me.
He tasted like memories of a careless past – a bittersweet mixture of alcohol, cigarettes, and his personal taste. I am reminded of the times I used to kiss boys back in college during parties and then kick their nuts when they wanted to have sex with me when I didn’t want to.
I had the urge to pull him away, but I couldn’t. He had already pinned my arms on the sofa, and his kisses became more ravenous.
When we almost lost our breaths to that intense kiss, he broke away but still held my wrists.
“That story of yours could’ve been us, really,” he said, still panting, “but now we got to the part that can happen but won’t ever get repeated.”
“Sehun, please,” I cried, “Don’t make things worse. I’m begging you.” My whole face felt warm, probably because of the alcohol and shame I was feeling. Even the tears that I cried felt like it was going to burn my face.
He let go of my wrists and resumed drinking. He didn’t say anything when he finished another bottle and took out another cigarette. All of that, I observed while I cried silently.
“I’m sorry, Essie. I admit I know what I’m doing, but rest assured, it would be the last time I’ll do that. So please,” he looked at me with teary eyes, “do the right thing and fix everything with Youngho before it’s too late.”
A few minutes later, we were at the sidewalk waiting for a cab.
“I would suggest that you return in a prettier state, not like the hot mess that you are now,” he chuckled, eyeing me from head to toe. I rolled my eyes at him and shoved my hands deeper into my coat’s pockets. “I can freshen up inside the car, dude. No need to worry about me.”
When Sehun finally hailed an empty cab, he pulled me into a half-hug and patted my shoulder. “Remember, do the right thing,” he whispered.
I nodded as I stepped inside the cab. We waved at each other once I was inside, and I burst into tears again when he was out of sight.
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I did my best to compose myself before returning to the apartment I shared with my boyfriend and our common friend. I wiped away the damage my tears have done to my makeup and retouched. I took a couple of mint candies and spritzed some perfume on my pulse points.
What took most of my time inside the cab was that I prayed for things to better, for me to be more responsible for my actions and to be more understanding of how other people feel.
I prayed for a lot of things that would help me become a better partner because I know that Johnny Suh is the one for me.
I’ve done a lot of questionable things over the past few months, but my heart knows that it is with Johnny that I find true peace and contentment.
To those I have hurt, I deeply apologize for what I’ve done. I can’t claim that I never meant to break your hearts, but as sad as it sounds, what happened was part of a learning process for us.
Maybe we’re meant to burn our bridges, or maybe we can still be friends without falling for each other.
I took a deep breath when I was in front of our apartment. I noticed that the lights were off – it was already three in the morning – but that didn’t stop me from going back to where my heart has always belonged.
I’m back, my love.
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FIN
MKJS Masterlist
Sorry, it took me long to do this, but I can say that now is the perfect time to do so because I’ve posted quite a lot since the lockdown started.
Let’s divide it into three categories: series, character (then divided into series), and the main timeline.
Once I post more stories, this post will be updated further.
Without further ado...
SERIES
Sugar and Fluff - Random Johnny and Essie sweet moments
Volume 1
Volume 2
Volume 3
Volume 4
Housemates - Inspired by descriptions from @markleesquishy on Instagram on how it would be like to have them as your housemates
Johnny
Mark
Jaehyun
Ten
Trysts with Mon Amour - Essie takes a chance with Jaehyun despite being in a relationship with Johnny (Also linked is my Spotify playlist in case you want to listen to the songs that inspire and accompany it.)
Conflicted
Snippets from an Affair
A Kiss for Luck
Day Dream
Couple Things - More Johnny and Essie moments that focuses on them as a couple
Part I
Part II
A Tale of Two Valentines - Johnny and Essie moments focused on Valentine’s Day
Part I
Part II
Cool Off - Johnny and Essie take a break from their relationship, which leaves Johnny miserable
Part I
Part II
Soul-Searching - A continuation of Cool Off, but focuses on Essie’s side of the story
Part I
Part II
Studies on Tension - Like most couples before getting together, Johnny and Essie experienced their share of sexual tension
Part I
Part II
Inspired by @neoculturedrabbles‘ prompt list
MK (Part I)
JN (Part I)
JH (Part I)
JN (Part II)
JH (Part II)
JN (Part III)
JN (Part IV)
Intoxicated - A special take on some prompts from @neoculturedrabbles
Part I
Part II
Quarantine Series - A timely collection of stories while the world is still in lockdown due to the pandemic
Part I
Part II
Part III
Part IV
With Family - A collection of stories focusing on Johnny and Essie meeting the parents and family of one another
Part I
Part II
Burnout - A romantic drama (with lots of angst?) featuring the love triangle of Johnny, Y/N and Jaehyun. Coming soon!
Teaser
Teaser, B-side
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CHARACTER
JOHHNY
Standalone Fics
The Model and The Stylist
Photography
Awkward
Plushie
Down
Focus
From the Main Timeline
How They Met
The Look
Love Song
Tripping
Do I Wanna Know?
How He Loves
Resolution
The Dream Synopsis
The Pull of You
Lost and Found
Wondering
Sugar and Fluff
Volume 1
Volume 2
Volume 3
Volume 4
Housemates
Johnny
Couple Things
Part I
Part II
A Tale of Two Valentines
Part I
Part II
Cool Off
Part I
Part II
Studies on Tension
Part I
Part II
Inspired by @neoculturedrabbles‘ prompt list
JN (Part I)
JN (Part II)
JN (Part III)
JN (Part IV)
Intoxicated
Part I
Part II
With Family
Part I
Part II
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MARK
Standalone Fics
Jamming with Mark
I Will Follow You into the Dark
Two Birthdays
You’re Such an Ass
From the Main Timeline
Cruel Game
Tripping
The Dream Synopsis
Housemates
Mark
Inspired by @neoculturedrabbles‘ prompt list
MK (Part I)
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JAEHYUN
Trysts with Mon Amour (which are also part of the Main Timeline)
Dangerous
Dangerous, B-side
Cruel Game
Conflicted
Snippets from an Affair
A Kiss for Luck
Day Dream
Reality Checklist
Housemates
Jaehyun
Inspired by @neoculturedrabbles‘ prompt list
JH (Part I)
JH (Part II)
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OTHERS
Ten
Housemates (Ten)
Lucas
Fling Things
Kun
Soul-Searching (Part I)
Sehun
Soul-Searching (Part II)
Steal Your Girl
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THE MAIN TIMELINE
To be honest, I didn’t expect that these stories will have a timeline. There are other stories I haven’t written or posted that will help put things into a better perspective, but this is what we have for now. The links will start in the order that you should read it first.
How They Met
The Look
Cruel Game
Steal Your Girl
Love Song
Tripping
Do I Wanna Know?
How He Loves
Resolution
The Dream Synopsis
Conflicted
Wicked Games
The Pull of You
Lost and Found
Wondering
Cool Off Series - please see links above
Soul-Searching Series - please see links above
With Family - please see links above
Please take note that although some of the stories can coincide with the main timeline, consider them as side stories if you will. If you have any questions, my inbox is open.
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First post and update: September 6, 2020
Second update: September 13, 2020
Third update: September 20, 2020
Fourth update: October 4, 2020
Fifth update: October 12, 2020
Sixth update: May 30, 2022 (OOPS SORRY ABOUT THAT)
𝐊𝐑𝐈𝐒 | 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃
→ 445 words | 2.2K characters
⇻ fluff, slight-angst
⤷ Delilah is Kris' daughter, but she doesn't know when a war breaks out amongst the witches and the vampires, you tell Kris to take your daughter to a safe place.
"Mommy what's happening," your daughter Delilah asked you as you both heard shots coming closer and closer.
"The war."
"What war?"
"You know how your fathers not around anymore?"
"Yeah, why is that," she asked you.
"Well, its because, he's a Vampire and he can't be with us because if that, and I think someone told and they're trying to find us, but we won't let them now will we?" Delilah shook her head no and continued to listen.
"The war between witches and vampires has gone on long enough, longer than I've been here, and far longer than anybody remembers, except for one person, and that's---" you said as you got interrupted when some vampires started telling you to give them your child.
"No, never she is mine,won't let you take her from me!" That's when he came through the hole that the other vampires made in your home.
"Kris."
"Do you trust me, Delilah, do you trust me?"
"Yeah."
"Take her somewhere safe and far away from here, I'll come and look for you, I love you, Delilah, don't you ever leave his sight do you hear me!"
"Mommy!"
"Now boys, where were we?"
"What are you gonna do you're just some witch," one of the boys said.
"Yeah, I may be some 'witch', but I'm not just a witch. You see my father had a special power and that power was passed on down to me after he died, and when I die it'll pass down to my eldest child."
"Why are you telling us this?"
"Because you two won’t live to tell the story of this special power," you told them as you're eyes turned red and you flashed around the house tormenting them like they've done to you in the past.
"Is this is?"
"No." You showed them your true colors, picked them up and smashed them like a little bug.
When you got done you immediately knew where to find your child and Kris. You ran to the spot and when you found them, Kris ran right to you.
"Kris, don't you ever leave me again."
"Babygirl, I was always there, after you went to sleep at night I was there when you gave birth to Delilah I was there, and I wish you just could've seen me, I watched her grow up, I love you both, now let's go be the family that we've always dreamed of."
"Oh and Kris, tell her the story, about me."
"What did you do?"
"I did what I had to do to save this family, but there is a cure, and I can make it...if you find the spellbook, the hybrids spellbook."
Crackhead Imagine #1
Nobody ask. I don’t actually know.
Rain in spring - Kim Junmyeon ( Suho)
I had this waiting in my drafts for the day when this will happen, junmyeon returns, junmyeon is coming back, the day is finally here
Can there be anything more sad and beautiful?
I watch from the warmth of the cafeteria as the little drops of water fall at a slow pace, as they slowly make their way after hitting or falling on the window pane.
I try to keep my mind occupied with it, I don't want to think about her, I don't want to think that I might have lost her. This may be the moment our love ends. Because even if no one accepts it, love has an end.
We will not love forever the same people and we will not suffer forever an unrequited love. Life goes on and people move on with it. No one should stay, there is no reason to stagnate.
I wanted her to move forward, to achieve great things and not to stop for me, but deep in my heart I also wanted her to wait for me and not forget me, to move forward together and happily. But I am aware that not everyone gets what they want and destiny is not always as one expects.
We went through great things, we had problems and created fights, but we managed to stay together.
But there always comes a time when it can't be like that anymore and I had to leave, I was away for a long time, too long away from her. I left her alone fighting against everything.
The hate, the media, the fans.
But I had to do it, it was not something I could decide, as a man I had to serve the nation, I had to honor our country. And I served my country wholeheartedly, even though it had stayed with her.
21 months apart
When I took my first leave, the first thing I did was to look for her, but I couldn't find her, she had left.
Mom told me that as soon as I enlisted they went after her and even though she tried to resist it was too much. It was too much for her to handle on her own.
And she went home, back to her place as they called it.
But for me her place was and is by my side.
I tried to contact her but it was impossible, without giving up I decided to give her time and space.
I sent her one last letter reminding her how much I loved her and telling her that I would wait for her as long as she needed me to. I added the address of the cafeteria along with my discharge date from military service. I had called her here because she was the first person I wanted to see as soon as I got out of the service.
That's why I was here, listening to the sound of the rain, waiting for her arrival.
To say that I was nervous was an understatement, I wished with all my being that she would appear, that she would walk through those doors and fill my life again with her light and beauty.
And there I was, at the end of that cafeteria, with a torrent of emotions invading my being. I would accept whatever happened, I would support whatever decision she made.
I couldn't take my eyes off the door and at the same time I kept them watching the bottom of the cup in my hands.
a small tinkling sound from the bell on the front door broke the warm silence of the place, informing that someone had entered the premises.
With my nerves on edge, I looked at the exact spot where a beautiful goddess was standing.
Her profile was beautiful, a foreign beauty breaking the monotony of an environment totally flooded by Korean girls, she was walking with her beautiful and big eyes around the place looking for someone, someone to take care and treasure her precious heart, and without thinking I stood up, slowly raised a hand to get her attention, in my face a smile was taking place while my eyes were flooded with tears.
She had come, she was here and now I knew it would be like this forever.
—Babe—. I called softly to her. her eyes like two arrows hit straight into mine. at that moment I just wanted to run straight into her arms, but I held back and waited while she walked towards me.
As I watched her everything around us ceased to exist, it was just me and her once again,everything stopped the moment I had her in front of me and everything went back on track as soon as I felt her crash against my chest and wrap her small hands around my waist. everything was coming back to its place.
The world seemed to shine again, after so long I had her in my arms. I let out all the air I was holding in and in that moment it was as if all my fears and worries were gone.
—I missed you so much—. Her words were a whisper that filled my heart, I had missed her so much. I hadn't noticed how much I missed her.
—Fuck, you don't know how much I missed you—. I pulled her even tighter into my arms, her frail body fit mine perfectly, we were what we needed. We were what we needed.
As a vibration went through my whole being I enjoyed her little laugh.
—Silly you're crushing me—. She laughed again and apologetically I loosened my embrace a little without letting go of her completely. I didn't want to let go again.
She sighed and placed herself in perfect alignment with my racing heart.
—Sorry, I'm so sorry—. At first I didn't understand her words, why was she apologizing? I felt her tighten her grip on my waist a little more, just as I didn't want to let go and I understood. I understood that she was apologizing for leaving.
—It's okay, you don't have to apologize, we're here now—. I backed up a step, pulling away a little but she was sticking to me again. I laughed as I denied,— Honey, it's okay. I'm not going anywhere, not again...not without you—. And it was true, I didn't want to be separated from her again. She was what I needed most and what I wanted most in life. I wouldn't let her go anywhere.
Slowly she let go of me and I was able to take her delicate face in my hands, wow she really was beautiful, it's that beauty that you can't explain but it's all you want to observe.
—I loved you, I love you so much—. Without time to react I felt her lips on mine, melting into that longed for kiss I was looking for. One of her small hands moved up the side of my face providing caresses, until she reached the back of my neck where she positioned herself with no intention of moving.
I pulled away from her once again and looked directly into her eyes, they showed me a glow of happiness that I never wanted her to lose, I caressed her cheek and smiled.
Nothing would separate us anymore, we would continue together fighting against the current. Her eyes did not leave me, she watched every move I made, making my nerves increase.
I took several steps back, took a deep breath and asked her to look me in the eyes. She nodded and gave me one of his beautiful smiles. I slowly placed one of my knees at floor level, it was now or never.
—Babe, will you marry me?—. I had with me a small rose gold ring with some hearts hugging a small white sapphire in the center. I had this ring since the day I found out she was gone, and I had treasured it for this moment, because I knew the time would come and I knew we would have our chance to be forever together.
Her eyes filled with tears and she opened her lips slightly in astonishment, she looked me straight in the eyes and knelt in front of me as close as she could while she filled my face with small kisses, she whispered words in Spanish that I couldn't understand but her face was flooded with happiness.
She pulled away from me and nodded as she repeated "yes" a thousand times.
I would make her happy and never again would she lack anything in life because I would take care of giving her everything she wanted and asked for.
—So long apart and in less than 10 minutes you have made me the happiest and luckiest girl, course I will marry you Kim Junmyeon—.
I put the ring on her and in the most tender way only she could do it she came close to my face to seal this new beginning with a kiss.
Playing with fire Park Chanyeol / X-EXO Chanyeøl
* gif not mine *
I thought it would be a quiet day, but nothing had been like that since I discovered his existence.
Chanyeol was worried but most of all angry and this guy appeared everywhere we went.
Chanyeol's mood changed as soon as I saw him, he looked annoyed and uncomfortable whenever he was near or around us.
I didn't want to add to that, so I never mentioned to him that I had discovered this guy following me, watching from afar what I was doing, among other things.
I wasn't afraid of him, I was very intrigued. Where did he come from? What was he looking for?
×××
The day I found him outside my apartment, injured and almost unconscious it was impossible for me to ignore him, for me it was like turning my back on Chanyeol and that caused my heart to ache.
With the little strength he had left and my help he was able to make it to the sofa in the living room, where he collapsed totally defeated. I felt bad for him, he looked weak and looked totally harmless.
I watched him for a few seconds before going in search of the small first aid kit. I was cleaning the wounds on his face when he suddenly opened his eyes, he watched me for a few seconds before looking around.
He seemed to be looking for someone, when he saw us alone he seemed to relax and let me continue with my work.
After finishing I let him rest while I prepared dinner, my mind was in chaos, I didn't know what to do. Chanyeol would be here soon and if he was still here there could be trouble.
I wasn't afraid to be alone with him, I didn't feel that he could harm me, but I knew that Chanyeol would be totally out of his mind when he found out about this.
The jingling of keys and the small muffled noises on the other side of the door signaled his arrival, my nerves rose to an unimaginable level, there was nothing to do...
He walked straight to where I was, he greeted me with a small kiss on my forehead while he commented that he was starving, for a moment I remained static. He had passed in front of the sofa where his other self was and he didn't react to it, the nerves were still running through my being in a way that I couldn't bear any longer.
♪( ´θ｀) [9:01] You teach sehun how to make pancakes in the kitchen on a lovely saturday morning in fall .Let’s just hope he doesn’t burn the kitchen.Who knows what he’d do on his own. Sehun plays with the flour and smears it on your cheeks.Oh boy,is he in for it.
(^_^*)[02:34] jongin catches you sleeping with soundly snores on the couch after coming home from practice .He smiles to himself and carries you to the bedroom.You bury your face into the crook of his neck while inhaling his fragrant scent.Oh how you’ve missed nights like this.
I NEED SOMMORE EXO WOLF AUS
[07:30] He had been watching you paint for the past thirty minutes.Believe me,he did love the look on your face the way you had furrowed your eyebrows,bit your plump lips whenever you were concentrated.However, he really wanted to pull you away and keep you to himself.It was so frustating for him!He did whatever he could at first,sighing loudly, belting out songs with an annoying tone,he even tried calling out to you but he had no response in return! He had no choice.He approached to you and pulled the brushes from your grip.”Take a break,baby” he said,pout evident on his face.”Give your baby attention.” You had just sighed,following by letting out a laugh,he looked like a puppy. “Okay Sehun,you big baby”
REQUESTS ARE OPEN!
hello everyone! fyi,i will be taking requests and will be writing drabbles,and fics! i will be writing for these groups
nct/wayv
exo
stray kids
pentagon
red velvet
i will be writing angst and fluff ONLY.and dont be shy,you can ask me anything! have a good day 💚
requests are open !
i’ll be opening headcanons,fics,drabbles,timestamps and reactions!
here are the groups i write for
svt,nct ,(all units),exo
i wil only be writing angst and fluff,i will not write anything else!
• Matching stuffs with Exo
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Matching shoes
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》 Sehun
Matching bracelets
Sehun: You know, clapping is just slapping yourself because you like something.
Chanyeol: If you don't go to bed right now, I may actually kill you
Byun Baekhyun this day was on a whole other level. He looked so ✨ ETHEREAL ✨
I'll be taking requests for nct, txt , exo, seventeen ,theboyz and riize so please send me an ask stating the kind of imagine / reaction you want (no smut though maybe implied but not the actual thing) please be specific with your requests I want details to visualise a plot