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Thoma x male!Reader
He finds you sad about something and cheers you up the best way he knows how (you decide)
I feel like Thoma would be a good singer and would be a sweetheart and sing to you until you calmed down. He just gives off the vibe of a loving mother y'know? I love him so much <3
In your shared room you were laying on the bed with your arms curled around a pillow as if it it would grow legs and leave you. Your day sucked, to say the least.
Tsukumomono groceries hired a new worker who you had the misfortune of training. They were around high-school age but they had a very entitled attitude to them. But despite the immense disrespect they showed, they still kept their place in the business.
Because with all the rude remarks and snide comments they threw your way they were young and cute, which brought in more customers than average. So they stayed since business was doing so well, which made your days forward hell.
Today however, was terrible, much worse than days prior.
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You were stocking up display shelves and pulling items in from the back, when you saw your coworker leaving on the counter chatting with someone. Leaning over you saw they were talking to people that seemed to be their age so you just thought they were friends and let it be.
Continuing your work, they got comfortable and louder, making it easier for you to listen in on them.
"So how's the new job?"
"It's not bad, I don't gotta do much. Just put up with the old man they stuck me with."
You clenched the cans in your hands but said nothing as you kept working. What could you do? It's not like you could go over and tell them to stop, it would outwardly look as if you were refusing customers.
"Damn, that's gotta suck."
"Yeah, the old dudes everywhere- Always stocking, cleaning, doing something. He's such a try hard."
You never hated anyone per sé, but at times like these you really did consider dumping the shrimp in your hands down this girls front.
"Hah- Fuckin' loser."
And that's what it took. Some were quick to anger, but not you. You were quick to sadness. Depression ran deep in your family and most medications didn't cut it, they helped but not enough. So by that point you spoke with Aoi and clocked out early.
Which leads to where we are now, with you on the bed trying to hold in anymore sobs as you heard the front door unlock. "____? ____, Hun, you home?" Thomas voice chimed through the air, making you sit up and clear your throat to respond with a croaky. "Here-"
Moments later, after hearing rustling and approaching footsteps, the door to your bedroom opened. "Hey baby, on the way home Aoi stopped me, said my boy had to go home early. What's wrong?" He pried gently as he sat on the bed. Tossing the pillow to the foot of the bed you made your way to your husband. Pulling him by the shoulders to lay down.
"Another rough day Hun?" He asks as you lay next to him. He places his hand on ue cheek and wipes away the dried tear tracks on your face. You nod in response. "Can you tell me about it?" You look down at his clothes, fiddling with the fluffy tassel he had on his left shoulder. He nodded, taking your lack of response as your answer.
"C'mere-" He huffs as he pulls you up and drags you both towards the headboard to cozy up. Thoma wraps the blankets around the both of you before pulling your head to rest on his chest. "My boy's been working too hard anyways, he needs a break." He says as he rakes his fingers through your hair, working through whatever knots were in there.
Nestled into his side you felt a sense of relief and calm wash over you that you haven't felt in a while. Before you had noticed the soft humming the was rumbling from his chest beneath you, you soon heard his soothing, gentle voice softly singing to you. His voice was softer than a feather and sweeter than a sweet flowers nectar. He relaxed you until your eyes shut and you soon drifted asleep on him, your problems nothing more than a leaf in the wind now.
Immortal Love
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Summary: Zhongli is troubled by some thoughts that are keeping him awake, lucky for him, he has you.
Pairing: Zhongli x (gn!) Reader
Tags: Angst to comfort, very domestic setting and fluff towards the end, Zhongli is having a bit of an existential crisis, Reader picks him up again and reassures him
A/N: The Zhongli brainworms are kicking in again recently so I had to drabble something for him because he is amazing. Shoutouts to @lychniis and @zhongrin for fuelling my Zhongli brainrot more again recently. Definitely check them out, too!! (I know you're not on my taglist so I hope you don't mind the tag x.x)
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Zhongli shifted on the bed unable to find rest. No matter how hard he tried, sleep simply wouldn’t find him tonight because of the endless thoughts that had been plaguing him. So he lay awake, turning to the side, so he could watch the steady rise and fall of your chest and listened to your calm breathing and occasional huffs as you slept peacefully. A fresh breeze wafted through the open window and past the curtains in your shared bedroom. He saw goosebumps rise on your arms before you curled into your blanket more with a satisfied hum in your sleep.
The moonlight from outside the window, shone through a crack in the curtains and landed on your form in a way that perfectly illuminated your features, wrapping you in an ethereal veil of liquid silver, that was contrasted by the molten amber-gold of his irises which continuously wandered over your sleeping form.
He softly placed his hand over yours, carefully tracing patterns over the back of your palm with his thumb and feeling your warmth under his touch, prompting you to smile in your sleep.
As he watched you lie there so peacefully, his heart suddenly grew heavy again, when the dim light revealed the fresh scar on your shoulder that had been caused by a wound which had been inflicted during one of your commissions for the Adventurer’s Guild not too long ago.
You had shrugged it off as nothing and had simply put a bandage over it with a nonchalant smile but Zhongli just couldn’t help but worry and be reminded how he could lose you in just the blink of an eye. He worried every time you got hurt, every time you fell ill and every time a wound healed again, letting him know again and again that your time was running out and he was yet another step closer to losing you. He often had to remind himself that you were still there, right now, by his side, so his worries and his heartache were unjustified, yet he knew, you were mortal and he was not.
He wanted nothing more than to spend eternity with you, until bedrock turns to dust and until the sea dries out, but unlike his, your time on this world was finite and he was painfully aware that you didn’t have forever.
He had already lost so much in his life, one would assume he is used to it by now, but he was not, every time he had lost a big hole had been left in his heart, one that could never be filled again, for the person that filled it before was gone. And despite having to endure so much loss and grief before, never had he feared losing anything as much as he did losing you. Whenever it would happen, there was nothing that could ever prepare him to lose his anchor, his shield… the light of his life.
Day in and day out he was reminded of your fragility, of your mortality, of the things in this world that could potentially steal you away from him finitely, and there was nothing he could do about it. An illuminated being, a god like him, entirely powerless about the natural flow of life and it pained him more than anything he had ever experienced or was able to comprehend.
He suddenly felt hot tears spill and stream down his cheek, dampening the pillow he was resting his head on, as he lifted his hand to cup your cheek gently in your sleep. He could faintly feel your steady heartbeat under his palm and the warmth radiating off your body. You are still here.
You suddenly stirred in your sleep and drowsily opened your eyes, looking at him and smiling at him adoringly, nuzzling your cheek further into his hand.
"Hey. Are you still awake?", you croaked sleepily, equally reaching your hand out to cup his face, suddenly feeling the dampness of his tear stained cheeks under your fingers.
"What's wrong?", you asked worriedly, gently brushing some of his brown locks out of his face with your finger.
"I don't want to lose you.", he said, his shaky voice barely even above a whisper.
"Hey, hey… what’s with this all of a sudden? I have no plans to leave, love.", you reassured, placing soft kisses on his nose and forehead and kissing his tears away, giving him a loving smile.
“One day you will be forced to.”, he wept softly. And at that moment you began to understand what it was, that was keeping him awake and it made your heart painfully clench in your chest, wanting nothing more than to kiss his sorrows away and telling him that everything will be alright.
“Hey, listen! No matter what happens, I’ll always be here.”, you emphasized as you placed your palm over his chest where his heart was, feeling the steady beat of it under your palm. “Okay?”
"If this is a contract, you better not break it."
"I wouldn't dream of it."
You cuddled closer to him, burying your head in his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat and engulfed yourself in his warm embrace before drifting off into sleep once more. With the arm he placed over your waist he pulled you a little closer and placed a tender kiss on the crown of your head, closing his eyes as well.
It was no use to dwell on things of the future in the present, because all it would do was ruin the precious time he had with you and he’d do everything in his capability to show you just how much he loved you in the time you had together and make the best of it.
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Can you make xiao headcannons? It could be about anything you prefer but if you aren’t sure then an idea is daily life
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A/N: A very late response to this, my apologies! I do hope you like this regardless. I did a mixed bag of some headcanons for Xiao here.
Pairings: Xiao x Gn! Reader (headcanons)
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Xiao, the heroic, youthful, or demonic, looking man on top of Wangshuu Inn?
One would say he doesn't do much at all, other than sit there and bask in the elements around - not caring whether it's raining, snowing or if it's a blazing sun outside
Xiao cares very little as for what the ordinary, mortal lives think of him. As long as he's fulfilling his duty, protecting them - he is satisfied, and needs no other opinion. He's been doing this for over 3000 years, he knows what he's doing.
Some days are more peaceful than others, and he does laze around, enjoying the warm southern breeze that carries that specific smell that remind him of times long gone
Xiao is able to both reminisce about the long and recent past while standing guard, in his own peculiar way.
The look in his eyes grows duller, softer like silted waters, but he's not losing himself in those murky waters. Some of those memories would be downright terrifying to someone else, as they hail from a time darker than even the Archon War.
When on duty he is as meticulous as anyone would expect, and just as cool and distant when interacting with others, should he really have a need for it
Yet, every now and then he does run into more... domestic things that he couldn't have predicted or escaped. Like aiding a half blind eldery to collect the bamboo shoots, being mistaken for their grandchild due to his height, or helping a child find a way home or get their toy back. These are all people of Liyue, or they just happened to be on those grounds. Xiao is a sworn spear of protection to them.
For his close ones, the ones that are still alive, he makes sure to check in every once in a while, or at least send some things their way so they know they're on his mind
He's not the one to write letters, and has a penchant for a sort of "acts of service" type of show, so if he really must send some paper, he makes a talisman to make up for the lack of words on the paper. Or anything of that sort, even infusing a little bit of his power into the pieces so that it would last longer
If you're someone he truly does care about, or you simply don't want to leave him to rot in his solitude, the act of visiting the old graves and tombs of old comrades and friends with you warms his heart in a comforting way that's still unfamiliar to Xiao
He enjoys listening to you talk about the people he seldom has time or the will to interact with, even if he finds some of their interests weird or pointless, he likes to hear all the variety of personalities and jobs. So much has changed over the years, and so much has also stayed the same. He likes to hear how the Harbor has grown, inside and outside.
During Lantern Rites, he would hope you'd join him, he even goes through the "tedious task" of acquiring a Xiao lantern that the two of you can set into the sky when the time comes. You would do so from one of the mountain tops surrounding Liyue, and both of you can watch the your lone light join the other dozen ones
It's a magical moment to him, no matter how keen he is on rejecting that claim later on. In that moment he's not the Vigilant Yaksha ridden with Karma, he's not general Alatus, he's not a bird with a broken wing nor is he some random immortal soldier. He's just.. Xiao.
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i saw ur reblog on my post, and am loving your blog so far :)
i want some headcanons for tighnari trying to learn new things that his girlfriend likes <3 like learning how to braid their hair, or teach them to make flowers crowns, or something cute like that hehe
<3
Flower Stems
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A/N: Hello! I'm so happy to hear that from you, it really warmed up my heart. I love your writing. And of course, I love Tighnari and his overall character. I hope this does him justice, and that you like it <3 I tried something else with this text divider too, reminded me off Tighnari's voicelines about bookmarks, so I doodled a flower.
Genre: fluff, not completely proofread
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The lead Forest Ranger may present himself as the warm, stern teacher to most of the folk around him, and with that being said - no one is really surprised when they catch Tighnari doing something more... domestic
He was never the kind of person to try and hide away and softness he may hold within him, but he also ensured that his kindness was never taken for granted and as some form of blindness to the rest of the world around him. If his status as a former Akademiya student isn't enough to prove his level of knowledge, his actions in his work field definitely does.
Even the mundane way he picks up long, thick stems of flowers, and the way his bare fingers weave the same stems through loops and knots - the elegant way he arranges the flower crown before your eyes makes it seem so easy, but when you try it, you're quickly proven otherwise
The fragile stems are smushed or get cracked, but Tighnari doesn't anger nor does he flick your forehead in disappointment. At best he would throw one of his witty comments, and then he'd gently take your hands, and help you weave a new flower through the previous loop, guiding you with his voice all the while
"You just need some more practice, don't wear yourself down just due to one mistake..come on, I'm watching over you. How about you go with this flower next?"
It's rare for him to find much free time to properly wind down, so he doesn't waste it whenever a sunny day comes by. He loves the feel of sunlight and lightly warm air on his tail and ears, and he loves feeling the weight of your head on his thigh as you both rest on some high branch, or in the warm shade of the undergrowth
You wouldn't have to ask him to play with your hair, he would do so on his own the moment you lay down and those strands fall over him
He knows one or two things about braiding, and he's so gentle at picking and separating small portions of your hair to play with and braid. Tighnari doesn't want to pull on your hair, and if either of you have a brush at hand, he'd brush out any knots first. He doesn't ask for you to teach him, he would prefer to hone this little skin on his own, but the first time you wince when he accidentally pulled too sharply he's asking for your aid
Those big ears of his are perked forward as you pull some hair to the front and begin explaining the classic way of braiding, and his fingers follow your motions on the previous strands he began a braid on
It feels weirdly intimate to him. He even suggested to wear matching ones, just a small one if you would prefer to do something else with the rest of your hair. He would braid yours himself, and you can make a small one in his hair. He would pull on it gently throughout the day when he's reminded of you, or just needs a semblance of stability
If, by chance, you are interested in some essential oils for your hair, Tighnari will be more than happy to offer some of his top favorites. Although he makes sure they aren't harsh, since he usually uses those on his tail, and fur and hair are quite different.
It goes without a doubt that he'd try and introduce you to more mushroom recipes. Tighnari is always mixing new ingredients into his mushroom dishes, and he would always make a portion extra for you. He would try it with you if the meal looks too intimidating to you and he would tell you all about it you're willing to listen
If the mushroom is big and sturdy enough, he would try cutting out some shapes, like crescent moons, fish, flowers..etc.
Tighnari makes a note to visit you before bed (if you are not living together again) and kiss you goodnight. He's almost parental with it, but he just wants you to be well and healthy and sleep well. He would grow grays besides his green streaks if you were to fall ill
Opposite of the last note, he would visit you earlier in the morning before his patrols, leave a flower or some breakfast on the table for you, and then he'd leave, without disturbing you.
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Hiya
Please can I request some hurt/comfort with Kaveh, like maybe the reader gets injured. Also I saw on one of your posts a couple months ago you weren't secure with writing him, so if you still aren't I would mind Alhaitham or Ayato <3
A/n: Hello, I'm not sure where I was going with this honestly, I haven't written for Kaveh in what feels like a decade so I hope I didn't butcher him. However, I admittedly rushed a bit so I can get back to you with it and I do hope I was able to provide some comfort to you with this. Hope you enjoy🌙
Contents: Kaveh x reader, gn, hurt angst to fluff, sensitive reader? Imo... Drabble wordvomit
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“Where have you been?! Do you know how worried I was about you-” the loudness his tone reached pulled the octaves of his voice higher, unlike the sweet lilt he usually addresses you with. Turning your head sharply to look at him through the thin veil of the dark night, your tear stained cheeks stun him for a good moment, making him choke back words and audibly he stutters and sputters as his eyes widen further. His eyes flicker over your face, across your features until he follows the bend of your arms that hold your leg and foot, both hastily wrapped in bandages - if the situation wasn't as dire as it was Kaveh would've scoffed and made fun of it.
“Where were you-” he asks again, his voice swimming in fear as a chill runs up his spine despite the scalding desert air. More than one question is squeezed into those three words as he rushes over to kneel beside you. Cautious, airy hands hover over the ankle and the shin of your leg, but he refuses to touch you, as if you break from the simplest of touches. He looks up into your eyes again, silently pleading for a response to all the questions brewing in his mind. “What happened to you? Were you attacked? W-When did this happen? Do you not know how long I've been looking for you?!-”
Mehrak swoops into the sands, releasing a little sound that was both alarm and curiosity, the blinking green dots for eyes angled in your direction. Soft little beeps come from the suitcase looking machinery, yet you have little strength to pay any attention to it.
“I-I’m fine..! I just sprained my ankle really badly while I was looking for you and.. I couldn’t walk properly, I thought I wouldn’t be able to make it back” you explain, a breath of ease filling your lungs as you paw at your eyes with your hands to dry your tears, fear still grasping your bones with chilly hands. Not only were you dazed from the scorching sun, but now the cooling night air was slowly creeping up, already heralding a fever in your fatigued muscles. “I didn’t even know which direction to go in, everything looks the same around here” adding that, Kaveh holds his breath as he carefully takes your shin in hand to lift it from the ground, his other hand holding your foot to take a better look at it. He could smell the fear on you and he couldn’t blame you one bit for feeling so scared, he had his moments too where he thought he was lost to the dunes. But not a moment has passed before he was already gritting his teeth, saying “I shouldn’t have agreed to bring you this far out.. ugh, and to even leave you alone.. Why did you go after me? I told you to stay in the shade, I wasn't going to be away for so long and..” he sighs, nearly wincing as he trails off.
He’s grumbling, taking the whole weight of the blame on his shoulders, again, his brows knitting together, angling in sadness as his chin lightly tips down so he could look at your foot, gently probing the skin.
“It’s fine, I shouldn’t have been so stubborn to leave the camp.. Had I gone any further out..” you trail off, dreading to think what could have happened.
Kaveh goes to open his mouth and say something, ready to scold you and lecture you all about how Eremites could have found you, mercenaries, scorpions, and how all of it could have impact him if all he found of you was pieces hanging between a vulture’s beak. He shivers and closes his mouth, remembering the fear and glistening tears on your eyes, tears of frustration and fear and fatigue no doubt.
Keep quiet, Kaveh, he scolds himself instead.
“But you did not, and that is good.. that is a relief.. Would you like to try and stand, with my help of course. We still need to get back to camp” his voice mellows out towards the end, and he lets go of your ankle when you wince at one particular touch from his fingers. He lowers it to the sand slowly and turns to look at you, his elbow resting on his knee.
“No..no..I tried. But… Let me try again” you persist, suddenly feeling a wash of determination to ease his worry or perhaps prove to yourself that what you've done isn't as stupid as it was. Kaveh looks at you, unsure but he doesn't go against it as you're already grasping on his shoulder and trying to lift yourself up.
His hands fly to your waist, stabilizing you when you stumble, bringing you closer to his side so you have something to hold on to. But it all came crashing down when you accidentally went to step on your injured foot, sending a shock of pain up your body. Kaveh sighs, frustrated at the situation, and he is swift to lower you back to the ground. “You can't walk with a foot like that..” he says through his teeth, his heart constructing painfully at your own pain. For what seems like the nth time, he sighs and his arms swoop underneath you. “Hang on to me.. let's try this. One, two and- three” he tells you, and waits until you're clinging onto him before he lifts you up in his embrace.
His arm is underneath your knees and the other supports your back, and now that you're closer to him you can feel the shaky breaths he's pulling into his lungs. He's refusing to look at you now as he begins to tread through the moving sand underfoot.
“Kaveh…” you whisper as you look at him, greeted by the side of his face. The fine sheen of sweat is visible in the dying daylights, and his hair is a complete mess, and you can feel grains of sand throughout his scarves and clothing. “Are you… alright?”
“I am alright.. just..” he looks to the side for a moment, his eyelids falling heavy over his dark colored eyes. “I was just really worried about you..” he confessed, as if it was hard to tell. Were it any sort of other situation, you would've teased and cackled at him, but you can feel his tense muscles begging to feel you, and you're sure he'll begin trembling at any moment.
“Oh, Kaveh…” you coo gently, creeping onto his shoulder like a shy doe, apologetic and sad. “I'm sorry.. I really am. I am fine now, okay? It's just a sprained ankle, it happened before, and this surely isn't the last time I'll sprain it”
Kaveh steals a glance at you, his eyes flickering over your face before he turns his gaze forward again, watching how Mehrak floated ahead to light the way in green and pale lime hues. “It's alright.. I'm just glad to have found you, and that the injury wasn't any worse. But I hope you know I will not forget this, ever” his tone gains a part of its natural flare and passion, still wishing to scold you as if that would teach you a lesson and make you forget how to get hurt.
“I promise to be more careful, okay? Will that soothe you any better?” You lean the side of your head on his shoulder, feeling the tension slowly melting from his shoulders.
“Yeah, right. That's what you said last time as well, and look where that got you”
“Last time there was an accident, that guy pushed me!”
“Oh, spare me- and this wasn't an accident?-”
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Accepting the loss of your animal companion
A/N: hey everyone! I originally wanted to make this as animal friendly ad possible (meaning u could put in animal you want while u read) but there are so many different types of pets ranging for furry creatures or those who shed skin so it was so hard my bad :((
The Tighnari part of this headcanon is for all but written specifically for @hitomisuzuya , Suzu I hope you know that youre not alone and you should never ever put the blame of loosing Frank on yourself. Was never your fault and never will be. ALSO IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE A HORSE SO PLS EVERYONE EXCUSE ME 😭
Anyways enjoy reading everyone!!
Tighnari, Kazuha and Thoma (seperate) x gen neutral! Reader, loss of a pet, comfort, fluff, headcanon, Cat for Kazuha, Dog for Thoma and horse for Tighnari, Tighnari was mostly targeted at Suzu, sort of proofread
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Tighnari ▪︎ verdant strider
Tighnari and you decided to visit mondstadt one day
Mainly because windblume was coming up and Collei wanted to see Amber again
The 3 of you had such a blast! It has been a while since the 2 of you have visited other nations so this was a well deserved break
Drank together, ate different dishes the city of freedom had to offer together, and made new friends
One day you met the calvary captain of the knights of favonuis while Tighnari was talking to Albedo
The conversation between the 2 of you shifted from work to animals to his title as the calvary captain
"Most of our horses have been taken in by Grandmaster Varka for his expedition however we still have around a few left here in the city just in case we need them" the captain started, "would you like to see them?"
You hesitated, a part of you didnt want to at all. You were afraid you'd break down and start remembering the past
But a part of you also wanted to, you longed to see another horse again
You longed to appreciate the way they strut, the way their mane flows when they jump, the way they look at you when you were getting ready for another competition together
Although their expression was overall the same, when you have a bond with a horse especially a strong one, their emotions as well as yours felt like they were connected
But youve avoided them like the plague
Regretfully, you said yes anyways
Your heart has won against your mind this time around
After a while the sun was about to go down and everyone was getting ready to call it a day
Tighnari and you left Collei with Amber so you both made your way to the inn youre staying at
The walk home was silent and you were staring down at your feet, and you seemed to be in a daze,
You gaze was empty, and there wasnt any hint of sparkle in your eyes
Tighnari noticed something was off so he asked
"Hey are you alright?"
"What? Oh. Uh yeah Im fine" you nodded half heartedly after his sudden question taking you off your train of thoughts
The fox stopped on his track and held your hand
"No something is off, you never look up when youre upset. Tell me whats wrong sunflower, Im here for you"
Your back was still facing him, but he could see your shoulders starting to shake, and you trying to muffle up sobs
You hated crying about this especially in public
You didnt want to remember
Never again
His ears perked up and swiftly he pulled you in for a hug
Before he got the chance to say something, you started
"Horses... I miss my horse Nari. I fucking miss him so much" you started, choking up sobs
"I miss him everyday and when I saw the horses before with Kaeya one of them looked like him and..."
You hid your face in his chest as your sobs started getting louder by the minute
"One of them looked exactly like him. I can't I regret that I wasnt able to save him Nari, Im such a bad companion. I could have done more, I could have SAVED him but I-"
"Hey! (Name)! Thats not true" he cutted you off before you finished your sentence, you were having an episode and it broke him to see you like this
Gently, he took your chin and made you face him
"He would never blame you for what happened. It was out of your control, he is your companion. He would have never placed the blame on you sunflower. It all happened too fast, please believe me when I say this, its not your fault"
You couldnt help but let more tears fall out
Yes you were still upset you lost your dearest companion
But you were also happy to hear those words come out of his mouth
You both stood in the middle of the road hugging for a while, waiting until you calmed down.
You knew it wasnt your fault that your beloved horse was gone, but Tighnari was right
He was always right
Your companion would never have blamed you for what happened to him
You wanted to be around horses again
But realise that the first step to finally be around them comfortably was to be able to accept and heal
And Tighnari will be with you every step of the way
![Accepting The Loss Of Your Animal Companion](https://64.media.tumblr.com/10be31a0b06c29f6b916c096f3b7befe/6a46f399d92cac30-e7/s500x750/e33b990d846f195a254a1bd54c4f824a59124cdf.gif)
KAZUHA ▪︎ Scarlet Leaves Pursue Wild Waves
You were with Kazuha relaxing together outside enjoying the fresh air
The sun was out bright in Liyue so you both decided to take a stroll before setting out to the sea again on the crux
At some point during your stroll a cat came to you and meowed
You stopped on your feet and looked down to see the cat starting to rub on you affectionatley
You of course bent down to give em some pets
Kazuha realised you werent on his side anymore and looked behind to see you gazing sotfly at the cat while playing with it
He cant help but think you looked cute
He walked towards you and bent down to the same level as you and watched you play with the cat
You broke the silence after a while
"I use to have a cat" still not breaking your gaze away from the cat
Kazuha looked up at you "oh really?"
"Mmhm, (gender) was beautiful, had lushious (colour) fur, ears so cute you could bite em off and eyes that when you stare at them for long enough, you could find yourself falling in love with (gender) again" subconsciously smiling when you said that
You missed your cat truly
They were your best friend
The ronin hesitated for a bit, not sure if he should ask the question that came up on his head
Without him asking you knew what was on his mind
"(Name) passed away not long ago. I was very sad. In fact, I would be lying if I said Ive healed completely" you chuckled, finally looking up at Kazuha smiling a bit
You didnt want to think about negative thoughts when talking about your beloved cat
Because you'd just have a breakdown
Besides, you knew (name) was at peace anyways now
Kazuha stared at you for a while before smiling "Im sure (name) is resting well now, and if (name) was still here Im sure (gender)'d would love all the different places youre seeing right now on your journey"
You laughed "oh almost, I dont think (gender)'d like Sumeru's desert, (name) would make it visibly clear how much (gender)'d hate it"
You both played with the stray cat for another 5 minutes while talking about your cat until the stray finally left
Kazuha would like to raise a kitten with you
So you both could make new memories together
And for him to see the bond grow between you and their future kitten
![Accepting The Loss Of Your Animal Companion](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f7da3fb81aa01a43c95e8c1f0bdb0291/6a46f399d92cac30-fd/s500x750/d0542c600486bb31ff0c6baeed675b821a8baf4c.gif)
Thoma ▪︎ Protector from afar
Everytime you both went out together there was one time you'd miss playing with the stray dogs and cats out
Especially stray dogs
You have special attention to them
Whenever Thoma was knitting something for the stray cats you'd request he made one for the dogs as well
Whenever he was going out to feed the dogs and cats you'd always remind him to feed the dogs as well
You loved being around them and they seem to as well
He was in awe with how much bond and trust was between you and the dogs
Its almost as if you have one yourself
He had brought up wanting to raise a puppy with ypu, or adopt one of the stray dogs
But everytime he asked youd politely decline saying you werent interested
He was confused and shocked obviously
I mean you clearly loved the stray dogs so why didnt you want to adopt one?
He had to find out
You were getting ready for bed one night looking at the mirror while brushing your hair when he asked you laying on a futon (youre visiting him)
"Hey love, Ive been meaning to ask you something"
He only continued when you hummed, curious to what he wanted to ask
"Oh its just, I wanna know why you keep rejecting the offer of raising a puppy together or adopting one of the stray dogs. I mean you have such a tight bond with the dogs and you seem to favour them.. I must admit I was a little shocked when you rejected. Oh but Im not forcing you to say yes to my suggestion, if you dont wanna then thats fine its just-" he stopped talking when he saw you facing him
Your face was a little hesitant and your brows were furrowed a bit.
He could tell you were debating wheather or not you wanna tell him
"Oh but if you dont wanna tell me thats okay too love" kinda panicked a bit worried if he asked you a personal question 😭
You chuckled reassuring him it was alright
"No no Thoma its not that, its just.." you trailed off again trying to find the right words
"Im sorry for rejecting your suggestion for raising a puppy together, I think its a wonderful idea but im not ready."
He was about to say something before you continued "I had a dog once (gender) was a (breed of dog), and I named em (name)" you smiled at him, but one thing he noticed was that your smile didnt reach your eyes
"I lost (name) a few (weeks/months/years) ago. Ive been wanting to adopt another dog after (name)... but I just cant. I feel like Im replacing (gender)"
Thoma was mentally kicking and punching himself rn
How could he be so stupid
Of course this was obviously the reason why you rejected his suggestion
He wanted to apologise for asking but he knew you'd bash him and tell him not to apologise
Instead, he decided to get up from the futon and place a kiss on your forehead "could you... tell me more about (name)?"
You smiled and nodded
He always knew how to make you smile
Maybe one day when youre ready, you'll both raise a puppy together like a family
♡♡♡♡
—touchy—
request: for the request, im not sure if you're comfortable with this since i can't find your rules post, but can i ask a scenario with thoma, xiao and gorou where the reader is pretty touchy like their love language is physical touch but one day they stopped being as affectionate because they think that they're being a bother to the boys? @elychee
gn reader
character(s): thoma, xiao, gorou
genre: hurt/comfort
tw/cw: insecurities, ooc characters(?), lmk if there are more
![Touchy](https://64.media.tumblr.com/356a0acd182194be3b1b57583a8965bb/d87fa562c8d40348-e8/s500x750/1327c5f89ec7d9162c6932e4d32a13cae0d8c56f.jpg)
THOMA, THE KAMISATO ESTATE HOUSEKEEPER
thoma knows that your love language is physical touch, partially due to the fact you’ve been dating for a few months and he’s quite an observant man.
he’s also observed that lately, you haven’t been as touchy, and he misses when you hold him and give him kisses on his head. he decided to talk with you about it when he came back home from being a housewife his house keeping duties.
“( name )? I’m home” thoma greeted, shutting the door behind him as quietly as possible, thinking you had maybe fallen asleep already, it is quite late after all.
toeing his shoes off, he shuffles to your shared room, only to freeze hearing some sniffling from the other side. thoma debated wether or not to barge in, deciding to comfort you instead of leaving you to cry on the bed.
thoma opened the door, before walking towards you and embracing you into a warm hug. you placed your head into the crook of his neck, desperately grabbing onto the shirt to somewhat ground you.
thoma shushed you, rubbing circles against your back. “do you want to talk about it?” thoma whispered, loud enough for you to hear. the only thing he heard was a muffled “I don’t want to be clingy to you anymore, isn’t it bothering you?” you sniffled. thomas’ heart shattered, of course you’re not a bother! he enjoys receiving your affection, no matter how small or big. placing a small kiss onto your forehead, he murmured “no, no, of course you’re not a bother! I love you so much and whenever you cling to me, it actually helps me relax knowing that I have my partner with me no matter how tough things get.” looking up at him with teary eyes, trying to rub off the remaining tears, thoma helping.
“I’m going to tell master ayato that I’m taking the day off tomorrow, I’m sure he won’t mind.” you were about to protest, being cut off by thomas’ lips on yours for a small peck. “go to bed love, tomorrow we can just spend the day in together.” thoma explained, laying down and letting you lay on his chest.
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XIAO, CONQUERER OF DEMONS
xiao wasn’t really into pysical touch, especially in public. the slightest touch from you makes his face tinge a bright red. xiao will never admit this out loud, but he looks forward to you giving him cuddles and kissing his face.
however, that didn’t happen when he got back from his duties. at first he brushed it off as you being tired, but he eventually became suspicious that it wasn’t that, and something more.
mortals are confusing, so confusing to him. but you help him understand better, and so do other mortals that he talks with now and then. he decides it’s best to confront you about this.
xiao waited at the wangshu inn for you, as usual. when you met up with him, you noticed that he seemed a bit off. xiao sighed, motioning for you to sit across from him. “you haven’t been your usual self lately. usually when you see me, you would hug me or hold my hand or kiss my face all over, but you haven’t done that in a while. why is that?” he asked, eyes widening when you let out a sob, tears collecting at your eyes. xiao instantly placed you onto his lap, gently stroking your hair.
“aren’t I a bother to you? I’m so clingy all the damn time, I don’t want to make you uncomfortable or be a burden.” you managed to sniffle out, refusing to place your hands onto him. xiao glared, not at you, but at himself. he should’ve tried to reciprocate at least once, but he was too unsure of what to do or how to do so.
“no, you’re not bothersome. I’m just not sure how mortals work, or how to properly love someone and show affection. I look forward to your hugs every day when I see you.” he mumbled out, his face flushed a slight pink.
you gripped onto his back slightly, giving his neck a small kiss. you couldn’t see it, but xiao had a small smile gracing his usually stoic face.
![Touchy](https://64.media.tumblr.com/41ef08186b8640f84f11368cb0fa0b6a/d87fa562c8d40348-55/s500x750/fc5468606086a30f81d1062ccace8714e81baf75.jpg)
GOROU, THE DOGGY GENERAL
gorous’ love language is also physical touch, he’s got dog genetics and dogs can be very affectionate. he likes to de stress after work by coming home and just letting loose whilst you smother each other in affection.
he noticed how you would hesitate to reciprocate when he hugged you or gave you a small kiss. he confronts you about it instantly.
“honey, I’ve noticed you’ve become a bit less affectionate and touchy, is everything ok?” gorou whimpered, ears flat on his head and tail droopy. you shook your head in response, climbing onto his lap and letting out the water works.
gorou helped soothe you by rubbing your back and occasionally kissing your cheek. “I just feel like I’m a burden. I just keep on clinging onto you like my life depends on it.” you hiccuped.
gorou cood at you, happily exclaiming “I love your affection so much! it helps relax me and I enjoy cuddling with you and giving you kisses, I enjoy when you cling onto me like a koala too, it’s adorable!” you noticed how his ears had perked up and his tail was now thumping onto the couch, it looked like it was going to fly off if it went any faster.
you yawned, the break down making you tired and sleepy. gorou picked you up, walking to your shared bedroom and plopped you down, jumping in afterwards. gorou then embraced you from behind, pecking the back of your neck making you giggle slightly.
“You’ve become my ceiling
with Yae Miko”
![Youve Become My Ceiling](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/24756d10f43d2204-e5/s500x750/f846541db129c4a4b3169ae8dc6ea0fbbcfb062b.png)
“You don’t even care, do you? You never do, and probably never have.”
The woman in front of you didn’t even appear hurt, simply maintaining a face of indifference. But inside, her mind was racing. When you’d invited her to this beautiful forest, she’d expected a grand gesture of a date, as you’d done in the past. Not your decision to end your relationship.
“I do care, quite a deal,” she moved her hand up, to cup your face. Perhaps to even talk you out of it, as foolish as it was. But you stepped away from her.
And spoke with tears brimming your eyes, “which is why you can’t even pretend to be affected.”
You humans were so conflicting. You were the one who broke up with her, and now you’re crying over her. Even as you faced the ground, she knew your face was puffy and red. As it usually had been when you broke down.
“Because, I learned how to maintain my composure, after so long of practice.” What you didn’t know, was how badly she wanted to hold you, teasingly comforting you as she’d done many times before. “If you’re simply trying to leave for my seemingly lack of care, then I cannot make you stay. But I do implore you to think.”
“If I didn’t care, why would I stay with you for so long, dear?”
![Youve Become My Ceiling](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/24756d10f43d2204-e5/s500x750/f846541db129c4a4b3169ae8dc6ea0fbbcfb062b.png)
I am attempting to branch out more in terms of characters I write
you have lynette brainrot but now i’m getting furina brainrot i wanna teach her to skateboard so bad :sob:
“Will you catch me if I fall
with Furina”
![You Have Lynette Brainrot But Now Im Getting Furina Brainrot I Wanna Teach Her To Skateboard So Bad :sob:](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/41f214a23d870657-fb/s500x750/b7aa26f54649bb45eb2af5f8c090f24bbc65b150.png)
“You know you can’t be clutching onto me while on the board, correct?” As she scanned your words for any real annoyance or negativity, you tried to take a small step back. What does this action get out of her? Well, it gets you being grabbed like a lifeline.
It’s almost endearing, really. The way she insisted that you teach her the ways around the strange object, the skateboard. In all her years of living in city of Fontaine, known for its technology and advancements, she’d never seen something quite like this.
With her head buried in your shoulder, she brought her head back quickly, “uhm— of course I’m well aware of that! I simply wanted to test you.” You both knew she was lying, trying to save her embarrassment.
As you spent the whole day, slowly trying to get her more comfortable with being on her own, it came to a halt when she got upset. “This isn’t right! I’m supposed to be able to handle such a simple task! As the hydro archon, I—,” she cut herself off.
The dusk sunset highlighted her features, while accentuating the sadness in her eyes and body. Her voice was small in her next words.
“I just wanted to…give us something to bond over. Something more than my ramblings, or my incessant attempts at seeming bigger than I am.”
It hurt to see her crack in her facade due to her own distaste for her actions. “We can try again, Furina. I promise, we can try as many times as you’d like.”
She lifted her head to look at you, “really?” A few tears fell onto her cheeks, and you lifted your hand to wipe them.
“Of course, you’re never a waste of time.”
![You Have Lynette Brainrot But Now Im Getting Furina Brainrot I Wanna Teach Her To Skateboard So Bad :sob:](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/41f214a23d870657-fb/s500x750/b7aa26f54649bb45eb2af5f8c090f24bbc65b150.png)
I just love Furina and Lynette <3
comfort fic…hu tao comforting reader who lost a family member please..
“In my time of need
with Hu Tao”
![Comfort Fichu Tao Comforting Reader Who Lost A Family Member Please..](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/4485b753e2d64d56-8a/s500x750/4696fc9954c832a26caf3693018d20aa1226e6e4.png)
With her arms around your waist, she allows you to rest your body into her own. Her grip is firm, and the atmosphere feels heavy. Unlike the director’s usual behavior, she was silent while embracing you.
Not because she didn’t want to speak. She just didn’t know how. Hu Tao has never been confident or sure of her abilities to comfort or be there for someone emotionally,
But for you, she makes an exception to her rule of keeping her distance. She wants to try to help. And not by trying to make you laugh with her, at times, poor humor.
But by trying to show you she cares. And she’s there.
Loss is a scary thing. She knows that. So if she can help you grieve in any healthy manner, she’ll be there. As both a friend and a lover. If you need her, you have her.
![Comfort Fichu Tao Comforting Reader Who Lost A Family Member Please..](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/4485b753e2d64d56-8a/s500x750/4696fc9954c832a26caf3693018d20aa1226e6e4.png)
Losing someone is one of the hardest things someone can experience. The world can be so unfair to the most undeserving people. Try to keep your head up. I’m here if you need anything <3
“Rising water levels
with Furina”
Modern AU
![Rising Water Levels](https://64.media.tumblr.com/35ed9ef320318f4a93d71c890b7fb98e/292a1b45dd6fbacc-32/s500x750/33e214d18704f09b176000462239af57649087b7.png)
You’d been made aware of her fear of the rain, well, the anxiety at least. When a clap of thunder would reign down, you were no fool when it came to feeling her grip tighten around your hand or waist.
Or perhaps you were.
While you were unconscious still, the false archon had been awoken by a trembling strike of lightning. It didn’t sound too close, but it certainly shook her. Helplessly turning to you, she was conflicted. You were sleeping through it fine.
The only thing she was capable of doing in that moment was try to shift her way closer without waking you. It didn’t matter to her if you would mind or not, she couldn’t let you see her like this. What idiot is afraid of storms anyway?
So she was focused on the rain that was attempting to make a forced entry into her mind. She didn’t even sense or feel your arms reach around her. Barely aware of her fright in its entirety, you pulled her closer into your own body.
Letting go for only a moment to grab your headphones off the bedside table, she panicked. “Wait, please!”
It was a near shriek. One she would surely be embarrassed by if she wasn’t so terrified.
“I’m here, okay? I’m not going anywhere, Furina.” You placed the headphones in front of her shivering body. She was shaking, but rigid as well. “I am never going to leave your side in your time of need. I promise you that.”
![Rising Water Levels](https://64.media.tumblr.com/15b0be2b70b5aa6a51124200e1198cf7/292a1b45dd6fbacc-c8/s500x750/e907d202fec7a077a7febc6a078a4b28f1fbe123.png)
Couldn't have chose a better trio for this my love<3
Reader has a subject topic that brings them anxiety anytime it comes up (example - genitalia on biology, a math topic they were never able to grasp and feel like an awful awful idiot who can't learn anything whenever it comes up, etc)
And the sillies notice the readers expression changing to one that isn't so much relaxed anymore
[by sillies I mean characters btw 🫶 I'm just dum and think it's cute]
multiple characters headcannons!
you hate those words...
characters: gaming, xiao, tighnari x gn!reader
author's note: idk i js felt like adding xiao ANYWAYS so basically the reader has some trauma with a specific sentence/some specific words and whenever they hear them, either directed at them or not, they get reminded of that trauma, AND THE SILLIES KNOW YOU WELL ENOUGH. so have fun reading<3
![Reader Has A Subject Topic That Brings Them Anxiety Anytime It Comes Up (example - Genitalia On Biology,](https://64.media.tumblr.com/42bcc3a0e639ca66d9f78b0b9c7dc6e0/70bf4b481b184087-da/s500x750/7fc0e83843134064a7e754146fed0b5ce20c5c8a.jpg)
✷ Gaming
-he would notice it IMMEDIATELY.
-to him, he would notice it after the next breath you took after hearing those words.
-some random strangers on the street were arguing and that specific traumatic sentence was mentioned.
-your mood and facial expression just drastically changed.
-and cuz he's the good bf he is, he took you to stand by the side with him.
-he comforted you and reassured you that it's in the past now, that it doesn't matter anymore. and ofc that they're just some words, not even directed at you.
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-you're getting lots of hugs and kisses afterwards dw
-overall, he'll be willing to help you in any way.
✿ Tighnari
-also notices it pretty quickly.
-you're just so different.
-and he knows that the sentence is himself, so he knows when to look at you and make sure that you're okay.
-again, walking on the street and hearing some strangers arguing and that reminded you of your trauma.
-he notices it fast and discreetly takes your hand in his, whispering you that it's okay and for you to breathe.
-he lets you know that it can't hurt you anymore, it's in the past and won't happen again, because you have him with you.
-the sentence is just some words, some words are just some letters, some letters are just some sounds, and some sounds should be ignored and not paid attention to if they make you uncomfortable.
-that's at least his opinion.
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☆ Xiao
-not an expert at noticing it, but he does after like talking to you directly or just let some 5mins pass.
-this time, you were watching a movie and the characters were fighting.
-that sentence.
-you maybe tell him you're going to the bathroom, or to get yourself something like water, he will notice that SOMETHING is wrong.
-he'll be patient with you to tell him what's bothering you.
-and after you do...
-first of all, he doesn't get it why the fuck some words would make you feel anxious.
-but after you explain to him that it's trauma-related, he's willing to help you.
-his way of comfort is just some hugs and cuddles, with "it's okay" here and there.
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tbh really nice
i love how i did tighnari for some reason
it's cute
| @keeyisbored | @mariaace <3
The Sensitivity of a Knight
![The Sensitivity Of A Knight](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0d1bcd8219eddf0f953b2ced0635cb94/1d6fd845499db437-e8/s500x750/b82929536171506772a3c9b1c900baa4739a210a.png)
Pairing: Kaeya Alberich x reader
Description: The Cavalry Captain comforts you from an anxiety attack.
Warnings: self-doubt, anxiety, mentions of being made fun of, angst to comfort
Please do not continue reading this if it triggers you in any way, thank you. This can be read platonically or romantically. Reader is gender neutral. ❣
*:・゚✧*:・゚*:・゚✧*:・゚*:・゚✧*:・゚
Today was the day. After all those nights with a nose in a book and the aching muscles that carry (Y/n)'s body, it was time to prove themselves at the next Knights of Favonius' trainee test.
They worked hard to get the skills they had now, and they were extremely grateful to Kaeya for the time he put in himself to aid them. Their heart thumped like a war drum against their chest as they anxiously observe their fellow trainees. Though they know every person here went through the same trials, (Y/n) feels as though they look like a chicken with its head cut off.
Their apprehensive eyes wander over the crowded area, where a few were practicing with each other in preparation. A few official knights, which includes Kaeya and the Acting Grand Master herself, talk quietly amongst themselves as they watch over the group.
(Y/n) feels their breath hitch as trepidation consumes over their every thought. What if they screw up? What if they fail? Would Kaeya be ashamed of them? Would they be a laughing stalk throughout Mondstat? As Jean raises her hand to gain attention, that worry grips (Y/n)'s heart within an ice-cold grasp.
"Thank you all for the hard work you have put forth in joining the cause of the Knights. I know this journey so far has been difficult, but it just shows how determined you are to give your heart to Mondstat, " Jean announces, "Today's task is to beat one of your fellow comrades in a brawl. To see if you have pertained all that has been taught to you throughout this period. Now, let us begin."
Jean walks around to converse and set up the trainees into duos based on if their skills are equivalent to each other. Surely enough, (Y/n) finds themselves in Jean's gaze. Familiarity reaches her eyes, and she gently smiles. "(Y/n)... it is a privilege to see you today. Kaeya has spoken nothing but good things about you. I am honored to see if you pass today. You will be set against Thomas."
"Th-thank you, Acting Grand Master." (Y/n) stutters out, as their eyes set on Kaeya, who was busying himself with joking around with the other's idly watching. He said good things?
As testing begins to start, (Y/n) dreads when the time comes for their turn to begin. They try to distract themselves by thinking back on every brawl they had with Kaeya and what he taught them; however, the sharp cry that came from the active trainees knocked (Y/n) right out of their focus.
One lay on the floor of the mat, a sharp hiss escaping them as they hold onto their side. Red blushes over their white shirt like an active fire, and blood decorates their hands. "Man, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to attack that hard. I guess I'll have to work on my force," the one above the injured says, offering his hand.
"Solarios wins this match. Please, go get your injury checked over there," Jean speaks, before looking at the paper carried delicately in her hands, "(Y/n) and Thomas, you are up."
(Y/n)'s stomach drops as they make their way to the center, fear eating at their insides with no remorse. Thomas meets a few inches away and gives a small nod. (Y/n) gives one in return, their vision blurring slightly from the adrenaline pumping through their veins.
Without another moment passing, Thomas charges forward with his sword. (Y/n) barely had time to reach for their own sword to parry, but by Barbato's luck, they managed to dodge by mere centimeters. The sword's edge gleams from the sun's glare, and (Y/n) could almost see their dilated pupil shaking frantically from distress within the iron.
Thomas quickly jumps back, his sword coming in front of him with the same amount of resolute spewing from it. (Y/n) fumbles to get their sword from its hilt, their intentions sloppy as they point it towards their foe.
Like a wind to a candle, the connections between both swords snuffs out any forgoing of any other action, as they hold their stances like this for what feels like a lifetime. Thomas tries pushing harshly to make (Y/n) lose their balance; however, (Y/n) catches his foot shifting to make a new attack and takes advantage and hooks their foot around the back of Thomas' leg.
Thomas stumbles backwards, a short yelp escaping as he catches himself. Without much planning, (Y/n) strikes downward to Thomas' kneeled position. Their competitor tries to parry from the vulnerable position he is in, a loud clank spurting from their weapons.
Thomas gives an odd look to them, his grip slightly easing. (Y/n) was confused by the decision at first until drops of water falls onto the silver surfaces of the swords. Their breath hitches once more as they feel a wetness along their cheeks.
They quickly back away, their jaw painfully set as they look over to the crowd watching them. A few of the other trainee's whispered among themselves behind their hands while the officials stared with wide eyes. (Y/n)'s gaze looks to Kaeya, who stares right back at them with hooded eyes and a deep frown. He was disappointed...
With a hiccupped cry, (Y/n) slams their weapon down and runs away from the gawking that overwhelmed them so. (Y/n)'s chest gasps for air after a while as they run and their head pounds from a terrible headache. Their heart hammers loudly in their ears, and after a good distance, (Y/n) stops their trembling body with a hand to their head. They could barely feel their legs as they fall to ground, broken sobs departing from their chapped lips.
"What happened there?" Kaeya's voice reaches their ears, his steps practically silent as he stands in front of them. His stature hides them from the sun, but (Y/n) couldn't bear to look at him. Did he follow them to chastise?
"I... I failed..." Their voice cracks barely above a whisper.
Kaeya's hand gently massages the top of their head as he kneels to meet their crumbled body. "Failed? I wouldn't say that now..."
A wail erupts from (Y/n), and they hide themselves in their legs. "I-I.... I couldn't finish.... I'm a disappointment..."
There was a long silence that sliced the air; it made (Y/n) thought that maybe Kaeya left them to brood over their failure. It was until two arms wrapped around their curled torso and they were pulled into Kaeya's broad chest.
"I'd say this is a much more comfortable position to cry than what you were in before. Wouldn't you agree?" Kaeya gently jokes, "now, let's talk. Whatever made you feel that way?"
"I didn't pass... and e-everyone was judging me for it..."
"Now, now. No one was thinking that at all. In fact, I heard multiple saying that you were going to put that Thomas boy in his place!"
"Are you... upset with me?"
"In all the time we've spent together, and you think so lowly of me? I have to say, I'm hurt."
(Y/n) peeks at him with a tearful gaze and he smirks at them, "I cross my heart, I am not upset. In fact, I couldn't be prouder."
"But..."
"I don't think you realize how well you did," Kaeya interrupts as his finger brush away the streaming tears that continue down (Y/n)'s face. His cool touch brought comfort to them, "You are the only one being so harsh on yourself. You did well."
"I feel embarrassed for crying..."
"Oh, please. Crying is normal compared to other things I've seen happen on that field. It is not as bad as it seems, I promise. And if it is, I'll be sure to be your personal garrison and veto any attention seeker's opportunity to ever become a knight," Kaeya teases.
(Y/n) gives a long sigh, before hugging Kaeya tightly, "Thank you..."
"No problem at all... After all, who else is going to keep you out of trouble."
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