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HELP I FEEL SO GUILTY!!!!😔😣

so my dad asked if I wanted to go around to my little Neighbor Alexa and play but I did know what to say and my dad kept asking over and over till he got pissed of and left now I don't know if I made Alexa cry I feel so guilty she's only 3 and she wanted to play with me 😢

How are you supposed to live by the burden and the guilt of what you didn’t do

Did I start and finish a small drabble instead of working on my current WIPs?

Yes I did. 🫰🏻🫶🏻

Am I proud of it?

absolutely not.... 🫣

Just lost two necklaces that were matching with two different people. I've had one for three years and the other for one.

Feel like absolute shit. Not only is it a huge change but I can't believe I'm never gonna see them again.

I hate loosing things so much. Maybe it's the autism in me but I get attached to random items so so much and it hurts like hell when I loose them.

Would love advice on how to get over them and stop crying and feeling like the world just ended. Logically I know it's not a huge deal but I can't help my feelings.

People keep telling me my job is supposedly easy, but it's not to me. It's so hard every damn day. and I feel guilty because I'm making more money than plenty of people who have it way worse, but I've gotten so depressed. I don't feel like it's worth it most of the time. I'm off 2 days a week, the building has air conditioning, and we get an hour for lunch, which is more than most people, but I'm still so upset all the time. And being so guilty about it is even worse.

The conflicting feeling has returned.

You've been terrible to me and I want you to face consequences.

But you're in danger and I don't want anything awful happening to you.

But you've done so much to hurt me over the years.

But you've also done so much to help me.

You were apathetic towards my plight and my cries often fell on deaf ears.

I would help you if I could but my untreated and undiagnosed disorders and years of abuse have led me to a terrible mental state and I have no funds to help you.

My abuser needs to go to the hospital. They refuse. Their ailment could get worse. I have no car, nor license, nor insurance, nor funds and I cannot help them.

I would like to show just the smallest bit of mercy to my abuser, despite how often they refused to show me even a grain of it, but we are both helpless for the time being....

When I was in middle school,I was in a relationship with this guy,my sister & I were close to him & his sister.We would go sleep over at their house about every weekend,so we were all close,but our relationship was just us hanging out & hugging.

One day,he walked over to my house, because he only lived a few streets over, he came over & told me he wanted the relationship to move forward,like kissing & stuff.

He asked if we could go on a walk sometime,I told him that we could on monday after school,he agreed & left. Little did he know that I set him up for failure because I'm a b¡tch,I had tutoring after school on mondays.I feel so bad for that,we never talked about it,but I did it because at that point I had started to realize that I was into girls.

If I could apologize to him,I would,but he moved later that year,I lost most contact with him & his family.

This is stupid to talk about,but I wanted to get it off my chest,I've been guilty about this for years.

I knew he did like me,but I didn't like him the same anymore,I'm a bad person,but I'm still glad he wasn't my first kiss. -w-

How do all of you find motivation to study? I can't seem to be able to concentrate at all if I'm not passionate about what I'm studying, tomorrow I have an oral test and even now that it's 10:30 pm I can't concentrate, Every time I decide to just hold study I can't seem to remain concentrated for more than 30 minutes, answers are welcomed even in weeks from this post because I am probably going to study all night and do something just because of last-minute anxiety, I tried everything that would work before but today just isn't the day, sorry if I made spelling mistakes, english is my second language and I need a large audience (probably not the best guess going to tumblr lmao)

Awwww, Leafy? 🥺🥺🥺🥺

IM GOING TO CRY THIS IS AMAZING I DIDNT EXPECT THIS?! THIS WAS WHAT SHE WAS REFFERING TO WHEN SHE SAID “why would you have recovered me all that time back?” IN BFB IM GOING TO CRY!? I LOVE THE FACT FIREY STILL CARES ABOUT HER-