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when you look on the orchestra from the crowd the first violins and the violin that's the concert master/first chair are furthest left and then theres 2nd violins then violas in like the middle and then the cello's and behind the cello's is the bass, cellos are only played sitting the other instruments can be played standing or sitting. Yes I've been playing Cello going on 4 years, and then the cello in the front row closest to the crowd is 1st chair which is my spot, scary. Concerts are so stressful last one we had someone said something about one of the cello's messing up and it wasn't me it was lets call him Masp but I started freaking out and had a pretty bad panic attack, but I was able to calm down before we had to do the piece that combined the 4 advanced groups (Advanced strings, string asambo, advanced winds, band ansambo) Cello's are pretty if they are treated properly though even a beat up cello is pretty, I got to work with a professional cello player yesterday and it was awesome! DAMN I WROTE A LOT. Anyways ILYT and I'm glad you asked questions and stuff your so sweet and kind too!!! and I really feel good knowing you think I'm kind and sweet! <3
(Cello's usually plays harmonies sometimes we get melody for a bit, violins have melody primarily, and bass has bass+harmony and violas have harmony and melody)
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Looked for wookie stuff for my bf, found Koa, was not disappointed and now I'm sobbing from how cute he is
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How long can we count
Each and every heartbeat
Let the heart beat the way it wants
why is the fire contained
Let the embers erupt as they want
Hey hey c'mon now
Let's sing new songs
Let us play a game
In which everybody wins
nowadays, no stops to look
At flowers or stars
We will look at them obsessively
No matter how much others stop us
Fresh air and an open sky
Every desire has awoken
Baby baby baby
(contd. Song from yesterday)
GASP WHAT IS HAPPENING??? iM GETTING ASKS?
AND THEYRE AMAZING!!!
the lyrics from my song contd.
And if you want, I can tell the truth That this life takes a toll on you I spend nights stitching up the loose threads of my soul In the morning I'm bulletproof
it's about time
The girls say I should get over you. Maybe when my mind is well you will go with it.
- HB
how i look on you
❤︎ portgas d ace x fem reader ❤︎
༉‧₊˚✧ (nsfw, afab!reader, 18+ only) ༉‧₊˚✧
hey guys, im back! ◡̈ ♡︎
cw: softdom!ace, missionary, teasing, begging, edging, ace briefly holds your wrists down. creampie, praise, aftercare :)
word count: ~800
tagging: @maddddstuff @bby-deerling @3v37773 @lovelyeddiely @lowkeycasanova @shamblespirate @sanjisjuul @help-i-lost-my-sock
how i look on you
Heat makes its way from your lips, traveling over the soft ridge of your chin, down your trembling body to find its home in your core. Each press of his lips to yours, each sweat-coated, flesh-colliding dance of passion ignites a deep, forest-burning fire within your body, and simply rears its head in defiance at the mere prospect of being tamed.
Ace is relentless in his efforts to stuff you full; pressing your wrists firmly into the plush mattress as he hovers above you, thrusting his hips to greet your cervix with blunt, precise caresses of his tip.
“Come on,” he groans into your mouth, slightly agape as your pathetic attempts to catch your breath fall flat in the face of his merciless pace.
“Ace-” you whine, letting your head lull back, instinctively giving the freckle-faced man above you more access to your gulping throat. Your trembling hands dart down to grasp at his toned hips, tracing his v-line beneath your fingertips to guide his efforts.
“Yeah,” he murmurs lowly, dark eyes lidded as he gazes down to admire himself disappearing in and out of your sloppy cunt. “Show me how you want it.”
“C-Can’t-” you whimper, chewing on your bottom lip as you arch your back, pressing your chest into his to allow him to slide a reassuring hand beneath you, “gonna come, please-”
You can feel him in your belly and it’s almost too much, almost. For fear of tumbling off the edge, of making a mess of his cock with your essence, you half-heartedly attempt to pull away, secretly praying he’ll just pull you right back in.
And that he does.
“Oh, don’t give me that,” he tsks, slowly shaking his head side-to-side in mock disapproval as the pace of his thrusts only increases.
His mocking disapproval only spurs you on, the intensity of his thrusts sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body. Each deep, measured stroke leaves you gasping, your moans mingling with his groans in a symphony of passion. Your legs wrap around his waist, desperate to pull him even closer, to feel every inch of him as he drives you to the brink of ecstasy.
"Ace, please," you plead, your voice barely more than a whisper, fried and raw with need.
"That's it," he growls, his breath hot against your ear. "Beg for it. Let me hear how much you want it."
The fire in your core blazes even hotter, fueled by his words and the relentless rhythm of his hips. Your body arches into him, your fingers digging into the muscles of his back as you cling to him, desperate for the release that's so tantalizingly close.
"I want it," you gasp, your voice trembling with urgency. "I need it, Ace. Please."
His eyes darken with lust as he watches you, his movements never faltering. He captures your lips in a searing kiss, swallowing your cries of pleasure as he drives you higher and higher.
With a final, powerful thrust, he pushes you over the edge. Your body convulses around him, the waves of your orgasm crashing over you with an intensity that leaves you breathless. Ace's name falls from your lips in a broken moan, your nails raking down his back as you surrender completely to the ecstasy.
“Thank you, thank you, fuck, thank you!” you cry out, the words pouring from your lips in a desperate chant, your pleasure-filled squeals a testament to the skill of the man above you.
He follows you off the edge, his own release tearing through him as he buries himself deep inside you. His groan of satisfaction reverberates through your body, the sensation of his warmth filling you completely.
For a moment, the world narrows to just the two of you, tangled together in a haze of spent passion. Ace's breath is ragged against your skin, his body heavy but comforting atop yours. He lifts his head to look at you, a satisfied smile curling his lips.
"That's my girl," he murmurs, his voice a low, contented rumble. "You did so good."
You smile weakly, the afterglow of your shared pleasure making you feel weightless.
He chuckles softly, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead before easing himself off you, pulling you into his arms.
In the dim light of the room, you rest against him, your body still thrumming with that undeniable pleasure only he can grant you.
willowbelle is back & (hopefully) better than ever! :) thank you for your patience, everyone, & i hope you enjoy this ace food. ♡︎
4. ♰ 㬋䂴 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝖾𝖼𝗄𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝟣𝟗𝟫𝟵 🍡 @vg-k
I hope you are doing better now, love. You'll get through it. I know what that feels like, a lot of people do, and we're one big family that needs to stick together. You are loved, appreciated, and respected. And if anyone ever crosses that boundary, then you tell them not to and stick up for yourself. It's okay to be mad, sad, or even to miss that person. It's natural. I've gone through a lot of abuse and trauma myself and the only thing I can say is: Forgive, don't forget. I thought I hated the person that did all of those things to me but I realized that it really wasn't hatred and it was just sadness and guilt. I felt alone. And so I forgave them, but I never want them in my life again. I'm still scared, yes, but I'm not going to let someone that sick in the head control me. You can do the same, I know it. You forgive them for you, not for them. Stay strong love, we're supporting you! 💕
never wanna sleep again.
Devotion
Pairing: Egon Spengler x Reader
Warnings: snooping, messy feelings? confusion.
Small A/n~ This is somewhat based off of one of my favorite songs, called devotion by Tirzah. I hope you enjoy reading, if there are any mistakes or if you have any tips on how to make things better pls let me know! This is also a bit (alot) OOC so there's that :/
Thursday afternoon, and the guys were out on a bust, and Y/n was stuck at headquarters, specifically the lab. The things she had been researching left her desk looking a little messy. Y/n often shared the lab with Egon since they were both quiet and kept to themselves. They had a bond that didn't need talking, or being all touchy with each other, just a few looks and that was all understood between the two. Y/n decided to take a break, grabbing her journal and a pen, deciding to write about how her day was going since she hadn't done that quite yet.
Y/n sat at her desk, writing her heart out and minding her business when Janine called her from downstairs. Unsure of what Janine said, she rushed down, accidentally leaving her journal on Egon's desk.
"Yes Janine? What can I help you with?" Y/n asked, stepping off of the steps before walking over to Janine's desk
"So, I would normally go on a bust with the guys if one of them gets hurt badly, but I have too much to organize at the moment and I really need you to go for me, would you please do this for me Y/n? I will pay you back, I promise." Janine pleaded, clasping her hands together as she gave Y/n her puppy eyes. And they always, always worked on Y/n.
"Of course, Janine. Where did the guys say this bust was?" Y/n asked Janine once again, grabbing a pen and paper to write down the address. After Janine had told her the address, Y/n hurried into her suit before rushing over to the location the boys were at.
When she arrived, verything looked a mess and she snuck to where she heard the most commotion. Three ghosts were cornering each one of the boys, Winston being the only one who was free, but even then he was outnumbered, and couldn't do much. None of them had seen Y/n yet, and she sort of took advantage of this. She thought up a small plan as she grabbed her walkie-talkie, hiding behind a wall as she kept an eye on everything.
“Hey guys? Can you hear me?” Y/n asked through through the walkie talkie, the boys looking around to see if they could spot her, and she took that as a yes. “Ok look, Don't reach for your walkie-talkies, otherwise you'll get slimed and we really don't need that. Try to get them to the middle since you guys are sort of in a circle already.I sort of have a trap ready I just need you guys to get them to the middl-”
Her voice was cut off as another ghost came around the corner tossing her to the middle instead, causing her to land on her arm,breaking it.
“Y/N!" The guys yelled out, going to crouch around her as the ghosts 'laughed' and technically floated away. Y/n didn't look at her arm, knowing it would freak her out even more than she is. “Could this job be finished later, I need to go to the hospital. Now.” She said, keeping her voice steady and her eyes closed as she didn't even want to see the panicked faces of the boys.
“Y/n darling, we can get you to the hospital, although two or three of us will need to stay behind, is that alright?” Venkman practically asked, and the girl simply nodded as she wanted to get out of there quickly before any of the ghosts came back.
“Goodluck guys” Y/n said, Egon helping her get into the Ecto 1. He'd have to bring it back once Y/n was safely in the hospital and was casted up.
As Egon rushed Y/n to the hospital, she couldn't help but stare at her very limp arm that seemed like it was going the wrong way, sort of like she lost a game of arm wrestling with a bodybuilder.
“Y/n, Do you have to stare at your arm like it's a foreign object?” Egon grimaced as he glanced at her from the corner of his eye. She simply nodded, still shocked about her broken arm.
{kinda gonna do a time skip cause I don't wanna write all about being in the hospital.}
Once Y/n was situated in the hospital and getting casted up, and Egon had left Ecto-1 back with the others, he sat up in his lab, studying some photos that Y/n was looking at hours before, trying to categorize them. He remembered he didn't have his journal, spotting his journal open but faced down on his desk. He picked it up, confused as to why his journal was open, but he didn't think all too much of it. Egon read over the page it was opened on, the familiar handwriting made him realize it wasn't his.
Part of Egon wanted to pull away, and put the journal away, back on Y/n's desk where it belonged. But he couldn't, his eyes skimming over the page as he reread his name in her journal over and over again.
'Egon..Egon..'
He then began to read everything else in that page, somewhat against his own will, the other part wanting to know what the girl had been writing about him.
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“I just want your attention; I just want you to listen. I just want to explain things. I'm not looking for reactions, or acceptance. You can come to me with honesty, and tenderness. I want candlelight and romantic notion. I want your hands around me and understanding.
I wish you would come to me with those charms, those eyes, I'll even come to you with all my heart. I won't make it hard for you to see...”
Egon saw the words 'how much I love you' were erased, causing him to bite his lip in nervousness, something he quite rarely did.
“I just want you to be true to me, I need all your attention. Sometimes I think that's all I need... But most of all I want your comfort for me.
Yeah, I want your arms, your kisses, your devotion...”
As Egon finished reading through the page, he sighed softly, having to take it all in. Egon sat by his desk, journal still in hand as he thought, still not believing that someone like Y/n would be interested in someone like him. Quiet, introverted, A geek?.. He thought to himself, remembering all the times that Y/n has brought him his coffee and sweets in the morning, always helping him with experiments or just watching when he didn't need help (which was rare). She was the one who always woke him to get into bed, even convincing him to get more sleep when he'd fall asleep in the lab.
Now what surprised him was how none of the other's noticed, cause He or Y/n were never getting teased. He was happy for that, but he wondered how Y/n was able to make not so obvious. He was thinking too much, placing the girls journal back on her desk before he went to lay in the bed that was in the lab, sleeping throughout the night for once.
The next day, Y/n was back at the firehouse, walking in with Janine, whom Y/n had called once she was okay to go home. She didn't want to worry the boys beforehand. Once Janine and Y/n were on their way from the hospital, Janine asked Y/n all sorts of questions, like what's it like having a broken arm, if they had to do surgery for it, if it was as bad as it looked, things like that. Y/n simply rolled her eyes and laughed. “Nin, all that matters is that I'm alright. Though, no more busts until I'm fully healed.” Those words made Janine shake her head.
“I'm really sorry about that Y/n, I should've gone, I could've finished-”
“Janine, don't worry about it hun, as I said, all that matters is that me and everyone else is alright, including you. Okay?" Y/n said, placing her hand on Janine's thigh, giving her some form of reassurance.
Once they got to headquarters, Y/n rushed inside, quietly though. She snuck up the stairs to the dining area, seeing if anyone was awake and of course, Egon was wide awake, making himself a cup of coffee. That had been something he hadn't done in a while, since Y/n was doing it for him always. He had his back turned to the girl, allowing her to come up and carefully pat his shoulder, trying not to scare him, failing miserably as he jumped slightly, a yelp escaping his lips as he turned to see Y/n who he somehow frightened from his own reaction.
Once he recognized her, he hugged her tightly, slightly lifting her off her feet, happy that she was finally home. “You're home, You're finally home” He mumbled into her shoulder. “Egie. Can't. Breathe.” The girl struggled, finally feeling her feet back on the floor. “Sorry..” Egon murmured, making the girl smile to herself.
“Could we go to the lab? I dont want the others to know you're here yet” Egon said, slightly pulling the girl by her unbroken arm, taking her by surprise. Once they were both in the lab, Egon locked the door, in case anyone tried to come in.
“Egie, Is everything okay?” Y/n asked, sort of sitting on her desk. She had become sort of worried since Egon was now quiet.
“Y-Yeah, I'm Alright. I just wanted to talk to you about something, and I really hope you dont become upset with me or anything... Especially because it was an accident...” The scientist rambled on, stopping as Y/n had stepped up to hold his hand, often doing it when he would ramble on about nonsense. “What is it?” Y/n asked, tilting her head a bit. This little action made Egon clear his throat a bit before he spoke, slightly pushing Y/n against his desk, mainly for her to sit or rest against it. He didn't know how she would react to him reading her journal, her written confessions about him.
“This is a little out of the blue, but... Do you by any chance like me?...” Egon asked, closing his eyes in fear of rejection. “Egie, where is this coming from?”
“Please, just answer me Y/n, I just want to hear the answer” He urged, feeling anxious all of a sudden.
“Yes E, of course I do. But, why this question out of nowhere?” Y/n questioned, her face contorting with confusion. A face that Egon saw everytime an experiment didn't her way, or when she didn't get the results expected. “Please don't be mad, I accidentally read your journal. I confused it for mine, I should have stopped reading it when I realized it was yours. I now know how you feel, and I feel horrible because I invaded your priva-” He was cut off by Y/n placing a small kiss on his cheek.
"E, I'm not upset, I understand. Shit happens. I just wish, this kinda happened under different circumstances y'know?” Y/n said, laughing a bit to herself. She sighed softly as she stood, now almost at eye-level with Spengler.
Egon on the other hand, felt relieved that Y/n wasn't mad at him for reading her journal, still feeling somewhat horrible.
“I might just have to hide that bad boy somewhere” Y/n chuckled to herself, looking down at the closed journal on her desk before back at Egon.
“Now, I know it's always the guy asking this, but dinner? Maybe tomorrow night? If you aren't out busting ghosts?” Y/n asked, being somewhat shy about it. This caught Egon by surprise. Sure he hadn't been on any dates because he was either stood up or the other flat out didn't like him back. Realizing he was taking a bit long to respond, he simply nodded.
“Of course, I'd love that.” Egon said, his voice still somehow stern, like it always was. On the inside, his stomach was doing flips because of how happy he was.
“Y/n, can we stay here, and not do anything today? Maybe even cuddle? if that's what you call it?...” Egon asked after a bit, making Y/n smile and nod. “Sure, I just hope this isn't interrupted at all.” She chuckled softly, pulling Egon to the small bed.
As they both laid in the bed, Egon seemed nervous to touch Y/n, almost as if she was made of glass. “You can hold me y'know... I'm not gonna break... anymore” Y/n whispered into the silence.
“it's just, you really had me scared out there Y/n, I didn't know if anything bad had happened to you in the hospital.. I was so scared”
“I'm sorry Egie, I didn't mean to scare you” Y/n murmured, holding Egon's hand with her free one.
“The good thing is, is that you're okay now, and if you don't mind, after all of this, I can run some experiments on you?” Egon quirked, causing Y/n to laugh quietly as he pulled her in closer.
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(A/N)I'm finished writing this!!! I really didn't know how to end this but I did it. After so long, I finally wrote something, I feel proud of. And first writings aren't always the best but that means that there's room to improve on it all!
I hope you all enjoyed this, I know I did. And yes this is very very long, with my imagination, it would've been much longer but I managed to keep it as long as it is. Thanks for reading my darlings!
I’m supposed to be writing but I’ve come to the conclusion. Men are so pretty. Like excuse me but who gave you permission to be this pretty huh?
Ooh ooh can i request where fem reader is possessed on a job and after Egon and the boys save her, Egon takes care of her? Bonus points for protective egon and lots of fluffy hurt/comfort?
Of course!! I have thought about writing one of these for a while now, and you just gave me more of a reason.
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Your possession.
Pairing: Egon x Fem Reader.
Description: as above in request.
Warnings- Possession, mild language, mention of a panic attack, and fluffy Egon.
Friday night, and the guys and y/n were out on a bust. Fridays were their busiest days, but never anything severe. Well tonight that might seem to change for all of them. With little mishaps here and there, the ghostbusters were already frustrated and could possibly be having a bigger problem on their hands.
“Venkman, I need you to move to that side of the room” Ray ordered as the other guys moved around. They were so close to catching the ghost, but there was one minor problem. Y/n’s proton pack wasn’t working. She was having a problem throwing the stream, so instinctively she turned her back to the others. Trying to figure out what was going on, she heard commotion behind her and without thinking she yelled back that she couldn’t throw her stream.
No one heard her, so she silently moved away from them just a little so she could focus. She took her proton pack off and kneeled to see what the issue was. What she didn’t see was the ghost flying her way. Feeling a shove she turned back to where she thought one of the others had pushed her but she didn’t see anyone else. All of a sudden it felt really hard to breathe for her.
She felt out of her body, or more like she was shoved to the back of her mind but couldn’t control any part of herself. It had gone quiet, and the guys looked between each other before looking at y/n. She was still kneeling but something was different, slowly standing up she looked down at her hands before feeling from her pockets to her chest to her face (like Janosz did in gbII)
“Holy shit I’m real” she whispered to herself before grinning and turning to the others “oh hi guys, did you get the ghost?” She said, a bright smile on her face. The four men looked at each other before carefully stepping closer to Y/n. “Y/n sweetheart are you alright?” Venkman asked, as he began to reach out to touch her head, carefully placing his hand on her forehead to feel.
“Yea, I’m perfectly fine, why wouldn’t I be?” She asked, a smile still on her face as he felt for any kind of difference in temperature, other than that fact that her body was really cold compared to her usual warmth. Peter simply nodded before looking over at Egon, doing a simple head tilt to tell him to check it out.
He walked over and did the same as Peter, before stepping away, a look of uncertainty on his face. With a shrug, Y/n turned around once again, only it wasn’t really her. “I could really go for a strawberry shake right now” She said as she picked up the proton pack, usually needing help. “That’s funny to say L/n, You hate strawberry” Winston chuckled as he prepared to slime her. “Did I say strawberry, I meant chocolate” she laughed hesitantly as she turned, a shy smile on her face as if she had just been caught in the cookie jar.
“Funny, You don’t like shakes, never have” Egon responded, turning to Winston before looking at Y/n. “So, you can come out of her body now, and we won’t do things the hard way, or we do it the hard way” Peter spoke with a shrug, Y/n’s smile only dropping as she raised her arms “you caught me” she smirked, before running at Ray, before Winston had began to slime her, causing her to stop and shield her face best as possible.
As she tried to cover, she had fallen back, the ghost coming out. Peter and Egon threw the stream to catch it finally. As Ray quickly got up, he set the trap out, the other guys beginning to contain it as Winston went to check on Y/n who was out of it. Once the ghost was contained, they all went to check on Y/n, panic all over their faces as she was still slightly unconscious.
I mean, getting hosed down with some slime, didn’t sound like the best idea when possessed. With a sigh, Peter turned to the other guys, patting whoever it was beside him. “Looks like she’s out. Meaning we should try to get her awake so we can get out of here” He spoke, beginning to stand just as she had began hyperventilating.
With the sudden movements of her chest, Egon was quick to get her sitting up, using something to clean her face off as she was breathing too fast. Y/n was clinging onto anything, specifically Egon’s arm, and her grip was one as if she’d lose anything and everything if she let go. “Y/n, I’m right here I need you to breathe” he told her, only making her look at him with wide eyes, her breathing still erratic.
Falling unconscious once more, Egon had removed her proton pack before lifting her, bridal style of course, he took her back to the ecto-1, panic all over his expressions once more. Y/n had never freaked out like this, but then again she’s never been possessed, usually it was Ray or Winston but the one time she was distracted she gets possessed.
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Back at the station, Egon was able to convince Janine to help bathe Y/n so that she’d know she was home. Janine didn’t mind, of course they were the closest ones in the station. After her bath and getting settled, she sat at the couches simply staring off into space. The others would pass by but Egon was quick to notice her off-ish behavior.
“Y/n? You alright?” He asked, only she didn’t hear so he called her name once more before her head snapped up and she looked at him, automatically relaxing. “Are you okay?” He asked her softly as she scooted over so he could sit. “I don’t know. I don’t feel… here” She replied, looking at him as she hugged her knees to her chest, resting her chin on one of her knees.
“It’s weird, I don’t feel real right now. I know I’ll be back to how I normally am, but I just don’t feel… right” she rambled before putting her head down, taking in a deep breath to keep herself calm. Egon felt horrible, but there really wasn’t much to do except comfort the poor girl. “How does Ray do it…” she asked herself, as she propped her head up once more. “I don’t know, but it’s possibly tiring” “I feel bad, I tackled him, and I didn’t even want to” she whispered with a pained look on her face.
Egon could only smile at her antics, but he scooted closer to her and pulled her to him. “I hope you don’t mind this, I just don’t want you to feel or be by yourself right now” he explained as he rubbed her side gently. “Yea no, that was pretty fucking scary and I’d rather sit with you than keep thinking about it” She said as she laid her head onto his, relaxing more.
“If you don’t want to go on any busts I understand, it’s pretty scary and that was your first time” Egon hummed as Y/n had slightly began to doze off now that she was comfortable “I think… I’ll be okay” she yawned as she closed her eyes before falling asleep.
She was drained after all, during the ride home, she would come in and out of consciousness, panicking before she’d pass out again. And when they got her home, they were able to get her awake without freaking out or anything. She would mention little things about what she felt to Janine as she was bathed before she was out and sitting down. Only the feeling of being in the back of her mind stuck. Glad to say she wouldn’t get distracted anymore.
I really hope you enjoyed this, I kinda feel like it was rushed but at the same time like I didn’t spend enough time with it. I love you all so much, and I hope you’re doing well!
no dont shut up actually continue
ADSKFASJLJFH BESTIE DON'T GET ME STARTED-
Love of my life
study i did of ilya repins “portrait of korney chukovsky” but made it nanami <3