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My character Nova-

Hey uuhhhhh I need some help real quick

I keep getting messages from bots with porn sites attached and I keep blocking them but I keep getting more

I'm still kinda new to tumblr and I need help soooooooo

Do you guys have any advice to make them stop?

Thank you :>

... am I doing these right?

If not, it’s still fun anyways.

I AM EMBARASSED!!

I am fairly new to Tumblr, OK, and ummm I didn’t think to have a second account for things NOT TTTE related and I may have been liking stuff VERY adult and I didn’t know that that gets shared to people who follow me. I am so so sorry for shocked and scarred brains. 😳😳😳😳😳😳😭😭😭😭😭😭 Forgive me y’all! I’m new!!!

edith killian

I downloaded tumblr for the funny and I have no clue what to do.

𝔒ℭ 𝔏𝔦𝔰𝔱

Nero - he/him, human

Obsidian -they/them, non-human (star)

Laika - he/him, human

Lilia -she/her, human

Rue -she/her, non-human (ghoul hybrid)

Zer/Zephyr- he/him, human

Angel/Rose- she/they, human

Sebastian- he/they, human

Victoria-she/they, non-human (demon)

Things to Note:

All my OCs are either based of part of my personality or trauma

In regards to Angel/Rose their story (ill get to the intro soon) is up to self interpretation so they can either be considered 1 person or 2 separate people :))

Zer/Zephyr on the other hand is one person who suffers from split personality

Yay me for doing an OC list post

Broke me first

When i saw the GQ China heatstroke pics i ran to order my apple pencil, crammed all the digital painting tutorials, and locked myself in my room to do the deeds.

I had to make them 🥺🥺

tentatively, I think I might be greyromantic?

specifically along these parts of the definition:

feeling low amounts of romantic attraction

rarely feeling romantic attraction

only feeling romantic attraction under specific circumstances

experiencing attraction that is ambiguously romantic

feeling unsure how to identify romantic attraction (this is a big one for me)

feeling alienated from romance (not sure if this falls into this part but for example I don’t relate to romance stories at all even if I sometimes enjoy them)

the only part of the definition I don’t relate to is not wanting a romantic relationship as currently that is something I like the idea of? But then I’ve never had that either so who knows. But looking through the spectrum, this is the label I feel fits the best though I’ll need to do more research over time to see if things change :]

Terrified Spider

Hello! I'm sharing my art here so that I can hopefully receive criticism and improve! I regularly post on Mondays, and occasionally at other times during the week, when I have extra videos in my backlog. I hope you have a nice day, and stay safe!

Hi! I started this blog as another way of sharing my art, mostly sketches and concepts that don’t make it onto my Youtube channel.

I love drawing fantasy art, and designing characters.

Okay so here are my Plans for this Blog

A crossover Ask blog between Fate Grand Order and Xenoblade Chronicles 2

A Pokemon Journeys AU revolving Around Ash, Bede, and Marnie working together to win the Galar Gym challange.

And Finally, A MASSIVE MULTI CROSSOVER AU BETWEEN TWISTED WONDERLAND, SONIC THE HEDGEHOG, POKEMON, THE RIORDANVERSE AND MANY MANY MORE

So um, please be patient with me while I figure out how to do this whole blog thing ookay?

ive descovered picmix, you guys are not safe

Through the Motions

Pairing: Francisco “Catfish” Morales x Reader

Summary: You and Frankie decide to start a family. Regardless of your mental illness and the challenges it faces.

Warnings: Mental health, cussing, pregnancy, bit of angst, comfort, fluffff, pretty much sums it up

A/N: Sooo…. This would be my first fic I’ve ever actually put out for the entire world to read. I used to have several 5 subject notebooks full of fanfic for myself and my cousins to read cause they were the only ones I trusted with that part of my brain. 15 years later and here I am. I had 4 different friends read it before I posted. All of which gave amazing input and helped me with wording, grammar, punctuation, etc. I love you guys!!! @hessofather(knows all about mentally ill pregnancy cause she did that), @jay-zzle(Spanish expert), @bi-panda(help with grammar and punctuation) and Sarah(helped with wording, who needs to get a tumblr)

Special shout out to: @chloeangelic- Thank you for being so helpful to this newbie with your writing advice! You saw this fic before it became what it is now, hopefully it’s still as interesting as you thought it was to begin with @gracieispunk for just telling me to go for it! ❤️❤️❤️

HERE GOES IT! 🫣

Masterlist

At the time you felt like this was a good idea, that you were strong enough to handle it, that it would get better as time went on. Except now you’re not so sure.

*****

It was your idea first, trying for a baby and Frankie was ecstatic. You’d discussed kids before but it was always in a wishful way, too nervous to stop the meds to actually try. Late one night while in bed you decide to talk about it once more.

“What if you can’t handle my episodes?”

“Such as…” He asks moving on his side propping up his head with his fist.

“Well… I’m kinda, actually no, I’m crazy without meds. You haven’t had to experience that side of me but other people have. I had so much rage in me all the time, I would snap in an instant at the smallest of things, there were days I couldn’t even get out of bed. I almost lost my job at one point.” You say rubbing your face trying not to think of the past without meds. He moves your hands and cups your cheek turning your head towards him.

“Hey now, we don’t have to do this. It’s up to you. I’d love it if we could have a version of you and me out in this world but it’s not a necessity if you don’t want to. I’m still going to be here whether we decide to do this or not”

“Oh god, the manic episodes! I’ve gotten those under control finally because of the meds but the mania was almost just as bad as the depression! Sooo many bad decisions, honestly surprised I don’t have a kid already. Definitely had a rise in my labido during the manic episodes,” with widened eyes and a panicked look you start to back track “Sorry! I’m so sorry! I’m rambling now.”

“Shhh, we all have a past,” Frankie laughs, shaking his head, “If we’re being truthful here though- if we try for a baby that would be helpful, right?”

You laugh and roll your eyes.

“Yeah, I guess you got me there.”

*****

Thinking about it and doing it are two completely different things. The trying part was definitely fun and then it happened. Those two pink lines happened a lot faster than you were expecting. What now? You have to get off your meds. That’s what you have to do now. It’s really happening. There is now a life growing inside of you. You thought you were ready for this. Mentally trying to prepare yourself for the moment the meds had to stop, the pregnancy hormones and what they’ll do, the changes your body will go through, the mindset you’ll need to have going through this, so much to prepare for. Then the first slip up happens. It took 3 weeks, 3 weeks for the first incident to happen.

“Oh, I see!” You say gritting your teeth, “So I need to have supper ready for you when you get home? Like I’m some 50s fucking housewife?!”

“That’s not what I even said. All I asked was what are we having for supper? I did not mean what are YOU making for supper.” Frankie said as calmly as he could. He never thought his army training would help him in a situation like this. They teach you how to handle dangerous territories, hostile situations, survival, and so much more. But this? No one ever trains you for this. For a hormonal, mentally ill, pregnant lady.

You can feel your face hot from anger turning into one of embarrassment and shame instead. Your bottom lip begins to tremble. You realize your mistake immediately. Not sure if it’s the mental illness or the hormones rushing through your body. It all kinda feels the same right now. Frankie notices the change immediately and rushes towards you.

“Bebé, bebé, bebé,” He says quietly wrapping his arms around you, pushing your head into the crook of his neck. “It’s okay. You’re okay. We’re okay. We’ll get through this just like everything else. I’m here.”

“I hate this!” You sob

*****

Your entire pregnancy you feel as if you’re going through constant loops. The manic and depressive episodes coming in waves. You sense it before it happens, a lot like when you can smell rain before it starts. The only thing is when. When is it going to hit you? Will it be a depressive episode? Where you find it near impossible to even get up but you have to in order to make sure things are ready for this baby. Will it be a manic episode? Where you have so much energy it feels like you’re going to crawl out of your own skin but also in a way beneficial because you can get so much ready for the nursery. Will it be one of sadness, anger, anxiousness? What will it be and can you make yourself stop it? Doubtful, you never can, just like now.

**9 months later**

He plops down at the kitchen table sighing. The baby has finally gone to sleep. After 2 hours of crying there is finally silence.

“What‘s wrong?” Frankie asks

“I don’t know.” you sigh, putting the last bottle in the dish rack to dry.

He can tell something is wrong by your actions. The way you’ve been rigid. You’re so stiff. You’re so tense. You feel on edge about every little thing.

The baby is crying. Needs changed again. The baby is crying. Needs fed again. The baby is crying. Needs soothed again. The baby is crying. When is there time to sleep? So over-stimulated it’s almost too much to bear.

It’s only been 2 weeks since the baby arrived and you’re back on meds finally. As with all things though, it takes time.

“What’s wrong? Hermosa, please tell me.” he asks again

“It’s just one of those days.”

One of those days, the hatred for yourself you feel. Am I a good mom yet? Am I doing everything that needs done? Is there anything I missed? I have to be perfect on the outside. Why am I NOT perfect on the outside? Can I even pretend to be perfect? The internal battle is almost too much. You don’t want to look at him. You don’t want him to see how much your mind is making you suffer because he will see it, he always sees it now.

“Baby, please talk to me!” He pleads

You push yourself off the kitchen sink and finally turn around wrapping your arms around yourself and you know he sees it. Your mind starts racing. He thinks you’re a failure. He wants to give up on you. He doesn’t want to deal with you anymore.

He gets up and takes a step closer, you take a step back. Not ready for the comfort, the consoling, the pity party to ensue. He grabs you before you can get too far away.

“You're an amazing momma. Don’t sell yourself short!”

“Hold on,” You start to remove yourself from him, “I need to get the hamburger out for supper tomorrow.”

He furrows his brows letting you go and sighs, “Will you sit down, please?”

Reluctantly you sit down and your mind starts racing and panicking again. Why does he want me to sit? Why did he sigh? Is he mad at me? Did I do something wrong?

The baby monitor goes off and you start to get up again

“Stop, sit. I got this. Stay here.”

So you sit. You sit at the kitchen table with your mind spiraling and wondering what to expect next. Can he change the diaper? Can he make the bottle if the baby needs feeding? Can he soothe the baby to go back to sleep? What does the baby need?

You hear the crackle of the monitor

“Momma is so tired, isn’t she? She needs a break sometimes. She takes such good care of you while I’m at work.“ the baby starts to wail louder, that must be the getting diaper changed cry, “Oh yes, I know mi vida, it’s so cold and momma does it better but daddy is here and can do it too.” Low and behold you are correct!

The baby stops crying. Soothed for now. Who knows how long it’ll be before they’re awake again. Frankie comes back to the kitchen.

“Mi amor, we should get to bed.”

You nod while he grabs the baby monitor then your hand, in a daze you let him lead you to the bedroom. He helps you change your clothes for the first time in three days. Frankie grabs your brush, he gently brushes til the knots are out of your hair and he puts it in a bun the way you like. He grabs you around the waist and guides you into the bed. Laying there together, he’s whispering words of praise to you, “Eres hermosa, you’re a good momma, you’re perfecto for me and our baby” placing soft kisses to your neck with each phrase, and then you hear his soft snoring. With silent tears falling down your face you finally start to drift off to sleep, you suddenly remember you forgot the hamburger meat. You try to move but with Frankie’s warmth and tight grip surrounding you you easily give up, guess there is always tomorrow.

Hello World

Here is...Ghost!

should i start writing fics for the sturniolos?? (i’ve been so inspired by @dwntwn-strnlo @forevergirlposts @freshlovehacker @strniohoeee and @stursweet i literally love their fics)

if you want me to start writing, i’m gonna see how i can turn my requests on so you can request whatever you want!!

im new to tumblr so please bear with me 😔😔

im also gonna play with these buttons to figure out how to do each thing

"!" "Good one!" [chuckling]

(rough animation/testing animation)

testing out animation for the first time (at least on this program/on a computer) just messing around and wanted to make something of my fav <3

i am not kidding when i say i am not used to affection. they called me beautiful and i told them to shut up

Wonder Woman’s armor is invisible like her jet. 

Relapsed into gravity falls!! After!! Like!!! 5 years!!!!!! I found journal 3 in a bookstore and had to rebinge the entire series in one weekend because i almost cried over it yippe! I have not drawn any of them in like! ever! So the art style in this is a weird lovechild between my artstyle and a little bit of GF I guess

Also I've literally never posted on tumblr before and these are just random doodles of me figuring out the style so! They're a little bit really bad! Yay! I may be obsessing over Ford Pines! A little bit! A lot! Help me!