Internal Conflict - Tumblr Posts
Our relationship is one of love and hate,
One day you care so deeply,
The very next you’re a flake.
You speak so, so much,
But tell me nothing at all.
You’re unreachable,
Surrounded by iron-clad walls.
You are without aim,
And have so little ambition,
But your creativity is marvelous.
Your smile is contagious.
You’re a little too honest,
With everyone but yourself.
You’re in dire need of a reality check,
Stop letting others put you down.
You’re worth more than you know.
You could do anything you desire,
But you fear the unknown.
A world of choices,
Yet you’re undecided.
Is your fear of failure,
Why you feel so daunted?
The calluses on your hands,
From writing, writing, and writing.
The aches in your being,
From everyone else you’ve been serving.
You got no time for yourself,
Darling, isn’t that unnerving?
It’s your life that you are living.
Our relationship is one of hate and love,
Regardless of the mixed feelings,
You should reach for the stars and above.
I.B. Vyache, “These Are My Raw Thoughts Looking at The Kiss by Edvard Munch at 3:30 in the Morning” from Conversations Over Sanguinaccio Dolce
-Sometimes I don't know who I am or what I am. And sometimes I don't even recognize the people around me. Voices echo in my head, but their speech doesn't make any sense at all. Sometimes faces appear out of the darkness, but I'm very scared because my mind is completely divided. -Daniel Keyes, from the book "The Multiple Minds of Billy Milligan"
For a long time, hands have been reaching for the sketch of this drawing. It was very scary to take it on because of its complexity, but I kind of coped.
The idea of this picture has been spinning for a long time, and the quote in the post reflects it very well.
i want to be forgiving i really do i want to lead with love and the kindness that accompanies it but others shall not allow for it perhaps i shall offer them love regardless.
Getting meta, or maybe simply analytical.
'Royal Struggle'
(Movie-verse Mini Fic)
One whole month passed since the Princess of the Mushroom Kingdom accidentally travelled to another world for the first time.
A place so weirdly fascinating she visited multiple times after, where she was finally surrounded by others like her and the Mario brothers.
Humans, she had seen lots of humans now, lots of faces, and yet only the image of one kept arrogantly living in her mind rent free. Mario's.
Her heart and eyes had been feasting on the small big man since the day Peach first met him. The guy had features she couldn't overlook; prominent strong cheekbones, bright blue eyes.. and ohh his dashing personality was something else too; so brave, determined, sweet.
When she could manage to think about it with a clear mind she had contrasting emotions to say the least.
The young woman felt weak, exposed; the mere thought someone had the power to take her focus away, it never happened before, she was starting to get worried. That was definitely new. Never had she gone through such stress, not even that time a forced marriage with the Koopa King seemed inevitable. How could THAT be possible..
"Is this what they call-? No it isn't, or.. maybe?" She wondered one day in her room, walking back and forth, almost frantically. "Naah, it's not that, and uhm.. even if it is; who cares, a ruler doesn't have space for that in its life. I don't." Peach finally dismissed her own train of thoughts. It was time to go back to the planning room with a smile and work like the efficient princess she's always been. No more thinking about him, today was gonna be different! She's sure of it.
"HEEYY, MY BEST BUDDY MARIOO!" screeched a known Toad's voice from the hallway. Peach just whined in frustration like a kid.