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Your eyes looked like.... jumping off a ten story building.
I thought I was signing on to a job so I could get insurance, get through my transition surgeries, and keep on pursuing my dreams.
Found out last night that I am now expected to give my life to this job, to commit mind body and soul to it's pursuits because it is giving me so much.
My friends told me I need to give up on going to the school I want, for the degree I want. Focus on business and work on moving up in the company.
What I want is wrong. The phone I want. The car I want. The goals I have. The dreams I hold. How I hope to be a mother is selfish. How I want my name is stupid. Everything in my life is foolish, and they are just telling me out of love.
Suddenly, the people who made me feel the safest are sounding like all the people in my life who hurt me. "we are doing this for your own good" "can't you just understand we are trying to help you"
And what's more, I have no actual sense of my own reality. I can't ever tell which way is up. In which direction is my paranoia pushing me? All I know, is I haven't been this close to the edge in a long time.
I am circling the void.
Dancing dangerously along the precipice.
Delusions drive me on
But they make more sense than "reality".
The real world doesn't seem real.
It seems as though the bigger lie.
Dreaming of flying
Jumping
And tasting the air
Little godling
Lost in time
Mid-flight lemur, taken at Yorkshire Wildlife Park.
JUMP! JUMP!
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If your friend jumped off a bridge, would you do it too?
Somewhere on a train trestle overlooking a river.
Person A: "Let's Jump”
Person B: "I’m not going to jump off a bridge with you.”
Person A: “But, it would be fun!”
Person B: “No! This is stupid. We're going to break our legs.”
Person A: “Come on! It’s just water. This is the summer life! Just jump into the river.”
Person B: "No!"
Person A: "Please."
Person B: "No!"
Person A: "Sometime you just have to ask yourself: 'if your friend jumped off a bridge, would you do it too?’ Now, what would a true friend do?"
Person B: "..."
Person A: "..."
Person B: "The answer's still No."
Person A: “Fine. Now before you walk away and leave me to jump alone into this river with out anyone to keep me safe and watch out for me. Did you EVER account for the Buddy System? We have to stick together!”
Person B: “.......You got me there…”
S3 Pt.2 it's all happening folks, no going back now.
"In diesem Haus, wo ich wohn Ist alles so gewohnt So zum Kotzen vertraut Mann, jeder Tag ist so gleich Ich zieh Runden durch mein' Teich Ich will nur noch hier raus Ich brauch mehr Platz und frischen Wind Ich muss schnell woanders hin Sonst wachs ich hier fest Ich mach 'nen Kopfsprung durch die Tür Ich lass alles hinter mir Hab was Großes im Visier Ich komm nie zurück zu mir Es gibt nichts, was mich hält, au revoir Vergesst, wer ich war Vergesst meinen Nam'n Es wird nie mehr sein, wie es war Ich bin weg, au au Au revoir" ~ Au Revoir by Mark Forster . • • • • • #markforster #aurevoir #freedom #free #jumping #girl #love #drawing #art #artwork #youngartist #pencildrawing #graphiteart #blackandwhite #adventure #followyourheart #roadtrip #sunny #life #smile #happy #happiness #joy #enjoy #paper #emotion #artsy #music #lizzyeatsart https://www.instagram.com/p/BwZZ0z-hgbU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ssc7tpnimfh4