Remorse - Tumblr Posts

"through Godless endeavors/ I crippled my own feathers/ I flew straight into the devil's DECIETFUL stormy weather"

"Sometimes i think that i am happier on my own it is a feeling that i am well acquainted with however when i am around those who would rather not be alone it is then that i grow remorseful towards my lifestyle i wonder whether it is worth the demanding friendships and challenging group dynamics just so that i have someone to spend time with after school i know that i am happier now than i ever would be sharing my time with another but sometimes i wonder is being an outsider worth the loss?"

i went to a bookstore

in search of the works of sylvia plath

through the shelves i sought her words

but i was met with nothing.

***

to her work

she dedicated her life

as well as her suffering

yet she is not given the basic respect

of being remembered

nothing could anger me more than that.

Talk about it loud, tell the world.

Let them understand what they did themself first, for others may never see them in their true light ever again. Don’t paint a monster because because the portrait got torn.

Making me loose myself.

Resentment is the hardest injury to recover from.

There is a hole in my heart, deeper than the deepest ocean

- V. Blue