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How cute they are! And that Alek’s look... awwwww...
长发就应该用来编麻花辫！
"Forget the oath. "
"Is that a command? "
Let’s break the rules… together (fic)
Was inspired by @darthmirel revalek art and “Let’s break the rules together” phrase. I’ve never written fics in English and fluff with a bit of agnst like that. Frightening facts.:D
The action takes place several months before Malak is captured by mandalorians.
Oh, those young jedi and their “no emotions”...
Pairing: Malak/fem! Revan, revalek
Raiting: PG-13
Let’s break the rules… together
Revan began having disturbing Force visions and she had a bad feeling about that.
Revan flew like a hurricane into the small cosy cottage that was temporary provided to him by the local administration while he was on a mission there. In his wildest dreams Malak could imagine that one day he would live peacefully in such a house ... He could ... if only he wasn’t a promising young Jedi Knight.
Revan was hiding in the Force, so he only noticed her when the door whistled open. The next moment, the girl was on his lap, squeezing his hips with her knees. He didn’t need to reach her thoughts through the Force Bond they shared, since the anxious look said a lot about her condition.
A purple T-shirt, green eyes. The familiar colours he had associated with Revan for so long.
Only her behaviour was so unusual…
She brushed his cheeks with her fingertips before sliding down to his jaw and then gripping it unexpectedly tight. The girl impulsively leaned forward, pressing her lips to his. In strange contrast to the cool hands, her lips burned like fire. He subconsciously used the Force, sending the datapad into a smooth flight to the desk, and pulled Revan closer with one hand on her waist and the other tangled in her hair. She threw him back on the backrest of the sofa with a little effort, pressing herself closer to him with her whole body. First, the thought crossed Malak’s mind that he should try to put the girl back gently and sort out the chaotic desperate emotions that overwhelmed him through their Force Bond, finally opened to him...
However, he kissed Revan back hastily and eagerly instead. Her unexpected actions left no chance to think, only to act. Thin strong fingers in his hair, the feeling of her teeth biting his lower lip a little bit, interspersed with deeper kisses and the dance of hot tongues, more and more moved him from the boundaries of common sense ... and ... rationality. Her closeness was overwhelming, intoxicating ... as always.
Suddenly, Revan pulled away as quickly as she’d appeared in his room. Despite her confident actions, there wasn’t a hint of confidence in her eyes. Something was definitely going wrong.
“What happened?” Malak whispered while watching Revan's face carefully.
Her behaviour was confusing even for him, as it went beyond the boundaries of the familiar actions... and, honestly, not so familiar ones too. She wasn’t herself lately, he’d already noticed that before but she’d avoided any of his questions about that.
Instead of answering, she leaned forward again, pressing her chin against his collarbone that time. Revan's ragged breathing didn’t help him collect his thoughts. A minute later, when the rhythms of his and her hearts were almost back to normal, a choked whisper burned his ear.
“Please take care of yourself. Okay? Wherever you are.”
Malak seemed to begin realizing slowly what was happening. Revan must have heard news about the destroyed settlements on remote bordering planets… about the dead inhabitants.
But what did this news have to do with him?
Could she have a Force vision of him being in danger? It’d explain a little bit more.
“I don’t want to lose you,” Revan leaned back watching him closely.
Something in her eyes and a whirl of conflicting emotions as well reminded Malak of his own state of mind when he realized that Revan had nearly died at the hands of a damn Sith two years ago. On a mission seemed to be safe at first. In an indistinct cave. On a remote planet ...
Revan felt the same... fear for him. Willingly or unwillingly, she broadcast them to him through the Bond. Looking into deadly serious green eyes, he perceived mixed feelings of tenderness, gratitude and care in his chest to that girl who he cared about since the moment he’d met her for the first time. Since the moment she’d begun to mean much more to him than the whole world surrounding him in the Jedi Order from the age of three, than any masters or the Order itself associated with codes and rules mostly.
Malak was so overwhelmed by the feelings that only a bit later he unconsciously caught himself holding his breath.
He knew that Revan learnt about his feelings too.
“You won’t lose me,” he said as gently as possible, pressing his hand to the girl’s soft cheek.
A moment later, she closed her eyes when kissed his palm lightly and then pressed it to her cheek again. She hesitated for a bit before interlacing her fingers with his.
“Let's forget about the rules,” she said without opening her eyes. Her voice sounded quite calm that time.
The Force connection between them made all the spoken and unspoken words clear.
“You mean, let's break the rules together?” Malak clarified, smiling broadly and squeezing the girl's fingers tighter.
“Yeah,” Revan nodded, opened her eyes, smiling lightly at him, and repeated the words softly. “Let's break the rules together.”
He didn’t remember who was the first one that said the phrase many years ago. They often used that secret code phrase to offer each other to do something going beyond the rules of the Order. But he knew that he’d waited a long time for the right moment when it would sound like that. So, it didn't matter which one of them said those words first. He became more and more convinced of the thought as he was being thrilled by the feeling of her lips slowly kissing his neck and narrow palms on his chest, the warmth of which he felt through the fabric of a tight T-shirt.
Malak didn’t put much effort to lock the door and lower the shutters using the Force.
The Jedi Order was hundreds of thousands of light years away, and military operations ... seemed like just another raid by scattered Mandalorian tribes. Nothing more.
I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door, I must have it painted black Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the setting sun, My love will laugh with me before the morning comes. (I want to see it painted, Painted black Black as night, black as coal See the sun blotted out from the sky) I see your red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore, I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Paint It Black by Ciara
These lines remind me of Revan slowly turning to the dark side... and a little bit of revalek too.:)
And there’s that song as background music for wonderful Shadow and Bone video:
I got this picture from here: https://www.pinterest.ru/pin/331296116334815671/
Even though it depicts Lin and Tenzin from The Legend of Korra, this couple also reminds me of Malak and Revan here. That might seem strange, but I’ve associated them with Malak and Revan since I came across it a couple of years ago.
Obviously, I don’t own the picture.:)
Revan fighting with any Sith/dark jedi: There's just time for you to die! Revan fighting with Malak on the Star Forge: There's just no time to die... for both of us...
I want to read a mini fic with that line... right now, hahah!XD
“Stupid, Sexy Revan.”
Someone on a Star Wars server I’m on pointed out how much of an early 2000s game that Kotor is because your initial PC starts out wearing their underwear. And, honestly, I’ve had this mental image ever since.
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Spring makes us sleepy. So let’s sleep. We are apart, but separation can be healed by sleeping. Perhaps we may meet each other in a dream.
Marina Tsvetaeva
“ Весна наводит сон. Уснем. Хоть врозь, а все ж сдается: все Разрозненности сводит сон. Авось увидимся во сне.” (The original lines in Russian)
The poet may have loved writing about meeting in dreams as there are some lines about that in other poems - “When can we see each other? While dreaming.” ( “- Когда увидимся? - Во сне.”)
These are so revalek lines for me as in my headcanon they share a Force bond which is strong enough to see each other in dreams, even after Malak’s betrayal...
Revan on the Leviathan: Falling in love with me was absolutely your biggest mistake...
Carth: Are you talking to me right now???
Bastila: Or to me?
No other words, just love them so much!XD
Tiny Jedi lovers are terrible at hiding their relationships pass it on
I’ve listened to that during all the evening today and can’t help thinking this version fits Revan and Malak so much... (Marry Me & Across the Stars by Samuel Kim)
Sketch commission for @revanchxst !
Their Revan is so pretty and pairing her with (m)Alek is such a big brain move ~
I know, I know I’ve let you down
I’ve been a fool to myself
I thought that I could
Live for no one else
But now, through all the hurt & pain
It’s time for me to respect
The ones you love
Mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
(I) feel the best thing I could do
Is end it all
And leave forever
What’s done is done
It feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I’ll never love again
My world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
'Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can’t live without
The trust from those you love
I know we can’t forget the past
You can’t forget love & pride
Because of that, it’s killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I’ve lost everything
Everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world
He dreams about her yet...
His chest was aching, a lot. He barley could breathe and see. Everything around were blurry and confusing, tortuous and- "Damn! She was alive!", Darth Malak thought. He smiled for a bit and almost feint on his desk; his heart was pounding so hard that it hurt, it hurt to have a heart and feel again the turmoil of emotions he didn't believe they were dwelling inside after so many years.
It hurt to know she was alive after all this time, and he wasn't there; it hurt to realize he couldn't kill her as he had believed; it hurt to know he failed as Sith; and, it hurt to see the anger in her eyes.
More than hurt, it scared him. She could kill him before, and she could do it again, this time Darth Malak wasn't going to expect any kind of mercy and forgiveness like the last time they fought; this time he will see those angry eyes as she fights and tries to defeat him. The hatred and pain, the anger and betrayal, the love and regret, all that he saw through her eyes in the second Revan met him in the hallway, he was able to feel it ever since. And will feel all that once more when they meet for the last time. It was an intoxicating nightmare.
Revan was good in hide her feelings to the opponent, she tried to teach him, but wasn't the Jedi way. Adding the Mandalorian mask, it was completely imposible to know her reactions, to witness the madness inside of her. The few times she took the mask off Infront of him were in the most intimate and vulnerable moments they could share. During the war and after the new 'Sith' occupation, was short the time he could be with her as two simple beings enjoying their existence and their feelings; the feelings they used to have for each other before war.
He can feel her yet just closing his eyes, she's there in the same room, smiling, tired, given up to him and for anything Malak wanted to do. He opens his darkened eyes and she's still there looking at him as tired and surrendered as he reminds, comprehensive, waiting for something to hear to respond, ready to answer any question Malak had in mind. Revan was there willing for anything Malak needed.
But why she wasn't like this the day they fought? Where was her comprehension about the path he wanted to take for their government? Where was her willingness to follow him just like he did in all these years? Why she rejected him and tried to kill him? Why she rejected him?
Revan is still there with arms crossed looking for his eyes, waiting...
"Maybe I should try harder to convince you..." Malak said. "Maybe I should show you what I was capable to achieve for us..." He regrets. "Maybe I should have made an effort to learn from you and understand your vision like before..." He perturbs himself. "Maybe I should let you kill me because I wasn't good enough..." He confesses, looking at her saddened eyes as he tries to feel her shoulder.
"I wonder how your face did look the day you wanted me dead. I wonder If your eyes were like flames full of passionate hate or were empty and quiet like the mask you used to wear." He asks and then triggers his lightsaber ready to attack the phantom by his side.
My last Star Wars comic before I take a 2ish month hiatus on posting them (with obvious exception for things I share on Patreon and my Discord). I thought I might finish strong.
[Inspired by this Lil Nas X Tweet that still haunts my Dreams / Nightmares]
Revan must be fun to hang out with.
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I've been left out alone Like a damn criminal I've been praying for help 'Cause I can't take it all I'm not done, It's not over. Now I'm fighting this war Since the day of the fall And I'm desperately Holding on to it all But I'm lost, I'm so damn lost. Oh I wish it was over, And I wish you were here Still I'm hoping that somehow 'Cause your soul is on fire A shot in the dark What did they aim for When they missed your heart? I breathe underwater It's all in my hands What can I do? Don't let it fall apart A shot in the dark...
Shot In the Dark by Within Temptation
Once upon a time, there was a pretty young jedi girl who fell madly in mutual love with a handsome jedi knight. Unfortunately, they both turned to the dark side and then he tried to kill her by the hands of their mutual enemies. In fact, she killed him several months after, without all her memories, even not realizing how much he meant for her once... She might have got married a bright and promising Republic soldier, but she chose to return to the Unknown Regions, instead, to find out about the Sith threat and get the memories back... And then, I suppose, she lived unhappily ever after... That's it in a nutshell. Do you need more?
My KOTOR sketch fic of Darth Malak’s reflections. (293 words)
Description: It’s that time when Revan hardly realizes what’s happening around while Malak thinks about her new personality and feels like he can turn a lack of her knowledge to his advantage…
Sorry for any mistakes. English isn’t my native language.
Are there a bit of revalek vibes? It is a matter of perspective, I think.:D