When Will It End - Tumblr Posts
I see your face everywhere that I go It’s the only thing that reminds me of home (Part 1.0)
It never ends
A chain of worsening events
20-28% of the time i'm a very, very curious, hopeful and ambitious child. rest of the time i am, like that one tweet said, stuck on my back like a bug. when will this cycle stoppp aaaa
every semester, especially during exam season, i automatically fall into the habit of studying for the grades. i have experienced a million times how much that hurts me and my passion for my subjects, and eventually the grades as well. yet, i still find it so hard to stop thinking this way. and then the night before the exam, when the anxiety has reached its peak and can hurt me no more than how much it already has, i radically accept my condition and surrender.
eventually, i start enjoying what i am studying again and stop worrying about the result. i just wish it happened a bit sooner every time, and not always one night before the exam. wish i get there ~
born to watch silly little edits of my silly little men on my silly little phone while scrolling on my silly little pinterest feed
forced to leave cozy in bed
they should invent actually enjoying the days you take off and not actually worry about feeling bad because you’re not doing anything
Theres a ledgend in campus that if a student dies (or offs themselves) and they are in their graduating year, immedietly, all the other graduating students gets to graduate no matter how shitty their grades are.
So guess who's gonna graduate for sure (oh its definitely not me)
My life is so fucked up, I think something clearly is going on that I can’t see, but know…
Well, here’s hoping my grandmother recovers, she just went to the hospital yesterday…
I’m just waiting for things to get better.
“i just like my alone time” i say as if loneliness hasn’t been all i’ve known since childhood
listening to one song on loop for hours until you’ve extracted every drop of joy and memorized every single second of it >>>>>>>>
"what if he flings it?" "then he flings it." here's a phone wallpaper version ✨
“Is there...some kind of cloning device around here?”
I HATE how tumblr brings up your old tags as you’re typing a new tag because I really don’t!! Want to remember!!! Some of the things I’ve said on this godforsaken site!!!!
Life in the last few months. Gots to keep reminding myself of this
I’ve been feeling so bad lately…..I guess planets in the microwave again
