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Tw: Suicide
Tw: suicide
One of the friends I made while I was in the mental ward killed himself.
He was also a trans dude pre official name change or hrt. He was a few years older than me.
He loved art. He was really good at it. I got to draw into his sketchbook.
I didn't know him well but I did look up to him. I thought that maybe at his age I could also start doing better.
Now he is gone. He is dead. He will never get to have his own art gallery or feel right in his body.
I'll try for him now. And for all the other people that couldn't continue.
I'm glad I got to know him...
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