vent blog | Tw: sh, ed, suicide, sa | trying to heal | asks open
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Tw: Ed
Tw: ed
Smoking and crying and trying not to throw up the musli bar I just ate
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Tw: sa and rape
No, because why does a fucking language trigger me just because he speaks it. Why?
Why does long blond hair trigger me? Why does the mention of a whole country just because he lives there??
Fuck this. Why does a staircase trigger me? My aunts house? Seeing my little cousins grow up? Cold blue eyes?
Everything that reminds me of him. The way he forced himself onto me. I just want to forget it
I don't want to get flashbacks and nightmares and all that ahit just because of this one man that couldn't keep his hands of a 6 year old.
Tw: sh
I want to swallow the glass splinters that I am using for art right now. I want to to feel it cut open my throat and fill it with blood.
It just looks so crunchy. So tasty. Just made to be eaten. Just a tiny piece won't hurt, right?
I think my biggest sin is that I wanted to be loved.
Creatures like me never get a happy ending.
I'm ashamed. I feel so guilty. I am so gross. I don't know. I don't know why I am like this...
*cuts up strawberries and shares them with you