I'm Ashamed. I Feel So Guilty. I Am So Gross. I Don't Know. I Don't Know Why I Am Like This...

I'm ashamed. I feel so guilty. I am so gross. I don't know. I don't know why I am like this...

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

Tw: sh

I want to swallow the glass splinters that I am using for art right now. I want to to feel it cut open my throat and fill it with blood.

It just looks so crunchy. So tasty. Just made to be eaten. Just a tiny piece won't hurt, right?

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

He make me happy :)

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mental health getting better boyfriend relationship HIM !!!! I LOVE HIM i actually do i also miss him

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

*cuts up strawberries and shares them with you

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if anyone ever did that for me I'd cry i love strawberries

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

I think my biggest sin is that I wanted to be loved.

Creatures like me never get a happy ending.

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

I'm so tireddd.

But I can't sleep. I just wanna sleep. Having a sleeping disorder sucks. And now it's already to late to take my meds because if I do now I'll be exhausted all day long tomorrow...

I just wanna sleeeeeep. Please?

I think I need to cuddle with someone and hear them breathing to fall asleep now...

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