My Mock Exam Is Tomorrow Guys Aaaararrrgghh

my mock exam is tomorrow guys aaaararrrgghh

"1 cup serving" Yeah I totally know what one cup is, WRITE IN FUCKING GRAMS!!

my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh

Guys I’m telling Karmalita Fox is your best friend. Search her up on TikTok, YouTube, and Instagram she is so tough and that’s what I need for discipline. Idk if I’m soft or if she’s the best person for meanspo but I sometimes find myself crying over the things she say. CHECK HER OUTTTT

ok so i’ve managed to fake eat some stuff and got away with a rlly low cal dinner (basically chicken breast and green beans) so rn my day total is at ~586 c4ls. it acc angers me sm that without the coke it woulda been closer to like 350 or smt ughh fml

my biggest fear literally just happened. i had a normal coke instead of a fucking coke zero. i fucking hate myself how could i be so blind and stupid??? that’s like over 200 extra cals. and i was doing so well today and was at only around 230 or smt idk. i fucking hate this. now i’m at 400 and something and im still gonna be forced to eat dinner and smt after. i need to find a way to get out of this ughhh

small vent

its insane how when my ed first developed, my dream was 120 lbs. I always told myself that once i reached that weight, i would stop. unfortunately, when i hit that weight, i craved more. it slowly went down to 115, to 100, and now to 95. deep down, i know it will never be enough. but i dont care, i wanna be perfect, in control, disiplined. and to me, starving is the highest form of self disipline.