Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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Self Destruct X10
Self destruct x10
One of the requirements that had to be met before he could "forgive me" and we could get back together was he had to meet and surpass me in sexual partners.
I went through a period of hypersexuality in response to trauma during my youth and my number was higher than his.
He wanted me to find and offer up women ( including friends) for him to "have". Thankfully this never worked out, but he did fine on his own.
After every new woman he would have unprotected sex with me so that if he "got something" from them we would both have it.
That way he wouldn't have to suffer alone. After all, he was never the one who wanted this.
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Intentionally set up for Failure
Once he made me pick up bread crumbs with a paper towel and blamed me for not buying him a vacuum cleaner.
He shoved me against the table a second time, the first shove being the cause of the crumbs on the floor.
Shadows
Sometime in the last year I forgot myself and flashed him a defiant eye. He smacked me across my face. Not enough to leave a shiner, but hard enough for the sting to linger.
f)
“You know I never wanted this”
b)
“I haven’t received any messages from you since December 20.”
“You told me you blocked me, so I didn’t send you any.”
“Is he from out of town?”
e)
“I keep hearing about those towels from my mom.”
“…you got…. everything.”
“I know.”
The xmas immediately before we separated his mother bought us towels ($100.00). We had grey and white - he used the white, I used the grey. So I took the grey ones with me when I left he kicked me out. He is stating that she’s lamenting the $40 of her xmas gift that I took with me.
When I say that he got everything, I mean he got everything: I walked away from the house that I contributed 50% to financially, all of our furniture, dishes, kitchen utensils, soap dishes, bed sheets, groceries and our joint account. He got all of it.
And he’s saying this as though I should be writing a cheque to keep the peace between he and his mother - as if I owe him that.