I'm On A Diet Right Now So I Can't Eat Sweets Too Much And I Have To Eat A Lot Of Vegetables....

I'm on a diet right now so I can't eat sweets too much and I have to eat a lot of vegetables....

And this last week I made kind of a little break from the diet....like I still was eating those vegetables but I also ate so sweets....but in the same time I was dancing more and I had exams so I was stressed....

And my parents, before my 'every-week-weighting', said that I shouldn't be worry if I didn't loose any weight or stayed at the same as before...and I was like 'fine'.

So today I weighed myself and what ?

1,5kg less....I checked that 3 times because it was kinda sus but every time it was the same.

Well....I am kinda happy....I have two more weeks of exams so maybe I will loose more ? I wouldn't mind ...

It's another level of pretending....

Cutting then pretending everything's fine is another kind of pain..

My own piece of writing just made my cry....

⚠️ tw/sh

Story time !

So....I was coming home by bus. I sat next to the window with earphones and music.... everything was amazing. But on one bus stop a guy came in .... Okay, normal thing. But he sat next to me. Out of all empty seats he choose the one next to me....but whatever. I can say one thing for sure ....it became warmer. Our legs were touching but that's not the cause of warm.... idk what was but it was warm. Nice, cool, everything was okay until two girls much more beautiful than me came in... They looked at me and this guy next to me and started whispering. Geez....my anxiety started freaking. I saw them looking at us few times....idk what they were talking about and idc but my heart was very curious.... I hate people like those girls....

Wowow mate calm do....

*re-thinks*

Nah, you're right...

next time i’m opening up to someone is my autopsy