I'm On A Diet Right Now So I Can't Eat Sweets Too Much And I Have To Eat A Lot Of Vegetables....

I'm on a diet right now so I can't eat sweets too much and I have to eat a lot of vegetables....

And this last week I made kind of a little break from the diet....like I still was eating those vegetables but I also ate so sweets....but in the same time I was dancing more and I had exams so I was stressed....

And my parents, before my 'every-week-weighting', said that I shouldn't be worry if I didn't loose any weight or stayed at the same as before...and I was like 'fine'.

So today I weighed myself and what ?

1,5kg less....I checked that 3 times because it was kinda sus but every time it was the same.

Well....I am kinda happy....I have two more weeks of exams so maybe I will loose more ? I wouldn't mind ...

⚠️ tw blood/sh talk

So yesterday I was at the doctor and I had my blood taken three times (due to the test )

And I gave the nurse my right arm, the 'better' one (if you know you know ) but the blood wasn't dripping so she told me to give her second arm. My heart was racing ( I was scared that she might tell my dad ) but I rolled up my sleeve and gave her my barcode arm. She said nothing and put the needle in my vein.

Everything would be fine despite the fact that she stabbed me with those needles 5 times !

But good thing was that she didn't tell my dad about my cuts

Cvtting for fun....why not <33

cvtting as a punishment <33 cvtting as a reward <33 cvtting while listening to music <33 cvtting to feel smth <33 cvtting bc you’re bored <33 cvtting while watching ur fav show <33 cvtting <333

When you had cut yesterday evening and next day in the morning you had volleyball match.....

Very clever move ngl

⚠️ suicide mentione/talk

Not gonna lie.... that's so fucking true....

And really only few people realize that....

I hate my parents pt. I don't fucking know because there were too many reasons to hate them

So we were having breakfast and I looked at my wrist and said : "You know my wrist is 17cm (that's a lot but I was proud of it that moment) ?

And my mum was like : "You know that my wrist is smaller ?

I just nod but I was hurt. Like I'm trying to show you something I'm proud of and you easily destroy that by telling me you're better.

Thank you so fucking much