Hah.....I Just Had A Talk (not On Purpose) With My "parents" About Being Hit And My "mum" Don't Remember

Hah.....I just had a talk (not on purpose) with my "parents" about being hit and my "mum" don't remember any of the situations....

What the fuck "mum" ? You were there at least once

Hello please reblog this if you're okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

Eating less than 1000 kcal a day ? On a daily basis for me.... without trying hard

For last ....idk....hour I've been helping my friend to stay alive

I've been taking with her, trying to stop her from doing it

Probably I succeeded

But I had to tell MY psychologist about it because I felt not enough about it (if that makes sense )

She (psychologist) offered that she will send an email to her (my friend's) school psychologist so them ( school psychologist) will deal with it and inform her parents

I don't want her (my friend) to be mad at me because of it but I had to do so....I don't want to loose her

I'm on a holiday trip with my "parents" and here are horses and as I horse rider I am I am helping kids. And when we were waiting yesterday for an owner to come and start the lesson one kid looked at my barcode-arms and asked "What happened to your arms ?"

I said "Oh, that's nothing."

Other kid, older one, said "Did the cat from this morning did it ?" (In the morning I'd put a cat on my shoulder to keep it away from the dog and the owner said to be careful because it might scratch me )

I ofc said no and we didn't continue the conversation but kids are kinds intelligent....they sometimes think

⚠️Tw suicide mention⚠️

I don't know what to do anymore

My friend want to kill herself and I can do shit about it

I mean I am trying my best to stop her but it looks like nothing reaches her

She doesn't listen

She doesn't want to listen

And I feel so hopeless, so useless, so worthless....

If she kills herself I will blame myself till the end