Any Time You Need

Any time you need

REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

⚠️tw idk what's that, it might be triggering⚠️

I can't stop eating

I see food and I eat

Even if I am full, even if I feel like I'll vomit in a second

I'm eating

And eating

And eating

Like I've never eaten anything

And I feel bad

I wanna cry

I wanna vomit

I wanna disappear

I don't want to be here

I feel obsessed with food but also obsessed with not eating

Like I wanna be skinny as fuck but at the same time I eat

Please someone help me

Help me

Because....

I can't do that anymore

The best feeling?

Being the skinniest out of your friend group

Like man ....

The best feeling ever

I started with sh and I was fine with it.... I'm still fine with it

I remember I used to look at people with ed and think "I'm lucky I don't worry about my weight" (I was overweight that time)

And look at me now

Sh and ed are my friends

⚠️tw sh

I had a dream where I hit beans !

But like my leg was almost torn open in two

So it was more than beans

And I found nurse who agreed to stitch it and I btw met my classmates...and a handsome doctor

But I don't know how this ended because I was in short coma and then I woke up

That's for sure not only me but still

Is it only me that when I am sad I go on Tumblr just to feel even sadder ?

Because it's fucking working, guys