This Is Why Narcissistic Abuse Is Not Only An Incorrect Phrase But An Incredibly Harmful One. You Search

This is why narcissistic abuse is not only an incorrect phrase but an incredibly harmful one. You search for npd recovery and get a bunch of bullshit about porn and how we’re all unloveable.

Writing for the kid that never got to exist

the light that was blown out before it could be lit

and for the tangled layers in my head that only make sense on paper

"i support pwNPD!"

then people get pissed when we have low empathy or low sympathy, people get pissed when we act egotistical, people get pissed when we show traits of NPD that are 'stereotypical'.

do u support NPD or do u just "support" NPD to be seen as a good person?

The day I realised I had killed three cacti in three months is the day I realised that I was not meant to be a parent

It goes really really really fuzzy (usually gradually but sometimes not) and then when the fuzziness fades and I feel like my brain is clear again x amount of time has passed and x has been fronting for however long

Open ended question for other systems: how does it feel for you when you're not the one fronting?

It’s so hard to be a good person in the eyes of society when every time you try you “aren’t doing it right”.

I’m not doing good things “for the right reason”.

I’m not loving “in the selfless way”.

I’m not caring “with the right definition”.

They wonder why we just give up and it’s because nothing is ever fucking good enough.