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In this cage again
Amnesia was her name
Seems kinda dumb to worry 'bout good grades
Am I awake
My grip on my secrets slipping while I'm speaking in tongues
You're ruining my life day by day
Today has a way of scarring your eyes
You keep sayin' you got somethin' for me
Stuck in the bathroom stall
I feel so funny these days
This kind of vaguely makes sense lol.
@npd-enigma @mimisempai @lightning-system @lorelei-system and open tag :)
put your spotify on shuffle and write down the first lyric of the first ten songs that come on, post the poem that results - tagged by @kore538
today is my birthday and i'm riding high
two hearts fading like a flower
i put one foot in front of the other
i've been thinking, thinking it over
there is a house built out of stone
get me out
me, i've come apart and you made me
talk to me and watch me crumble
check out my melody
i'm searching for something that i can't reach
not sure that made much sense but alas đ tagging anyone who wants to do it, cba to tag anyone specifically
Shout out to the white girl who came to my house when I was a kid and randomly told me that the Siu Mai in the picture of me at a Cantonese restaurant looked disgusting.
Picture of Siu Mai for reference (it's fucking delicious) :


@momiji-kitsune @essentially-a-worm-on-a-string can't remember people right now so if you see this you're tagged :)


Found a picrew and I think itâs pretty cute.
Tagging a few people, idk.
@buried-in-the-archives @catatowastaken @silly-lil-scribbles @indelible-waltz @humanteethmarksonhumanbone
@essentially-a-worm-on-a-string @starboyvoid @momiji-kitsune @lightning-system
no pressure and anyone else can join
new tag game, because I can
no pressure tags:
@red-velvet-0w0 @nyxisagod @lynx-brynjar @encryptidarchivist @justbugsnstuff
@justanotherenbyhere +Anyone else


The quality of the second photo is so bad for no reason lol
Open tag as usual :)
EVERYONE ON TUMBLR NEEDS TO DO THIS




Open tag :)
cute thing im coming up with
this picrew of yourself and your current hyperfixation !!


no pressure tags @pearlzier @julesssyy @reidsfavoritegirl @whitney23317 @willowsblanket @flowercrownsandtrauma @rottenletter
Hello this a long shot call, am a citizen of Palestine. I am here to request for your support to help get my insulin, I was diagnosised with type 1 diabetes and due to current situation in Gaza I'm unable to get my insulin injection as a result I'm here begging for little financial support to help me purchase insulin for this week.My donation link is available on my pinned post
My default state is apathy. When I get under-stimulated, I will do anything to feel anything.
Best case scenario is having a personally interesting conversation to feel intrigued. Worst case scenario is deliberately putting myself in a dangerous situation to feel angry or amused.
Understanding that now makes me so frustrated with the adults, who I asked to entertain me, who I told I was bored, and who dismissed me.
I hurt myself and others because the adults in my life couldnât be bothered to entertain a young kid. Itâs my duty to accept responsibility (and more so the older I get) but I wasnât given a chance.


I couldn't get the skin tone quite right. It's too pale but never mind.
Open tag!
Post your picrew and the last song you listened to âĄ


(no obligation tagging â¨ď¸ @bibbi00 @wrenchesabound @haunted-jackal @brattybottomdyke @handcuffedbutch đâ¤ď¸âđĽ )
My therapist (who's worked in forensic psychology and with many people with personality disorders) just told us we're likely antisocial.
But like a specific flavour where I've built my own moral compass based on not wanting to deal with negative stuff like jail and ruined image.
Her exact words were "society-conforming antisocial".
So yay I guess. It's nice to have a description and I'm definitely gonna do some more research...
how would yikes be a question... yikes because you're flexing abt being a nasty person.
Yeah I'm a really nasty person. I cuddle my dog and comfort people when they're sad and everything. It was my friend's birthday a few days ago and I (being the horrific person I am) sent them a happy birthday message and told them they were awesome. Clearly malicious of me.
Thoughts and desires don't equal actions. I'm in therapy trying to be a better person to myself and to others. I've stood up for a lot more people and been a lot more understanding of others than so called non-nasty people who just think about being kind and never actually do it.
Anyone who talks about how âedgyâ they are needs to go take a bath in acid.
It makes it so hard for people to talk about their actual homicidal ideation or low empathy or low guilt or delusions or other stigmatised symptoms of mental illness.
I shouldn't have to clarify that my delusions are actual harmful, prolonged periods of distorted reality or that when I say I want to kill someone I mean that I have dark fantasies where I kill them in graphic detail.
I don't feel empathy. I don't feel guilt. Most of the time, I don't feel anything for other people. It's not quirky. It's not a joke. It's not something you can say you experience only to turn around and criticise the moment I go more in depth.
Stop trying to be cool by imitating mental illnesses. It's pathetic.
People that irritate me:
- arrogant people
- sensitive people
- irrational people
- insensitive people
- people who think they're invincible
- people who are fake 99% of the time
- stubborn people
- people who disagree with you just because they can
Things I am:
- an arrogant person
- a sensitive person
- an irrational person
- an insensitive person
- a person who thinks they are invincible
- a fake person 99% of the time
- a stubborn person
- a person who will disagree with people just because they can
Yâall be grateful for consequences because if there were no consequences I would just do whatever the hell I wanted with no moral compass whatsoever


Seems pretty accurate
Open tag because I'm shit at tagging
Let's all be in a TV show!!!
> Do this quiz
> do this picrew (Based on urself + quiz answers)
> tag ppl
> profit.


Tags (/nf ofc):
@mxlilly @circus-of-horror @yourleastfavoriteguyinthechair @microsoupmouse @the-firefly-jar-system @punkrockinchair @theplushiesystem @coded-pup @florasolarsystem + ANYONE else who wants to join
damn you evil fr
Thank you :)
I don't know how to explain to people that yes if you died I would immediately play it up to get sympathy points and more easily manipulate people but also you're chill and I like you
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your first column of emojis describes your personality! whatâs yours?


Yeah thatâs probably right. Itâs the internet. Iâm never gonna meet the hateful people and I know theyâre wrong anyways.
Open Tags :)
ASK GAME!!
Do THIS QUIZ and say your result

Thats what I got!!! @wanderingwierdo @the-cherryblossom-system @blooper-malte @a-secret-rpblog @gobodegoblin @beeflingo @ibuildblasters
I donât know who needs to hear this but indirect racism is still racism.
Just because you arenât yelling slurs at someone doesnât mean you arenât committing microaggressions or doing overt generalised racist things.
People out there say that afamilal people arenât valid and familial attraction isnât a thing and then turn around and say stuff like âoh yeah this person is like a sibling to meâ and âmy chosen familyâ and âmy mother-figureâ and âI love my pet like a childâ.
Anyway, afamilial folks are awesome. Loveless folks are awesome.






the way fandoms are desperate to make all aroace characters romance and sex favorable but then dont do anything remotely similar to any other identity is astounding. hmm i wonder why
PLEASE dont derail this about shipping characters of other identities please let this one post be about an aroace struggle
Name: Mei (collectively)/ Ash (individually)
Age: Iâm not 25 yet and thatâs all anyoneâs getting
Favourite Colour: Red
Height: 5â3â
Sign: Libra
Lover?: Nope
Nationality: British but Iâm racially British Asian
Inspiration: Spite and mood swings
Favourite Food: Beef Ho Fun with black bean sauce
Current Mood: I genuinely canât tell (alexithymia)
Shoe Size: 38 European
Open tag :)
Doing that trend and tagging some people!!
My name: Mack
My age: between 13 and 17
My favourite colour: green
My height: 5â4
My sign: virgo
Do I have a lover: yesss :3
Whatâs my nationality: canadian / american
Hereâs some things that inspire me: the ocean
My favourite food: croutons
My current mood: happeh :3
And my shoe size: like seven mens?
@seagull9111 @shark-tranny @lucasthedoofus-imbackbitch @crowwolf8 @lunariasky @th3-p1p-th4t-d1dnt-d13 @imasimpdealwithit @imqueerandadeer