This But Instead It's Just The Most Random Bullshit Either That Or My Negative Perception Of Relationships

This but instead it's just the most random bullshit either that or my negative perception of relationships or myself lmao

I hate disassociating during class. I go from “the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell” to “I’m not real, none of this is real, we’re all dead somewhere or in a simulation.”

This but instead of Ozempic I got mood stabilizers lmao

i feel so fucking filthy and disgusting and my home is a mess and i am fucking putrid but i don't have the energy or motivation to do ANYTHING about it so I guess I'll just!!!!! Fucking!!! Be filthy!!!!

I feel so out of place

and I don’t really know who I am

and half the time I don’t know how I feel until I feel like I might burst because of what I’m feeling

and I’m so tired

and I wish I never existed

and I wish I could start my life all over again

and I I wish I could do everything I want to in this lifetime

and I wish I knew what I want for my future

but I also kinda wish I never existed to begin with.

if my fp saw my angry mean gross vents and posts on this blog i feel like theyd stop caring about me and abandon me because no one cares about the angry person people only care about the sad ones

sighs dramatically . i need more than i have i want more than i am i have so little to give yet am so hungry