Why Is Destroying My Body So Fun?

why is destroying my body so fun?

to anyone and everyone who wants to go deeper: don't

you will never be satisfied. there is never a depth where you say "okay this is enough" once you start down the path of going deeper you never stop. there's no end point. it's agonizing.

your self harm is serious enough as it is, you don't have to go deeper for it to be serious. you don't have to have scars. you don't have to hit the dermis or the fat for it to be real. it's real, it's serious.

there is nothing glamorous about deeper. it's not worth it.

Picture under !!

I want to be her but skinnier (I'm not saying she's fat, I'm saying I want to be more breakable and holdable like this).

tw self harm mentions

ok, have to say this again.

shblr! For the love of everything, STOP TAGGING SH RECOVERY ON YOUR PICS OR RELAPSE POSTS?! sorry to say it but shut the fuck up maybe? Post whatever the hell you want but STOP tagging recovery when your post is NOT about it, at all. I am trying to stay clean, stop trying to drag people down with you. Your so annoying like please I’m begging you, stop tagging sh recovery your hurting others by posting your sui ideation for those keeping clean/trying to stay clean to read.

if your mad about this then YOUR the problem.

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I use sexual relationships as self harm because,

if I just give my body away it won't be mine anymore. I won't have to deal with it anymore.