Baby Cvts - Tumblr Posts
This blog page Abt to be all over the place I'm gonna post some content that most of y'all ain't going to like but I'll still post my regular stuff too
yes I'm gonna slice up my arms until they're mishapen and get hospitalized just so I can get an ounce of your attention. that's completely normal and healthy behavior.
I'm a bloody mess (not a joke) haha I'm so stoopid.
I need to cover it but I don’t know how
I’m scared my parents are going to find out
Not sure if I love or hate the burning after cat scratches.
baby love
my thigh when im ever inconvenienced even just a little bit
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I use sexual relationships as self harm because,
if I just give my body away it won't be mine anymore. I won't have to deal with it anymore.
Is it bad that I really love how my sh looks? It's so pretty, fresh and with scabs.
I wish he would kiss my scars and then kiss me so that i know it will all be okay.
movies that are triggering to pass time
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My fellow annas,
Math is your friend!!! For example, knowing a lb of fat is 3500 cals means that if you "overate" by 500 cals, but you were already in a 1000 cal deficit, you'll just lose weight more slowly and won't gain weight.
Multiplication and division are nice too because, if you have a 400 cal desert but eat it over the course of 4 days, it's only 100 cals a day AND you enjoy it 4 times.
Also if you eat *gasp* 1000-1200 cals a day (ik sooo many) you will lose weight, just not instantly, and it's possible to do this for a really long time without organ failure/hair loss/mood swings/any other bad symptoms you don't want. Even the smallest deficit will add up over time and it'll be easier to transition into maintenance once you reach your gw.
If you do binge, still log the cals. You might find that while your weight went up 3lb, you only went 1000 cals over your bmr, meaning that you gained like 6 OUNCES of fat and the rest is water and bloat.
Also think about time as numbers. Yeah 8 weeks to lose 8kg feels like 4 ever, buttttt it's better than multiple years of binge/strve cycle and no progress (cough cough, ME)
Hope this helps, it breaks my heart to see posts like "I ate 1000 cals today, all my progress is gone 😭" because you deserve to know exactly what your weight is doing and why (also I swear I'm not trying to be preachy about this, I spent my entire teenage years like you all and I'm trying not to also spend my twenties like this too lol)
Stay safe 🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍
If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again
To nie tak, że nienawidzę siebie, po prostu jestem zmęczona ludźmi. (:
I want one now
This is how my razors be looking at me in my bag
Im so fucking pissed rn, but i cant even beat up my relatives so i have to cvt to deal with my anger
My razor arent sharp enough to cvt my arms, but they're sharp enough to cut my thighs so i been cutting my thighs n hipz the whole summer. tho since i dont cut deep..my old scars are faded :P
Anyways, i have lik a picture some that i did today. they cleaned up cuz i took an shower right after. I dont know if i should post. I dont want it to be taken down..so ig dm me(つ︿◕。)
i got the most sudden urge to carve hearts all over my hips!!!!! but im fucking tired!!!