Picture Under !!

Picture under !!

I want to be her but skinnier (I'm not saying she's fat, I'm saying I want to be more breakable and holdable like this).

People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.

If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.

Edblr Things

I'm not encouraging Ed's, pls don't start and try to recover !!

I'm on edblr, and I'm not very deep in it I could probably stop if I wanted💀

I'm 135 lbs and I have a fast metabolism.

My bmi: 22.5.

My dream bmi: 16.6

I want a flat stomach and want smaller thighs, I basically wanna be smaller

My goal for right now is: 100 lbs

And I don't have a weigher so I can't exactly weigh myself and I have to go by how skinnier I get.

"i want you to heal!!!" i wont fall for that, you want me look fat and ugly so u can look prettier and thin next to me (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)

This is how I can verbally explain my trauma.

tw self harm mentions

ok, have to say this again.

shblr! For the love of everything, STOP TAGGING SH RECOVERY ON YOUR PICS OR RELAPSE POSTS?! sorry to say it but shut the fuck up maybe? Post whatever the hell you want but STOP tagging recovery when your post is NOT about it, at all. I am trying to stay clean, stop trying to drag people down with you. Your so annoying like please I’m begging you, stop tagging sh recovery your hurting others by posting your sui ideation for those keeping clean/trying to stay clean to read.

if your mad about this then YOUR the problem.