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Absentia Presentia
What a psychic effervescent satisfying experience that my Being is aware of my origin, "incipit-vacum Quod" (i.e., "the Being begins in absence").
In other words, my Being begins as the "Absentia Presentia" (i.e., the "Absence Presence"). Absence in the sense that my beginning as a presence was amorphous in absence (vacant): Even way before John Locke's epistemological theory of the Latin phrase, "tabula rasa" (e.g., a "clean slate",) which is a condition of the human mind before ideas and information have been imprinted on it, by external facilitating factors: Which is an indication of an "outset" (a start for the human mind,) something that my Being is absent of, in terms of my aware existence, sentience and experience.
Truly, my beginning (before any outset and any offset,) is "Absentia Presentia": even before the start of any "tabula rasa"!
Indeed, it is great to understand my 'nonhumanity'!
Truly, it is satisfying to be aware that my origin is without the start of any start at all (even without the start of any "psychologization", and "mentalization/memorization"!)
My love is unconditional, but your presence in my life is not. The moment that you prove that your value of me does not measure up to my sense of self-worth, l'll have no problem unconditionally loving the memory of you and moving on.
File:Godward-Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder-1912.
There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know…
It’s caused by the absence of you.