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I was goin to pull this on an aro or ace culture inbox, but I stopped n said “nam, too intersectional to put in only one space” so I'm typin this all to post here now.
Btw, content warning for romance and sex mentions.
All this patifaria started yesterday, when the school general (cuz I study in a civica-military school, so we got a general) made me n my classmates watch a movie (I think it was “the brightest places”, “the bright places”, smthn like that. I forgot even the portuguese version of that name, for y'all to have an idea) for yellow september/suicide prevention month.
Until the fateful moment I'll talk about later, all right; it was really selling me that it was about awareness for suicide, with all that setting in yellow, and the boy savin the girl from jumpin off the bridge, n tal & tal & tal. Aí, when I think it's a no: unsolicited romance.... *Sigh.*
It was horrible, becuz I didn't want no romance bullshit, and to get it worse these two little pieces of shit were kissin in a french kiss. “But Angelle! How did you know their kiss was more intimate if your coward ass was turning your face around becuz you was cringing so bad?” ......The 5th grader spirit of my class didn't let that shit slide. Nuh-uh, their immature asses would not be seeing a fuckin tongue kiss and be normal about that. If they did that, that would never be a brazilian school. Not even in a thousand years.
And the worst wasn't even that, it was the fact that this movie had a sex scene two millimeters of minutes later.
Now imagine: you. In an auditorium. Full, IMPISTIATED! Of brazilian middle and high schoolers, with the maturity of 5th grade children... And all of the sudden: The general pauses the movie to skip the scene, and the next thing you know is that the female protagonist is making a pleasure face on the fuckin screen...
Only God... Only God and anyone who went through somethin like this knows the embarrassment I felt at this very fuckin second, and I cannot understand how these niggas choose to play a movie like that to a bunch of hormonal teenagers (n not hormonal in the sexual sense, I mean it in the “shrimp head” way!). At least they skipped that scene, WHICH IS THE BARE MINIMUM!
Enfim, resumin the opera, I got no classes for the second half of the day, I got slapped with unwanted allorose shit, and of break, the ending was weak asf, bcs I still don't know if that nigga killed himself of if it was an accident.
I just get leñed, huh, I deserve it.... 🤦🏽♀️
People who are amazing and valid:
Asexuals
sex repulsed asexuals
sex indifferent asexuals
sex favorable asexuals
cake asexuals
garlic bread asexuals
space asexuals
dragon asexuals
people who wear black rings on their right middle fingers
people whose flags are the colors black, gray, white, and purple
demisexuals
graysexuals
fraysexuals
lithosexuals
aflux people
cupiosexuals
aegosexuals
people on the asexuality spectrum
young aces
old aces
closeted asexuals
open asexuals
alloromantic asexuals
aromantic asexuals
agender asexuals
trans asexuals
cis asexuals
non-binary asexuals
genderfluid asexuals
genderflux asexuals
demigender asexuals
paragender asexuals
ALL ASEXUALS
YOUR SEXUALITY IS REAL AND COMPLETELY VALID!!
Not feeling sexual attraction at all or feeling it less than or experiencing it differently than the societal norm does not make you any less human 🖤🩶🤍💜