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you’ll get used to the feeling i promise

i need motivation so bad that isn’t something like “ana wants you to SO BAD!!” girl that’s a mental disorder not a magical skinny goddess

and i don’t want to be 70 pounds, i don’t want to look sick and like a rotting corpse. “you’ll be able to see every bone under your skin. bones are pure.” ew. girl bye.

other motivation pls >_<

you’re going to be miserable even if you do eat, so why not just fast and be happy you’re losing weight?

Today I kinda had a binge day...

Initially, I wanted to continue with the fasting. However, that didn't happen. I ate some soup ( 25 cal), chicken nuggets (5×60cals), mini pizza (250cals), mini chocolate donuts (3×80 cals), and chocolate cookies (681 cals).

Total: 1496 cals

Burned: 247 cals

All together: 1249 cals

I'm gonna fast tomorrow to make up for it.

I'm going to try to start something again. I've been eating too much lately. Tomorrow is Monday and I'll start my fast. I wanna fast as long as I can last. If I feel like passing out, I'll eat something that's less than 100 cals.

+ I promised myself not to BnP anymore.

I told my mom about my eating disorder

I told her. About my experience of anorexia nervosa around 3/4 years ago when it began/ when it was most severe. She said she already knew and so did my dad but they didn’t say anything bc they weren’t sure bc I kept saying I shared food w friends and I got lunch but threw it away so they didn’t know.

Anyway moral of the story: she did not care and wasn’t surprised or worried and acted like I have a mild ed even though I’ve suffered for almost 4 years straight every day consistently.

But she did offer therapy I think I might take it but I don’t want to recover I don’t want to ever gain weight so I will not take it but I will go for the diagnosis to prove to everyone that I am in fact suffering I’m fed up of their denial that I am fine I have bpd and anorexia and I am not “fine”

They say that they have mental problems okay my auntie has severe bulimia from the age of 13-40 but I am young and also experiencing anorexia. Sorry purging isn’t my thing I’ve tried mutiple times, including on my birthday I might add

Anyway the cats out the bag I told my parents was not the reaction I expected I expected the one from insatiable low key disappointed but excited to relapse

Also my mom said I am “not thin” which was SO MOTHERFUCKING triggering and is making me want to relapse 383684x more than I already did so pore me in with the thinspo and ana posts I’m ready. This summer I’m going gym and running until I look thinner than “thin”

Imagine how much he would love me if I was just fucking skinny.

-she reminds me of vanilla, cakes and cherries she’d hate me saying that cause she hates calories-

ʚ🩰ɞ Eu tenho que focar em não comer na segunda. Eu vou fazer uma agenda de qual dia eu vou fazer fr.

WOOOOO I'm right next to my lw!!!!!!!! AHHH I'm so hyped😭 I haven't gotten out of the 160s in so long let's hope i can keep it together and keep on losing! I actually have a chance for summer, I NEED to be skinnier for school next year since I'm going into a new school! AND GUYS my English teacher who I'm close with is switching schools to MY NEW SCHOOL and MY GRADE and the grade above me so that means she might be my teacher (I'm begging) and I need her to see me skinnier the shock on her face will be worth it. Also all my like half friends I need to hear them say "you look so good" or "how did you drop the weight so fast" or "keep it up, you're looking good!" Pleaseeeeeee🙏🙏🙏

June 18th 2024 17:14

Rebloging lol

ed discord server

PLEASE REBLOG

I made a server! I set the link to never expire so hopefully it works. If it doesn't work just comment your discord nd I'll add u.

I have a physical on Monday and I'm still like obese bru😭 I need to fast until then so maybe I can be like less fat yk

July 12th 2024 17:49

I WAS AT A NEW LW!🥳

July 17th, 2024 01:57

PLEASE GUYS🙏

Let’s bring back the red bracelets!!

I’ve seen a couple people here and there mentioning them, so I thought I’d spread the word.

It seems like the bracelets were more or less forgotten a while ago, but I’m hoping we can bring them back. For those who haven’t heard of it: if you’re with Ana, you wear a red beaded bracelet, and if you’re closer to Mia, you wear a blue one. (If you’re somewhere in between, you could do alternating red and blue beads)

It’s a way for us angels to find each other in public; it can be so isolating feeling alone with an 3d. A way for us to communicate, like a secret code nobody else understands.

Reblog to spread the word!!

i start school tmro so bring on the liquid fasts😝

active edblr accs in sept 2024 pls follow i will follow back!!

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I’m Asking A BIG FAVOR FROM YOU OTHER @n@s! This is my third account made in like two weeks because my 3d blogs keep getting t3rm1nated with no warning. Like I wake up and bam, they’re gone. I can’t tell if tumblr administrators are intentionally throttling my reach on purpose so ….

Can y’all please l1ke or rebl0g this post so I can test my reach for when I wake up tomorrow? I will f0ll0w everyone who does as a thanks!

(C3ns0r1ng certain words bc I’m paranoid at this point)

Affirmations for EDs. Even if you don't believe them now, say them and work towards believing them one day

1. I do not need to have an excuse for being hungry

2. Eating will let me enjoy life

3. Eating will help the people I love

4. I do not deserve to feel pain

5. Just because this amount made me feel good yesterday doesn't mean it's enough for today

6. 'Being good' is not how long I exercise or how little I eat

7. Starvation does not protect me

8. Being thin won't fix my struggles

9. No one needs to be perfect