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My parents bought me fries while we were out.....🥲 470kcals
F@st w/ me!
Rules:
- weigh in every morning (I'm doing 3 days)
- drink over 60oz water or tea
- liquid under 10 kcals per cup doesn't count
- walk 3 miles per day f@sting
- take your vitamins (yes, I'm aware they have calories. This is a reminder for me mostly because I have weak bones from not drinking/earing dairy products)
Tw self triggering, b!nging, sarcasm XD
Did my 1st ever planned b!ng@. All properly p@rged afterwards.
-creamy chicken ramen
- medium rare steak
- keto turkey sausage and cheese eggwich (egg patties as bun )
- mini corndogs
- chocolate marshmallow bar
- iced sugar cookie
- protein shake
- water
Weird mix ik but it's what I had. I'm trying to be rid of the rest of the high c@l food I have (I'm broke so I can't afford more ) but I figure if it's going in the trash anyway why not just enjoy it first before it's tossed XD.
Real tbh
Pls answer
What was/were your worst binge episode or the one(s) you are the most ashamed of ?
everytime there is chocolate in my place I simply loose control and I hate myself for it and more of the time I binge on it and I just finish all of it with the excuse "there is no more for later then I wont binge twice" but ofc my mom will buy it more and more cuz she knows I will eat it and I know she simply loves when she ruins my efforts and my small progress she is just trying sabotage my journey and I know it and I hate myself more for the lack of control I own for the control I actually dont have
Sometimes it feels like I am the one who doesnt want me to success or to be happy. It feels like I sabotage myself on purpose.
For example I will eat even when I am not hungry or not even craving something. Or I will throw up even when I didnt binge.
Maybe sometimes I am just afraid of the power I hold and the progress I am able to do and already did.
Idk how to explain but I am my biggest enemy and that shit is hard cuz I wanna be happy but I am afraid cuz what will I do then ?
Can’t get the food up fml
TW
Why does mǐa make me feel so good. I haven’t in a while but the past 3 days she’s back fr.
I know it does more harm, it’s not even for the wl. I just fkin love the feeling. I love it to the point I’ll eat just so I can straight after, I crave it.
Lmao so me bro
Pov: ur purging and u realise u forgot to lock the door
why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!
hiii i’m looking for an anabuddy or even some groups i could joing, i just really need someone to help me keep on track with my goals, and i could do the same!!