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Gossiping with skz is almost hitting 2kđâ¤â¤ I'd like to celebrate this with another comedy headcannon! Help me choose :)
Stray kids family as an actual family
âfic type: headcannon (comedy/crack)
âgenre/contains: a rundown of the kinds of relatives you will encounter at a typical family gathering, except itâs stray kids
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âA/N: hi hi! if youâve ever been to a large family gathering youâll probably relate to one of these, no matter where you're from haha. did these from jeongin -> chan instead of the usual order to spice things up (â â â âżâ ââ ) p.s: this is just for giggles so don't take it too seriously. enjoy!
・Yang Jeongin*ďž
Grandma Jeongin has two modes, and she will be interrogating you either way.
Most of the time sheâs talking about other family members while she cooks or cleans up the kitchen. Jeongin knows who is most likely to get married next, who will never get married, whoâs about to get a divorce and even which of your cousins is at loggerheads with their respective bosses.
Whether she ends up being right about her crazy notions or not, she does not care. Jeongin will always have something to talk about, no matter how controversial it may be.
If youâre in the kitchen, then it seems you must automatically join in on these speculations. Better play it up, because itâll distract her from putting you on dish duty- and get you early access to whatever sheâs cooking up (a storm piece of cake).
âHelp your grandmother,â sheâll grumble, if she figures she wonât get much out of you. âKids these days. When I was your age I didnât have to be asked. Youâll never find a spouse with this behaviour.â
At other times, your favourite granny is sweet once sheâs been sated by her 4th cup of tea. Or a cup of soda, on days sheâs feeling âadventurous and boldâ. Jeongin will spontaneously call you over and ask you who your girlfriend or boyfriend is now. Jeongin wants to know what youâve been doing with your whole life, but all in good faith haha.
Grandma Jeongin will also be commenting on your fashion choices and giving you rather outdated skincare tips on how to age gracefully like her.
・Kim Seungmin*ďž
The cousin youâre always being compared to, academically or otherwise. Seungmin is 100% that overachiever who is constantly being praised by all your uncles and aunts who think the world of him.
Itâs hard not to be jealous or annoyed when your parents compare you to your genius cousin and ask you unbelievable questions. âWhy canât you get Aâs like Seungmin?â
No matter what youâve done in your life, it seems Seungmin has outdone you lmao. Heâs the golden child who can do no wrong and you just have to live with it.
In spite of the pressure to be perfect, Seungmin is still really fun to be around. Heâll also do your homework/projects for you if you ask nicely enough.
(Who are we kidding, this is Kim Seungmin. Youâll probably have to cough up some cash haha.)
・Lee Felix*ďž
The fun cousin. Now, one person like this is enough to survive a family gathering.
Felix is the cousin who you need to show up. Heâs the person who actually makes family gatherings tolerable. Like, if Felix doesnât pull up then everyone is kind of bored.
Heâs everyoneâs favourite cousin; you can count on him to make those boring dinners interesting, and be your crime partner in the event you and your cousins plan to sneak out- distracting you guysâ parents with detailed stories of how he managed to win 63 medals in âtaekwondaurâ.
Heâs the adultsâ favourite, too. When you were children, and needed to send someone to ask for permission to game/watch TV, he was for sure the one appointed- because no one can say no to him.
When your grandmother is interrogating you and you canât think of an exit plan, this cousin will charmingly swoop in and save your ass.In any kind of familial sticky situation, Felix has got your back.
・Han Jisung*ďž
Han was probably forced to come lmfao. He was most likely threatened by his parents because theyâre tired of being asked where their son is and why he wonât visit.
Jisung is that relative you see once in a blue moon. Youâre not quite sure what side of the family heâs from, but you are somehow related. You barely know anything about this guy- what he does for a living, or if heâs been to college⌠Han Jisung is quite the mystery.
Heâs the person that shows up late, leaves early, and is really just there for the food. You donât really blame him, though; family gatherings can be exhausting. Itâs understandable that some people would rather just bypass as many of them as possible.
Your other relatives will call him antisocial because heâs mostly on his phone, but heâs really just trying to avoid being spotted (and probed) by Grandma Jeongin- or Auntie Lee Know, who youâll meet further down this post haha. Someone like Felix might manage to rope him into making conversation here and there, but Jisungâs interest widely remains at large.
Jisung disappears from the feast as quietly as he came in, and it takes a while for anyone to notice his absence. With his ability to remain evasive, Han might as well be a spy bahah.
・Hwang Hyunjin*ďž
The rich aunt who lives abroad and only comes to visit every three or four years. All the kids love her because she comes loaded with presents for everyone. Sheâs super fun to be around because sheâs got this carefree nature thatâs simply infectious. Hyunjin just oozes rich auntie vibes. I mean, did you see him in that 5-star trailer?! Definitely the one whoâs been supplying Grandma Jeongin with her collection of eccentric footwear.
Since sheâs not around much she doesnât know what you like, and will give you enough money to buy yourself something nice. Aunt Hyunjin will also come through for you in any financial trial you might be going through. You need a new computer? Sheâs on it. Rent is due and youâre in a tight spot? Aunt Hyunie to the rescue!
Of course, quality family time cannot be substituted with money, no matter the amount. But hey, if Hyunjin wants to slap a fat wad of cash in your hand, youâre not complainingâŚ
・Seo Changbin*ďž
The relative who canât stop gushing over how big youâve grown. Whether youâre 15 or 28, youâll have to endure his speculations over how it was âjust the other dayâ when he was changing your diapers, and look at you now. Once heâs had a drink or two, Changbin does not hesitate to dish out super embarrassing stories of you as a child.
Nevertheless, Changbin is really fun to be around. Heâs present at most family gatherings and more or less keeps them happening.
Changbin is also that uncle whoâs trying to help everyone get their lives in order lmfao. Youâd easily mistake him for a life coach or fitness guru with the way heâs spewing out tips on how to live a healthier lifestyle every 15 minutes. His advice is valid, sure, but youâre really just trying to enjoy your food, you know?
âYou shouldnât be drinking that. Donât you know coca cola can be used as a toilet cleaner?! And youâre still willingly ingesting itâŚâ Heâd say, shaking his head in disappointment.
・Lee Know*ďž
The nosy aunt.
Auntie Lee Know will sidle up to you with an offering of cookies or potato chips while she not-so-subtly pries into your dating life. Given the chance, she can turn any encounter you have into the possible beginning of a romantic trope. You tell her someone was glaring at you on the bus? Strangers to lovers. Your classmate keeps gloating over the fact that they beat you in a recent exam? Academic rivals to lovers.
For all its worth, Auntie Lee Know is a fantastic cook and the thought of her beef wellington gets you through most interrogations.
If Auntie Lee Know isnât grilling you, then she is most definitely gossiping in the kitchen with Granny Jeongin about you and everyone else. Those two are a force to reckon with when put together. And there is really no escaping them when they get their hands on you. Like, you literally can never win, this auntie wants to know it all.
Auntie Lee Know also acts as the kitchenâs bodyguard, keeping out hungry relatives (mostly her brother, Changbin) until Jeongin is done cooking. Beware, sheâs armed with a wooden spoon and she sure as hell knows how to use it!
・Bang Chan*ďž
That foive-year-old kid you find sleeping in your bed when you sneak away to your room for some quiet time.
If youâve ever hosted a family gathering at your house, youâll know what Iâm talking about.
Sometimes you just need a moment to pull away from everything, and what better solace than your bedroom? Of course, you do not expect to find someoneâs kid lying on your bed, and drooling on your pillow.
Going back into the fray to enquire whoâs baby it is would only beat the purpose of your sneaking away, and additionally show your room to unnecessary people who might decide itâs the perfect place to lay down their babies too!
And you are not trying to run a day-care here.
Chan would also be that one kid who keeps asking if you have games on your phone. RIP your peace of mind if he finds out youâve got PokĂŠmon on there.
You canât find it in you to get mad at him, though. After all, itâs not his fault that his slightly irresponsible parents left him in your room.
âA/N: Thank you for reading! As a present for making it to the end, hereâs visual proof of Lee Know being the nosy aunt that he is jksbdiskancdg đ I hope they film skz family 3 this year, sigh... need to know if Chan is secretly Seungmin's son. Anyways, remember to reblog and share your thoughts with me if you enjoyed Ęâ ăâ â˘â á´Ľâ â˘â Ęâ ă
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Friend!Changbin x fem!reader
Category: fluff
Friends to lovers
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Changbin: muscular man, dark hair, dark look.
Binnie: small, cute, tiny boy, g(idle) fan. ภ^._.^ŕ¸
You knew the Binnie side of Changbin. When he saw you he immediately softened. You could tell he had a soft place in his heart for you. There was just something special about you. The way your eyes lit up when you looked at him. The man you used to reassure him when something went wrong.
How long had you known him? Since elementry school. You shared snacks with each other. You played on the swing, wonderful moments. He also had a jealous side for you. You were very beautiful, so it was no wonder that many others wanted you. Definitely very big boys, like Yeonjun.
Changbin remained loyal to you, the only girl who was allowed to touch him was you. You were allowed to hug him and pinch his cheeks. You were his girl, even though you weren't his girl. He was one of your friends and you were very close, but still nothing happened between you. There were of course tense moments that made you dream of each other.
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You were at university. Because you wanted to earn some money, you also started doing a small job. You were a bartender at a quite popular cafĂŠ.
âHello Y/N.â Changbin squeezed.
He was just so cute, even though he acted so tough sometimes.
'Hello Binnie, what are you up to?'
'Nothing special, just walking around. When is your shift done?'
'In an hour.'
'Okay, you don't leave this cafĂŠ without me, in an hour, so at 8pm, I am back here.'
'Okay Binnie, I'll wait for you at the door, outside.'
'Outside?! That's why to dangerous for a precious lady like you.'
Your heart jumped, a precious lady. If it came out of his mouth, it had added value.
'Okay, I will wait inside the cafĂŠ.'
'Okay.'
There was silence between the two of you for a moment. You just looked at each other through gritted teeth.
'Okay, I am going to get back to work.'
âOkay, bye Y/N!â
he walked at the door and waved before he went off. Those little moments made your job better.
You looked at the clock all the time. A lot of people showed up this evening and you were already afraid that your boss wasn't going to let you go. Luckily Hanni showed up.
âHey Y/N.â
she had a milkshake in her hands. She still had a 5 minute break.
"Ahh, Hanni you're back."
'Did you miss me?'
"Yes, sorely missed." you said sarcastic.
"I have a milkshake."
"I see, wow."
'A tasty milkshake, for a fantastic break.'
'Hanni, your break is less than 4 minutes away.'
"A long 4 minutes to annoy you."
'You have a talent, you shouldn't try too hard yourself.'
"Not funny, just so you know."
"It wasn't meant to be funny."
She was swirling her milkshake in front of you the whole time. She annoyed you for the whole 4 minutes. Those 4 minutes lasted like 4 hours, but it was Hanni, your best friend. She had the privilege to do this. When the clock struck 8pm, you turned to Hanni.
"Ahh, have fun, so much fun, for the next hour."
she stuck her tongue out.
Immediately when you wanted to walk to the door, Changbin walked in.
'Ahh there is my princess. How was it?'
'Hanni irritated me all the time.'
"You mean that girl over there?"
he pointed to a girl who was laughing strangely the whole time. He gave her a small wave.
"Yep, that's her, but okay, let's go?"
âOkay, let's walk around a bit. Through the park perhaps? The Cherry Tree's are beautifull this time of year.'
'Okay.' your little smile melted changbin's heart.
The two of you were walking close together through the large park. There weren't that many people in the park. The lanterns gave it a romantic atmosphere. There was even a bridge with locks, where you could write your and your loved one's initials. You bet half of those locks had already parted.
"So... are you seeing anyone?"
You calmly turned your faces to Binnie, his eyes were filled with excitement. He was a bit nervous.
'Why?'
"Just to ask."
"Right now, I don't see anyone."
'Good.' he said silently.
'You?'
"Oh, no, no."
'Why not?'
"I want to save myself for someone special."
"Oh, me too."
'Really?'
"Yes, I know there's someone out there for me, so I don't want to mess around with others."
'Someone special, someone you want to be with all your life.'
'Yes. That person exists for everyone.'
"Like a soulmate?"
"Yes, you can call it that."
'Do you know a person who could be that for you? Just to ask. You shouldn't answer it if you don't want to.'
'I know a person who I have a certain feeling about.'
'A good feeling?'
'Yes, a special feeling. Every time I look into his eyes, butterflies come up.'
Changbin suddenly stopped. He turned and focused his eyes on yours. Like you said, every time you looked at him, butterflies came up. He saw you stiffen a bit.
"Do you want to go to the bridge, perhaps?"
'Uhh yes of course.'
You walked to the bridge together. The silence that was between you wasn't awkward, it itself felt...peaceful.
There was a bench there and you two sat together. The wind gently blew your hair back. Changbin looked at you from the corner of his eye. Everything was beautiful about you. You made this place more beautiful with your presence. You also looked at him from the corner of your eye. It was calm, you heard the sound of the leaves falling from the trees. Changbin sat closer to you. So close that you could feel his muscular arms.
He wanted to put his arm around your waist, but he had a doubt. He didn't want to make you uncomfortable. You saw his hands waver. You gently took his hand and placed it on your waist. You pulled him closer to you. He was momentarily surprised that this really happened, with the most beautiful girl. You rested your head on his shoulder and stayed that way until he turned his face and looked down to where you were laying on his shoulder. You looked from his eyes to his lips and vice versa.
His face moved a little closer to yours. He loved your eyes, he could keep looking into them. Your lips touched, it may have been brief, but you felt love. It was soft, you could say the perfect first kiss. Changbin looked at you, to make sure you wanted this too, you definitely wanted this. Your lips touched again, this time Binnie wasn't shy. He pulled you into his arms. You opened your mouth a little more so his tongue could slip in. It was a romantic make-out session. You wanted to keep going, but you also had to be able to breathe. You came apart panting. Your faces were both red. You let the wind cool your faces.
"You know, I brought a lock."
'At the front of the bridge?'
'Do you want to?'
"Of course Binnie."
You each scratched your initials on the lock. He opened the lock with a small key. He attached it to the bridge.
"Can I have the key?" you asked him.
"You've always had the key to my heart."
He gave the key to you. You didn't hesitate, you turned around and threw the key into the water.
"This lock will stay here forever."
Binnie couldn't resist anymore, he brought you back in for a deep kiss. You wrapped your arms around his kiss, deepening the kiss. His arms held you tight...
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'And that kids, is how i met your mother.'
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Easy - Seo Changbin
Pairing: Seo Changbin x Reader
tags:Â fluff, just pure fluff, boyfriend Changbin, oc overthinks a bit, subtle mentions of trauma ig, oc gender not specifically mentioned
a/n: not proofread, kind of a ramble, desperately needed to write cuz grad school has been kicking my ass
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The pitter-patter of rain keeps you awake through the night. You stare at the ceiling and then turn around to see your boyfriend lying on the bed next to you.
It was wild how quickly life can change. Just less than a month ago you were sleeping on this bed, in your new apartment, alone and cold. And now there is this beautiful boy right next to you, the warmth emanating from him lighting up your soul from within.
Changbin had come into your life like a whirlwind that calmed your soul. One moment he was a stranger giving you a kind smile when you dropped your books on the floor of the library staircase and the next he was a friend holding your hand through a tough evening. And now he is yours, in every waking and sleeping moment.
You watch as he breathes peacefully in his sleep, his chest rising and falling calmly. You trace mindless patterns on his arm that lay across your midriff. He stirs in his sleep and holds you tighter.
A year ago you would've absolutely despised the ides of going to sleep with someone because you're hyper independent brain could never fathom the idea of letting yourself be this vulnerable and close to someone. Your bed had been your refuge for a decade, no matter how incorrigible life became you could always come back to your bed and breathe peacefully in the comfort of the dark and let the acidic feelings out into the ever-absorbant pillows.
As you stare into the peaceful sleeping face of Changbin you realise that you haven't struggled to breathe in a while now. You could breathe freely around him, even on days when the whole world was weighing down on you. And especially on the days you got exhausted of him and yourself... you could still breathe freely and express yourself around him.
It all seemed like magic. Yet it felt like the most normal order of things. For this exuberant, softie of a boy to come into your life and turn it around the way the leaves turned orange all around you. During the summer you had taken all measures to spend the winter in your own comfortable company- even buying extra heating to stay warm as the snow falls. And yet, months later, you can see the snow fall out the window and warmth spreads around you from Changbin's soft breaths.
Changbin made it seem like loving you was the easiest thing in his life and for once you had someone to lean on without feeling inferior.
He was everything you didn't know you needed. He matched your loudness, played along with your childishness, and held you softly like a rare flower blooming only under his touch. Changbin showed his love loudly, proudly and ardently but understood that you express it in the little things. Sure the understanding hadn't come in a day, it had taken work.
You still remember the hurt on his face as he watched you ruin yourself because it felt impossible for you to let yourself be loved or taken care of. You remember the tears that rolled down your eyes on a chilly fall night as the both of you let your frustration at work get into your relationship.
It is that very pain, those salty tears and nights of apologies and condolences that made this very moment rewarding. Without the bad times, you would never know how valuable having Changbin by your side is.
"Slee-eep... babbyyyy..."
Your very erratic train of thought has been interrupted by a low grumble from your boyfriend. You titled your head away from the window on the other side to face him. His eyes were closed but you knew he was awake by the way he scrunched his nose and immediately snuggled into your neck when you turned to face him.
"Huh?" You mumbled back soft enough for him to hear but not wake up entirely.
Changbin's pretty eyes opened up slightly and he smiled softly at your face before leaning in and leaving a soft peck on your forehead (that never got old) before pulling back to see you.
"It's too early for your brain to be whirring." His morning voice was deep and his face was soft like a baby. This man was a living juxtaposition most of the time, but that's what made him special.
"Sorry, did I wake you up?" You ask tracing your fingers along his cheeks and nose.
"The noise from your brain running woke me." He said and nuzzled right back into your neck making you snuggle closer into his embrace.
"Sorry..." was all you could say before he gave a light peck on your lips and pulled you into a tight embrace against his chest.
"No need. just rest."
You couldn't really argue when you were smack dab against his very built chest and soft belly. It felt the closest to a home and the storm in your gut settled down. You could feel Changbin's palms caressing your back and his lips pressed lightly on your head as he drifted back to sleep. His steady breath formed a nice rhythm that made your brain relax and your eyes close.
Falling asleep in the arms of a man who patched your broken pieces with love that flowed and ebbed from every part of him as the snow fell down the cold streets like diamonds from the sky was all you could've asked for. You felt lighter in years as you drifted to sleep. A small smile formed on your lips, when you realised that Changbin's lips left a smile against your head as he slept.
The alternative
Brother's best friend changbin x reader. Fluff and slight angst. (Han is the brother).
Based on my interpretation of The Alternative by Lyn Lapid (if u can, play it after the â˘â˘â˘)
You've diligently chased the idea of being with Changbin out of your mind. That is until he picks you up from a bad date, making your steadfast resolve unravel all around you.
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"Yn?" Changbinâs voice echoes clearly through the phone, and you startle, leaning away to check if you mistakenly dialed the wrong person. But there it is- Han's contact name illuminating your screen, confirming your intended call.
"Changbin? Where is Han?" you ask hesitantly, confused as to why your brother did not pick up his phone.
"He left his phone at home. I wasn't going to answer but I saw five missed calls from you, so I figured something might be wrong. Are you okay?" he asks, his voice softening at the last question.
His concern tugs at your heart, causing you to bite your lower lip forcefully. You've been sitting across from your date for the past two hours, and yet Changbin managed to pay more attention to you in the span of five seconds.Â
"I'm okay, don't worry about it," you reassure, trying your best to sound composed.
"Did you need something?"
"I just... I'm on a date right now and I wanted Han to come pick me up. But it's okay."
"Did they do something to you?" he asks, his voice carrying an edge to it that hadn't been present moments ago.
"No!" you quickly reassure. "I just... I don't know, it feels off but it's okay. I'm sorry for bothering you." The practiced apology rolls off your tongue effortlessly, without you having to think about uttering it.
You're accustomed to shrinking yourself, trying your hardest not take up space with your feelings. It has become second nature to you to bury your problems in a dusty box at the back of your mind, as soon as they threaten to affect those around you.
"Where are you?" he asks as you hear shuffling from his end, "I'm coming to pick you up."
"You don't have to," you murmur, regret already welling up inside you. You should've stopped calling your brother when he didn't pick up the first time.
"You are uncomfortable. That's reason enough for me."
You attempt to contradict him, but the words dissolve in your mouth, swallowed back down your throat. There's something about Changbin's unwavering voice that makes you pause. You don't have the strength to contradict him.
"Okay, thank you," you exhale a ragged breath in relief. "I'll text you the address."
You hang up, leaving the bathroom you were hiding in and sitting in front of your date once again. They resume talking, but you tune them out, your thoughts solely revolving around Changbin- the way the planets rotate unwaveringly around the sun. His concern made a pleasing warmth seep through your heart, like a sun ray piercing through clouds after a gloomy day.
You dig your fingers into your palm, desperately trying to banish thoughts of him- just as youâve been doing for the past few months.
You met Changbin before you knew he was your brotherâs best friend. In the campus cafĂŠ, where he almost spilled his drink on you. You thought he was adorable, apologizing profusely to you, a faint pink hue tinting his cheeks. And then he bought you a cookie, three to be exact, because he didnât know which flavor youâd prefer. A token of his remorse as he explained to you. He was a year older, and you found talking to him as natural as being with yourself.
But for some reason, your brain didnât register that this was the Changbin your brother told you about. Until youâve visited Hanâs dorm for the first time and there he was, opening the door for you. Changbin was never yours to begin with, a reminder you continually admonish yourself with, but you still felt as if you lost him that day.
You knew it wouldn't be wrong, per se, to date him. But the potential confrontations that would unfold from it made you recoil into your hiding. Loving Changbin holds within it numerous uncertainties, and you cannot venture into the unknown, regardless of how much you yearn for it. For him.
âYn!â a loud voice startles you, and you snap your head towards the entrance of the restaurant where you find Changbin. Heâs clad in grey sweatpants and a snug black t-shirt, standing out like a sore thumb in the high-end restaurant. He didn't take the time to change, you realize, his sole focus on reaching you as quickly as possible.
"We have to go!" he says, as soon as he's in front of your table, and your date glances at you curiously.
"You do?" they ask and you chuckle nervously. "We do?" You didnât think of an excuse as to why you needed to leave so suddenly, and you hoped Changbin did.
"Yes, come on," he urges, outstretching his hand toward you. "There is an emergency⌠You know, with Han, very urgent."
"Who's this? And who's Han?"Â
"I already told you who Han is," you roll your eyes, grabbing Changbinâs hand and rising from your seat. "Maybe if you stopped talking about yourself for a second then you'd remember."
Changbin places a couple of bills on the table, a polite smile on his face. "For the dinner", he says, before pulling you outside with him.
"What was that?" you chuckle as soon as you're out. Changbin doesn't let go of your hand as you walk to his car, and you can't find it in you to drop it.Â
"What?" he giggles, "did you not like my acting skills?"
"Did you have to shout my name from across the restaurant?" you playfully punch his shoulder and he feigns a wince.
"I had to be convincing," he nods solemnly, opening the door for you. His hand rests on the top of the car, ensuring you don't bump your head while getting in.
"Here," Changbin hands you a pair of slippers from the backseat, and you furrow your brows in confusion. "I assumed you'd be wearing heels and your feet are probably tired, so I brought you this," he explains, and you are suddenly thankful for the dim lighting in the car that's hiding your crimson blush.Â
"So, tell me, what did they do? Do I need to beat them up?" Changbin asks once more and you groan, leaning your head against the car window.Â
"They're so... pretentious. The only thing they care about is themselves, their career and their achievements. They even tried to downplay mine so they'd feel better about themselves."
"It's their loss honestly, for wasting a date with someone like you."Â
"You're the only one who thinks so," you smile sadly, trailing your fingers across your knee.Â
"What do you mean?" he asks, turning his body around to give you his undivided attention.Â
"This is my fourth bad date in a row. I think I'm just destined for horrible relationships," you try to joke, but it did weigh heavily on you. Was there something wrong in you that prompted everyone to treat you so lowly?
"You are very smart and witty and interesting. I like talking to you, especially about things you are passionate about. It's their loss for not seeing it. Doesn't mean you are any less incredible," he says, his voice filled with genuine conviction.
A surge of emotion pulses through you, your heart beating wildly in your chest like a bird fluttering its wing to break free from its cage. You've always thought Changbin was all these things as well, but you never knew he held you with the same regard.
"Thank you," you beam at him, "for this and for coming to pick me up."
"Donât mention it," he responds with a warm smile before sudden mischief dances in his eyes. "You know what? We should go on a date right now."
"What? What are you talking about?"
"A fake date," he clarifies and your heart chips a little more at your foolish hope. "So you'd see how well you deserve to be treated."
"You don't have to do that," you shake your head. 'You shouldn't do that', you wanted to add, 'itâs hard enough to forget about you'.
"I want to," he insists, his assurance evident in his smile. He leans in, reaching over to buckle your seatbelt, bringing his face mere inches from yours. His cologne envelops you, trapping you in a web carefully woven by him. It was unfair- for him to smell this nice and not be yours.
"You look pretty," he compliments, his penetrating gaze locked with yours as the seatbelt finally clicks into place.
"Is this how you start all your dates," you chuckle, in an attempt to calm your racing heart.
"No, I'm just saying the truth," he replies simply, starting the car and resting his hand on the back of your headrest.
"So, what are you craving?" he asks, and you sigh in defeat.
"Can we have fried chicken?"Â
"Of course, we can," he replies with a smile, shifting the car into reverse and leaving the parking lot.
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You hoped your time with Changbin would be horrible, you wished youâd feel bored or uncomfortable, just so itâd cement the idea that he wasnât the one for you. But unsurprisingly, you had an amazing time. Your stomach ached from laughing so hard throughout the night, and there was a new found lightness in your steps as you walked around a picturesque garden.
You knew that you will revisit this night countless times, that youâd sift through every detail- every time your eyes met and every time you made him smile. That itâd keep you warm on cold nights when youâre all alone.
"Here," Changbin says, handing you a plucked rose. "You deserve a bouquet but I didnât plan on this, Iâm sorry," he smiles sheepishly and you giggle, taking it out of his hands.
"Thank you," you grin happily, before taking a step forward toward him. There, you tuck the rose behind his ear, smoothing down his hair in the process.
"Iâm blushing, arenât I?" he chuckles, bringing a hand to his flushed cheeks and you gleefully nod.
"Youâre matching the rose," you point out and he shrugs happily. "Pink is my color."
You admired how Changbin didnât shy away from his emotions, embracing them without reservation. It made you feel secure, in the sense where youâd never have to second guess his words and their truthfulness.
Changbin takes out his phone to play a soft melody, before putting it in his back pocket.
"Let's dance."
"Changbin..." you trail off. It feels bittersweet to get a taste of what you could have, of what you two could be. He'll move on, surely, going on real dates while you'd still be stuck on the way he makes you feel.
"It's part of the date package, come on."Â
You sigh, before grabbing his hand in yours. They fit so naturally together, and you think you can easily commit the sensation to memory- the coldness of his palm and the callouses on his finger pads. With a few more holds, you're certain you could recognize his touch among a thousand others.
Changbin raises your free hand and places it on his shoulder, before holding your waist gently, swaying you from left to right.
Being with him felt like pressing on a blueish bruise, a pleasurable pain you would willingly endure to have him by your side. You're already in his arms, you told yourself. Maybe you should tune out the thoughts in your head berating you, and finally follow what your heart wants.
You suck in a deep breath, before tentatively leaning your head on his chest. He immediately brings his hand to your hair, smoothing it down gently. His chest is broad, serving as a shield for the delicate emotions flowing within him. Because Changbin is gentle with everything he does and everyone he meets. And you'd settle for this, for being his fake date if it meant experiencing his gentleness for the rest of your life.
"Can I tell you something?" you say after a while.
"Sure."
"I think this is the nicest date I've ever been on. I wish all of them were like this."
"They could be if you want to."
"What do you mean?"
"I've always liked you, yn. From the moment Iâve met you,â he confesses easily, and his words feel like the hands of an expert violinist, tugging at your vulnerable heartstrings.
He likes you, you aren't alone in this feeling, and for a second, raw happiness courses through you at this thought. But it's fleeting, like the sugar rush you'd get when you eat too much sweets. And so it naturally wears off, as the consequences of his words dawn on you.
"Changbin, we shouldn't," you shake your head vehemently and he frowns. "Why?"
"Because you're my brother's best friend." The excuse streams from your mouth instantly.
"But I'm still Changbin. Your Changbin if you'll have me,"Â he adds softly.
"Han will find it weird, and if we don't work out then your friendship with him will become strained and-"
"Why are you thinking about everyone but yourself?" He interrupts. "Donât you want this?"Â
A few silent beats pass by, and Changbin doesn't stop swaying you around, his gentle place lulling your heart to calmness, clearing the foggy thoughts in your mind.
"I do," you finally admit, and a smile lightens up his face instantly. It's so bright that it makes you second-guess the words you're about to say. "But I don't want to risk our friendship too."Â
"Love is a risk, I understand, I agree. But what's the alternative, yn? if it's not having you at all then I'd risk it," he drops your waist, his hands cradling your face tenderly. "You are worth the risk to me."Â
Youâve stopped dancing, the music long forgotten by you. "You really think so?"
"I know so."Â
"What if we things don't workout?"
"What if they do, hm? we can never really know until we try. And i want to try with you. Please, give us a chance?" he smiles at you, his vulnerability on full display. He's offering you his heart on a silver platter, not caring if you'll safely guard it or pierce it through, as long as it's yours.
You gaze into his warm brown eyes, before glancing at his tousled hair and the rose tucked behind his ear. And your fear doesn't matter anymore, not in the face of the man in front of you.
"You have amazing convincing skills. Have you ever considered being a diplomat?" you tease and his eyes widen slightly. "Is this a yes? are you saying yes?"
"I am," you giggle, an uncontrollable smile drawn on your lips. "And... I've always liked you too. I think Han might've suspected it because whenever I brought you up, he glared at me," you confess with a laugh, as Changbin presses a soft kiss on your wrist. Right where your pulse is. Beating wildly for him.Â
"Heâll have to deal with it. Now tell me, is tomorrow at 6 pm good for you?"
"What for?" you giggle, as he waltzes you around once more, a cheeky smile adorning his face.
"Our first real date, of course.â
all of the stars | seo changbin
fluff | 903 words | no warnings
an: f2l!binnie featuring planetarium worker!y/n !!!! enjoy!!!!!
âjust to be clear: are we sure this is legal?â changbin asks, hesitating as he lets you lead him up the flights of stairs.
why were the two of you sneaking into the planetarium? he doesnât even know how he got here in the first place; you had sent him a cryptic-looking text telling him to meet you there after hours.
you click your tongue in faux annoyance. âdonât you trust me?â you stand a few steps above him. his hand still snugly in yours, you give him a small tug as you flash him a mischievous grin. your head tilts back as an angelic laugh escapes you, changbin slightly scowling.
âi work here, binnie. stop getting your panties in a twist.â you continue leading changbin around, eventually reaching a large door. changbinâs large hand finally let go as you moved to push the heavy door open with both hands.
shooting a warning to changbin to watch his step, you cross the dome-like room, hands moving across the table of panels with familiarity changbin found attractive. attractive? changbin shakes away the thought immediately. youâre just a friend, he thinks. you probably sneak your friends into the planetarium all the time, he shrugs, carefully joining you at the console in the middle of the room.
changbin revels in the comfortable silence next to you, occasionally interrupted by the clacking of buttons. you look up at him a few moments later, the most beautiful smug grin heâs ever seen gracing your face.
âready?â
âready for wha- woah.â
with the flick of a switch, the entire room explodes into an array of colours. hues of blues, purples and pinks paint the domed ceiling above the two of you, swirls and stars dancing above your heads. changbinâs jaw almost drops as he takes in the beautiful night sky projected in the room. however, nothing could prepare him for how ethereal you look standing in the cool glow of the galaxy above, curious eyes studying his every reaction.
satisfied with how speechless the man in front of you became, you let your own eyes wonder to the computer screen.
âthis is the night sky on the day you were born,â you start, clicking on the keyboard. the night sky changes its pattern. âthis oneâs the one on my birthday,â you continue tapping away. the sky changes once more.
âthis one⌠is from the night we first met. of all the night skies iâve seen, i think this oneâs the prettiest.â changbin notes that your voice was a lot softer now. shyer, as if confessing a secret. he looks back at you, at the woman whoâs quite literally placed all the stars in the sky for him. his heart flutters at the implication of his thoughts. unbeknownst to the both of you, changbin had subconsciously moved closer to you, shoulders barely touching.
the two of you stand like that for a while, staring at the sky together in comfortable silence. wordlessly, changbin reaches out for you, head turning to you. he squeezes your hand. you send a gentle squeeze back, still staring up and seemingly avoiding his gaze.
ây/n.â
it isnât until he mumbles your name that you turn back to him. it was just the two of you in the room, but changbin still whispers as if he only wants to get your attention. the stars reflected in your eyes only serve to strengthen his resolve.
âthank you.â
âitâs nothing, you said you wanted to see the stars so i figu-â
he steps closer to you, intertwining your fingers together. his thumb brushes over your knuckles. you suck in a deep breath, trying to calm you racing heart.
âfor everything, y/n. thank you for staying with me all this time.â
his grip on your hand tightens. his other hand reaches up to tuck a loose strand behind your ear. unconsciously, your cheek nuzzles into his touch.
your eyes flutter shut as you feel changbinâs breath on your lips. slowly, but confidently, changbin closes the space between your mouths with the gentlest of touches. it was the softest kiss heâs ever experienced, but simultaneously, the most earth-shattering he ever had the pleasure of sharing. you find yourself gravitating even closer to changbin, your hands shifting to lay around his neck as his drop to circle your waist. your lips part as you run your fingers through the hair at the back of his neck, sending tingles down his spine.
your heart is still racing as you part, foreheads touching. âfinally,â a boyish grin on changbinâs face. âiâve been waiting to do that forever.â
you childishly smacked his shoulder as his buff arms wound even tighter around you, as if afraid to let you go. he plants another kiss on your cheek, chuckling as your blush creeps up your neck. more giggles erupt from the both of you as changbinâs stomach interrupts your sweet moment with a loud growl.
âshall we go? i know a good place near here thatâs open till late.â pushing him away, you start to shut down the projectors. changbin hovers around you, impatiently waiting for you to finish. finally, the two of you leave the room, making sure everything looks untouched.
changbin holds your hand in his as you make your way out of the planetarium. âiâll go with you even to the end of the galaxy if it means being with you.â
You Calling My Name - Seo Changbin
Synopsis: You were his favorite. His favorite person, his favorite scent, his favorite sound. Being away from you for so long was driving him insane, but thank god for modern technology.
Pairing: idol! Seo Changbin x fem reader
Genre: Smut, established relationship, long distance - Minors DNI
Contains: nudity, male masturbation, mentions of oral (f. receiving), video call sex, dirty talk, pet names, female masturbation, dacryphilia, orgasm
Word Count: 3k
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It was around 12:11am, meaning it was a little after 2:11pm in Korea. You did an everything shower - washed your hair, did a sugar scrub on your legs and arms, shaved, and moisturized your legs. You had put mousse in your hair, giving the extra volume you know that drove Changbin wild.
It's been over two months since you last saw Changbin. You were fortunate to have been able to fly out to visit him during your fall break of your college program. You spent five days exploring Seoul together, him showing you his favorite spots and introducing you to his friend group. You even got to meet his family and sister! It was a wonderful trip, but one that happened far too quickly for your liking.
In just a few short weeks, Changbin would be flying from Korea to America to spend the holidays with you - both Christmas and the new year! You were beyond excited to spend one on one time together, as well as get to show him around like he did for you. You also were excited to be able to spend your favorite time of the year with the love of your life.
That didn't replace the emptiness you felt. You craved his touch, you craved his kisses, you craved him. And for now, FaceTime was your only option that got you two close to satisfying your desires.
Soon, you heard your laptop ringing, indicating you had a FaceTime call coming in. Right on time. You looked over to see Changbin's name in the corner with a green accept button and a red decline button. Quickly, you situated yourself so you were sat up on your knees. The white tee shirt riding up gently to expose your bare thighs on the call. In fact, it was a tee shirt of his you stashed away in your suitcase before leaving. You made sure your hair looked neat before answering.
"There's my girl," he said the moment you came into view.
He was leaned back in a chair, assuming he was back at the dorm. Stray Kids had just completed a successful dome tour in Japan, so they were getting some well-deserved time off before their schedules ramp back up in 2023.
Changbin was wearing a black t-shirt and black sweatpants. What drew your attention first was his naturally curly hair. God, he was so gorgeous. From his position, you knew he had his laptop on the coffee table so you could see him fully relaxed. He had his legs slightly spread, hand resting on his thigh close to his crotch. What you would give to be on your knees in front of him right now.
"Hi Binnie," you said softly. "How are you doing tonight?" "It's been an alright day so far, doll. But this is my highlight. God, I wish I was there with you right now. Is that my shirt, by the way?"
You glanced down, unable to hide your smirk. Your fingers twisted the hem of his t-shirt. The movement gave him a glance of the pink lace underwear you wearing. Just for him. You could have sworn you heard him groan from your computer. I guess he saw a glimpse of his surprise.
"Maybe it is," you said nonchalantly before looking up at him through your lashes. "I just wanted something to remember you by," you confessed.
"Oh sweetheart, I'm not mad. I can't be when you look so perfect for me. I just wish I could jump through the screen to be with you."
Your heart fluttered at Changbin's words. To the world, he was this tough guy who rapped insanely fast. He was buff and intimidating, someone who you didn't want to anger. Yet, you knew the real Changbin. To you, he was your adorable boyfriend who couldn't harm a fly even if he tried. He had a soft heart and gentle touch, but ready to go to war for those he cares the most about.
"You know, I feel like I'm wearing too much clothing. Why don't you get comfortable, baby?" You suggested.
Changbin smirked at your question, nodding his head. He wasn't the type of guy to be sly. He liked getting straight to the point. He stood up from his seat, very slowly undoing the tie around his waist that kept his sweatpants at his hips. You subconsciously squeezed your tights together as you watched him. He knew how much you adored his thighs. If you had to pick a favorite feature, his thighs might take the crown.
His hands gripped onto the waistband of his sweatpants as he slowly pushed them down. Your eyes widened as you noticed he wasn't wearing any boxers. Like you said though, Changbin always knew what he wanted and didn't like to waste time. His cock was already hard, slapping up against his clothed abs. He stepped out of his sweatpants, not wanting them to just pool around his ankles before reclaiming his seat in front of you. You weren't sure where to look - his cock with a flaming red tip or his bare face.
"What you got underneath for me, sweetheart?" He asked.
Slowly, his hand grasped onto his hard cock. But he didn't move it. He didn't want to get too ahead of himself. Changbin always favored when you two finished together.
You smiled at him sweetly before sitting up straighter. Both of your hands this time grabbed onto the hem of the t-shirt before lifting it above your head. Much to his surprise, you had no bra underneath. The extra large shirt did a good job of hiding that surprise. His jaw was dropped which caused you to giggle.
"Like what you see, baby?" "God, you already know I do, darling. I love it."
You leaned forward, bringing both of your hands to rest on your knees. You pushed your arms somewhat inward so they brought your breasts closer together. Changbin just wanted to put his face in your breasts and plant kisses all over. He also was hypnotized by your hard nipples, thanks to the chilly air in the bedroom. He wanted so desperately to wrap his lips on one and suck as if his life depended on it.
"Do me a favor. Sit back against the headboard, spread your legs for me. I want see all of you."
Shivers ran up and down your spine. Memories from the last time you were in this position came flooding back to your mind. You remembered how Changbin placed his head in-between your legs. Every time he ate you out, he treated you as if you were his last meal. If you closed your eyes, you could see feel his tongue sliding up and down your slit just before sticking his tongue in your pussy.
You were his favorite meal after all.
Compiling to his request, you scooted back so your back rested against the dark wood of your headboard. You slowly spread your legs open for him. Through FaceTime, you could see a darker pink patch forming on your crotch.
He didn't know where to look first. His eyes first went to your panties, noticing the wet patch forming and getting larger by the second. The second thing he noticed was how hard your nipples were. You were laid out for him, just waiting for him to pounce. He began to move his closed fist up and down his cock, thumb teasing the angry head as you would've done. His precum already collecting on his thumb.
"God dammit, baby. You really must miss me? Just the sight of my cock over FaceTime and you're getting so wet. I wish I could taste you right now."
You whined slightly at his words. You wanted that more than anything. You wanted to feel his hands run all over your body, you wanted his mouth everywhere and anywhere. You just wanted him. Subconsciously, your fingers began to move towards your clothed pussy and ran over it gently. "I bet you smell so delicious too, hmm? Why don't you take the panties off and show daddy what is mine. Show me your pussy." "All yours, baby. Just waiting for you."
You moved your legs together and lifted your hips, just enough to slip the panties off of your hips. Changbin's eyes followed as your panties sliding down your legs, until they were out of the view from being dropped on the floor. You resumed your previous position, legs spread and now your glistening pussy on full display.
"The moment I get home, I'm ruining that pussy. You hear me?" He growled. "I'm going to make you cry, scream, or cum so many times you lose count. I'm going to make up for all the time you've spent without me."
You wanted to squeeze your thighs together in response to Changbin. You craved the feeling of him pinning you down, doing whatever he likes to you.
Your fingers at the moment ghosted over your clit. You didn't allow yourself to touch yourself, not yet at least. Even though your lover was already masturbating to the sight of your naked form, you had to wait. Changbin prided himself in being able to provide for you, taking much of that pride from your intimacy. He was in charge. "S-Sir, can I please touch myself?"
Changbin groaned hearing the name you call him. You noticed his free hand moved down to fondle his balls, just as you would do if you were on your knees. Your voice shook a bit, fighting off your own urges.
"Baby girl, there's no need for formalities right now. But I do appreciate you asking. Go ahead, show me what my poor girl has to endure while I'm away."
You didn't have to be told twist. You spread your legs as wide as they allowed you. Your fingers circled your clit at first, almost to get you warmed up. Yet, since the moment you got ready for him, you've already been in the headspace. You moaned softly at the feeling of your clit getting pressure it desperately craved.
"Atta girl. Keep going," he encouraged you.
Your fingers traced figure-eights first into your clit. It was Changbin's signature move until you begged for more. His words though were enough for the time being, as you both were horny and just wanting to watch each other.
As your fingers slipped from your clit to your pussy, you kept your eyes on him. You noticed the vein on the side of Changbin's cock becoming more prominent. The pace of his hand had picked up a bit. If you were there, you would have taken over for him. You would jerk him off as you suck him dry.
"Is my girl lost in thought, hmm?" Changbin questioned. He noticed how quiet you got rather quickly. Yet, your eyes twinkled as you watched him jerk off to the sight of you. It made his ego swell. He loved knowing you were attracted to him.
"I c-can't help it, Binnie. You just look so handsome," you whimpered.
Two of your fingers slipped into your pussy. You arched your back slightly at the relief and pleasure setting in. You pumped your fingers gently, not quite matching Changbin's current pace, but you were building up to it. Your fingers already curling into your g-spot.
Changbin was nearly drooling over you. He saw the way your wetness coated your inner thighs and now your knuckles that were in your pussy. He found himself growing jealous, wishing that was him fingering you instead of yourself. it was indeed a heavenly sight to see his angel blissed out, but he wanted to be the only one giving you pleasure. "I miss your cock, Binnie," you called out to him. "I miss the way you fill me up. I miss the way you make me scream, make my body ache. I miss you filling me up with your cum," you panted out.
He had gotten so focused on watching your fingers go in and out of your soaking, tight cunt, he didn't notice what else you had gotten up to. Your free hand had reached up to cup your breast, squeezing it every now and then. The feeling of your harden nipple underneath the palm of your hand caused you to scream. Your body was trembling slightly already.
He could feel his orgasm approaching him, but he didn't want to rush this moment. He didn't want to rush time with you.
Suddenly, you cried out in frustration. You were trying to move your fingers at a faster speed, trying to reach deeper inside of you. But you couldn't. You never could reach the same spots that Changbin could, the same spots that made your toes curl and made you see the stars.
Changbin noticed the tears starting to fill and fall from your eyes. While it pained him to see you frustrated, he found it enduring and even attractive. He liked knowing he was the only one that could give you pleasure. He liked knowing that you needed him that desperately that you couldn't even bring yourself relief. He groaned as the tears began to run down your face. If he was there, he would run his tongue over your cheek to rid of them.
"Binnie, I-I can't. I can't make myself cum. I need you."
His baby needed him.
"Yes, you can, angel. I know you can," he cooed. "Move your hand off of your breast and play with your clit as you finger yourself. It'll help." "What will actually help is having you fingering me," you whimpered.
But you did as he said. Your hand leaving your breasts to occupy your clit. This time, your rubbed it in harsh circles. You could see the way that Changbin's breathing was harsh and quick, signaling he was close. Some of his curls were sticking to his forehead yet all his attention was on you.
You felt your pussy walls squeeze your fingers now from the extra stimulation. You head tilted back in relief, finally getting close to your orgasm. You quickly picked your head back to look at Changbin. The man looked like he was about to burst at any second. "Baby," you called out to him. "Please cum for me. I want to see you paint your stomach and thighs in your cum." "Now, sweet girl, you know I like to cum together." "But I think watching you could help me. Please. I want to see you cum so bad."
More tears fell from your eyes. How could he ever deny you?
His fist picked up the pace. He was groaning out your name as he felt his hard cock throbbing in his fist. His hands that cupped his balls squeezing hard, just enough to bring him to the edge. What got him through was thinking of you. He longed for your warm touch and kisses, he wanted you to be pressed up against him. He was eager to see you again, in person and not through a computer screen.
He loud out a loud moan, head tilting back as you watched him cum spurt out of your cock. His cock twitching as the cum covered his lower stomach and thighs. Changbin had tilted his head back against the back of the chair, his chest rising. Yet, his eyes never left yours.
You continued your own pace, chasing after your high. Your fingers were going at record speed while your other fingers of your opposite hand catered to your clit. Your pussy walls were beginning to spasm against your fingers, knowing you were close.
You cried out his name as you felt your orgasm hit. The knot coming undone in your abdomen, sending your back arching and legs trembling. It wasn't the greatest orgasm you had, but it was probably the best for now. Your best orgasms were always with Changbin. Your vision blurry from the tears. "So gorgeous," Changbin whispered. You didn't even notice that he began to clean himself up. You slowly moved your legs back in front of you. Your body felt exhausted, being that this was the first time you've cum in weeks.
"Sweetheart, are you okay?" He asked. The silence again taking over. He had pulled up his sweatpants then leaned in close to the camera. He frowned, feeling guilty that he wasn't able to provide you appropriate self-care. To him, the after care was just as important as sex. Maybe even more.
You nodded your head, offering him a gentle smile. You tucked your legs underneath the comforter of the bed, leaning up to grab the laptop. You moved your computer to rest on the pillow, on the side where Changbin normally sleeps. You pulled the blanket then up to your chin as you sunk into your side, letting the blanket completely cover you. "I'm just tired, Binnie," you whispered. He nodded as he watched you get curled up. He wished he could do more for you in this moment. H wanted to play with your hair, to comfort you. He wanted to place tiny kisses all over your face, all over your body. You could sense that something was troubling him. You could always just tell with him. If you two had it your way, you'd be in person. But soon enough.
"Binnie?" He perked up hearing you call for him. "Can you sing to me?"
He smiled gently at your request. "For you? Anything." He moved his face closer to the computer, much to your delight. Your smiled as you took in the sight of his deep brown eyes, his nose, his smile. He was all yours. And you were all his.
He began to sing "Because" which caused you to smile even wider. Your head nestled into the pillow beneath you.
It was something small he could do for you, but he would do anything and everything for you. That was not up for compromise. You were his whole world.
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𩷠- idol x reader
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Minho and Changbinâs story (our story) đ§Ąđđđ
[02:17 am]
I woke up suddenly, I looked at my other side but you weren't there. I went to the balcony and looked at the sky. The black clouds were moving and the moon was looking them. It looked mesmerizing. I was staring at the sky and suddenly your hands were wrapped around my waist. Your hands were securely holding me.
"Baby did I wake you up?" He asked keeping his head on my shoulder
"Changbin, thankyou for being by my side"
"I love you. You know that right?" He turned me to face him and pecked my lips. His soft lips touched mine, that was just for a fraction of seconds but I felt my world in that.
"Let's go inside and cuddle." He said
"Binnie the bed is cold without you, I need warm cuddles" and Changbin lifted me and walked towards the bed
đ CHRISTMAS EVE WITH SEO CHANGBINđ
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you leaned your phone against the vase on the table, making sure itâs stable, and you pressed the green button on the screen.
âhi honey! can you see me?â you heard your fiancĂŠâs voice as well as you saw his pretty face on your phone.
âhi binnie, i can see you,â you laughed, bringing your face a bit closer to the camera. changbin did the same, his face now taking up the entire screen.
âgood. now tell me how my favourite person on earth is doing today?â you giggled at his dramatics but smiled nonetheless, feeling the well-known warmth spread through your body.
âiâm alright, just missing you as always,â you said quietly and changbinâs face softened.
âi know, honey, i miss you too,â he responded. âdo you have my gift somewhere near?â you nodded, reaching out behind the camera and proudly showing him the box he had sent you a few weeks before.
âdo you have mine?â you then asked and he brought his box in front of the camera as well. you smiled in content at the sight.
this year changbin and you werenât able to spend christmas together and your heart hurt every time you thought about it. you tried to stay positive regardless of that, but the longing for your partner was sometimes stronger than you. you missed him every day despite talking to him every evening.
a few weeks before you two decided that it would be a nice gesture for the both of you to send each other a little gift for christmas and spend that day on a video call to at least pretend to be next to each other.
âoh, yn⌠you didnât have to buy me that watch, it mustâve been expensive!â changbin exclaimed when he unpacked his box. you giggled softly, seeing as his sparkly eyes looked intently at the watch. however, soon after your smile dropped and you just observed your fiancĂŠ with a longing look. he mustâve sensed the change in your mood because he instantly raised his head to look at you.
âwhy arenât you unpacking your gift, honey?â changbin said, his voice barely above the whisper. you only shook your head a little, letting out a quiet sigh.
âi really miss you, you know?â you mumbled. changbin hummed at your words, his features softening.
âi know, honey. i wish you could be home now, with me,â he responded and you felt a single tear make its way down your cheek. âbut weâll be together soon, hm? i canât wait to kiss your pretty face again.â
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'Cause I like You
Genre :Roommate AU, S2L
Pairing :Changbin x reader
Tw : Reader goes through breakup. Scene in hospital. Minor Swearing. Not proof read.
Wc: 2.5K
An: I tried my best to relate the para to the lyric. More 3k is pending but I'm a lil demotivated so posting my drafts. May or may not write a pt2.
Listen to: cause I like you by Changbin and Felix
1.There's no other reason, I like you
When I watch you smile, there's nothing more I could ask for
Cause I just like you
It was a bright Sunday morning, you had your breakfast in a cafe, cheesecake and green tea. You had to check out the new place you found online. Your new possible roommate was going to show you the place. You booked a cab back home to escape the moon sun. You always believed in making first good impressions so you wanted to change before going. It was all going fine until 12:13. It was a call from the hospital which messed up your near to perfect weekend. You changed your location. Its your boyfriend and you must get as soon as possible. While on the signal you see a florist right beside the footwalk. You check the signal again 2:15. Can you make it? They would love if you brought flowers right.
"I ll come back in a moment" you said to the driver and rushed to the store "a bouquet of blue orchids please hurry". You quickly payed in cash and returned just in time.
You took long strides towards the room no. the nurse told you. You didn't notice anyone along the way hoping you weren't going to collide. That's why you didn't see the eyes which were moving along with your figure envious of the person you were running so hard for. It was a dramatic entry, you Whipped the door open pausing at the patients in front of you. There were 4 beds but you were only looking at the last one. It wasn't only your boyfriend it was the girl who always pounced on him too. She tensed up seeing you straighting her skirt getting up. A guilty look on her face as she puts the stray hair behind her ear and walks out passing by you like that's the most natural thing. You looked at her narrowing your eyes and continued to glare at him as he slept peacefully on the bed.
"excuse me are you his girlfriend?"
The nurse questioned and you wondered if you were now. " um his other girl - I mean the person who he came with said. Could you fill out these forms"? You toke the writing pad from her and left. You didn't want to cry over boys. But you Couldn't help the tears and before you knew it you broke into ugly sobbing. You composed yourself you knew this would happen but your just too fucking naive. You wiped your stray tears away. Voice still cracking you got up seeing her coming back from the hallway.
"I- I know I shouldn't have done but I'm so sorry what happened was-"
You smirked. You weren't going to be the clichĂŠ woman who got cheated on.
"hey hey I don't have interest in that. I guess he suits you more than me. And don't get scared of me" you put a hand over her shoulder. Anybody outside would think you're just acting friendly.
"I won't hold a grudge against you guys. I won't stoop as low as yall" you pressed the writing pad against her and threw the bouquet of blue Orchids you brought for him in the trash can beside. Something inside you switched that very moment you saw ' Ily. Get well soon' card fall in the bin. You were done with this. A simple 'I'm breaking up with you' is what he deserves.
You took confident steps as you started stepping out of the hospital floor when you stopped.
*ring ring* you took out your phone from your bad releasing you got late for your appointment.
"hello I'm so sorry something came up I ll be there as soon as possible. Oh um okay okay thank you."
It was the land lady, your roommate was busy today so she was going to come over to show you the apartment instead.
You really weren't in the mood to go but life goes on yeah.
"its nice and cozy right?" the landlady asked and you agreed not an obligatory yes but a real one the place was genuinely cozy and felt nice and warm.
Except the decor was a bit wild. Mismatched. Put together randomly.
"full time hot water ac is working the electricity is included a modern kitchen you ll have complete privacy in your room."
"I like it. I'm considering to move in. However you see I just got fooled I don't want to be again. So please tell me directly Why's the rent low for such an amazing place ? "
The lady nervously chuckled. As being caught.
"the other one in the room next to yours is my nephew. He's a Rapper does music stuff and it disturbs the other so they leave soon. Noise is the only issue."
"Alright. That's fine with me. My neighbours in the old apartment were pretty loud. Members of frat. So anyway I'd like to Make a payment."
The day was indeed tough. After 2 hours of payment and other formalities you came back to the new place you called home. However you shut the door stepping in your room after taking a long look at the interior. You didnt want to make impulsive decisions after a sad break up. You were going to avoid thinking about it as long as you could.
and what would distract your mind more than cleaning (!) You spent the entire day dusting and arranging your stuff in the not large but sufficient enough space. Closing the door you looked at the door on your right. You haven't met your roommate yet. You just hope they aren't inquisitive and nosy. Bonding with someone is the last thing you want to do. Touching the fabric of couch you wondered if they have bad taste or did they just didn't bother to change the ugly pillow cases their aunt put in. It's 5pm right now and though youre initial goal was to get take away you pick up your handbag from the kitchen table you left it on and make your way out.
If shifting into a new place and breaking up in a single day wasn't impulsive enough you were now buying pastel decor for your shared living room. Shared with a rapper you didn't know. Your excuse was not stereotyping that "rappers like dark".
coming back home you start your redecoration. Point to note you still havent had food.
A white desk flamingo, mini pink vases for both candles and flowers, fluffy white and pink fur pillows, and a light blue checkered rug .Everything going perfectly well with the beige couch in the living room. Pulling up a soft blanket you started how your ending the day contrasting to the start of it. You werent that much attachted to him. He gave you plenty of indications that he's cheating but you were too dumb you thought. Remembering the shiraz cabernet red wine you bought you
Got up abruptly sitting down on the kitchen table bringing up a random clean cup you found. Intentions of drinking with your new roommate as a kind welcome gesture long forgotten.
Running a hand through your hair you drank your nth cup of the alcohol in front of you. Rubbing your face as you cried your eyes out for the past one hour you didnt hear the unlocking of the front door. Completely unware of the new company You were sitting facing the living room draging your finger over the brim of the cup tears slowly sliding through your cheeks as you rub them before they can fall off.
Hitting your back to the chair you now lock eyes with a wide eyed handsome guy. Black hoddie. Gold rimless glasses. Side parted hair. Any girl's dream. You raise your eyebrows as he stands still. Thinking he wasnt informed about a new roommate you bow from your seat. Being sober enough to understand you wont balance standing straight.
"Hi. Im your new roomie" you smile loopsided tilting head right wards.
Changbin couldnt believe his eyes. đ đ°đś were in front of him. In his house. On the same table he has his meals. đ đ°đś were there . Drinking .Crying. the same feeling from earlier that day hit him again. The feeling of wanting to hug you and tell you ,you were beautiful and caring and didnt deserve an asshole like your ex. he didnt know you nor the jerk. What he knew was that you deserved the world.
Earlier that day.
" hey han. yeah chan's doing better now. But you come quick. I told him We ll switch duties to watch over the old man so you take the night. I need to go home at night. I got a new flat mate today. I told my aunt to take care of it. Alright. See you later. "
As the phone got disconnected Changbin stepped out of the corner he stood in but quickly backed off when he sensed someone hurriedly running past him. Everything seemed to go in slow mo after that. Him looking at your running figure. The brushing of your shoulder to his. You looking over bowing a little "sorry" your timid voice spoke. A strand of your hair getting in your eye. And Changbin almost felt his hand raising and tucking it behind your ear. You stood in front of the same room Changbin was a few minutes prior. Patting your hair you opened the door with a little more energy than needed. Changbin didn't know why he turned green with envy. Especially when you were a complete stranger. He was jealous of the person you ll go to visit now. Him wanting the same care and attention you gave to that every person. Were they that important to you. Was it your best friend? Was it your partner? He prayed it wasn't the latter. His string of thoughts were broken as he focused more on your face the worried expression turning into a morsed one. You went in regardless. He was glad Chan laid in the same room. He'd get to see more of you. As he entered another girl pass by him and he recognised her to be the girlfriend of chan's hospital roommate. And when the nurse said those words he knew what just happened. He witnessed all stages of your break up. The sadness evident on your face when you entered. The given up look you gave to the nurse. You're sobbing after you left. Yes he was with you all throughout. He stood next you wondering how he ll never get the chance to care for you. To show you deserve to be treated right. To hold you tight.
2.I just wanna ask you about your day
Listening to your stories has become my hobby
Feels like the shortest time of the day
I wanna listen to all your worries
Let me share your load
So you can break free from the heavy burden you've been carrying
Changbin finally recovered from his previous trance and made way to sit opposite you on the wooden chair.
"hi" he timidly said.
"I'm yn" you said stretching out your hand which he gladly accepts.
"seo Changbin aka spearB its my stage name im-"
"a Rapper, landlady told me"
And even though he wants to scream giggle and smile from ear to ear he can't just ignore your tear stained cheeks.
After a long silence of you staring at the glass and him staring at you, you finally broke it " do - do you want a glass. Lemme pour you one"
You looked around trying to find another clean glass. "I ll just grab a beer" he said. "I'm sorry I not like this everyday. I don't drink alot too its just..." How do you even talk to him. You don't want your first conversation with your roommate to be so sad and boring. "hey its okay" he said holding your free hand thats placed on the table. Rubbing circles with his thumb. "I just had a bad break up."
"its just a phase, just an experience learn from it and let it pass by."
It was a small sentence but it comforted you. Especially when you looked up at him and he was already looking at you so gently.
3.You can lean on me until your cloud of worries disappear from your clear eyes
What's giving you such a hard time
I'm serious, I'd rather hurt instead of youSeeing you smile makes me happy
Even though you look the prettiest when you smile
When you just wanna cry, don't fake a smile
The evening sunset hitting your face as you enter your shared apartment after work. Dropping down your bag in your room you head over to the bathroom washing up deciding if you should have quick noodles or whip up some Waffles. The bell dings and you wonder if Changbin has ordered anything but except a
Changbin roomie: 'are you going clubbing ? I'm coming early. Movies? '
There wasn't any other text.
Rubbing your wet hands on your pj's you open the door expecting a delivery man? A neighbour? The milkman? Well anyone except a face which put you in horror too shocked to move you froze holding the door half open.
"did you really think you could break up with me over a small text?"
"I - how did you-no why the hell are you here?" you got over the initial shock and quickly turned cold ready to hit the door on his face.
"it was a piece of cake" he raised the hand holding a white bag the letters reading 'cake shop'
"now-"
You tried to close the door but he was faster quickly obstructing it by his foot
"now" he said with more force
"let's have sweet cake and talk about our sweet relationship" he stepped inside moving to sit on the couch. You pulled the door wide open and pulled the bag to which he retracted a few steps.
Throwing the bag out you demanded
"get the hell out. I don't have anything to talk"
"don't make me the bad man yn let's just talk" he hissed pulling your hand harshly.
You struggled to free yourself off his hold. His grip getting tighter. He cupped your face squishing your cheeks in process. "I like you yn alot. I'm sorry I won't cheat on you again okay?"
You punched his nose and he dropped you. He held his nose as his vision got blurry. You dragged him in an attempt to get him to leave. However he regained hitting your head while you fell to the side." trust me yn! " he barked. You looked up at him disgusted, tears had started swelling. He slowly bend over cupping your face gently. But the loud terrifying silence broke "what the hell is going on?" yelled a familiar voice. You peeked through your ex's side and saw Changbin standing near the door. The confusion on his face disappeared once he saw the tears now rolling down your cheeks. Now face red with anger in a flash your ex was off you now lying beside in pain. Changbin knocked him off. "are you hurt?" he asked, voice full of concern. "who the hell are you? We're a couple we don't need an outsider!" he was about to get up but Changbin hit his stomach and he fell grunting loudly. "you are fucking trespassing the next time I see you here or anywhere near yn I swear you I'll send you to jail!"
"Thank you " you muttered. Rushing
into the bathroom collecting you're thoughts together.
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SKZ Reaction to a S/O with a big bum || headcanons (Hyung Line)
Maknae Line
Hyung Line
Bang chan:
⢠have yâall seen this manâs bum
⢠yâall are in the big ass club
⢠OKAY LETS BE SERIOUS RN
⢠I think he wouldnât care if you have a big or small bum
⢠he would love you either way <3
⢠but that doesnât stop him from lightly smacking your bum randomly lmaoo
⢠But would never be rough about it I donât see him there
⢠All in all wouldnât care that much but would sometimes slap it for fun or when heâs horny
Minho:
⢠HAVE YâALL SEEN THE AMOUNT OF TIMES MINHO HAS SLAPPED THE MEMBERS BUTTS (98% hanâs butt lmao)
⢠will absolutely slap the shit out of your butt to tease you
⢠will absolutely have no mercy
⢠it will actually turn into a game, whoever of you slaps the others butt the most and hardest wins
⢠i can imagine him slapping your butt also in bed
⢠one word:
⢠doggy style
⢠heâs so freaky bye
Binnie:
⢠omg
⢠so
⢠he will absolutely tease you about it
⢠but never in a bad way!
⢠i think heâs a groper and not a slapper
⢠will grope it at random times lmao
⢠and will be gentle about to <3
⢠heâs so boyfriend material bye
⢠unpopular opinion: i canât really see him being overly sexual about it tbh
⢠unless you grind against him
⢠this boy ainât no playing
⢠you will finish what you started
⢠thereâs no other way
Hyunjin:
⢠lord have mercy
⢠this man
⢠i swear
⢠youâre done
⢠i mean it
⢠just like Minho will have no mercy about it
⢠but instead partly doing it for fun, he will do it because heâs so turned on
⢠omg did that just rhyme
⢠or is it too late
⢠i should sleep
⢠as I said your bum is such a big turn on for him
⢠will fuck the shit out of you from behind
⢠and slaps your ass till itâs reder than chans hair used to be
⢠sorry had to crack that joke
⢠oh god
⢠off topic: but have yâall seen that pre-debut hyunjin had a lip piercing???
⢠i actually died seeing it
⢠heâs so himbo
⢠imagine him wearing his lip piercing and you feeling it while heâs eating you out
* OKAY BYE
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Curly Hair Routine with Changbin
ËĘâĄÉË summary: Teaching Changbin how to take care of his curls. based off this post/request!
ËĘâĄÉË word count: 1k (how did i do this.. i thought it was like 500)
ËĘâĄÉË warnings: none really :3 just fluff and mentioned that reader has longish, curly hair
ËĘâĄÉË notes: i saw a few moots repost that prompt and i have curly hair (like 3A/3B?) that i've been learning to take care of the last few years so :3 thought this was cyuuute!!! also probably gonna write chris' later today/tomorrow! (my insomnia came back so.. we'll see when it gets done LMFAO)
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"YAH! IT'S TOO COLD"
"SIT STILL! I JUST HAVE TO WASH IT OUT-"
"NO!!!! MOM!!! HEEEEEEELP-"
After wrestling your boyfriend like a cat taking a bath, you managed to wash the rest of the conditioner out of his hair and wrap his head up in a towel. You sent him to sit on the floor in the living room while you went to grab all your products from your bedroom. Once you returned, you were met with the biggest pout you've ever seen mixed with the nastiest side eye known to man. His head is almost completely wrapped up in a towel, minus the big circle where part of his face peeks out, and his arms are crossed sassily.
You couldn't help but smile and chuckle, shaking your head as you dropped the products and tools on the couch. You sit directly behind him, putting your legs on either side of his shoulders and leaning him into you. He shivers and your heart pangs a little, but you lean forward and wrap your arms around him and rub them soothingly. A quiet 'hmph!' comes from him and you laugh again.
"I'm sorry, baby. You said you wanted to do my hair routine just like me. And I always end it off with rinsing with cold water." Your fingers sneak into the hole in the towel and pull it back some, exposing his cheeks more as well as some of his wet hair. He makes the angry noise again and throws a small fit, turning away from you and tugging the towel back to its previous position in defiance.
You peck his cheek a few times and combine it with a mumbled apology. A small smile forms on his face and you start ruffing the towel, rubbing your hands back and forth and using it to poke fun at him while also starting to dry his hair off. Giggles erupt from the both of you as he drops the tough act and reacts to the ticklish feeling, his distinct giggle ringing through your ears in the best way possible.
Once you both have calmed down, and he's no longer feigning distress, you start to gently dry his hair. "I brought a mirror too."His hair is fully dry and you grab your brush before realizing that Changbin's eyes have been glued to the show on TV. This was supposed to be a learning experience so you wanted him to watch, but it was also endearing to see him trust you so blindly that he resorts to iPad-baby tendencies.
"Are you gonna watch me do it so you can learn, or was this just an excuse for you to get pampered?" You tease, tilting his head back gently so he can look you in the eyes. He smiles apologetically and reaches for the mirror, "Sorry, Bunny. Got a little distracted hehe. I am your apprentice tonight! Teach away, Jagi." You smile widely and lean down again to place a kiss on his lips. One he reciprocates it before fixing his posture and placing the mirror in position.
He then lowers the television down and sits there patiently, allowing you to take him through the steps and using the mirror to peek at what your hands are doing. You start it off by showing him the products and explaining what they do and then tell him how you're supposed to use them, using a strand of his hair as an example.
Each step doesn't take long, thanks to the fact that he memorized the first few steps of your routine; the brushing and cream application. What you did explain was the styling techniques. He could have just left it as is and not done anything, or he could do what you do and finger-coil each strand.
He had seen how you slaved over your hair for over an hour each time you finger-coiled it and was dreading his experience to be similar to that. But thanks to how short his hair was compared to yours, it was a cakewalk. However, when he tried to coil one strand himself, his fingers did manage to get tangled in each other a few times... but you have to experience something to really learn from it! And the texture of the gel you used seemed to drive him crazy, but he got used to it eventually.
Then it was onto drying! You had brought out the diffuser attachment- or.. what Changbin called the "claws of death," for your hair dryer. He had seen you use it countless times before, but it looked like a jumbled mess of things from the outside and he never knew if there was a technique to it or if it was just random movements.
After teaching him the tips and tricks you used for extra volume and just how to diffuse his hair in general on a small section of his hair, you watched proudly as he dried the rest of his hair on his own with little to no problems. You did a dramatic reveal, wiggling your fingers and adding a "Tada~" when he looked into the mirror for the final time.
He stared for a while, eyes tracing the unfamiliar, defined curls on his head. They were pretty, and you have literally never seen his hair like that before. But what really made it worth it was his reaction. A big smile grew on his face and he turned to you, crawling up the couch to give you a big kiss. "Thank you, Bunny."
"Of course, baby. You look good like this." You smiled and admired your handiwork for a while until you remembered that today was supposed to be your wash day in the first place.
"Okay!! Time for me to wash my hair now." You peck him on the lips and playfully shove him onto the couch, running away after. The pitter-patter of his steps chases after you and he wraps his hands around you once the water is turned back on.
"Wait. I want to do it!" He smiles widely despite the unsure face you make. But he's your Binnie, so it's kind of hard not to cave in. You agree and resume the same position he had earlier, sitting on the tile with your neck resting on the edge and your head hovering over the big bowl of the tub. He steals another kiss before gathering your hair products and directing the water to your head.
"Don't worry, Bunny. I'm a professional at this~"
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bangchan
you drop your bags in the hall as you slump through the doorway and into you and your boyfriends shared apartment.
âhi babyâ chan shouts from the kitchen. kicking your shoes off, you see him appear in your peripheral vision and soon you feel his hands wrapping round you. âlong day?â he says as you nuzzle into his should and nodding your head.
âtiredâ you mumble into his t-shirt, instantly feeling more relaxed at the familiar smell of his purfume. âhow about i give you a massage baby, hm?â a smile spread across his face as he admired your cuteness in your tired state. âyeah? okay. go get undressed and iâll be there in a secondâ
you pretty much drop onto the bed just after you strip down and lay on your front, enjoying the feeling of the soft mattress underneath you. you hum in contentment.
âokay baby so iâve got the oi-â chan cuts himself off and you turn your head in confusion. âum.. when did you get that?â he says with a smirk on his face, clearly loving the new piece on you.
âa few weeks agoâ you say, still looking back at him with a smug smile on your face.
âand i havenât seen it?!â he exclaims, practically running to your bed and jumping over the top of you to admire your new decoration.
âyou like it?â, the answer already apparent with the look on chans face. you chuckle and turn your head again to rest on your arm.
âi absolutely love it! darling itâs so beautifulââŚ.
lee know
you feel your body shiver as you pull your shirt over your head and to the floor, your body involuntarily shaking like a leaf at cold air in the room. it had been a long night out with the members and you couldnt wait to get into your pjs.
âoh my- baby- â you hear lee know say from behind you. it was a rarity that lee know was ever at a loss for words but you knew that your new tat you didnât tell him about was a good contender at making it a possibility. you were right.
âyesss?â you tease, turning around to face him and walk towards the edge of the bed where he was sat, his jaw practically hitting the ground. you could see his approval of your decision by the tent that was forming in his pants.
âas absolutely stunning as you are, turn around againâ. and you do, feeling particularly smug right now. âwowâ he says and you hear him walking towards you. suddenly you feel his hand tracing along your back and you quickly struggle to keep your composure, your breathe hitching in your throat.
ây- you like it?â you mewl through jagged breaths at the feel of his hands roaming your back causing goosebumps to form all over your naked body.
âa lot. however.. i may have to punish you for not asking for permission before you got it..â lee know says and the words linger in the air between you two. you knew by the shift in the atmosphere just what was about to happen and a smile tugged at your lips. it was gonna be a long, pleasurable night and you knew by the end of it, your tattoo may not be the only new marking on your backâŚ.
changbin
âare you 100% sure you wanna do this y/n? i really donât mind if youâre not, iâm more than happy just kissing you, you know that right?â changbin said with a panicked look on his face. you had finally told him that you were ready to have sex with him but since it was your first time, he wanted to make sure you were definitely ready.
âyes binnie, i am sure!â you said, a smile plastered all over your face which was soon reciprocated by your boyfriend. changbin raises his pinky to your chest and only when you wrapped yours around his did he take that as true confirmation. no matter how old he may be, a pinky promise was always sacred.
âokayâ he whispers into your ear, working his way down, planting kisses down your neck to get you ready. your eyes flutter shut as you let out a breath you didnât know you were holding as his hands make their way down your waist and underneath your oversized t-shirt. you open your eyes at the pause of his hands over you and you see his face is covered in surprise.
âwhatâs wrong?â. the words rush out of your mouth in panic but you begin to see the smirk tugging at the side of his mouth and your anxiety quickly dismisses itself.
âi didnât know you had your beautiful tummy pierced?â he says excitedly. he lifts your t-shirt, eager to see it in person. he looks at your tummy and then back at you with such a huge smile on his face. he clearly approves. âwanna see more of you babe, like right now!ââŚ.
hyunjin
âmy love?â hyunjin speaks from across the bed as you dangled your legs over the other side, himself propped upwards against the headboard and staring at you from behind.
âyes baby?â you reply. âwhen did you get such a beautiful tattoo?â he asks and you can hear the smile on his face through his words. you hear the bed squeak as he leans closer and the whispers of âaahsâ from behind you.
âonly a few days ago, itâs still quite sensitiveâ you say. âi wonât touch is then but wow itâs beautiful. beautiful tattoo for my beautiful babyâ you blush at his words as you lean towards your console, flicking the tv on in the process. friday nights were spent by you and hyunjin both having âme timeâ, however you couldnât ever bring yourself to leave each others sides. he drew and you played video games.
the rustling of pencil on paper was one of the most comforting noises for you as you had soon connected the noise to your boyfriend, hyune. after about half an hour, you felt the bed dip behind you and a tap on your shoulder. you turn your head in attention.
âwhat do you think love?â hyunjin whispered into your ear as he handed you a drawing of your new back tattoo. your mouth falls open and your eyebrows ruffle in utter disbelief at how beautiful the picture was and how much love you could tell was put into it.
âhyunnie itâs beautiful!â you say, your voice wobbly as you feel tears start to prick at your eyes.
ânot as beautiful as you darlingââŚ
han jisung
âturn over babe, let sungie spoon youâ han says as he sniggers down your ear at the cringe that just came out of his own mouth.
âoh jiâ you exasperate and let out a huffed laugh, rolling your eyes and turning around so your back is resting against hans also bare chest.
âoh- y/nah!!â he gasps and you jump slightly at the sudden loudness of his words. âpretty pretty pretty!â he says as he adores your new tat. âitâs so beautiful!â he says wrapping his free arm around you and swaying you both back and forth in your bed.
âyou like it then ji?â you chuckle as he begins to trace the outlines of the black ink in your skin, the strokes on your back sending shivers all up you but han didnât seem to notice. you hum in relaxation.
âi love it so muchâ he whispers down your ear as he continued to trace the shapes of your tattoo over and over again only ever stopping to plant kisses on the decorated area.
ânot as much as i love you thoughâ. he speaks softly down your ear as to not disturb your relaxed state.
âoh- are you sleepy?â he mutters and you moan as confirmation.
âokay, goodnight angelâ
felix
âhey lixxxxâ you sing, nearly running towards your boyfriend just as you got through the door. you practically throw yourself into his arms and he laughs contently.
âaww hi baby, whatâs got you all smiley?â felix says, smiling as he runs his hand through your hair and planting a kiss on your head. âwelll you know that thing iâve been wanting to do for weeks now..â you say swaying side to side in his arms looking up at him. âyes- oh my god you did it!â he says just as excited for you as you are.
âyes! and look how pretty it isâ you exclaim, eagerly lifting your t-shirt up to show him your new tummy piercing. he leans down to adore it too.
âyour tummy was so beautiful before but nowww.. wow! , itâs so sparkly y/n!â he says with a huge smile on his face in reaction to your elation. âyouâre so adorable i wanna just squish youâ felix said as he lifted you off your feet and towards the couch. he gently plants you down underneath him and begins trailing kisses down your chest and towards your stomach. you hum as he kisses all over your tummy, careful not to catch the jewellery.
âmy darling, you are getting more and more irresistible by the dayââŚ
seungmin
âhey babyâ seungmin greets, accompanied by an evening kiss. âyou look gorgeous, have you been out? it was meant to be your rest day todayâ he says, plopping himself next to you on the sofa, the smell of his perfume lingering around you as he rests his head on your shoulder.
âmaybeeee..â you say teasingly, leaning into him. âoh yeah?â his ears perking up in interest. âand where did you go?â he asks attentively.
âto get a new tattooâ you smile and the look of shock on his face is so comical you canât help but huff out a laugh. âreally?! oh my god let me seeâ he begs, his legs jittering in excitement. you turn your back to him and take your shirt off, discarding it on the sofa next to you.
âoh my- itâs beautifulâ seungmin gasps in awe. âi love it!â you turn around to look at him. âno, iâm not done lookingâ he states, and you chuckle. turning your back to him once again, you feel his fingertips tracing the currently sealed skin and the pressure feels so relieving on the sensitive area you let out a sigh at the feeling.
âwhat do you think?â you ask, already knowing the answer. âyou look so hot is what i thinkâ seungmin replies. âbut as much as i love it baby, i must ask, how long is it now until we can have sex?â seungmin says, his lip pouting and you giggle in response.
âyou know minnie.. there are ways to have sex that wonât hurt my new tat?â you say insinuatingly, raising your eyebrows.
âgo to the bedroom, right nowââŚ
jeongin
âinnie are you showering?â you yell from outside the bathroom door. âyes babyâ he replies, shouting through the water pouring and the music blaring in the bathroom. you open the door and let yourself in, the misty air instantly making you warm. peeping your head around the shower curtain, you were greeted by his beautiful naked form. you will never get tired of adoring his body. âmind if i join you?â you ask, however already knowing the answer.
he responds with a smile and reaches his hand out for you to balance on as you climb into the bath tub. exactly as you did with him, he stares at your naked body up and down, admiring you. however, a gasp leaves his mouth as his eyes rest on your belly button. he looks up at you with a smile.
âi really fucking like thatâ he smirks, tilting his head back, rinsing the bubbles out of his hair. you move closer to him and run your hands up his waist. âlike what innie?â you ask with faux confusion.
he slowly looks back down at you with narrow eyes, lifting your chin up to face him with his thumb and forefinger. âyou know exactly what it is that i likeâ he says smugly, leaning in to kiss your parted lips. suddenly, his hands are roaming your stomach and you nearly melt into his touch. you can only whimper in response and you can feel him smile into the kiss.
âyou drive me so fucking crazy y/nââŚ
a/n: sorry some of them are lowkey trash i really tried my best to make the scenarios different from each other but i hope i did anons request justiceđ¤
Iâm actually bawling my eyes out rn. đ
Changbin fic recs
stray kids | Seo ChangbinÂ
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Double Edged  { Executioner! Changbin x Dark Queen! F Reader; a, s } 2.2k @huihuiheart
Changbin was devoted to you, to the point of worshipping the ground you walked on. He was determined to make sure that you never dirtied your hand or even lifted a finger for that matter, even if it meant he had to everything himself.
inexperienced with changbin { s } 2k @ballelino
What happens when your sub is inexperienced
coffee after sex  { barista! binnie; f, s } 6k @hwajin
you didn't expect a barista working in your favourite coffee to blow you off your shoes. you'd only later see how fate would bring you together.
Changbin's Company {f2l; f, s, a } 16.2k @btssmutgalore
Changbin avoids you because of hurt pride, but he finds himself in your company again.
-Tattoo!Artist Changbin  @slytherinbangchan
Chapter Index: Revelations and Indulgence  { abo au; f, s } 23+k @star-lemonade
Trying to spend your rut alone was a terrible idea. You fold and call your best friend Changbin, a fellow alpha, in hopes that he is willing to help you through this hard time
Cocky { f2l; f, s } 13,5k
Changbin's cockiness disappears the second he's off the stage, especially around youâand you really want to be more than friends.
hypothesis { college au, f2l; f, s }Â 9,1k @fizzydrink698
You hesitate, just a little self-conscious to be spelling this theory out so shamelessly in front of the boys. You find your gaze drifting down to your half-empty coffee mug as you finally say it. âSpearB is probably, like, really good at going down on women.â Thereâs a sudden, loud spluttering sound, and you look up to see Changbin choking on his Americano.
of all the people I had to get snowed in with, it had to be you? { e2l; a, f }Â Â 5,2k @gdaychan
set on you { e2l; a, f } 20,2k @changbeanie
you think life hates you because youâre convinced that the universe conspired to help seo changbin exist at the same time as you do.
the Jaws of offering { werewolf au; s } 7,9k @listentothisyoooh
Changbin, a werewolf you've been acquainted with, comes to your cottage once again, bruised and bloody, on the verge of passing out, and you use your powers and knowledge to help heal his wound; he feels extremely grateful, and you wouldn't dream of turning down his appreciation.
[19.45] { greaser au, racer binnie, fwb2l; s, f } @lettersfromaphrodite
[17.25]Â { vampire au; s, f, a }Â 3,6k
how to tame a prince { dragon prince changbin, royal, fantasy , e2l; f, a } 11k @luvknow
you travel the world collecting data so you could write your thesis on your favorite creatures - dragons. at the last leg of your journey, you accidentally fall asleep in a dragonâs cave owned by a nearby kingdom and are kidnapped by their prince, seo changbin. after getting permission to study there from the king, changbin refuses to leave you alone with his precious dragons and you develop an unlikely relationship.
Cuddles { f } @rachalixie
Tales of a third-wheel { f,c } 1,5k @sulfurcosmos
Having your crush gently touch your arm or put an arm around your shoulder while you have a conversation
drunk Changbin { v cute; f} @ppiri-bahng
two idiots, one awkward conversation { idiots2l; f} 1,2k @portalhan
Spark you up { stoner binnie; f } 2,3k @bngpxw
Meet you there { f } 2,8k
Uplifting { personal trainer yn, sub bin; s, f } 8,7k @ipegchangbin
âPersonal trainer Changbinâ this, âfitness coach Changbinâ that, what if you were his personal trainer this time? Changbin can keep up with his workout routine on his own if he wanted to, but whatâs the fun in lifting alone when he can lift with your words of encouragement?
White angel { brothers bff; f, s } 3,4k @/charmercharm3r
Heâs not just your brotherâs best friend.
no but November loser #4 { a, s, f } 3,5k @gimmeurtmi
{ 12:43 AM } { f, s } @xmhhoe
matching pair { matching pajamas, f } 0,7k @wooahaes
bunny { f, s }
Just Hold Me { hybrid au; a, s , f } 9,7kÂ
You've been going through a period of depression and feeling rather alone. When you see a flyer advertising a professional cuddling business, you laugh it off at first because there's no way you're that desperate. Only the idea won't seem to leave your mind. One day you're feeling especially bad and before you know it you're inside the building and signing up for a session.
let me kiss it better { baseball au, f } 0,97k
Sore Muscles { f } 0,5k @cobiehaven
changbin somehow convinced you to start working out with him even though you had never lifted a weight in your life. you werenât surprised by the way your body felt only after 3 days of pushing yourself over your limit.
âItâs the love of my love !â { a, f }
big buff boy binnie { s } @strayngesparkyds
grumpy { f } @/bbyquokka
bf headcanons { f } 0,7k @mazeinthemiroh
massage @/bbyquokka
strength difference { f, s }
MANIAC #3: Seo Changbin: DO ME A FAVOR { Hitman!binnie; a, s } 11.7k @cb97percent
Living proof that principles maketh man, yet has no moral compass. Keep your hands off what's his unless you're an adrenaline junkie seeking a near-death experience. Or death itself.
Hitman Seo Changbin.
Changbin is your human heater { f } 1k @notastraykid
Youâre cold and canât sleep. Changbin is your human heater.
clingy { f }
Forget Me Not { uni, bsf2l; c, f } 2,1k @skzonthebrain
DAYS OF CANDY { bouncer Binnie; a, s } 14,9k @hwan-g
a lot of things happened in motel rooms, even more happened between him and girls like you, girls that ride on his bike and have him by the balls.
Formal wear { s } 2,7k @kwanisms
Looking at Seo Changbin, one would expect him to be a dominant kind of man but that couldn't be further from the truth. At least, not with his girlfriend. She's the one who calls the shots, especially when Changbin is wearing his suit and tie.
Paris { f } 1,6k @inniejeonginnie
desperate love { f2l, s } 2,5k @bbyquokka
months of pining for one another, you both indulge in each other after being left alone for the nightÂ
left field { s } 6,5k @charmercharm3r
So many hints dropped, so little of them picked up.
you missed a spot, there { s } @cbini
REFRACTED. { a, s } 21,3k @seospicybin
Changbin all of a sudden decided to stay in your house for a few days with an excuse that he needed inspiration for his music. Little did you know, he has another reason to stay with you.
Pink stains { f2l, uni; f } 1,8k @suengmi
eventually, you picked up on the pieces. the late night visits to your room, the notes left on your laptop, the ice cream he picked up once a week from the cafĂŠ down the road. it was obvious, and it didnât need to be said. the two of you said it without words, but youâd be lying if you said you were one hundred percent comfortable.
the one with changbin and the houseguest { roommates2?,mutual pining; f } 1,5k @eoieopda
thereâs a new tenant in your two-bedroom apartment, and it is not on the lease. it is, however, on your ceiling.
lovesickness { a, f } 4k+ @yongbokkari
Changbinâs (silly) comforting { hurt/comfort, fluff} @astraystayyh
When youâre feeling sad, changbin will do anything (being silly) to cheer you up!
Hubby material @/cbini
Drunk confession { f } @yxngbxkkie
12. "I'm seeing you twice. Oh, now I can give all my love to even more of you."
14. "You're so adorable. I want to pick you up and never let you down."
Binnie blanket { f, s } @/cbini
MAKE A WISH { s, f } 8,1k @/seospicybin
It's his first serious relationship but Changbin fears that he likes you more than you like him.
OOPS! (DIDNâT SEE YOU THERE) { s, c, f } 3k @seungminheart
nobody understands how you and changbin ended up together when you are polar opposites, least of all your roommateâwho is convinced that your broody, dark boyfriend doesn't know how to please you. luckily, you have the perfect plan on how to rectify that.
and everything nice {roommates, idiots2l; f } ~1k @wooahaes
In the Labyrinth { Mythical, Minotaur Bin; a, s, f } ~14k @therhythmafterthesummer
The Labyrinth was an enigma for most people. Its existence was known, but what exactly happened within it was a complete mystery. When you entered the Labyrinth, you werenât really sure what youâd have to come face to face with⌠Not even in a million years would you have guessed just exactly what youâd find in here.
Day 19: Changbin + spit kink { s } 1,9k @straykeedz
The couch { a, f } 0,6k @channiesbakery
following an argument with changbin, you decide to (try) and sleep alone
Here With You { cuddles; f } 1,1k @mintquokka
rainy mornings call for warm cuddles
Captain seoâs pretty little below-deck maiden { s } @/cbini
Changbin thinks heâs subtle as he pines over you { f } 0,5k @lixie-phoria
what better way than flexing his muscles for changbin to tell you how much he's in love with you? it's perfect and its subtle! he thinks he's a genius for coming up with it.
you would get the hint, right?
Boyfriend texts @gyuworm
My favorite { f } @catiuskaa
Under the weather { c, f } 0,8k @/catiuskaa
Good loving { s } 2,6k @skzms
out of the 90 odd playlists on changbin's spotify, jisung picks what might be the one playlist that isn't meant to be played in a car with him and chan â changbin and your sex playlist
Series
WereRoomies { werewolves; s, a, f } @therhythmafterthesummer
Finding Comfort in Autumn { rivals2l; f, s, a } 16k
Changbin was an alpha. He had always been an alpha, but he had a secret. A secret he had only ever shared with the alpha of his pack, a secret he had kept buried as deep within him as he could, a secret he had decided to ignore, until the presence of that annoying omega coworker of his wouldnât let him ignore it anymore.
Heat { werewolf au; s, f } ~6k
With you, Changbin was able to explore areas of himself heâd never even imagined existed. With you, Changbin found himself feeling at home more than ever, which was why he wanted nothing more than to experience your heat with you, too.
Note: please let me know if the links are not working ! Iâll try to fix them as soon as possible ^^
a/n: Iâve done it with all of them!! hope youâll like it <3 @intartaruginha
Not saying âI love youâ back
BangChan ë°Šě°Ź
You had always known there was something special about Chan. From the moment you met him, youâd been drawn to his warmth, his leadership, and the quiet strength he carried beneath his relaxed exterior. After years of being friends, things had naturally evolved between the two of you, and for the past three months, you had been navigating the waters of a new relationship. It was exciting and comfortable all at once, but there were moments where the gravity of your feelings for him weighed on you.
That evening, as the sun dipped low on the horizon, Chan had taken you out for a walk on the beach. The air was crisp, the smell of salt and sea all around as your footsteps crunched in the sand. His hand was warm in yours, and you felt the familiar comfort of his presence beside you, his thumb absently brushing over your knuckles. It was a perfect evening, the type of easy night you had always enjoyed with him.
But there was something different about tonightâsomething in the way he kept glancing at you when he thought you werenât looking, his dark eyes filled with an emotion you couldnât quite place.
âSo,â he started, his voice light but with an undertone of nervousness. âHowâs your week been?â
You gave him a sidelong look, trying to figure out what was on his mind. âSame as usual, I guess. Workâs been busy, but itâs nice to unwind with you.â
He smiled, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. You could feel something brewing beneath the surface, a tension that made your heart beat just a little faster. You didnât want to pry, but at the same time, you wanted to understand what was going on in his head.
As the conversation lulled, you both found yourselves standing near the waterâs edge, the waves gently lapping at your feet. The sun had nearly set by now, casting a golden glow over everything, making the moment feel almost magical. You were about to make a comment about the beautiful view when Chan suddenly turned to face you fully.
âI love you.â
The words hit you like a tidal wave, knocking the breath out of you. Your eyes widened, and for a moment, time seemed to stop. He said it so simply, yet the weight of those three words hung in the air between you, filling the space with an intensity that made your heart race. You could see it in his eyes, the vulnerability, the raw emotion he had been keeping inside, waiting for the right moment to spill it out.
But you werenât ready.
It wasnât that you didnât care for him. You did. More than anything. But the idea of saying those words back felt⌠overwhelming. Like they carried too much meaning, too much commitment, and you werenât sure if you were there yet. Your mind raced, trying to process what he had just said, trying to figure out how to respond.
Chanâs expression faltered as the seconds dragged on, the silence between you growing heavier. His brows knit together, and though he tried to smile, you could see the sadness creeping into his eyes.
âItâs okay,â he said quickly, taking a step back, his hand dropping from yours. âYou donât have to say it back. I just⌠I wanted you to know how I feel.â
His voice was soft, almost breaking at the end. You could see the hurt in him, the disappointment he was trying so hard to hide behind his understanding words. Your chest tightened with guilt. The last thing you wanted was to make him feel like this. You opened your mouth to say something, anything, but the words just wouldnât come.
âIâll keep saying it,â he added after a moment, his eyes dropping to the sand at your feet. âUntil youâre ready. Itâs okay, really.â
You stood there, frozen, watching him as he forced another smile, though his eyes betrayed him. He was hurt. And it was your fault. But what could you say? What could you do? You felt torn between the desire to comfort him and your own uncertainty, your own fear.
The rest of the evening passed in a blur. Chan tried to keep the conversation light, but the air between you had shifted, and no matter how much you both tried to pretend like nothing had changed, it had. He dropped you off at your apartment later that night, giving you a soft, lingering kiss on the forehead before heading home. And as you watched him walk away, your heart ached with the weight of what had just happened.
The next few days were hard. You texted and called Chan like usual, but there was something different about the way he responded. He was still sweet, still caring, but there was a distance now that hadnât been there before. It killed you to think that you had caused this. That your hesitation had hurt him in a way you werenât sure you could fix.
But the truth was, you couldnât stop thinking about what he had said. About how much he meant to you. And slowly, you began to realize that maybe you did feel the same. Maybe you had been ready all along, but had been too scared to admit it to yourself.
A week later, you found yourself standing outside Chanâs apartment. You hadnât told him you were coming, but you couldnât wait any longer. You had to tell him. You had to make this right.
When he opened the door and saw you standing there, surprise flashed across his face, followed by a cautious smile.
âHey,â he greeted softly, stepping aside to let you in. âEverything okay?â
You nodded, your heart pounding in your chest as you stepped inside. Chan closed the door behind you and turned to face you, his expression wary, like he was bracing himself for something.
âIâve been thinking,â you started, your voice a little shaky. âAbout what you said the other night.â
His smile faltered slightly, but he nodded, staying quiet as he waited for you to continue.
âI⌠Iâve been scared,â you admitted, feeling your throat tighten with emotion. âBut itâs not because I donât care about you. I care about you more than Iâve ever cared about anyone, and I think thatâs what scared me.â
Chanâs eyes softened as he listened, his shoulders relaxing just a little.
âAnd I realized,â you continued, taking a deep breath, âthat Iâve been running away from how I really feel. Because the truth is, I love you too.â
The words came out in a rush, but the moment they were out there, you felt a weight lift off your chest. Chanâs eyes widened in shock, his breath catching as he stared at you, completely taken off guard.
âYou⌠you do?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
You nodded, tears welling up in your eyes. âI love you, Chan. Iâve always loved you. I just⌠I wasnât ready to admit it to myself.â
For a moment, he just stood there, frozen, as if he couldnât quite believe what he was hearing. Then, before you could say another word, he crossed the room in two long strides and pulled you into his arms, his lips crashing against yours in a kiss so full of passion and relief that it made your head spin.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead resting against yours, he let out a soft, breathless laugh. âYou have no idea how long Iâve been waiting to hear that.â
You smiled, your heart swelling with warmth as you gazed up at him. âIâm sorry it took me so long.â
He shook his head, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. âIt doesnât matter now. All that matters is that youâre here, and that you feel the same.â
âI do,â you whispered, your fingers tangling in the fabric of his shirt as you leaned up to kiss him again. âI love you, Chan.â
And this time, when you said it, there was no hesitation. No fear. Only the certainty that this was exactly where you were meant to be.
Changbin ě°˝ëš
The relationship with Changbin had always been filled with laughter, teasing, and the kind of deep connection that came from being friends for so long. Youâd known him for years, navigating the ups and downs of life with him by your side, and then, three months ago, things had shifted. It hadnât come as a shock to either of you, really. It was like something that was always supposed to happen, something inevitable, as though your connection had just been waiting to evolve into something more.
Dating him was easyâso easy that sometimes you forgot there were unspoken expectations simmering beneath the surface. The two of you had fallen into a rhythm, the line between best friends and partners blurring so seamlessly that you almost didnât notice. Almost.
It wasnât until that night that you realized just how deep his feelings for you went.
You had spent the day together like you often did, running errands, grabbing food, and just enjoying each otherâs company. The sun had set by the time you arrived back at his place, the cozy apartment that had become as familiar to you as your own. It had been a long day, and you were both eager to relax.
Changbin, ever the affectionate one, had pulled you into his arms the moment youâd kicked off your shoes. His strong arms wrapped around your waist as he nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck, making you laugh as his breath tickled your skin.
âDid you miss me already?â you teased, even though youâd been together all day.
âI always miss you,â he mumbled against your skin, his voice low and warm, sending shivers down your spine.
You playfully swatted at him, stepping away to grab a drink from the fridge. âCome on, you canât be that clingy.â
âWatch me,â he shot back with a grin, plopping himself down on the couch and patting the spot next to him. âYou know you love it.â
And the truth was, you did. You loved the way he always found a reason to touch you, whether it was holding your hand, resting his arm around your shoulders, or pulling you into his chest. It made you feel cherished, like he couldnât stand being away from you for even a second. It was one of the things that made being with Changbin so natural, so effortless.
The evening passed in comfortable familiarity. You both settled on the couch, a random movie playing in the background as you leaned against him, your head resting on his shoulder. It wasnât until halfway through the movie, when you turned to make a comment about a particularly cheesy scene, that you noticed the way he was watching you.
His eyes were soft, his expression serious in a way that caught you off guard. You blinked, momentarily forgetting what you were going to say as the weight of his gaze settled on you.
âChangbin?â you asked, tilting your head slightly. âWhatâs up?â
For a moment, he didnât say anything. He just looked at you, like he was trying to commit every detail of your face to memory, as though he was trying to find the right words.
Then, with a deep breath, he said it.
âI love you.â
The words hung in the air between you, heavy and full of meaning. Your heart skipped a beat, your stomach twisting in surprise. You hadnât been expecting him to say it, not yet. Not like this.
Changbin had always been the confident one, the one who wasnât afraid to show his feelings. But there was something different about the way he said it this time. His usual teasing tone was gone, replaced by something softer, more vulnerable. His dark eyes searched your face, waiting for your reaction.
You opened your mouth, but no words came out. You wanted to say something, to tell him how much you cared about him, but the words felt trapped in your throat. It wasnât that you didnât feel something for himâof course you did. Changbin meant the world to you. But saying those three words back⌠it was a big step, and you werenât sure if you were ready for that yet.
The silence stretched on, and you could see the way his smile faltered just a little. He tried to play it off, a small grin tugging at the corners of his mouth, but you could see the flicker of disappointment in his eyes.
âItâs okay,â he said, his voice gentle, though there was a hint of sadness in it. âYou donât have to say it back if youâre not ready. I just⌠I wanted you to know how I feel.â
Your heart clenched at the sight of him trying so hard to keep his usual smile, even though you could see the hurt behind his eyes. You hated that youâd caused that, that your hesitation had wiped the joy from his face. But what could you say? The words just wouldnât come.
âI mean it,â he added, his voice soft but steady. âI love you, Y/N. But itâs okay if youâre not there yet. Iâm not going anywhere.â
He reached out and brushed a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch gentle, his smile a little sad but still genuine. And that, more than anything, made your chest tighten with guilt. He was always so understanding, so patient, but you could see the way he was holding back his own disappointment for your sake.
For the rest of the evening, you tried to act like nothing had changed. Changbin, true to form, didnât push you. He went right back to his usual teasing, making jokes and pretending like everything was fine, but you could feel the subtle shift between you. There was an unspoken tension now, a quiet sadness lurking beneath his bright smile. And you knew it was because of you.
When he dropped you off at your apartment that night, he pulled you into a tight hug, holding you just a little longer than usual. His lips brushed your forehead in a soft kiss before he pulled back, giving you one last smile before heading home.
And as you watched him leave, your heart ached with the weight of everything left unsaid.
Over the next few days, Changbin didnât bring it up again. He was still his usual, affectionate self, still texting and calling you like always, but there was a distance now. It was subtle, but you felt it. The way he hesitated just a little before kissing you, the way his hand sometimes dropped from yours when you least expected it. And you knew it was because he was waiting for you to be ready. Waiting for you to say those three words back.
Over the next few days, you couldnât stop thinking about Changbinâs confession. The words replayed in your mind constantly, and each time, you felt the weight of your unspoken response pressing down on you. He had been nothing but patient, never bringing it up again, but you could tell that he was still waiting, still hoping for the moment when youâd be ready to say it back.
And now, as you sat in your apartment, staring at your phone, you realized that you were ready. You loved him. You had known it for a while, just like he had, and you were done letting fear hold you back.
Without thinking twice, you grabbed your coat and rushed out of your apartment, heading straight to Changbinâs place. Your heart pounded in your chest the entire way, the anticipation building with each step. You needed to tell him. You couldnât wait any longer.
When you finally arrived at his door, you knocked, your hands trembling slightly as you waited for him to open it. It took only a few seconds before the door swung open, revealing Changbin standing there, his eyes widening in surprise when he saw you.
âY/N?â he asked, his voice filled with confusion. âWhat are you doing here?â
You didnât waste any time. Before he could say anything else, you stepped forward, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him into a tight hug. He froze for a moment, clearly taken aback by your sudden embrace, but then his arms wrapped around you, holding you just as tightly.
âI love you,â you whispered into his chest, your voice trembling with emotion. âI love you, Changbin.â
For a moment, there was complete silence. You could feel his heartbeat against your cheek, the rise and fall of his chest as he processed your words. And then, all at once, he pulled back, his eyes wide with shock.
âYou⌠what?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
You smiled up at him, your heart swelling with affection. âI love you,â you repeated, this time with more confidence. âIâve felt it for a long time, and Iâm sorry it took me so long to say it. But I mean it.â
Changbin stared at you for a moment, his expression unreadable. And then, suddenly, a grin spread across his face, so bright and full of joy that it made your heart skip a beat. He let out a loud laugh, his arms tightening around you as he lifted you off the ground, spinning you around in a circle.
âYou love me!â he exclaimed, his voice filled with pure happiness. âYou actually love me!â
You laughed along with him, feeling lighter than you had in days. When he finally set you down, his hands cupped your face, and he leaned in, pressing his lips to yours in a kiss that was full of passion and excitement. It was a kiss that said everything that words couldnât, a kiss that made you feel like you were the only two people in the world.
When he finally pulled away, his forehead rested against yours, and he grinned down at you, his eyes shining with happiness.
âIâve been waiting for so long to hear you say that,â he admitted, his voice soft but full of emotion.
You smiled up at him, your heart overflowing with love. âIâm sorry I made you wait.â
He shook his head, his thumb brushing lightly against your cheek. âIt was worth the wait.â
And in that moment, you knew that everything was exactly as it should be. You were in Changbinâs arms, and you had finally found the courage to say the words that had been on your heart for so long. And now, as he held you close, you knew that this was just the beginning of something beautiful.
Seungmin ěšëŻź
Seungminâs Story:
Seungmin had always been quiet, reserved, with a dry sense of humor that only those close to him got to experience. Thatâs what had initially drawn you to him. There was a sharp wit beneath his soft, polite demeanor, and the more time you spent with him, the more you came to appreciate how deeply he cared for those around him. For months, the two of you had danced around your feelings, and after being friends for so long, it seemed natural that your relationship would evolve.
Now, after three months of officially being together, things felt steady, comfortable. Seungmin was not the type to wear his heart on his sleeve, but in the quiet moments when it was just the two of you, he would let his guard down, showing you sides of himself that no one else got to see. It was in those moments that you felt the closest to him, like you were the only person who really understood him.
Tonight was no different. The two of you were sprawled out on his couch, a cozy blanket draped over your legs as you watched a movie. It was late, the city quiet outside his window, and the only sound in the apartment was the soft hum of the television. Youâd spent the day together, wandering around the city, grabbing coffee, and just enjoying each otherâs company. It was the kind of day that made you feel content, at peace.
Seungmin had been a little quieter than usual that night, his dark eyes occasionally flickering toward you as though he wanted to say something but kept holding back. You had noticed it, but you didnât want to push him. With Seungmin, things always happened in their own time. He was thoughtful, careful with his words, and you knew that when he was ready, he would speak.
As the credits rolled on the movie, Seungmin shifted beside you, sitting up a little straighter. His hand was resting on your knee, his fingers idly tracing small patterns on your leg. You turned to him, giving him a soft smile, but the serious look in his eyes made your heart skip a beat. Something was different.
âWhatâs on your mind?â you asked quietly, your voice cutting through the stillness of the room.
He hesitated, his gaze dropping to his lap for a moment before meeting your eyes again. There was something vulnerable in the way he was looking at you, something that made your chest tighten with anticipation.
âIâve been thinking,â he began, his voice soft, almost hesitant. âAbout us.â
Your heart started to race at his words. You werenât sure where this was going, but the serious tone in his voice made you nervous. You shifted slightly under the blanket, waiting for him to continue.
âIâm not good at saying these kinds of things,â he admitted, his hand still gently resting on your knee. âBut I feel like⌠itâs important that you know.â
You could see the struggle in his expression, the way he was carefully choosing his words. Seungmin had always been careful with his emotions, never one to express them openly unless he truly meant it. And thatâs what made this moment feel so significant. Whatever he was about to say, it was going to be real. Honest.
He took a deep breath, his eyes locking with yours. âI love you.â
The words came out in a quiet whisper, barely audible above the soft hum of the television, but they landed heavily between you. Your eyes widened in surprise, your heart pounding in your chest. Seungmin didnât say things like this lightly. He wasnât the type to throw around words like âloveâ without meaning them, and you knew that.
For a moment, you were frozen. The weight of his confession hung in the air, filling the room with a quiet intensity. You could see the way his hands tensed slightly, his eyes searching your face for a reaction. He had just made himself vulnerable in a way he rarely ever did, and now he was waiting for you to respond.
But you werenât ready.
It wasnât that you didnât care about him. You did. Deeply. But the idea of saying those three words back⌠it felt too soon. Like once you said them, there would be no going back, and you werenât sure if you were ready for that level of commitment.
Seungminâs eyes flickered with the slightest hint of uncertainty as the silence stretched on. You could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his usually calm demeanor had given way to something more vulnerable, more unsure. He was waiting for you to say something, anything, but the words felt stuck in your throat.
You opened your mouth, but nothing came out. Your heart ached because you didnât want to hurt him. The last thing you wanted was to make him feel like his feelings werenât reciprocated, but you werenât sure what to say.
âItâs okay,â he whispered after a moment, his voice soft and reassuring. âYou donât have to say it back. I just⌠I wanted you to know how I feel.â
There was a quiet sadness in his voice, but his expression remained calm, his hand gently squeezing your knee as if to let you know that it was truly okay. He wasnât angry. He wasnât upset. He just looked at you with those deep, understanding eyes, and you felt your heart breaking a little more because he was always so patient, so kind.
The rest of the evening passed in a comfortable silence. Seungmin didnât bring it up again, and you tried to push away the guilt that lingered in the back of your mind. But you couldnât stop thinking about itâabout him. About how much he meant to you. And as the days went on, the weight of those unsaid words began to gnaw at you.
A week later, you found yourself sitting in your apartment, thinking about that moment. Thinking about Seungmin, and how much he had come to mean to you over the years. The truth was, you did love him. You had been in love with him for a long time, but the fear of saying it out loud had kept you from acknowledging it.
But now, after days of thinking about it, you couldnât ignore the truth any longer. You did love him. You loved the way he always made you laugh with his dry humor, the way he was so considerate and thoughtful, and how he always seemed to understand you even when you couldnât find the right words. Seungmin had been by your side through everything, and the idea of not saying it back, of leaving him in uncertainty, was starting to feel unbearable.
You knew what you had to do.
That evening, you found yourself standing outside Seungminâs apartment, your heart pounding in your chest. The cool night air brushed against your skin, and you shifted nervously as you raised your hand to knock. Your mind raced with everything you wanted to say, and a small part of you wondered if it was too late, if maybe you had waited too long.
The door opened, and there he was. Seungmin stood in the doorway, his expression softening as soon as he saw you. He stepped aside to let you in without hesitation, his usual calm demeanor putting you at ease. You walked into the familiar space, the cozy warmth of his apartment wrapping around you like a comforting embrace.
âHey,â he greeted you quietly, his voice gentle. âI wasnât expecting you.â
You gave him a small smile, your heart still racing. âI just⌠I needed to talk to you.â
He raised an eyebrow, concern flickering in his eyes as he motioned for you to sit down on the couch. You followed him, sitting on the edge of the cushion while he settled beside you, his body angled toward you, waiting patiently for you to speak.
There was a long moment of silence as you gathered your thoughts, your fingers nervously fidgeting with the hem of your shirt. You could feel Seungminâs eyes on you, watching, waiting, but he didnât say a word. He was giving you the time you needed, just like always.
Finally, you took a deep breath and turned to face him, your voice barely above a whisper.
âIâve been thinking about what you said,â you began, your words slow and careful. âAbout⌠about how you feel.â
Seungminâs expression didnât change, but you could see the way his posture stiffened slightly, the way his eyes searched your face for any sign of what you were about to say. You swallowed hard, your heart pounding in your chest as you continued.
âAnd I just⌠I wanted you to know that I love you, too.â
The words tumbled out of your mouth before you could stop them, and for a moment, the room was filled with a heavy silence. You couldnât breathe, your entire body frozen as you waited for his reaction. You had finally said itâthe words you had been so afraid to speak. And now, all you could do was wait.
Seungmin blinked, his eyes widening slightly in surprise. For a moment, he didnât say anything, and you could feel your anxiety rising with each passing second. Had you waited too long? Had you hurt him too much by not saying it back earlier?
But then, slowly, a soft smile spread across his face, and his eyes softened in a way that made your heart melt. He looked at you like you were the only person in the world, his gaze full of warmth and affection.
âYouâŚâ He paused, his voice barely a whisper as he processed your words. âYou really mean it?â
You nodded, your own smile starting to form as relief flooded your chest. âI do. I really do.â
For a moment, Seungmin just stared at you, his expression a mixture of disbelief and happiness. Then, without warning, he leaned forward, closing the distance between you and pressing his lips to yours in a gentle, almost tentative kiss. It wasnât hurried or rushedâit was soft, filled with all the emotions he had been holding back since the day he first told you how he felt.
You kissed him back, your hands reaching up to cup his face as you leaned into him. His lips were warm and soft against yours, and you could feel the quiet intensity of his love in every movement. It was as if the kiss was a promise, a silent confirmation that you both felt the same way, that you had finally reached the place you were both meant to be.
When he finally pulled away, his forehead rested gently against yours, his breath warm against your skin. His eyes were still closed, as if he was savoring the moment, and when he opened them, they were filled with so much love that it made your chest ache.
âI didnât expect you to say it back,â he admitted quietly, his voice thick with emotion. âNot so soon.â
You smiled, your thumb brushing lightly against his cheek. âIâve felt it for a long time, Seungmin. I was just scared to say it.â
He nodded, his fingers gently trailing down your arm. âI understand. I just wanted you to know how I felt⌠I didnât want to pressure you.â
âAnd you didnât,â you assured him, your voice soft but firm. âYouâve been so patient, and Iâm sorry I made you wait.â
Seungmin shook his head, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âIt was worth the wait.â
You laughed softly, your heart feeling lighter than it had in days. There was a sense of peace between you now, a quiet understanding that didnât need words. You had said what needed to be said, and now, you could finally relax, knowing that you were both on the same page.
Seungmin leaned in again, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before pulling you into his arms. You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart as his arms wrapped around you, holding you close.
âI love you,â he whispered again, his voice barely audible but filled with so much emotion that it made your heart swell.
This time, you didnât hesitate.
âI love you, too.â
And in that moment, everything felt right. You were exactly where you were meant to beâin Seungminâs arms, wrapped in the warmth of his love, finally unafraid to speak the words that had once felt so daunting. The fear, the hesitation, the uncertaintyâit all melted away, leaving only the quiet certainty that you were in this together.
And you knew, without a doubt, that this was just the beginning.
heyyy, can I suggest a plot that's been in my mind for a while? They are in a new relashionship (like 3 months) (but they've been friends for a while) and he says "I love you" first, and reader is like frozen and don't know how to react, because she likes him a lot but she's not ready to say "i love you" yet... but he doesn't get mad, he's like "it's ok, I'll keep saying it until you're ready, just wanted to let u know" and then eventually she says I love you back. I thought of this with Chan...or Changbin... or maybe Seungmin? But I don't know, it's ur call lol
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ofc!!! ill work on it tomorrow!!
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