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Jump | One | Two (final)

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𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜…

Bonus Boyfriend

𝙼𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜…

Falling Coming soon!

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➪ 𝙷𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚗

𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜…

We’ve become the clingy couple that you used to complain about

➪ 𝙷𝚊𝚗 𝙹𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐

𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜…

Give Me Attention Or I’ll Die!

Sharing Is Caring

You’re cute when you’re all worried

Bonus Boyfriend

It’s My Birthday

➪ 𝙻𝚎𝚎 𝙵𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡

𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜…

Game Over

➪ 𝙼𝚒𝚜𝚌 𝙶𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚙 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝

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Stray Children [Scenario | HH/HJ/LF]

♥︎ | Main Masterlist | Updated 9/14/20 ♥︎

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Love and War

Pairing: Hyunjin x Reader (female)

Synopsis: There was a fine line between love and hate, and you were stepping all over it. But now, all that was left in your heart for him was resentment, and all he wanted was to see you dead. Wasn't it? Because memories were a thing of the past.

Warnings: angst; mentions of holocaust, war; blood; character death; unrequited love; reader is a nachthexen (night witch); hyunjin is a pure aryan

Word Count: 2.6K

A/N: I hope you all enjoy it; it's very close to me and I have been hesitant to post it. (For you, Kath.)

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The sky was an open wound, red and bleeding, with clouds like bandages and cotton swabs; spluttered and dyed on the worst day of the worst year. It had been a direct hit, the engine was no more making any annoying noise. The plane dived through the torn up sky like a cormorant, the ground getting closer and closer by the second. You felt your heart jump to your throat, blood pounding so loudly in your ears that you could barely hear. You had to land, it was all you could think about. Even the planes on your tail no longer occupied your attention. You couldn't risk being captured, and your Po-2 bomber, which suddenly seemed flimsy as wet paper, threatened to break apart.

"Think, Y/N, think," you whispered to yourself, racking your brain for potential landing sites, your fingers moving rapidly on the controls.

There. You spotted a small open field, not far away from the city, but enclosed and moderately hidden from sight by trees. It would have to do. Landing a plane on fire was no easy task, and as you touched down on the grass, the metal gave a mighty groan, like the jaws of some great dragon opening. Smoke threatened to overwhelm you, and holding your breath, you writhed out of your fastenings, and leapt out of the burning plane as the wings went up in the flames. You landed a couple of feet from the wreck, and coughing, you ran. You stumbled into the woods; in the direction that led away from the city, and turning your head, you saw that the field you had left behind was catching fire.

You weren't sure how long you ran for; for a while, you ran blindly as the light faded. The scene you had left behind was like a brilliant, glaringly obvious beacon, they were bound to investigate. When they would find no body, they would come after you.

You had to get away, you thought to yourself, trying desperately to not let the panic set in. But as of now, you did not know where you were. You stopped, looking for something to guide you, to provide some kind of direction. Something warm trickled down your face; you put your hand up to touch it, absentmindedly. When you drew your finger tips away to examine them, finding them covered in red. So it was blood running down your face, from your hairline. You started to jog again, but had only gone a little over a hundred metres when you became aware that the trees were thinning.

A couple more metres, and you saw the outline of the city. You froze dead in your tracks. In your disorientation, you had run in circles, that had led you back to the city, where they would find you. No, it was not a matter of would; they already had.

Your blood ran cold, turning to ice in your veins when you heard the footsteps.

"Oh Y/N..."

He breathed your name, and it sent shivers down your spine. His voice was so familiar, and you knew it was him before you turned around, slowly.

"Y/N, you were so good. So smart, so clever. But all good things come to an end, don't they? The feared Rose Devil, caught at last," he drawled, with a smirk that marred his features.

Blonde hair reflecting the scarlet setting sun, blue eyes as clear as the sky, merciless; a pure Aryan blood. He was still so devilishly handsome, it infuriated you. Your jaws clenched in anger, and you tried to keep your head down. There had to be some way out of this.

Run, he would shoot you down. Others were bound to come through the copse of trees soon. You would have to play the cards left very carefully.

"What's your prize for catching a witch?" You asked calmly, while your eyes flashed. As you asked him the question, you mentally checked for two very important things: your gun and your cyanide. One was missing, another you found. All you could now rely on was your remaining cyanide pill, which would kill you in an instant if you needed it.

"An iron cross. That's a pretty good incentive, isn't it? And for catching an ace, rare as they are..."

He trailed off, leaving the rest of the sentence hanging dangerously in the air, and stepping closer to you.

He was a foot apart from you now, and you felt yourself shaking. "You're sick. All of you are sick. I'm proud to be an ace, and I'm proud of shooting down your planes, torching your cities in the night when you're sleeping. And, I know you're listening closely for us. And, you're terrified; all your men are. Of women, of girls, because suddenly, it's not just a man's world anymore. I'm a better pilot, and a better person than you will ever be. You can sleep with that knowledge."

Your tone was like frost, and you hope that he heard your hatred in it.

Instead, he came closer still, and you clenched your lean fingered hands, which had come in handy so many times into tight fists.

"You forgot; I'm an ace too, sweetheart. Tell me, Y/N, what happened to your plane?"

"What do you think happened to it? You shot it down, you son of a bitch," you swore through gritted teeth.

"Yes, I shot that pile of junk out of the air. About time I did, too. You were just so hard to catch. I have no idea how you were able to maneuver that plywood thing so well."

He laughed, but it was not a pleasant laugh; it was dry, dry as the brittle leaves left on the trees. It was true, the Po-2 wasn't meant for the battle which the Nachthexen took it into, which you had taken it into.

"Do you remember what I did to your last plane? You barely escaped alive," you snarled. You wished, in that moment you wished more than anything that your words alone could kill him.

"Very true. You're still good at what you do; did I ever tell you otherwise, darling?" He asked softly, a gentle smile playing on his face.

"It was implied, and you know it," you hissed, making him smile even more, as if he was proud of you like you professed earlier. But then you sensed something in his face, and his tone. Like he was remembering something.

It made you both afraid and unsure at the sane time, and you paused, wondering to react. You decided it was worth the risk, after a moment.

"Do you-" you started, inhaling sharply and breathing out again, before continuing. "Do you remember when we met, Hyunjin?"

Pain flashed across his face, like you had struck him. There was a weakness there, buried under the layers of hate.

"Yes." He whispered, voice suddenly tight with restrained emotion; as if this word only carried memories of acceptance he wished to erase.

It was not four years ago, in the neutral no man's land, Switzerland, that you had first met him. Both him and you had thought it had been your first kill, crash landing in the mountains, less than three hundred metres from each other. You had been the first to get out of your plane, bruised but otherwise uninjured. With a grimace, you yanked out your rifle, and walked over to the other wreck, a German bomber. If the pilot had survived, you had to kill them. Clear as day, you remember kicking your way through the twisted metal, and then seeing a man– no, a boy, step gingerly out of the wreckage. Your gun had wavered when he turned around, looking straight at you.

His eyes had widened, you remembered.

"You're just a girl," he exclaimed in disbelief.

"You're younger than I expected," you had said quietly equally surprised. He nodded.

He was right, you had just been seventeen then, and he only eighteen.

"How did you fly like that?"

He was incredulous, and you felt all that you had been trained for resolve into the back of your mind, flickering, like a candle in the wind.

"I trained in fight school, like any lad my age," you said, shrugging, and he shook his head, smiling. "You know you're not a bad pilot yourself. Unfortunately, I have got to kill you," you told him, your tone steely.

"What makes you think I wouldn't kill you first?" He asked.

"I think I have better aim," you had remembered saying, and him smiling. Not smirking– smiling.

"I won't shoot you if you don't shoot me. I just want to talk," he said, seriously.

Maybe it was your age and lack of training that caught up, because in that moment you did something you should have not. You let your guard fall down.

It had been brief, desperate, beautiful, and terrible, all at once. He admired you and you admired him. You respected him and he respected you. For a year, you just let yourself be casual teenagers. For a year, you actually considered leaving everything behind, and running away with him in Switzerland, and you knew he felt the same. He had even told you as much one evening.

But you were enemies, and this was war. You were sent your separate ways, got new planes and continued. He became a feared flying ace, terrifying everyone but you with his skill and incredible number aerial victories. Your comrades were afraid to fight him. And you, you were one of the Nachthexen, the loathed and feared Soviet "Night Witches". You became known as the Rose Devil, for the dark red flowers you had painted near the spinner of your Po-2 biplane, and as a female ace– you struck dread into anyone who came into combat with you.

You had met him again, multiple times over the next two years, but never on foot. You were always in the air, locked in bitter combat. The war had hardened you both, and you came to develop something as shocking as hate for him. You knew how he attacked, not to crash, but to kill, that he too had turned from liking to hating you.

Now, you were here, and he had you cornered on the edge of the forest– one step and you would be dead. The sky had turned a dark-crimson black, filled with unwinking, merciless stars, that seemed to regard you with cold impression. This twister war, your problems– the stars did not care. They were far away. You smelled gun smoke drifting lazily on the wind, and tensed.

"Things are different now," you said, though it felt like your heart was being wrenched apart, as you forced yourself to be distant, indifferent. Now, you couldn't bury your head in the sand, and all the horrors of the war, the atrocities delivered by the countries they had sworn loyalty to protect and fight for, were very real. You couldn't be brushed over, romanticized. You had people's blood on your hands, and so did he.

"Yes, things are different now. I can't promise you anything anymore. This time, one of us is going to die. And it won't be me, Y/N," he whispered in the air and it cut sharply through the air, his words hardening as yours had. You heard heavy boots in the distance, coming closer by the minute.

"Yes, you're right. I will die today, Hyunjin." Your fingers deftly found the capsule you kept under your belt. "But you will get no medal, no Iron Cross for it."

His eyes widened, as he processed what you meant, seeing the cyanide capsule in your hand.

"Y/N, no!" He exclaimed, voice but a strained whisper, some old compassion coming back.

God, it was such a fine line between love and hate, you thought, shaking your head with a determined grimace.

"Would you rather me be brutally tortured, and die in a concentration camp?" You laughed humorously. "I will be used like a toy for pleasure, before being put in hands of wicked doctors and then I will die like a rat gasping for air."

You saw his eyes flash and then, with a swift motion, he knocked the pill out of your hands. Now, you were left with no choice. The heavy steps were very close, and any given minute they would be here.

You heard a shout: "Nachthexen!" from the woods and you lunged forward. You grabbed his pistol and he yelled, tackling you. You pulled the trigger, felt the trigger recoil and felt him tremble as he rolled off you. Tears streamed down your face and you pulled the trigger again, but this time, the gun wasn't pointed at him. The sound roared in your ears; deafening, like the sound the bombs made on ground. So unlike the silent whooshing of your plane, like an owl hunting in winter.

You fell onto the leaves with a soft crunch, fell right next to him. You painfully turned your head, and he opened his mouth, and closed it, clenching his jaw with effort. He tried again, and this time it worked, though it was only a faint ghost of whisper. "Thank you. I hated you, but God, I-" He coughed up blood. "I loved you, Y/N."

His mouth formed into a slight, fleeting smile and he coughed again. Blood leaked from his mouth and chest, staining his uniform.

"I loved you too. When we're going-"

Even as you were dying, your voice caught looking at him. "Maybe we be carefree, teasing, happy even. Don't look back, Hyunjin."

There was a hopeful gleam in his eyes for a moment, before they fluttered close, and you gave a trembling sigh. Those blue eyes, the reasoning given to this brutality, you wondered if there was any chance to see them again.

"Yes," he whispered. "Thank you, sweetheart. You're an idiot, though."

You brushed your thumbs over his cheek, shifting to press a kiss on his lips. He would be your first and last kiss; truly tragic and you laughed in defeat.

There was nothing pretty about it, death was not beuatiful– nothing like those sappy romance novels some of your male comrades kept stashed away under their pillows. No, there was just sadness, and strange longing coupled with a strange hope. With every breath, you could feel your life leaving you, energy draining out of you, but your resolve was strong as ever. You had done terrible things on others words, but dying like this; it was on your own terms. He and you, you had fought your own war. And you had won. Your breaths got shallower and shallower, and you could no longer hear his.

Everything faded until there were only three words left in your mind. So, you closed your eyes.

The heavy boots and the angry men who wore them reached the scene. Their face, their best pilot was lying motionless in the leaves, the female Soviet pilot who had hunted them for so long was lying next to him.

"Mein gott. Nachthexen. The Rose Devil. He's dead; she's too. What on earth happened?"

You didn't hear the rest. Where you were, it was warm and light. There was no war, no bombs exploding around them.

"Y/N?"

You shifted closer, but this time it didn't hurt you. You were still twenty and he still twenty-one. There was no blood on him, and you felt your face, your hair, expecting your hand to come away red, like it did always, but it didn't.

"It's gone, it's all gone," he said, sounding relieved and disbelieving at the same time, and you let your hand fall.

No blood, either. You heard the familiar roar of a plane engine, and your eyes widened in surprise. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer to his chest, and in a single breath, your tension disappeared. It was funny, heaven started at an airfield, slicked by his and your blood; not water.

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Skz reaction to you having curly hair?

Stray Kids Reaction To Their SO Having Curly Hair

Genre: fluff

Warnings: slight suggestiveness

A/N: As a wavy-haired girl myself, this is def is a tad self-indulgent.

Chan:

Chan will love your curly hair and it just might help him embrace his own curls. Ngl, he'll be a little amazed at your hair care routine and all it takes to keep your curls from frizzing or tangling. Whenever his hands end up in your hair, he'll be extremely careful because he knows how easy it is for things to get tangled in it, but running his hands through your hair during a kiss always makes him weak in the knees.

Minho:

Honestly, I feel like this man doesn't have much of a preference on his SO's hair. Of course, he loves it because it's yours, but its not something that he immediately notices. During your relationship though, he'll love to gather your hair into a ponytail just to see your face better. Whenever you think your hair looks awful or it just won't cooperate, he's always there to reassure you that it looks fine and that it doesn't matter cause it will get messed up later.

Changbin:

Changbin LOVES your curly hair, especially when you wear it long. His hands are constantly playing with the ends of them whenever his arm is around your shoulders or when you lay your head on his lap. He'll love putting his caps on your head just to see how your hair looks in it. He's a sucker for you in a backward baseball cap. Changbin will also keep a list of your hair care products on his phone so he always gets the right one.

Hyunjin:

The two of you absolutely share hair accessories. One day you'll come home to find him using one of your headbands to keep his hair out of his eyes as he paints. Another day he'll find you using his clips while you style your hair. Truthfully, neither of you mind. Hyunjin rarely comments on your hair specifically, but he always goes out of his way to leave kisses in your hair.

Jisung:

Playing with your hair is a pastime for Jisung. It never gets old for him and he's constantly gathering it into a ponytail and letting it fall loose again just to repeat the process. He never explicitly says anything about your hair, but you can tell how much he loves it by how much attention he gives it. Something about curly hair will absolutely get worked into one of his sad love songs.

Felix:

Felix is all for words of affirmation and never ceases to tell you how beautiful you are, including how much he loves your hair. Like Jisung, he always finds himself playing with it, but it's in a more absentminded way. No matter when you ask him if your hair looks all right, he will always say yes, even if you've just woken up. Will one day curl his hair so you two can "match."

Seungmin:

Seungmin rarely says things explicitly. That doesn't mean that he doesn't say you look beautiful or that he loves you, it's just that he cannot fathom identifying one feature in particular when he loves all of you. Of course, your curly hair is part of that. However, if you got hold of his diary, you'd see just how much he thinks about your hair and that it is often one of the first things he notices about you.

Jeongin:

He shows his love for you (and your hair) with teasing. It's mostly harmless and he knows when to be serious. If you've done something new with your hair or gotten all just up, this man will be speechless, and any thoughts of teasing you go out the window. I mean, he can't even form words. While he may not care about hair texture one way or another, he loves your hair because it's yours.

My ass is over here crying and shit. like DAMN WIPE YO TEARS

Hard To Love

Where Chan was hard to love but harder to not. Pairing: Bang Chan x gn!Reader // Lee Know x gn!Reader Genre: Angst with fluff at the end / friends to lovers Warning: cuss words, implied toxic behaviour, mentions of a girlfriend and ragging. Playlist: Every Road Leads ~ Bette Midler

Bang Chan was hard to love. To you at least.

You had known Christopher Bang all your life. Your parents were neighbours turned friends which naturally passed on to Chan and you; childhood best friends keeping their friendship intact all the way to high school and even through college. And now, even as you both were adults, occupied in your own jobs, your friendship still remained, stronger than ever.

It was safe to say, you had the best memories with Chan. Be it breaking rules or crying over some soppy ass movie on a Saturday night; laughing at weird corny jokes or bawling over a nasty breakup. All your firsts also belonged to each other, call it curiosity or whatever. There wasn’t much to complain about your platonic journey with Chan.

Except when there was. Things weren’t all that platonic on your end, after all. And how couldn’t they? Chan was perfect after all, at least for you. To you. But it was hard to love Christopher ‘Chan’ Bang.

“Hey __!! Where’s Chan hyung? Is he not coming tonight?”

Jeongin’s loud call jerked you back into the present, as you noticed all of their attention was now on you.

“He said he’ll be on time and now everyone’s here while he’s slacking.”

Hyunjin dramatically shook his head, as if to expressly show his disapproval, not that Chan or anyone in the room cared much.

“How would I know? I’m right here, sitting with you guys, aren’t I?”

You tried using sarcasm as a way to ward off their attention from you, knowing that they thought you both must’ve fought and were now grovelling for each other. But the truth was, you really didn’t know where Chan was; you hadn’t known anything about him for a few months now.

“I don’t know, you guys are always attached to each other’s hip so…”

Jisung’s voice, masked with indifference, couldn’t hide the amusement that filled his eyes at the irony of the situation, which made you scoff in annoyance.

As Chan and you got into high school, you befriended Changbin and Minho respectively and together you guys made a lot of memories and unable to part ways, you took admission in the same college where you found Jisung and his younger brother Seungmin, then Hyunjin and lastly Minho’s younger brother Jeongin too joined your group, all of them a year junior to the four of you. The last to join your group was also a junior, another Australian, Felix, that Chan saved from ragging and introduced him to your group. Since then the nine of you are inseparable.

Honestly though, the group was always divided a little by biases towards Chan and you. Changbin and Minho sided with you for some reason. If teams were being formed, they would be the first to pick you, even when Chan wouldn’t and you could now for sure say that if things ever went downhill, they’d be the ones to never leave your side whereas Hyunjin, Han and Jeongin always biased Chan, dare you say revered him for some reason. Felix was the obvious one, Chan literally was his knight in shining armour though your friends always joked that he had some kind of bi-panic towards Chan and you. Seungmin on the other hand, couldn’t be bothered less. If it were casually picking teams, he’d go by whatever team he was feeling that day. But if it were a serious issue, he’d always side with whatever he thought was right. So he never really picked a side.

In his words, “I dislike you motherfuckers all the same.” But you knew that his precious heart would and could never pick sides. And you adored him and this little chosen family of yours, even if they gave you run for your money sometimes, a little less than you adored Chan though.

Chan was for a lack of better words, MIA these days. He used to tell you that he couldn’t survive an hour without you, which was somewhat true based on your history. You guys were indeed always attached to hip, no matter how much you wanted to punch the smirk off Jisung’s face.

“Sorry guys I had an emergency.”

Lo and behold, there he was. The man of the hour, truly. He was on everybody’s mind yet you couldn’t be sure what or who was on HIS mind. Strolling in so casually and effortlessly gorgeous, oblivious to the storm in your head, greeting everyone with that bright smile of his that easily made your heart skip a beat or two. He exuded main character energy; the handsome protagonist that makes all the girls in college swoon, that is adored by children and elders alike, the favourite friend of all the parents, the one that can easily make friends with even the coldest person in the world, the one who got the most roses during valentines and would smoothly reject them with the most innocent face as if he didn’t know the entire female population of the college liked him.

He was annoying and charming and you were just another female in that lot, who failed to resist him. But who could blame you when you were so close to him that you could almost taste the kind of love that you wanted from him. You were not delusional after all, just hopeful.

“Hey sweet girl! How are you doing?”

But it was harder to not love him, especially when he spoke to you like that. The sweet nicknames in his honey like voice, the genuine adoration in his alluring eyes and the way his words seemed to always melt your heart in a mush. You’ve loved him ever since you first understood what love was.

“I’m good. How about you?”

You could feel the squeak in your words, and so did the other seven men in the room, as if someone had wrung your throat and made you answer but Chan only passed you his infamous flashing smile.

“I’m good too, now that I’ve seen you.”

And he said it so casually, oblivious to the heat spreading the entirety of your face and the racing of your heart, that you knew it didn’t mean what you actually wanted it to mean. This was the real him, he had always been good with words, it came naturally to him. Maybe you weren’t a special case to him for he naturally had so much love to give to everyone, even if you selfishly wanted to be the only one.

Maybe, this was all he ever was-oblivious. He couldn’t see what the rest of your friends could, your parents could, the entire college could, heck you’re sure even a stranger would if they were to be in your vicinity. But he didn’t. He couldn’t see the person he said he knew the best. At least, not anymore. You should’ve known. He was the best at obliviousness.

“You were the one who disappeared and are now suddenly back with your cheesy words.”

You rolled your eyes at him, trying to feign nonchalance, pretend that you didn’t care about him, pretend that it didn’t hurt, his actions don’t hurt. After all, this was what you were the best at-pretence.

He sat beside you with a soft, dramatic ‘oof’ and wrapped his arms around your shoulders in a bear hug. You let out a sigh of relief, as if a burden was lifted off your shoulders.

“I’m sorry. I know that’s on me but I was going through something, that I’ll soon share with you, before you say it. You know I’d never abandon you like that, don’t you?”

You did know that, didn’t you? Chan had always been so attentive and caring towards you ever since your first day at kindergarten together. Holding your hands all the way up to class, tending to your physical injuries, lending his shoulders to cry on, memorised all your allergies and actively watched out for you, never letting you walk on the road side, crossing roads with you as if he were protecting a child, having your orders from all cafés and restaurants at the back of his mind and even healing all your mental scars, all but that which were related to him. How could you not love him when he made you feel like you were on top of the world, like you two were the only ones for each other, like he reciprocated your feelings? These little things were what actually attracted you to him.

Only to go on dates with people that could even give supermodels run for their money. His dates made you realise that you would never be close to his ideal type, you’d never be what he wants in life, thereby discouraging you from confessing whenever you mustered up some courage.

“Yeah you’re being unfair to all of us. Do you know how much __ missed you? Kept asking about you all the damn time.”

You glared at Felix with so much heat that he visibly squirmed at his place, beside Seungmin, who though had a blank look on his face, smacked his arm as if gesturing to stop his nonsense.

“The last time I remember, it was Chan’s minions, who were hassling __ for his whereabouts, Felix, wasn’t it?”

Changbin, as always, your saviour took your side and effectively shut the boys up, who were clearly enjoying your plight.

“Ah! My bad, guys. But what’s so wrong with my girl missing me, Bin?”

You jerked up from his hold to look at him but he didn’t let your hands escape his as he stared back at you with a playful glint in his warm eyes. You could hear a lot of ‘oohs’ and giggles around you but you couldn’t care less because he was doing it again; giving you hope that you guys were something more, only to turn around and switch to the same old best friends forever shit.

“No no there’s absolutely nothing wrong with YOUR girl missing you.”

You could hear Hyunjin’s annoying drawl but you held your breath, waiting for him to do just exactly what you expected of him, you knew him better than he knew you after all, heck you knew him better than he knew himself and you knew you couldn’t be wrong about him, even though you kept hoping against hope. You wanted to be wrong tonight.

“Exactly! So stop teasing my best friend about it.”

Yup! There it was; the tag that you once wore with honour gradually turning into a weight holding you down. The giggles quietened as your shoulders sunk and you relaxed back into the couch, you didn’t know what’s on everyone’s mind but you surely expected it to happen once again because you also knew that Chan had always enjoyed attention, you just didn’t expect to be one of his enjoyment sources as well but you slowly learnt that maybe you were too. He liked knowing that he had your heart on the palm of his hands; knowing that he was the only one for you, finding comfort in the fact that no matter what he did and no matter where he went, he could always come back home to you. And you would take him back with open arms, like a fool. Always.

But you had enough. You thought tonight you’ll tell him of your feelings and be done with it, once and for all. You knew he won’t accept them but at least you’d get your closure with his rejection and move on to a life without the hopes of Chan as your boyfriend.

“Then start being my best friend properly. I can’t be the only one in this friendship anymore, could I?”

You knew the weight of your words surprised not only Chan but also the rest of the group, who now looked alert and uncomfortable, knowing it wasn’t a jest anymore for you. Chan’s eyes widened with disbelief did nothing to deter yours filled with determination.

“Baby don’t be like that. For once, think about me and you’d understand why I was gone for a while. Please don’t make a scene tonight, when all of us are here and so happy together; when I’m so happy after a long time.”

His words, as much as had the powers to heal me, also had the powers to destroy me from within. How could he so subtly call me selfish? I don’t think about him? If only he still cared about me he’d know that all I ever thought about was him. Did he also imply that he was so unhappy but all I did was ignore him and make a scene out of everything? I didn’t listen to him? Hah! If he wanted, I could recite everything he’s ever said to me, word by word. That’s how much I paid attention to him.

“That was a little too harsh, wasn’t it Chan hyung? Why don’t you just get straight to the point and save us all the misery of your oh-so-unhappy-life?”

Seungmin, as always the blunt Angel that he was, said with a finality. When all Chan saw was the disbelief on everyone’s face and understood that he disappointed everyone with the choice of his words, he knew he took it too far.

“Okay! I guess it’s time to tell you all. You remember the hot girl I hooked up with in that downtown bar six months ago?”

Of course you did, even if nobody else did because you remember feeling like a 16 year old heartbroken kid all over again when you found Chan making out with a beautiful stranger when you turned to find him after a quick toilet break.

“Well we caught up again six months back and decided to see where it leads us. We took a break off to Jeju and damn I had the time of my life. I think it’s safe to say we’re ready to date now. I don’t think I’ve been happier in my life ever.”

Six months since Chan disappeared on you, leaving you wondering if you did something wrong. Six months since he left you and started thinking of a life with someone else, without informing you. Granted you didn’t have to know everything about his life but he couldn’t even tell you he’d be gone, as a best friend?

Oh! How pathetic you were, truly. When all your happiness only ever relied on him, he didn’t even think you had ever made him feel joyous. Were you jealous, angry, hopeless or heartbroken? You didn’t know; maybe all of it, in that order. Suddenly 24 years of friendship felt suffocating to you, useless even, if he couldn’t share his whereabouts and woes with you.

“Wah! You’re so cool dude. You got two of the coldest and the most gorgeous chicks of our college crazy in love with you. Damn!”

And of course Hyunjin was going to praise Chan, as if he had saved the world. Even Jeongin looked scandalised with the amount of bullshit that came out of Hyunjin’s mouth, then it was fair enough that Minho almost strangled him.

“Wait! Two? Who’s the other one.”

Hah! What a funny guy he was; couldn’t even keep quiet for once and let you silently grovel in your misery. Thankfully though, the chime of your phone from a colleague gave you an excuse to escape. Of course you weren’t going to actually answer the phone because you didn’t think you could form words without a tremor in your voice.

But you couldn’t stop your thoughts from going haywire now. Should you have told him sooner? Was it your fault? Were you not obvious enough? Of course he wouldn’t actually ever pick you, who were you after all? He had so many better choices, someone he would be proud to have by his side. You were never enough, you had always known then why did it hurt so much?

“You can stop blaming yourself now.”

Minho’s sweet voice tinged with sternness infiltrated your thoughts as you saw him take a seat beside you on the patio bench. You took deep breaths, trying to hold your emotions.

“You once told me it was okay to cry and let out my feelings in front of you because you’d never judge me for it. Tonight I ask the same of you. I think you’ve tortured yourself enough.”

An exhausted sigh followed by a stream of tears finally escaped you as you let your emotions wash over you and rest your head on Minho’s shoulder. Never had you ever thought that someone other than Chan would ever be able to comfort you, least of all Minho.

Minho wasn’t the most expressive person, even if you could swear that he was the one who felt the most emotions-the most hurt, the happiest, the most excited and even the angriest. You knew that he checked his emotions so damn much because sometimes they drove him, in his words, insane. While you knew he had your back as did, you his, he wasn’t your closest friend. You had the least amount of memories with him, you both were a weird bunch to be honest.

“This was bound to happen one day then why does it hurt so much?”

You didn’t even think he heard your whisper but he surprised you, not that you even expected a reply.

“Because feelings can’t be helped and you felt too many of them for just one person all your life.”

You buried your face in his shoulders as your cries turned into silent sobs and his arms tightened around you. You could swear it was the safest you’d felt in a while, dare you say like the comfort of a home and you wondered why Minho had never held you before for you swore his hug was soothing.

“I think it’s better this way.”

Your words prompted him to make distance so as to look at your face but you weren’t ready to look at his face, afraid of his judgement.

“He’s perfect in every sense and he seeks perfection in every sense while I can never be even close to perfection nor have I ever strived to be. You know those main characters of a movie who’s rich, good looking, charming, got a gorgeous troublesome ex but somehow ends up with a character that’s completely opposite of them? Chan is that main character to me. I think that even if I confessed to him and he had accepted me I’d always be anxious, trying my best to keep him in my life, make sure he’d never grow bored of me, be his perfect other half and that would’ve ultimately killed the person within me that he liked, or if ever liked.”

You gave a bitter smile at your fate and walked away from the bench while staring at the moon that looked so pretty yet unattainable, just like Chan. So close yet so far.

“He never deserved you any way. You deserve so much better and more than he could give you.”

You let out a sarcastic scoff at Minho’s words as you felt him coming closer to you.

“And who said that?”

“I’m saying that. Changbin says that. Heck, even Chan’s minions know that. If this isn’t enough for you, then all those roses in your locker say that.”

You were sure there was a frown on your face at his reply. Maybe Minho was more delusional than you because no way in hell so many people would ever think that way. You appreciated his efforts to make you feel better but he didn’t have to lie to your face. All of a sudden, you felt his fingers on your jaw, pulling you to face him as you stood wide-eyed in surprise.

“You never noticed these things because you were so busy noticing what Chan needed. You never noticed those roses and letters in your locker because you were focused on his; you rejected all prom dates because you were busy moping as he picked his date; you never noticed how the entire college stoped to look back at you as you entered the campus because you were always focused on what Chan was saying. You never noticed how much I love you because you were busy loving him.”

The only words that managed to knock your breath out after this sudden proximity between you two were the last few words that escaped from him as his eyes softened at your now misty ones while his fingers kept caressing your cheeks as if to ground you to the present.

“Minho!”

And a soft whisper of his name was all you could manage to let out. You were sure that your heart had pretty much skipped an entire rhythm right now. How could he be in love with you? He never even gave any signs. He was always so distant that you even thought he disliked you when you first spoke to him. He rested his head on yours as both of you closed your eyes, feeling an ecstasy that was never felt before.

“I’ve been in love with you ever since I first saw you in the college cafeteria. It was impossible to not notice you when you were practically glowing in my eyes; so pretty, had such a sweet giggle, spoke so passionately about how Toy Story 1 was the best movie and other sequels should’ve never been made, cried over a hurt kitten all in one day of knowing you; all these things made me want to wrap you in a blanket burrito and never let go.”

You let out a little chuckle as your grip tightened on his shirt and more tears escaped you.

“I wanted to approach you, tell you I wanted to date you but you were clearly not interested in anything romantic if it wasn’t with Chan so I settled for being friends. I thought it was better to have some of you than none of you. You said that Chan was the main character in your story but you were the main character in mine.”

This time you didn’t stop the sob that came out of you, thinking about how much you hurt him unintentionally. You also couldn’t stop thinking about a possibility of all that could’ve been if you took off the rose tinted glasses through which you saw Chan, even once.

“Maybe this is my punishment Minho. I kept hurting you, just as much as I kept getting hurt. I kept blaming Chan in my head but what’s the difference between him and I, when I did the same to you?”

He immediately shook his head and held you by the shoulders with so much resolve that it compelled you to stop rambling and listen to him.

“There’s a lot of differences between the two of you. You never gave me any mixed signals, you never played push and pull with my emotions, you always knew what you wanted; I was the one hurting because I couldn’t let go of you. Our situation is different than Chan and yours. How were you to know that I felt this way about you when I kept my distance? But you’ve to understand that I was reserved because I was scared about the intensity of my love towards you, even when we had so much space between us. What would’ve happened if I didn’t push myself out of the frame? Would that have been better for the two of us?

As you looked at his doe eyes that reflected the depth of his soul, you knew for sure, that this man right here would’ve been able to break through all your walls of false hopes and easily made you love him, perhaps more than you’ve ever loved anyone.

“Maybe!”

“Maybe!”

Both of you nodded and whispered in a silent agreement but refused to let of each other, needing to believe that this moment was true, that it was really happening.

“Then would you wait a little more for me?”

You could see the glimmer of hope in his eyes that he squashed with confusion, not wanting to get disappointed for hoping about something that he long gave up on without even trying but you were determined to not hurt and get hurt anymore. Maybe this was a new beginning for you, for him and for Chan.

“Wait for what?”

You took a deep breath and clutched his hand that was still unknowingly caressing the back of your neck.

“Please wait for me to get over my heartbreak and let me get to know you as something more than just friends. I know what I’m asking of you is a bit selfish but I don’t want to treat you as a rebound, as a replacement of what I couldn’t have, as an outlet of my heartbreak. I want us to be real and our beginning shouldn’t be formed on the basis of my negative baggage. You deserve the best and while I may not be the best, I want to be at least my best for you; for us.”

His beaded eyes shone with something that you couldn’t really place but you knew that you could travel to the end of the world if it meant that his eyes would shine like that.

“I’ve waited for you when there wasn’t any hope or reason to. Imagine how long I could wait for you now that you’ve given me a reason to.”

Yes, you were definitely a fool to not notice this pure hearted man who might not have stood by your side but always around you, silently protecting you and loving you without expecting anything in return. But what you did notice was how you liked this kind of crying where you couldn’t even stop smiling at each other, especially when his bunny smile looked so endearing on him.

And as you both wrapped each other around in an intimate lovers’ hold you finally felt contentment, as if the last piece of a huge complicated puzzle finally snapped in place. You pressed your nose in his shirt, letting his scent comfort you and could already feel yourself wanting to drift off to somewhere only you and him existed.

While it may have been harder to not love Chan, you think it may be criminal to not love Minho.

What you both didn’t notice was a pair of eyes in the corner of the yard, observing you two since the beginning, overwhelmed but feeling a crack in his heart that he never even imagined he would. Were new beginnings supposed to make your heart twist like that?

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Of Haircuts and Hyunjin

Pairing: Hyunjin x afab!reader (Y/N)

Summary: Hyunjin badly needs a haircut, and you're about to be his new favorite hairdresser.

WC: 1.95k

Content Warning: Intended for 18+ mature audiences, MDNI! Suggestive Content. Let me know if I missed anything else.

The rays of the early morning sun shine down as Hyunjin pulls up outside of his favorite salon, District 9. The exterior is a sleek and modern building with an interior design of black and white. You stand behind the cleric counter tapping away at the booking computer's keyboard. You've just opened, so you're the only one here. As he approaches the cleric counter you greet him with a smile and a small bow.

"Welcome to District 9! You must be Hyunjin. I'm Y/N and I'll be your hairdresser today. Do you know what kind of style you're looking for today?"

He confirms and gestures to his hair with a chuckle "I think it's time to cut this a bit shorter.” All through dance practice the previous evening his silky black hair had been falling in his eyes and sticking to the sweat trickling from his temples.

You smile again and laugh "I think I can handle that. Are you interested in any color?"

Hyunjin finds himself caught up in your laugh - it's so warm and sweet and it lights up your face. Your rich brown eyes crinkle at the edges and he notices you have the cutest lips with a perfect cupid's bow.

After a moment he realizes he still hasn't answered your question.

"Color? Hmm..." He ponders. He hadn't been thinking about color but he could be persuaded. "What would you recommend?"

You study him for a moment - taking in the fine planes and angles of his face - before turning and leading him back to the hair wash stations. "I think you'd look very nice with a deep burgundy color."

He follows you a few strides behind and takes in your outfit. You're wearing a sleeveless black turtleneck crop top and a free flowing red skater skirt paired with black over the knee boots. He can't help the fleeting thought about how hot you look.

Once you reach your assigned wash sink, you gesture for him to take a seat on the plush leather. He does as instructed and reclines back so his head is over the sink. You turn the water on and adjust the heat until it feels just right.

You have to lean over him slightly to thoroughly wet his hair. He looks up at you through his lashes and is startled to realize that he can just catch a glimpse of your underboob. It's just a small sliver of flesh, but it looks firm and perky, and delicious. His tongue flicks out to lick across his upper lip. He flushes slightly at the trajectory of his thoughts and squeezes his eyes shut hoping you don't notice.

He opens his eyes again as you turn off the water and glances up at you. You give him a smile before turning to pump some shampoo into your hands. As you work the shampoo into a lather you also begin to massage his scalp and it feels heavenly. He closes his eyes again and lets out a small sigh of pleasure as he melts into the seat. 

You smirk at the sigh, you know it feels good - the wash step is everyone's favorite part about a haircut. While his eyes are closed, you study his face closer. His face is absolutely stunning, and you notice a beauty mark just below his left eye. You also notice the remnants of the flush that painted his face as you leaned over him earlier.   He may be your client, but it seems that neither of you are immune to the other's charms. And that, that makes you want to make him feel better.

Continuing your massage, you begin lightly scratching your short nails across his scalp. A bolt of pleasure zings down his spine leaving goosebumps in its wake. He shivers slightly and groans softly. The feeling of your nails at his scalp is transferring directly to his cock. He struggles  to quell his growing arousal. After all, the hair salon isn't the place to pop a full boner. 

Eventually, you remove your hands from his head and Hyunjin almost whines from the loss. You turn the water back on to thoroughly rinse the shampoo out before pumping some conditioner into your hands and applying it. After a few minutes, you rinse out the conditioner and squeeze the water from his hair. You wrap his hair in a towel and then purposefully lean over him again before tapping his shoulder and letting him know he can get up.

He looks up and catches another glimpse of that tantalizing flesh before you straighten up. He subconsciously licks his lip again before moving to get up. He follows you to your hair cutting station. He could just be imagining it but your hips look like they have a little more sway during your steps - your skirt swishing teasingly.

He sits in the barber's chair and you fasten a cape around his neck before adjusting the chair to the proper height. You prepare your comb and clippers with a #4 guard and say "well, shall we get started then?" He nods and you begin running the clippers through his hair. 

He strikes up a small conversation with you while he studies you through the mirror in front of you. He studies the way that top clings to your breasts. The way your skirt flares out from your waist. He asks how long you've been a hairdresser. You reply that you've been doing hair for about 7 years now, that your family doesn't approve, and that this is your first month with District 9. That explains why he's never seen you before, he'd have remembered.

You continue your movements while engaging in his idle chitchat, the words flowing effortlessly. Once his hair is uniformly clipped, you switch to your pair of scissors for the finishing touches. You spin the chair around to work on his hair in the front and Hyunjin promptly finds himself face to face with your perfect breasts. The barber’s chair is set to just the right height - all Hyunjin would need to do is lean forward and his face would nestle straight between your globes. The ones that he was just admiring in the mirror. Instead, he takes in a steadying breath through his nose. Notes of jasmine, amber, and a hint of citrus invade his senses. You smell smell warm, sensual and inviting. Rather than steadying himself, his exhale is even shakier. 

You raise your arms to trim some uneven pieces of hair and your breasts rise with them. Christ. He groans to himself. He can tell you’re not wearing a bra, and if he’s not mistaken, he can see your nipples. Hard tips pressing against the ribbed material of your top. He can’t help but lick his lip again as he imagines what it would be like to take one of those points between his lips - his teeth. 

As you're trimming with your scissors, you leave the ghost of touches along the shell of his ears, and down the back of his neck. Brief and teasing, but innocent enough to be passed off as accidents. The feather light touches heat his skin andsend jolts of pleasure shivering across his body. Between everything - his thoughts, your smell, your touches - he’s rock hard in his jeans. He’s never been more thankful that the cape covers his entire lap. He wonders if you know what you're doing to him. (You do - and you love how responsive he seems to be).

As quickly as you turned him to face you, you spin him back around. You set down your comb and scissors and brush off any stray pieces of hair that remain stuck to his shoulders. You lean down and whisper in his ear “all done.” His brain seems to freeze as he feels your warm breath caressing his ear. Before he realizes it, you’re standing up straight as if nothing happened asking "what do you think? Have you given any more thought to color?"

His brain is still struggling to catch up. Did he just imagine that you whispered in his ear? He clears his throat and studies his reflection in the mirror. He thinks the hair cut is perfect and just what he wanted. He shouldn’t have his hair in his eyes for a least a couple months. After studying himself for a second, his eyes slide to look at your reflection. His hair might be cut, but he’s not quite ready to leave yet. He swallows and replies "the cut is perfect and I think I'd love to get some color."

You grin and excitedly reply "you want to go with the burgundy?"

He nods and you clap your hands and head off to mix the dye.

He watches you go with a smirk on his face. Just what are you doing to him he thinks. 

You return and apply the dye to his hair before setting a timer and leaning your back against the counter in front of him. You cross your arms, pushing your breasts together and up. After seeing them up close he wants to touch them so bad. To feel how they fill his palms, and to test their weight. He has to clench his jaw and his hands into fists below the cape before he does something that would be very inappropriate. 

You catch him staring and give him a smirk and wink. "Do you like what you see?" Your voice is low and sultry.

"Darling, you have no idea," he groans. You might have some idea you think to yourself.

You unfold your arms to push yourself up to sit on top of the counter. As you do so your skirt rises slightly. Hyunjin’s gaze tracks straight to the toned thighs that are revealed a little more. You cross your legs, allowing him a flash of your panties as you do. "Well, I like what I see too,” you say as you not so subtly look him up and down. He flushes slightly but meets your gaze. His twin orbs seeming to mirror the desire you feel. 

You spend the next 30 minutes waiting for the color to develop and exchanging flirty remarks. When the timer goes off you lead him back to the hair wash station. You know exactly what you’re doing as you take your final chance to lean over him. You take your time carefully rinsing the dye from his hair. 

Afterwards, you lead him back to the chair for a quick blow dry. As you fan the heated air across his hair, ears, and neck he can’t help but think of the warm air that came from your breath. He stares hard at your reflection while you work - thinking of this experience and all the things he’d like to do to you. Glancing at him in the mirror, you catch him staring. 

Turning off the blow dryer you place it back in its holding slot. You lower the barber’s chair to it’s resting position and remove the cape from around his neck. "Alright Hyunjin, if you're done checking me out, let's go ahead and get you checked out!" You grin at him and he smirks back, taking a moment to not so subtly adjust himself. Your eyes flick down to the way he grabs himself through his jeans. It’s your turn to lick your lips. 

At the cleric counter he hands you his sleek black card and you ring him up. He signs the receipt and leaves you a big tip. You hand him a copy of the receipt. At the bottom is a hastily scribbled note.

In case you want to do more than look ###-###-#### - <3 Y/N

A/N: Thanks for reading my second fic, y'all. I left this one suggestive but let me know if you'd be interested in a part 2.

Also, my requests are open and I'd love to hear your ideas!

Y'all. Blow this shit up. WTF it's so good

Hi! I don't know if I've ever sent in a request to you before and, if I did, I hope you don't mind another one. Didn't mean to spam, I promise; I just really like your fake texts with SKZ.

If you're comfy with it, can you do an angsty enemies-to-lovers fake text with Changbin as the reader's love interest, but they started out really disliking each other? Then one day, the reader's ex-boyfriend came to their workplace to make trouble for her and, since Changbin was the only one around at that time, he grudgingly came to her rescue. That's when they put their differences aside and got to know each other better.

Or something similar, or with other SKZ members if you think this one fits another member better.

Thank you!

THIS TURNED INTO 44 SCREENSHOTS WOOOOOOOW, EVERYONE BUCKLE UP!!!!!!! Because of tumblr's photo limits I have to split this post into two parts, but I'm posting them at the same time so no waiting!!!!!! Let's goooo!!!!!!!

Contains Changbin being a bitch, harassment from an ex, slow burn. Includes texts between Changbin/Y/N, Felix/Changbin, Felix/Y/N, SKZ group chat, Y/N/SKZ, Felix/Han, Han/Y/N | part two link

masterlist | part two

Who You Belong To

Pairing: Chan x afab!reader

Summary: when you're at an after party and Chan doesn't show you enough attention you start acting up. OR wherein you learn actions have consequences Chan fuck the brattiness out of you

WC: ~1.95k

Content Warnings: 18+ MDNI. Established relationship, Dom/sub dynamics, degradation, spanking, spreader bar, name calling (Babygirl, princess, slut, sweet girl , pretty girl, baby, daddy), unprotected piv sex (please practice safe sex irl), hair pulling, overstimulation, squirting, aftercare (let me know if I missed any, please and thank you)

A/N: this just kinda popped into my head last night and I really needed to get it out there. Kinda sorta proofed but not really.

You're at an awards show party with Chan and the rest of Stray Kids. You've been there for a couple of hours now and you're growing bored. You're all dolled up but Chan has been too busy mingling to pay you much attention.

In your boredom you decide to flirt with some of the other male idols. Surely that will catch his attention. Although you've been nothing but appropriate, you're pushing the boundaries. When you catch him watching you with his jaw clenched, you smirk. You meet his eyes and see the dark warning flashing in them before turning away.

You're standing talking to Hongjoong, your hand resting on his arm when Chan comes striding over. He greets Hongjoong with a nod before excusing the both of you. He drags you by your arm to the side of the event hall with a grip just shy of bruising.

"Chan! I wasn't done talking to Hongjoong!" you turn to face him and try to pull your arm free. A muscle ticks in his jaw and instead of letting go, he tugs you closer causing you to stumble over your tall heels.

He hisses into your ear, "I think you've done plenty of talking for the night. Don't think I don't know what you you've been doing. I'll deal with you when you get home. You have 10 minutes before we leave."

A frisson of equal parts fear and anticipation surges through you. When he releases you and strides off, most likely to bid goodbye to the other members, you release a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. Just what you gotten yourself into.

The car ride home was silent but you could feel the simmering energy crackling between the two of you. When you get back to your shared apartment, he ushers you in. When the door closes, he cages you against, hands on either side of your head, and kisses you deeply until you moan.

When he withdraws, he fixes you with a stare. "I think I need to remind you who you belong to, babygirl. 5 minutes. I want you naked and on the bed on all fours." He swats your ass as you scurry off.

You're undressed and in position within the first minute, but he makes you wait. You can't help the wetness that's already gathering between your thighs in anticipation.

After 5 minutes are up, you hear him enter the room. The bed dips down behind you and he sets something down. You feel the familiar sensation of a leather cuff being wrapped around first one ankle and then the other. He slides a few fingers under the cuffs to check the tightness. Satisfied you won't lose circulation, he clicks open the spreader bar and you gasp.

This is something you've only talked about, and not actually tried yet. The bar has wrist cuffs too, and he draws your wrists between your legs and attaches first one wrist then the other. Without your hands, you're forced to rest on your chest and shoulders. It's not exactly comfortable on your neck, so he props you up on a couple of pillows, then steps back.

"Princess, you look so pretty all trussed up for me."

You runs a hand over your perfectly presented ass and your shiver. "You were flirting with all those other guys, with Joongie, but they don't get to see you like this, do they, slut?"

When you don't answer, he lands two harsh smacks in quick successions, first one cheek then the other.

"No, they don't," you bite out.

Another smack, "no what?"

"No, daddy!" you squeal.

He caresses your flesh with his palm, lovingly. Reverently. "That's right. I think 15 more ought to remind you who you belong to. Count!"

He brings his hand down and you bite out "one!"

He strikes again in the other cheek. "Two!"

He alternates sides, sometimes hitting the top of your ass, or the bottom where it meets your flesh. By 10, you're sobbing and your make up is ruined with tear streaks. "Please! I'm sorry, daddy!"

"Oh, you will be," he growls.

By the time you reach 14, your ass is a beautiful red and warm to the touch but your cunt is absolutely dripping. He soothes your skin with his palms and you moan.

"One more, babygirl," he says. Your thighs quiver with anticipation. You steel yourself for the strike, but this time he slaps your pussy, finger tips just grazing your clit. You jerk in shock and scream "Fifteen!"

He runs a few fingers through your folds and moans. "Fuck, princess, you're absolutely soaked. Did you enjoy that?"

You shake your head vehemently, and he chuckles. "Your head says no, but your body says yes."

"Who does this pussy belong to?" he asks as he sinks two fingers into your wet heat. Your mouth falls open and you let out a filthy moan.

"You, daddy! My pussy is yours. Please fill your pussy," you beg.

He withdraws his fingers and you hear the clink of his belt unbuckling. He quickly sheds his clothing and your feel the bed dip behind you again as he lines himself up.

His hands grip your hips so tightly you're sure to bruise. You both let out a hiss as he pushes inside you, taking his sweer time entering you. You're soaking wet, but he knows he's big. You moan when he is fully seated. His girth stretches you deliciously while the tip of his cock presses against your cervix.

"You take me so well, baby girl," he says as he draws his hips back. Your walls grip his length, trying to suck him back in.

He draws back until just the tip is inside, before slamming back into you. He repeats these motions again and again, slowly increasing the pace until he he's pounding into you.

You cry out and he says, "Is this it? Is this what you wanted baby girl? You wanted me to remind you who this cunt belongs to?"

"Y-y-ye-yes!" you wail.

"I'm going to make sure this pussy is molded to my cock, pretty girl."

His words make you clench around his cock. "I want to cum... I need to cum," you beg, pulling against your bonds.

"You'd better hold it until I say, baby girl," he says slowing his thrusts. "If you cum without permission, you'll be cumming until you beg me to stop."

You want to be good for him, for your daddy. You're trying your hardest to hold on but his fat cock is hitting your gummy spot just right with each thrust.

"I can't! Please, daddy!" You beg. "Please can I- fuuuuuuck!" You scream.

Before he can grant you permission, he delivers a particularly sharp thrust that has you falling apart on his cock.

"Oh babygirl... you were so close. But you still came without permission."

He continues driving into you as your walls flutter and pulse around him. The sensitivity from your first orgasm has you quickly climbing to a second peak.

You mind goes hazy with pleasure. Each snap of his hips punches a moan from your lips which are parted and drooling. It isn't long before you fall apart a second time.

He stops thrusting, and places a hand on the base of your skull gathering a handful of your hair. Taking care not to pull your roots too much, he hauls you up against him.

Your eyes are closed and you're panting. Your walls still quivering around his cock with aftershocks.

"Color, babygirl?"

"Green," you moan breathlessly.

That's all he needs to hear before he begins thrusting into you from below. With the change in angle he's hitting a new spot inside you.

He threads his other hand in front of you and gently presses against your lower belly. He groans at the feeling of his cock pressing against his hand each time he bottoms out. The added pressure makes you feel so full. You're hurtling towards your third orgasm.

He can feel how your cunt is tightening, bearing down around him. He slides his hand down and circles your clit.

"Cum for me baby. Cum on my cock again!"

You jerk at the contact and scream as your vision whites out and your hearing fades. You cum around him again, squirting and flooding the sheets below you.

You're shattered. Your soul scattered. You don't think you've ever cum so hard in your life.

When you come back to your senses, you're lying on your back. Your wrists and ankles are unbound and Chan is kneeling between your thighs, rubbing soothing circles into your skin.

When he sees you coming back to earth, he wraps your legs around your waist and presses a thumb to your clit. You hiss at the overstimulation, tears gathering in the corners of your eyes.

He pauses and looks at your with his brow furrowed in concen.

"Color?"

You're so tired and truthfully you don't know how much more you can take. You take a deep breath and whisper, "yellow, daddy."

"Okay princess. You've been so good. Do you think you can give me one more? Daddy wants to cum with you."

You let your gaze roam over him. You know that if you say no, he'll stop immediately. But you look at his cock which is red and angry, covered in your cream and twitching with need. He's so good to you. You want, no, you need him to cum with you.

"Please fill me with your cum, daddy."

"My sweet girl," he moans as he sheathes himself inside your core once more. He closes his eyes and tips his head back. "Shit, you feel so good princess."

His thrusts are slow, almost gentle. You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him closer. He begins rambling as his thrusts grow erratic.

"You took your punishment so well. Fuck. My perfect girl. You're made for me."

You moan and clench around him at his praise causing him to groan in response. "I love you, babygirl. I'm going to fill you up!"

He thrusts two more times before he stills deep inside you. You feel his hot cum painting your walls and the feeling triggers your own release. You cum around him a final time with a wail, "I love you too, daddy!"

You cling to him as your contracting walls milk his cock. When your orgasm fades, you all but slump to the mattress, exhausted.

Chan extracts himself from your limbs and pulls out. He walks to the bathroom and you hear the sounds of water beginning to fill the tub. He returns with a glass of water and a warm, wet washcloth.

He helps you drink the glass of water and then begins cleaning you up, taking care with your sensitive, swollen folds.

You're mostly asleep by the time he finishes and picks you up bridal style. He carries you to the bathroom. With your eyes still closed you murmur, "I'm sorry for being a brat, daddy."

He kisses your head whispers "I love it when you're a brat."

He places you on the toilet so you can pee and then settles you into the bathtub. He changes the sheets while you relax before sliding into the tub behind you.

He holds you and whispers sweet nothings in your ear. And when you fall asleep, he dries you off, dresses you in one of his t shirts and tucks you into bed.

He kisses your forehead and whispers how much he loves you. He loves when you're a brat. And he loves when he gets to fuck it out of you.

@daydreams-after-dark

Wow

Pairing: Han Jisung x afab!reader, Idol!Jisung x Manager!reader (Y/N is used)

Summary: Based on a request. Plot with eventual smut. Y/N graduated from University and moved to Seoul hoping to get a translator job with an entertainment company. Instead, she gets a job as one of the managers for Stray Kids and maybe something more. 

WC: 8.62k

Content Warning: Intended for 18+ mature audiences. MDNI! Brief anxiety/panic attack, masturbation (m and f), mutual pining, noona as a pet name, fingering (f rec), nipple play, swearing, unprotected piv (please be responsible for yourselves). Let me know if I missed anything else.

You're different from when we first met, I'm curious of you The mood you give off completely changed, I'm curious of you I can’t understand how I feel, mysterious of you With the gaze you give me, let me say "Wow" (Got me trippin’ like) Wow, wow, completely changed your vibe (Got me trippin' like) Wow, wow, wow I wanna be on your mind (Got me trippin’ like) Wow, wow, so I can approach you I want to know how you feel, bang bang (Got me trippin' like)

Han first sees you as you’re walking into the cafe near JYP that he frequents. When you open the door, early morning sun is shining directly behind you, lighting up the top of your head like a halo. As soon as he sets his eyes on you, the rest of the world seems to fall away and his heart stutters a few beats. After you step in and the door swings shut behind you, he’s able to see you clearly. 

Your hair falls past your shoulders in soft waves. You’re wearing a black turtleneck and a plaid pinafore dress with black knee high boots. The dress hugs your chest before flaring out into a flowing skirt that ends mid thigh. He watches as you order a vanilla latte and an almond croissant before sitting at a table and pulling out a planner.

Even from first sight, he feels an instant gravitation towards you. He’d love to stay and get to know you, but his drink order is being called. Unfortunately, the rest of the boys are waiting for him to come back to the dorms with their drinks. As he leaves the cafe, he glances at you again. He can’t help but hope he’ll see you again. 

You’ve just moved here on Friday after graduating university. Spending your first couple of days unpacking, you’ve had very little time to explore your surroundings. The halmeoni who greeted you when you first moved in mentioned a nearby cafe serving some of the best coffee and pastries around. And so on Monday morning you find yourself briskly walking the couple of blocks to the cafe. 

You’ve put on one of your favorite dresses and boots but forewent a jacket. A decision you are now regretting hence the brisk walk. After a few minutes you reach the cafe and open the door. You step in and call out a polite greeting to the baristas at the front. You quickly browse their menu board before deciding on a vanilla latte to warm you up and a flaky almond croissant. 

After placing your order, you find a small table by the window and take a seat. You pull out your planner and your laptop to begin checking your emails. Before moving here you sent out applications to many different companies. You got a degree in linguistics with a minor in music. Right now your dream is to work as an interpreter/translator for one of the big entertainment companies here in Seoul, but you’ll take what you can get. 

Your latte and croissant arrive just as you’re opening up your email. You take a sip of the warm drink as you sift through your inbox. Your spirits sink as you find the emails in your inbox are only spam. You subconsciously worry your lower lip. You have enough savings for a couple of months here in Seoul, but you’ve left everything you’ve ever known behind - not that there was anything left for you there. You didn’t have any family, or friends you could fall back on, and certainly no significant other. In other words, you really needed a job.

You take a bite of the croissant while you fill out some more job applications. The croissant is deliciously flaky and nutty from the almond. After the first bite you end up spending a couple of hours filling out applications while your latte and croissant end up forgotten on the side. You finish up and stretch your arms above your head before drinking the rest of your latte and croissant while watching passersby out the window. 

You decide that you really like this cafe. You’ll definitely be back. 

You don’t have time to go back to the cafe until the weekend. 

You’ve been busy. You bought furniture to make your apartment feel more like a home. You went out and bought a few more professional pieces of clothing, for when you finally get an interview. The rest of the time you spent sending out applications and reaching out to contacts to develop a network. 

On Saturday morning you wake up around 9. After stretching with a big yawn, you decide that a hot coffee and a pastry would make a perfect start to your weekend. You dress comfortably with a coordinating gray hoodie and jogger set and pile your hair up in a messy bun. The last thing you add to your outfit is your over-the-ear headphones.

You put on your favorite playlist of kpop hits and leave your apartment. It’s a beautiful sunny day, and you smile to yourself as you walk down the street. You’re jamming out to your music and unlike the last time you made this walk, you take your time.

When you walk into the cafe, you’re dancing in tiny to God’s Menu. You’re so engrossed in the music, head bobbing along to the beat, you don’t notice the group of 8 boys sitting in the corner. You don’t notice how they turned to look at you when the door chimed.And you certainly don’t notice how a few of them stifle a chuckle as they recognize the dance you’re doing. 

Han immediately recognizes you - how could he not when you’re all he’s been thinking about. you’ve been plaguing his thoughts since he saw you on Monday. When he got back to the dorms, he couldn't stop raving about the most beautiful woman he thinks he's ever seen. 

Even wearing sweatpants, as you are today, he thinks that that's true. What's even more beautiful is the way you're smiling as you dance to his song, their song. Is it fate that you listen to their music?

The thought that the woman of his dreams might be their fan, a Stay, has his heartbeat picking up and a faint  blush creeping up his neck. His reaction doesn’t go unnoticed by either Chan or Minho, and they give him a look.

He gulps and mutters, “that's her. She's who I saw on Monday.” 

The other members hear his statement and take a closer look. ‘She is beautiful,’ they all think, agreeing with his assessment. 

When the song finishes, you pause your playlist and slip your headphones down to hang around your neck. Their eyes follow you as you order the same vanilla latte as on Monday with another croissant, chocolate this time. They continue to follow you as you retrieve your latte and select a seat near the windows. 

It isn’t until you settle into your seat, that you finally feel the weight of their gazes. You slowly turn your head towards the corner and meet the gaze of 8 men. Your eyes widen in surprise as you take in their faces. Although some of the members are wearing masks, you still recognize them easily, how could you not when you’ve watched so many of their lives. When you’ve listened to their music on repeat, letting it anchor you to the world as you struggled through uni alone. 

You were told that this cafe was close to JYPE, but you are still surprised to see them here. You give them a bright smile and a little wave. And then you remember what you were doing as you walked into the cafe. Certain that they watched your stupid little dance you flush a deep pink. You hide your face in your hands and quickly turn away. You spend the rest of your time gazing out the window, pointedly not looking back toward the corner. 

For some reason, your smile thrilled each of the members. But when you flushed and looked away they all felt bad. None of them meant for you to feel embarrassed. After all, your dance had been cute and they were the ones caught staring. Nevertheless, they stopped watching you and resumed talking amongst themselves. All except Han, who couldn’t help but sneak peeks at you. He’s so curious of you. 

Over the next month you become a frequent presence at the cafe. You still haven’t found a full time job which worries you, but you were able to pick up some freelance translation work for the time being. You often work from the cafe, spending hours there at a time. In doing so, you get to know several of the baristas there. When you come in, they greet you by name, and if it isn’t busy, you often spend a few minutes chatting. 

Han sees you there often. Sometimes he’s there first and sometimes you’re already seated at your favorite spot by the window. Although he is often accompanied by another member or two, he also finds himself going by himself more often hoping to see you. When he’s alone, he allows himself to observe you in a way he doesn’t with the other members. He studies your little facial expressions - the way you bob your head to whatever song you’re listening to. The way you chew on your lower lip when you’re thinking. It’s during one of these visits that he learns your name is Y/N. 

It’s mysterious the way your simple existence has utterly captivated him. He’s so curious of you. He can’t help the way he wants to talk to you and get to know you. He wants to be on your mind the same way that you’re on his. He simply wants you. But, he’s an idol and relationships aren’t so easy, so while he pines after you he 

channels all his thoughts and desires into lyrics.  

It’s been a couple of weeks since Han has seen you last. He’s worried about you. You had been coming less frequently, and the last time he saw you, you had dark bags under your eyes, and your lower lip was thoroughly raw and chapped. You looked ill.  

It’s safe to say that when he finally sees you again, he’s relieved. He’s arrived at the cafe just after you, you’re standing in line just a few places ahead. You look good - you look healthy. 

You’re dressed in a striking three-piece pantsuit. It accents both your waist and your curves. It’s professional but also flatteringly feminine. He can't help the way his eyes roam up and down your body. He can't help the way they linger on the swell of your ass. The outfit suits you exceptionally well. 

Han watches as you reach the counter and greet the barista by name. You order your customary vanilla latte to-go and move to the waiting area. His lips form a pout when he realizes that means you won't be sitting down. Where is she going looking like that, he wonders. 

When it's his turn at the counter, he orders two iced Americanos and a smoothie for Chan, and moves to stand next to you at the drink receiving area. He studies you closer. 

Your hair is neatly pulled back into a ponytail. Round wire-framed glasses sit atop your nose giving you a very studious look. He can see a few freckles dusting your cheek bones. Your lips are pink and full and look so soft, not nearly as chapped as the last time he saw you.  He’s standing close enough to you that he can lightly smell your perfume. It’s a floral jasmine mix with a hint of musky amber and bergamot. It’s heady but not heavy. It’s intoxicating. 

He is startled out of his thoughts, his thoughts about you, when both of your drink orders are called. You grab your drink and head for the door. By the time he grabs his drinks and places them in a carrier, you’ve disappeared onto the street. 

You had stopped going to the cafe after about a month because you still hadn’t received any interviews or job offers. The freelance work you were able to pick up was barely enough to cover your rent. You were no longer confident in your decision to move here. You were stressed and alone and it was wearing on your health. 

Then one Thursday afternoon you received a call from an unknown number. 

“Yeoboseyo? Is this Miss Y/N? I'm calling from JYP Entertainment regarding the Interpreter position you applied for. Are you available for an interview tomorrow?”

You were shocked. JYP Entertainment was just one of the many companies that you applied to and since they were one of the big names, you didn’t really expect to hear back from them. And yet they were the first company to reach out to you. You could barely contain your excitement while you responded “Yes, I'm Y/N. Thank you. I would love to come in for an interview!” You briefly discussed the details and ended the call with an interview scheduled for 8 am the following morning.

That was how you found yourself standing in front of the JYP Entertainment building, at 7:50 am with your latte in hand. You are thankful that the company is close to the cafe because you’re gripping the cup like it’s your lifeline. Maybe in a way it is - the warm drink in your hand is comforting. You take a deep grounding breath before entering the building and announcing yourself at the front desk.

After a few minutes you are escorted up to one of the meeting rooms on the upper floors. Inside, seated at a conference table, is Park Jin Young, JYP himself, along with another woman. Placing your cup down, you bow at 90 degrees and greet them both. 

“Hello. My name is Y/N L/N. It's nice to meet you!!”

“Hello, Miss Y/N. Thank you for agreeing to meet us today. Please sit,” he gestures toward a seat opposite him and then glances down at the papers on the table in front of him. “I see that you applied to be one of our interpreters for English and/or Japanese.”

“Yes sir, that is correct,” you respond as you take a seat. 

“You have quite an impressive resume here. I have one of our Japanese speakers with me to test your conversational skills, if you don't mind.”

“I don't mind,” you respond in Korean before easily transitioning to Japanese. You first re-introduce yourself before falling into an easy conversation with the other employee. You talk about some of the professional aspects of the job before moving on to some more personal details, like pets and hobbies. After about 10 minutes of conversing, the other employee ends the conversation and nods to JYP. 

“Very good, Miss Y/N. Your conversational skills appear to be more than adequate. I think you would be a great addition to our team of interpreters. However,” he says before pausing. 

Your heart which was beginning to swell with excitement faltered as you waited for him to continue. Your thoughts raced ahead - what wasn’t good enough?

“With your minor in music theory and production I think you may actually be better qualified for one of our new artist manager positions.”

Wait, what? You can’t help the way your mouth falls open in shock.

“With Stray Kids’ growing popularity and global presence we want to expand their management team for better support. You are proficient in Korean, Japanese, and English which is a great asset for travel and international interviews. With your music education you can also assist with production and recording if necessary,” JYP finishes explaining with a smile. 

At some point during the explanation you managed to close your mouth and reign in your shock. You take a drink of your latte before speaking. 

“This sounds like an amazing opportunity, sir…” you pause as something occurs to you. “I’d also like to be upfront with the fact that I am a Stay. I've been following Stray Kids since their debut. Will that be a problem, sir?”

JYP chuckles a little before responding. “In this case I think it's actually a benefit. If you’ve been watching them since the beginning, you're familiar with their dynamics and their music.” 

He hands you a manila folder. “Here is our job offer and some other minor legal documents. I understand if you need some time to think this over, but we'd really like to onboard you as early as next week.”

You smile as you accept the folder. You take a moment to adjust your glasses before beginning to read the contents. You take your time to thoroughly examine the documents. The first page is the job offer itself which states your responsibilities as a manager. You are surprised to see that the salary is quite a bit higher than you could have anticipated. Another document  details the benefits offered by JYPE. There is also a Non-disclosure Agreement which, if you're going to be working with idols like Stray Kids, is unsurprising.

After taking nearly half an hour to inspect the contents, you look up from the folder with a satisfied smile. You reach for a pen and sign the job offer acceptance before sliding it across the table. 

“Thank you, sir. This is a very generous offer and I am honored to accept.” 

He claps his hands again with a smile. “Wonderful news! We'd like to onboard you and introduce you to the team as soon as possible,” he says before glancing at this watch. “Unfortunately, it’s a bit short notice to do that today. Would you be available to come back to meet everyone tomorrow around noon?”

“Yes, of course. I look forward to it” you say.

The three of you stand from your seats and he says, “I believe our meeting for today has concluded then. Welcome to the team!”

You bow again and say “Thank you. Goodbye and please stay well!”

After seeing you again at the cafe, Jisung can't get you off his mind. You looked and smelled exquisite. He wants to get to know you so badly - he wants to know who you are and what you like and dislike. 

When he entered the company earlier, he thought he saw someone who looked like you waiting at the front desk. But he was already running late to meet the others so he couldn’t take a closer look. The rest of the day and week are packed with schedules and he promptly forgets about it. 

That evening Chan gathers everyone together and announces that a new artist manager is being added to their entourage. You will be introduced to all of them tomorrow. He explains that you will be around to assist with their day to day activities, music product, and will be one of their main managers for international tours and events. 

The next day you wake up mid-morning after taking yourself out to dinner to celebrate last night. It was kind of depressing celebrating by yourself, but you made do. You might have drank a bit more than you meant to as a result, hence the late start. 

You don't have too much time before meeting Stray Kids, so you drag yourself out of bed and head to the shower to start your day. You dress in stockings, a black silk sleeveless blouse, and houndstooth pencil skirt with a matching blazer. You leave your hair in its natural waves but pull half of it back with a clip. You move through your skincare routine before carefully putting some makeup on. You don’t always wear it, but first impressions matter to you. Especially first impressions with your idols.

By the time you finish getting ready, you only have about half an hour. You decide that you will get a coffee at the cafe and grab an assortment of pastries to share with the members. So, you slip on some heeled boots and head out the door.

At the cafe, you order your usual vanilla latte, iced this time, and a selection of croissants, muffins, and little coffee cakes. The barista carefully places all the items in a pastry box and hands it over. You carefully balance your coffee in one hand and the box in the other and head towards JYPE. 

You can’t help but be nervous as you walk down the street. You never expected to be an artist manager for any group, let alone for a big group like Stray Kids. What if they don’t like you? What if you’re not good enough? So many “what ifs” circle your mind. 

Like the day before, when you reach JYPE you check in at the front desk and are asked to wait a few minutes for someone to come down and escort you. You are not surprised when it is Bang Chan himself who comes to get you. 

He, on the other hand, is quite surprised when he sees you. He didn’t expect their new artist manager to be someone so young, or so beautiful. He can’t help the way his eyes flick up and down your body appreciatively before stopping at your face. He’s seen your face before. 

His eyes widen ever so slightly when he realizes where he’s seen your face before. He saw you at the cafe a few times. You were the one who was dancing to God's Menu. The one that caught the eye of every single one of his members, especially Han’s. Shit. Is Han gonna freak out?

While awkwardly holding the pastry box in one hand and your coffee in the other you manage to bow and say “Hello. It’s nice to meet you!”

“Hello,” Chan says with a warm smile before holding out his hands, “please allow me.”

Despite your protests that you can manage just fine, he takes the pastry box from you and gestures for you to follow after him. He leads you upstairs silently. Although you just met, the silence feels comfortable, more friendly than awkward. 

He stops outside.a practice room. Even through the door, you can hear the rowdiness that awaits in the room. Chan gives you a sheepish smile, “they can be a little crazy, but they mean well. Are you ready?”

You nod your head and he knocks before opening the door and walking in.

Chan left him and the others in their practice room to go get their new manager from the front desk about 10 minutes ago. Since then, his leg has been bouncing up and down while he picks at the cuticles of his fingers. 

His anxiety ticks higher and higher the longer he waits. He doesn't like meeting new people and he doesn't particularly understand why they need a new manager. His thoughts are only interrupted when Minho places a hand on his leg - comforting him, reassuring him.

He takes a deep breath when there is a knock on the door. He looks up when it opens. Chan walks in and locks eyes with him before stepping to the side to allow the new manager to come in. 

His mouth falls open when he sees that it's you. He’s been thinking of you - pining after you - for weeks and now here you are. 

How mysterious of you.

You follow Bang Chan into the room. They all line up before you. You bow politely and introduce yourself, “Hello. My name is Y/N and I look forward to working with you all.”

The boys line up to give their traditional greeting, “Hana, dul, Step Out! Hello, we are Stray Kids!” They all bow in unison before each member steps forward to introduce themselves individually.

“Hi I’m Bang Chan, Chan, or Chris.”

“I’m Lee Know or Minho.”

“Seo Changbin!”

“I’m Hwang Hyunjin.”

When it gets to Han, his brain simply short-circuits. “I- I- I’m…” he stutters. He flushes in embarrassment and his breathing picks up. “I can’t do this,” he mumbles and runs out of the room past you. 

Everyone stands still in shock and there is a heavy moment of silence before Minho excuses himself and follows after him. You can’t help but wonder if you said or did something wrong. 

Felix is the first to break the silence with his deep voice. “I’m Lee Felix, or Yongbok. That was Han Jisung - he can, uh, get very anxious meeting new people. I'm sure he'll be back in a few.” He smiles at you reassuringly. 

Seungmin scoffs lightly. “I guess we're just continuing on then. I’m Kim Seungmin.” 

Jeongin introduces himself last, with his signature fox-eyed smile. “Hi Noona! I’m I.N. or Jeongin. I look forward to working with you.”

With introductions complete, Chan holds up the box and says “Y/N was kind enough to bring us some treats from the cafe! Please enjoy them and get to know her a little. I’m going to go check on Minho and Jisung.”

Chan finds both of his missing members in their recording studio where Jisung is crouched in the corner, clearly in distress. He’s grabbing his hair with both fists and his eyes are red-rimmed when he looks up. “Hyungs! What do I do?” he wails. “I’ve made such a fool of myself in front of her. I was just anxious, what if she thinks I hate her?”

Chan crouches down next to him and pats his head. “She doesn’t think that, Sungie. Felix told her you have trouble meeting new people sometimes.”

“Of all people, why did our new manager have to be her?” he moans. “I’ve been thinking of her for weeks! It's so embarrassing” he whines. “She’s literally the girl of my dreams. How can I even face her now?”

Chan shares a knowing look with Minho before standing up and offering a hand to help him up. “Let’s start by going back and saying hi. Everything else can come after.” 

After Chan leaves the practice room to find Minho and Jisung, you take a seat with the remaining members. They all thank you for the pastries and help themselves while you sip your coffee. 

Just a few minutes later, the door to the practice room opens and Chan, Minho, and Han enter. Han gives you a sheepish, lopsided smile and bows. “Hello, I'm Han Jisung. I- I'm sorry about earlier.” He rubs the back of his neck, “I, uh, got overwhelmed… and embarrassed...” he trails off with an awkward chuckle. 

“It's nice to meet you, Han,” you smile at him reassuringly. You definitely understand being overwhelmed and embarrassed. “Would you all like to hear a bit about me?” you ask, looking around at all the others. 

They all nod, so you begin with your love of music and how the Kpop scene had caught both your eyes and ears as a teen. Inspired, you made it your dream to come here to Seoul. Although you are a native English speaker, you developed a passion for languages over time. With your main focus on Korean and Japanese, you explain how you originally wanted to be an Interpreter. Hearing this, Felix is excited to talk to another native English speaker and Minho asks to practice his Japanese with you. 

Chan asks you how long you’ve been here in Seoul. You say you’ve only been here for a couple months. You graduated from Uni and immediately moved across the world by yourself. You mention how you haven’t really had the time to explore the city, but you frequent the cafe nearby. Several members notice how you smile a bit wistfully as you think about how hard you had to work, and how hard it's been by yourself. 

The wistfulness dissipates as you casually mention that you’ve been a Stay since their debut. Describing how you find solace in their music and let it ground through some of the tougher times. You fix your eyes to the ground, not wanting to see their reactions. You can barely believe you have been given this opportunity. While you're excited to work with them, you're immensely embarrassed by how much information you just shared. 

You mingle with the members for about half an hour. For their part, the boys are impressed with how hard you've clearly worked to get here. They're all welcoming, and eager to ask you various questions. They all feel an urge to protect you. 

While Han doesn't really contribute to the conversation, you often find his eyes on you. You won’t ever have to be alone again, Y/N, he thinks. 

The boys, as you refer to them collectively, eventually had to actually start dance practice. Chan kindly welcomed you to stay and watch, so you did. It was simply incredible to witness the passion and dedication of each member up close. You were fascinated by the strength and precision with which they move their bodies. 

That night your thoughts are as plagued with Jisung as his are with you. You lay awake staring at the ceiling. Your thoughts drifting to the way you kept finding Han’s soft brown eyes on you throughout your meeting. Even during their dance practice, he had looked at you - you had met his eyes in the mirror several times. 

Thinking about his gaze now makes your skin heat. Your eyes flutter shut as you think about how good he looked - how tiny his waist looked as he moved. Your breathing hitches as you think of how his hips turned and rolled with their dance moves. Your body heats further as your thoughts spiral.   

You’re feeling desperate. You haven’t been touched in so long - by either your hands or another’s. Fueled by your thoughts of Jisung, you begin thumbing over a nipple while the hand other snakes down your body to slide into your sleep shorts. You can already feel some wetness seeping out.

You slide a finger through your folds to gather your slick before lightly circling your clit. You lightly pinch and roll your nipple - imagining it's Han’s mouth. A soft moan falls from your mouth. Pleasure pools at your center and ripples outward as you rub faster.

Imagining his fingers, you dip your own into your core. First one, then two fingers stroking - sliding in and out. Every so often, you return to your clit. Strumming yourself higher, tension coiling inside you. 

Your free hand pinches and pulls at your nipples. Eventually you sink three fingers into yourself, desperately seeking the stretch your pussy aches for. You stroke your fingers faster until you finally find your release, legs tensing as the pleasure coiled inside you unwinds. Your walls clench and pulse around your fingers.

As you come down from your high “Jisung” falls from your lips in a whisper.

Later, you'll feel guilty. He's an idol and you're his manager. And what you just did was inappropriate. 

But right now you feel sated for the first time in a long time. You manage to get to the bathroom to clean yourself up before relaxing into the covers. Sleep comes to you quickly now.

You’re on Han’s mind more than ever. Now you’re more than “the girl at the cafe.” He met you and talked to you. You’re intelligent, passionate about music (their music) and oh so fucking beautiful. Since dance practice ended Jisung has been holed up in his room scribbling lyrics nonstop. 

He finishes his lyrics in the middle of the night, runs to Chan’s room and bangs open the door. “Channie hyung!” he exclaims. “I wrote a song but I want your help making a beat.” He hands him his scribbled lyrics. “It’s a sexy concept.”

Chan hums and nods while he reads the lyrics. When he finishes he asks “this song is about Y/Nie?” 

“Mhm,” he hums affirmatively. 

“You’re down bad, Sungie,” Chan teases.

He flushes and groans, flopping onto Chan’s bed. “I know.”

The room falls silent save for Chan’s clicking as he samples different beats for the track. Although he is the one who asked for help, Han has mostly fallen asleep on Chan’s bed when he speaks up. 

“You’ll have to be careful, you know? I won’t stop you from pursuing her, but be careful.”

Your first few weeks as a manager for Stray Kids are busy but uneventful. Your day to day activities vary from learning to manage the kids schedules to sitting in on their studio or dance practice sessions. 

Everyone, at a minimum, is welcoming and polite to you. Some of the members, like Minho, Seungmin, and Jeongin are more aloof. They greet you, and answer any questions you might have, but don't go out of the way to interact with you. 

Chan, Changbin, and Hyunjin are pretty neutral towards you. Friendly but strictly professional. Chan is usually stressed and almost always in leader or producer mode. Changbin is friendly but if he's not in the studio or at dance practice, he's usually in the gym. And Hyunjin gravitates more towards his art or dance than you. 

On the other hand Lix and Ji, as you have begun to call Felix and Jisung, warmed up to you immediately. You understand why Stays call them the sunshine twins. Their contagious energy is bright and playful. They are generally found trying to make you laugh or being physically affectionate. They also never hesitated to call you noona, even though you didn't ask them to.

Jisung, especially, seems to find reasons to be around you. One day he brought you a vanilla latte and croissant from the cafe when he went out to get drinks for the rest of 3racha. You were so surprised he knew your favorite order and you flashed him your brightest smile. Since then you often find little treats or drinks at your desk. 

Whenever you are in the same room together - and you are often in the same room whether the studio or the practice room - you feel the weight of his gaze. You know it should make you uncomfortable, you're his manager, but you find it does the opposite.

Under his gaze your body heats and desire pools low in your belly. You find yourself thinking of him in inappropriate ways - imagining his fingers sliding over your body instead of his eyes. Imagining the coolness of his rings against your heated flesh. Your mind often gets the better of you and you find yourself subtly squeezing your thighs together in an effort to find release. 

You often return home to your apartment with wet panties and a knot in your stomach of pent up sexual frustration. You frequently give in to your fantasies, bringing yourself to climax in the shower, in the bath, in your bed. Imagining that the fingers stroking through your folds, sinking inside your pussy are his instead of yours. 

It is much the same for Han. 

The time he spends around you in the studio and practice room is agonizing. His eyes are on you constantly - studying your body, your mannerisms, your reactions. He learns early on that you're very expressive. He loves bringing you treats or drinks just to see your smile light up the room. He loves cracking jokes and goofing around with the others just to hear you laugh.

The way you dress drives him crazy - each outfit highlights your body and its curve in the most tantalizing ways. They are always professional, even if they aren’t necessarily demure. On many occasions his thoughts drift away to daydreams of undressing you and worshiping at the temple that is your body. Usually he can control himself, on occasion he has had to excuse himself to the bathroom, hiding the tent that has formed in his pants.

In the bathroom, he pulls up his shirt, holding it between his teeth while he pulls down his pants freeing his leaking cock. He leans against the wall with one hand and spreads his precum around the head of his cock with the thumb of the other. His eyes squeeze shut as he slowly sinks his fist down his shaft. 

His breath hisses out around the shirt in his mouth. He strokes slowly once. Twice. Thrice. Biting back his moans he strokes faster and faster until it’s more efficient to fuck into his fist. He whines as his climax hits and he spills over his hand. 

Breathing hard, he releases his shirt from his mouth. There is a dark patch where his saliva has soaked into the cloth. As his breath slows, he cleans and tucks himself away. After washing his hands, he saunters back to the studio or practice room, wherever he excused himself from.

One day, you’re in the studio with Chan, Jisung, and Changbin. This wasn’t unusual - 3Racha frequently invited you into their studio to listen to their new tracks ever since your first week when you had helped them fix a track. You reflect on how you had thought you ruined it all.

You were sitting unobtrusively in the corner of their studio listening to them mix a beat. You knew they were talented but their skills still blew you away. However, they had been arguing about a particular section of the track for about 5 minutes before you blurted out a few off-hand suggestions.

You slapped your hand over your mouth in disbelief and they all turned to you in shock. Chan’s brow furrows and your heart sinks. There's a long moment of silence, broken when you say, “I'm sorry, that was out of line,” your voice wavering. 

Certain that you’ve ruined everything, tears form in the corners of your eyes. You’re not sure what you’re going to do but you need to get out of here. You stand, gathering your laptop, and beeline it for the door. Your hand is on the door handle when Chan finally speaks up. “Where are you going? Aren't you going to help us?”

Your thoughts are disrupted by Chan and Changbin standing up announcing they needed a break and were heading to the gym. That leaves you with Jisung. Alone. You miss the pointed look Chan gives Jisung as they head out the door. 

The door clicks shut behind Chan and Changbin leaving behind resounding silence. Jisung takes a deep inhale of your heady jasmine scent, which has slowly filled the small studio. With a soft but determined voice he speaks up. 

“Manager Y/N ssi, there’s a song I wanted to share with you. Will you listen?”

Intrigued, you nod and a few clicks later the sensual tones of Wow start playing. 

You’re drawn in first by the electro bass tone. You can feel it resonating with your body, in your body. You close your eyes to really focus on the music. You’re so engrossed in the song, you don’t even notice that Jisung has leaned over close to you until his breath fans against your ear. 

He whispers. “I bet you’re wondering who the song is about, noona - I can call you noona, right?” 

His breath tickles against your ear and you can't help the shiver that crawls down your spine, nor the goosebumps that spread over your skin. You can already feel your skin begin to flush just in response to his proximity. You discreetly press your thighs together as you feel a pulse of desire. You clear your throat but your voice betrays you and you can only nod.

“I wrote this for you, Noona. This is the way you make me feel - from the very first time I saw you to even now” His voice is soft and husky. His hand comes up to cup your chin, the cold metal of his rings a stark contrast to your flushed face. “You're so beautiful,” he croons. Still gripping your chin, he turns your head to face him. His half-lidded eyes meet yours, his pupils are blown wide with desire.

You gasp and close your own eyes as the pulse of desire grows to a steady thrum. Stifling a moan you press your thighs together again. His full lips curve into a smirk as he slides his other hand between your lush thighs. He squeezes a thigh gently before slowly sliding his hand higher. 

Your breath hitches and you can feel the arousal beginning to leak from you. He stops when his fingertips are just a hair's breadth from your black lacy panties. 

“Do you want this, noona? Do you want me? You can say no at any time.” His voice is lower. Desperate. 

“Please, Jisung,” you moan. “I want you. I want this.” And you do. Your panties have grown damp, and your clit already throbs with need. You shift your legs open to give him better access. “Please touch me.” 

The words barely pass your lips before his lips are crashing down on them. His lips are soft and he kisses you with a fervent passion. He gently licks at your lower lip, asking for entrance. You hum in approval and part your lips. His tongue presses into your mouth and dances together with yours - licking, caressing, tasting. 

As he deepens the kiss, you bring your hands to the back of his neck, drawing him closer. At the same time, Han finally brushes his fingers over your panties and you whimper at the contact. 

“Fuck noona, you're so wet,” he groans. “Your panties are soaked. All this for me?” he asks breathlessly. Pushing your panties to the side he swipes a finger through your folds gathering your wetness.

You gasp as he makes contact with your clit and rubs gentle circles. “Yes, Ji!” you moan. “All for you.” 

His lips return to yours as he eases a finger into you. You moan at the intrusion. It's been so long since you had anything but your own fingers inside of you. He slowly pumps it in and out, stroking your walls until he feels you slick up more.

He pulls his lips away from yours. “Do you think you can take another?” 

You pant and roll your hips against his hand in response.

He presses a second finger into you and you throw your head back. As he works his fingers in and out he spreads them apart, slowly scissoring you open. You moan wantonly, your pussy absolutely dripping. 

He increases the speed of his fingers and your pleasure climbs higher and higher. He presses soft kisses down your neck, careful not to leave a mark.

“Ji- Ji-” you pant, barely able to form a coherent thought, let alone a sentence. 

Your walls are fluttering and gripping his fingers. “Your cunt is sucking my fingers back in,” he mumbles in awe, more to himself than you. 

He crooks his fingers seeking that spongy spot deep inside you. When he finds it, he presses into it with each stroke of his fingers until you’re quivering in the chair. “I can feel how close you are. Will you cum for me, noona?” he asks as he presses his thumb to your clit. 

It's the last bit of stimulation you need to tip over the precipice. Your legs lock and quiver as your back arches and you fall apart with a cry. Your pussy pulses and gushes around his fingers as he continues thrusting his fingers at a languid pace, helping you through your high. 

Han has always thought you were gorgeous. But looking at your face while you're at the height of your pleasure?  He doesn't think you've ever been more beautiful. The image of your flushed face with eyes squeezed shut and mouth slack will be seared into his brain for eternity. 

His cock is hard as steel and leaking copious amounts of precum into his boxer briefs. It's truly a wonder he hasn't cum in his pants already. 

As your orgasm fades, he finally withdraws his fingers from your pussy. He sucks them into his mouth. His eyes flutter shut and he makes the sweetest moan. Your essence tastes exquisite - sweet but with a perfect amount of tang. One day, if you let him, he'll drink it straight from the source. He is certain he could spend forever between your thighs, but right now he needs to be inside of you. 

You watch as Jisung withdraws from you. Your slick clings to him and forms a thin strand between his fingers. You watch as he brings his fingers to his mouth and cleans them with his tongue. His eyes flutter shut and he moans. Your empty cunt clenches around nothing when he moans. It is possibly the single hottest thing you’ve witnessed a partner do.

You drop your eyes to where his cock is straining against his pants. You reach out a hand to cup him and he hisses. Heat radiates through his clothing. Emboldened by his reaction you squeeze gently. He whimpers. You can feel how he throbs with each passing heartbeat. 

You undo the button of his jeans and tug the fly open before sliding your hand inside. He's rock hard and leaking. You slide your thumb over his slit, gathering and spreading his copious amount of precum around. Wrapping your fingers around his cock you jerk him a few times, twisting your wrist as you pass over his leaking tip.

He practically growls - grasping your wrist and removing your hand before picking you up. He moves over to the studio’s couch and lays you down gently before climbing on top of you.

He wastes no time undressing you. He connects his lips to yours in a passionate kiss while his hands slide your skirt and panties down your legs. Breaking the kiss briefly, he pulls them free from your feet and lets them fall unceremoniously to the floor.

His lips reconnect to yours while his fingers begin unbuttoning your blouse, pushing it open. Pulling back, he drinks in the sight of your black lace bra and moans appreciatively. He hooks a finger into the front and tugs it down until your breasts spill free.

He attaches his lips to one of your breasts and begins suckling at it, laving the nipple with his tongue until it stiffens into a tight peak. Satisfied, he switches to the other. He catches the nipple with his teeth - biting and tugging. All the while, he pinches and rolls your other nipple between his thumb and forefinger, tugging here and there. 

You gasp at the searing bolt of pleasure it sends straight to your pussy. Your neglected clit throbs and your rock your hips seeking friction.

“So responsive, noona,” Ji breathes out. “I bet I could make you cum just like this.”

You whine and shift your hips more. 

Compared to you, Jisung is wearing far too much clothing. With fumbling hands you pull his shirt over his head and it joins your clothes on the floor. His body is soft but toned. You run your fingers appreciatively down the planes of his abdomen. You can feel the muscles tense underneath your touch. 

You push his pants down his thighs and he finishes shucking them off. When he returns to his kneeling position between your thighs, you look up at him through your lashes. He looks gorgeous - godly even. His golden skin glistens with a thin sheen of sweat. His cock stands proud against his abdomen - long with just enough girth. The tip is red and leaking. 

You lick your lips, “Ji-, I need to feel you. I need to feel you inside of me,” you practically beg.

You eagerly watch as he grips the base of his cock, but instead of lining it up with your entrance, he slaps it against your bundle of nerves. You gasp in surprise and then moan as he ruts his hips forward into yours. He slides himself through your slick folds once, twice, thrice. His head catches on your clit each time and you whine, clenching uselessly around empty air. 

“Please, Jisung!” you beg, canting your hips up to meet his.

He takes mercy on you and himself and lines himself up. He sheathes himself inside you, all the way to the hilt. The tip of his cock kisses your cervix and you both moan.

“Shit, noona, you feel so fucking good,” he mumbles. “So tight and wet.”

You slide your arms around his neck and pull him closer as he starts to slowly rock in and out of you. You pull him in for a messy kiss before trailing open-mouthed kisses down his neck. As much as you wish to lick and suck, you refrain - taking care not leave any marks. 

He pulls back from you slightly in order to take a nipple into his mouth again. You arch your back and roll your hips to meet his. His thrusts are strong and steady and you moan every time he bottoms out. “Ji- fuck- ao good- nnngh.”

He releases your nipple from his mouth and extends his arms to full length. You slide your hands down around his biceps and grip tightly as you feel your orgasm building. You tilt your head up to look at him - even in your hazy, lust-filled state you can’t help but acknowledge his good looks. The way his hair sticks to the sweat at his temples. The way his mouth pops open as you clench down around him. 

“I’m close, Jisung!” you pant.

Propping himself with just one arm, Jisung snakes a hand between your bodies to find your clit. His fingers only circle the bundle nerves twice before you’re falling over the edge. 

Your mouth falls open in a silent scream and your back arches. Jisung tries to keep fucking your through your high, but your walls clamp down like a vice and his hips stutter.

“Shit, Noona, you’re too tight,” he gasps. “I’m gonna cum, can I cum inside? Please, please, please,” be begs. 

You have enough wherewithal left to nod and that’s all it takes. He buries himself deep inside and you feel his cock pulse and twitch, filling you with his cum. 

He more or less collapses on top of you, and you giggle and say, “wow, was it that good, Sungie?” 

He nods and lays his head on your chest. You wrap your arms around him and hold him close. 

You stay like that for a few minutes before he pulls out and stands up. “Let’s find you something to clean up with,” he says as he looks around the room. “There should be some takeout napkins around here somewhere…”

You sit up and watch him move around the room. You admire his naked form as he didn’t bother putting on his clothes first. Eventually he exclaims “Aha!” and triumphantly holds up a handful of napkins. You giggle again and he flashes you a lopsided grin. 

You and Jisung clean yourselves up and get dressed before you excuse yourself to the bathroom. In the bathroom you do your business and clean yourself up a little more. As you’re washing your hands, your study reflection in the mirror. 

Your face is flushed, and you can’t stop smiling. You can’t believe you just did that! You had sex! With Han Jisung! One of your idols! You’re not really sure what it means for your future, so all you can do is splash some cold water on your face and the back of your neck and try not to think about it too much. 

You return to the studio and sit next to Jisung who smiles at you kindly and asks, “did you want to listen to the song again?”

You nod and you get about halfway through the song before Chan and Changbin return. 

They look at you and Jisung sitting next to each other and say, “man you really went at it. It reeks of sex in here!”

You face flames red and you look mortified, but before you can even begin to panic or apologize Chan says, “Don’t worry about a thing, Y/N. We encouraged Sungie to make a move, and this doesn’t have to change a thing. You let us worry about the company.”

A/N: This is the first fic I've done based on a request. I hope you like it @kayleefriedchicken, I'm sorry it took so long. I'm really not a fast writer by any means. Also, I don't have a tag list yet, but if you find you've been liking what I've been writing, I would be happy to start one up. Love you all, my dear readers.

Crystal Bird - Prologue

Crown Prince! Chan x Princess (fem.) Genre: Royal au! Angst, Romance, Historical, hidden identity, slow-burn Warnings: mentions of blood, war, death, cursing, somewhat proofread A/N: Short prologue. Based on a dream. Feedback is always welcome, enjoy!

Synopsis: The Crown Prince is saved by the Princess of a rival kingdom, and he swears his second life to his savior. A forbidden friendship no one knew of, grows deeper with every secret meeting. As the two are kept apart, memories of their sunset playdates by the serene river, begin blossoming into something beautiful. Cheeks blushed, stomach butterflies fluttered at the thought of each other. Years of yearning and imagining had only made them crave a sweeter reunion. And finally meeting at a Royal banquet, he could only stare at the now grown Princess, taken by her beauty, while she only watches as he gives his heart to the wrong princess.

Prologue

The silent still of the body, drip drop blood pooling in a wide puddle against the cold tiles of the grand room. Dark and red. 

Her hands had shot to her mouth, eyes wide. Her fingers muffled the sound of her shaky breathing, heart beating erratically as she scurried back from the lifeless body of her chamber maid.

The guard who’s armor adorned the crest of the kingdom, the guard who was supposed to protect the princess, had just killed her chambermaid. The guard who was supposed to protect her was going to kill her next.

She could hear her heart thrumming loudly at every beat, a hot feeling spread throughout her body. She hit the wall, no where else to go. Her nightgown was covered in the blood of the lifeless maid, and she was seconds away from joining. The guard’s cold eyes fixed on her trembling form, face sprayed with the blood of the poor girl, who had stood in front of the sword. He grit his teeth, look of anger on his face.

“It’s all your fault princess. You have betrayed your kingdom for those savages.” He grunts, raising his sword once again.

There was a surge of emotions running through the princess’ mind. One moment she was getting ready for bed, the next, her chambermaid had barged into the room, handing her a dagger.

“You must protect yourself Princess. They have attacked.”

The shaky voice still rang in her ears.

Before she could question what was going on out there, her guard had kicked in the door, forgetting all forms of etiquette. 

She must protect herself. 

And she does, grasping the dagger that she had forgotten about with both hands and stabbing forwards, eyes shut and unaware of where she had pierced. The guard drops his sword, staggering back with a loud groan. She opens her eyes to see the hilt of her dagger sticking out of the front side of his upper chest. He curses under his breath, and all the princess could do was run.

She was wearing nothing but the satin chemise stained with blood. A stark contrast of the red against her white nightgown. Her vision was blurred in tears, messy hair flying as she ran, but she could hear the distant screams and chaos happening within the palace walls as she ran for her life through the corridors of her living quarters. She could also hear her once personal guard running after her. She was scared, terrified. And painfully aware no one would come save her. No one cared for a forgotten princess like her, a princess who should be grateful she served as a decoy while the more important members of the royal family escaped in a situation like this. 

As she makes it onto the main hall, she stares wide eyed at what was infront of her. A masked soldier. He’s wearing the enemy armor, and she watches in horror as he pulls his bloodied sword out of one of the palace guards, whose body fell to the ground with a thud. 

He was a warrior of Bahng. 

She freezes and he faces her. She could hear her chaser getting closer from behind, but blood stained feet refused to move. Stuck between a rock and a hard place, the princess could only let out a muffled sob, shaking in spot as she watched the masked warrior step forward and raise his sword in launch formation from a few feet away. He was going to throw his sword from there and slice her neck. 

She was sure of it. 

It went so fast, like when you throw a ball and it moves faster than your eye can follow. Yet at the same time, it felt like she could see the glint of the sword reflect her wide gaze as it swooshed past her head, piercing the berserk guard that had caught up behind her. She stiffens at the sound of another body falling with a loud thud. Her almost frozen figure and teary gaze, too scared to turn around and look back at the dead man. Except before she could get a good look, she is pulled forward, facing the masked soldier. There was more blood on his armor than she had initially thought, dripping down the steel surface, making her nauseous. The grip he had on her was cold, the steel gloves almost piercing into her bare arms.

“Princess…” His tone is cold, but immediately she recognizes his voice, even muffled behind the armor.

He takes off the masked helmet protecting his face to reveal himself, and he was indeed the man she thought. His gaze is unreadable as he gives her shaking, bloodied body a once-over before looking into her wide eyes. 

“Your Highness!” The loud yell of his fellow commander is loud in the silent corridor. 

The commander unsheathes the warrior’s thrown sword from the lifeless guards’ body, and hands it back to his superior. Taking it with one hand, he still held the frozen princess in his grasp with the other. 

“They managed to escape through a secret tunnel.” The commander glances at the princess once, before looking back at his highness.

The now unmasked leader lets her go and like a string, her legs give out and she falls to the ground, slowly staring up at the man. Her ears are still ringing with her heartbeat, the distant screams and clatter had seemed to have died out and she was enveloped in nothing but silence and the stench of blood. He raises his sword, inches from her throat, his hardened expression watching as she stiffens yet again and stares at the bloodied metal. 

“Where does the tunnel lead?” The Commander’s voice is loud, looking between his superior and the terrified girl.

The forgotten princess had served her purpose as a decoy, while everyone escaped. 

How unfair. 

She was accused of betraying her country, she might as well commit the crime then.

“The tunnel opens into the square outside the palace. They should still be making their way there.” She whispers.

Her bloodshot eyes slowly raise to look at the silent soldier who held the sword in front of her. 

“Go where she says. Capture the first princess and lead her to safety—” He pauses for a second, not tearing his gaze from her teary one.

“Find everyone else and kill them.” The man in charge mutters.

The Commander nods and bows his head before he scurries off, and the two are left in silence once again. His grip on the hilt of his sword seemed to tighten the longer he held it in front of her, inches from her skin. The blood that was on the weapon drips down in blooms of spots on her white dress. Her vision grew hazy and the stench of blood was making her dizzy. What an ending this was for her. Killed by the man she had been enamored with for god knows how long. Would he be fine once he finds out the truth? Should she tell him before he beheads her? 

Pathetic.

Instead she smiles. The teardrops finally fall down her already tear stricken cheeks for maybe the final time. Awaiting for him to slice her throat she whispers a name she hadn’t in what felt like forever.

“Chan…”

His eyes grow wide as he stares down at her limp figure. She falls back with a thud and he stands frozen, sword falling to the ground with an echoing clatter. Wondering if he had in fact heard what he had heard. 

A name he hadn’t been called since he was a child.

— to be continued.

imagine reading a sad fan fic and getting a sad news and ur emotions are the same so u can't tell it apart

Shower of Flowers

Pairing: Kim Seungmin x Reader

tags: fluff, just pure fluff, college boyfriend Seungmin, non-idol!au

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Exhausted.

That's how you felt as you took a deep breath in the closed stall of the bathroom before stepping out. You look at your made-up face in the mirror. Eyeliner, lipstick and blush are on point. Your favourite A-line dress flaunts all that your body has to offer while still leaving a lot of room for imagination.

You have never looked better and you knew it. You had finally reached a point of confidence in your body that even staring at yourself in the mirror for more than ten minutes didn't make you want to pinpoint a tiny blemish across your hand.

You were smart and you knew it. You were starting your new job at a prestigious magazine because you deserved to be here. You had worked hard and believed in yourself and made it here. It was all there.

Yet a part of you constantly felt out of place, something always felt missing.

Your friends were waiting outside the door of the restroom. The ones who had watched you grow and come into your own during your grad school years. The same ones you had spent days and years crying, laughing and having fun with. Yet it felt out of place on certain days. The days when your anxiety got the best of you and even smiling felt draining. You didn't need a social battery with these people, there was nothing to think much about except that anxiety was a pain in the ass that existed constantly.

Shaking off the negative thoughts from your head and fixing your lipstick you head out.

"Oh yes y/n is here finally, let's go, guys!" You see Jisung shout to the rest of the group as everyone gets up from the different chairs they'd been sitting on while you were gone.

"Sorry guys, there was a queue." You smile sheepishly.

"It's okay. Now let's go to the pier next." Yeji had always been the mother of your little group and she did her job well by leading the way.

All of you step out of the small restobar and head out into the dark, cold New York evening. The long-awaited New York trip was finally happening. weeks before you'd all start your new jobs in different parts of your country. Yeji and Han were moving to California, Felix to Arizona and Seungmin and you to Chicago. This really was a once-in-a-lifetime trip for all of you. It was the last night before all of you had to fly back home and decided to check out the pier 57 rooftop and gaze at the magnificent city's skyline to end this masterpiece of a trip you'd had.

"Hey, you alright?" Seungmin's voice brings you back to reality, the one where all of you are walking toward your destination. Seungmin has fallen in step with you as the other three walk around happily a few steps in front of you. You tilt your head to look at Seungmin and see his worried gaze. A small smile forms on your face, it always does when you see Seungmin.

"I'm fine Minnie." "You sure bub?" You nod unable to verbally respond through the slight choke in your throat at the term of endearment.

Seungmin and you had never discussed what you were, but there was always something that just crossed over the thin line of friendship and proceeded to more. Since freshman year of university, the both of you have been dancing around this unknown territory. Never verbalising the emotions that you knew are present in both your hearts. Just existing in the comfort of the bubble you had created around the two of you. The rest of your friend group has tried their best to pursue the two of you into making it official but the fear of losing each other had always prevented both of you from speaking on it.

God only knew how ecstatic you were to find out that Seungmin was also going to live in the same city as you after graduation. It felt like a piece of home was always going to be with you, even if it never went any further you were content just having him next to you.

Seungmin wasn't exactly a soft, sunshine-y soul like Felix, and neither was he your biggest hype man and mood booster like Jisung. But Seungmin understood you. He saw through the layers of facades, he reached out to your heart through the thick layers of dark clouds in your head. Seungmin might make you want to pull his and your hair a lot of times when he is being playful but he is also the one who kept you company over countless sleepless nights. The one who'd understood your need for physical space but also managed to do anything and everything to cheer you up. Seungmin let you into his world, giving you the privilege of being the one to take care of him when he needed it.

Even now he walks side-by-side, close enough to touch but still far enough to respect each other’s space. Since you told him about your issues with boundaries Seungmin has not once initiated physical contact without your permission and every time it melts your heart. Eventually you realised that with Seungmin, you have no problem in holding hands, hugs or even cuddles. And when he figured that you became comfortable he let himself hold you.

You look at him again, he's looking up at the sky and staring into the distance. From the side, he looks so beautiful and ethereal that you don't want to turn away. Seungmin was not exactly the most handsome guy you’ve seen, but as your affection and feelings for him grew he became gorgeous in your eyes. You could stare at him forever, but you force yourself to look away as Felix shouts happily at the gorgeous view in front of you.

You gaze at the lights, the water and take a mental picture of the sight and soak it all in as you sit in the nearest sofa facing the scenery. On the side, Yeji and Jisung are fighting to get better pictures as Felix laughs and entertains them. You feel heat radiate from your left side as Seungmin sits next to you. There is a small smile tugging on his lips as he watches the skyline. You look at the direction he’s seeing and find yourself staring at the pretty moon.

“You’re my moon.” The words leave your mouth before you can stop yourself.

From the periphery of your vision you can see Seungmin’s smile grow wider. “And why is that?”

You turn to face him, he is looking at you with an amused expression. Maybe tonight you’ll be a little bolder, finally take the chance you’ve been waiting to take for years. Maybe tonight it won’t be a failed chance and for once you won’t just have to dream of getting to experience Seungmin’s love. For once you would be true to the feeling that has been growing exponentially in your heart since you got to know him.

“You’re my moon because you shine the brightest during my dark days. You light me up from within on days when I can’t find it in myself to like me. Ever since you came into my life you have been a constant presence, in one form or the other. Some days you’re not there physically, and on some you’re there with me for every breathe I take. Even if it is one text or a simple smile, you make sure to be there. Your presence has been significant especially during the turbulent high tides of my life. And no matter where I go, even when the day ends and the light disappears, you shine on the dark sky. And that is why you’re my moon, Kim Seungmin.”

His eyes have gone from amusement to realisation and with that his eyes have gotten glassier. His expression tells you that he knows the gravity of your words and that he feels the pull too.

Usually you’d be ashamed of being this open to him, you’d be running in embarrassment or making a lame joke to cover up your vulnerability. But today, you felt bolder, you felt the physical urge to let it all out.

So you reached out and intertwined your fingers in his. As usual, Seungmin was warm. His touch reverberated in you, made you feel alive. You squeezed his palm, like he’s done for you a million times now. You angle your body to fully face him on the bench. Not a single care about your friends or the other people there. Tonight all you knew and all you saw was Seungmin.

“I might be too late, but I wouldn’t know. Because when I’m with you, time ceases to exist. I feel like I live in an eternal cherry blossom on a chill spring day. Days merge into nights, yet all I see is you. I don’t know when you consumed me so wholly, but I can’t see myself without you. Every waking moment there is something in my life, in my day, that reminds me of you. The idea of existing in the same realm as you does satisfy me, but I am a greedy human. I want more. I need more. I need you. I need to love you, to let me take care of you. I need to fight with you, to cry with you, to laugh with you and to grow in love with you. Seungmin, I’m scared. So entirely petrified. I know I am ruining the friendship that we so carefully built. I am throwing something so solid for something that has been fragile till now… but you make me feel like loving you could be as ethereal as watching a moonflower bloom. This is risky, and for years I stayed back fearing the change. But, now I would rather fail trying to love you than being a coward who never got to try.”

The sentences flow into the other as you speak and the words tumble out of you in a sure manner. Seungmin is left speechless, he’s staring at you with tears threatening to fall from his eyes. You’ve never sounded this confident and a second after your big speech you want to bolt. You consider it, for a good minute before Jisung interrupts the two of you.

“Hey are the two of you coming or what?”

You turn to face a bouncy happy Jisung and the lack of understanding must be clear on your face. Before Jisung can repeat his question, Seungmin speaks up. “Actually the three of you proceed, we’ll meet you back at the hotel. I think we’re done with the sightseeing.”

You blink back and forth between the two boys- Seungmin and his polite smile, hand still in yours, and Jisung with his big smile that turns into a pout. The latter considers refusing Seungmin’s offer for a minute but changes his mind and leaves with a big wave. You crane your neck and watch as the thee of them skip along out of the pier.

You take a deep breath before turning to face Seungmin.

He’s looking at you with big eyes, a wide smile and slowly moves forward. His free hand comes up to your right cheek, a slight brush of fingers and then rests against your face.

“That was beautiful Y/N. before jisung interrupted anyway.”

To say that you’re a mess would be an understatement. You feel like a thousand rainstorms are pouring inside you and no words come out your mouth. You must be expressing the short-circuit of your system through your face as it causes Seungmin to break into his cute giggles.

He lets go of the other hand that you were holding and cups your face with both his palms.

“I want to try too Y/N. So desperately, like my life depends on it. You’re my everything. All that I’ve wanted since the day you showed up to class with lunch for me. For years you’re all I could think of. No matter how much casual dating I tried to do, there’s not been a single day that has gone by without me wanting to be the one you love. To hear you say all this feels like watching a dream unfold in front of my eyes. I knew you were fragile when we met, you wanted to heal and you needed to. So I waited. I waited for you to allow yourself to be loved, to be taken care of. And I was willing to wait as long as it took you. But the man in me is so shamelessly thrilled that you want me too.”

You don’t realise when the tears started to trickle down and when seungmin started rubbing circles on your cheeks. All you know is he loves you too. The two of you have been learning to love each other from apart without realising. And at this moment it feels like the universe has aligned in a perfect line for the two of you finally.

And the only logical thing you could do at that point is to throw yourself into his arms, so you do just that. Seungmin is ready to welcome you as always and this time he doesn’t hesitate to hold you close.

Whenever you’ve hugged till now, there has been slight hesitation and tension in holding each other close for a longer time. But tonight, there are no apprehensions in how strongly you cling on to him and if his grip on your waist is anything to go by, Seungmin has no intentions of letting you either.

It feels like a million lifetimes congregated to create this singular moment of joy for the two of you. Your heart feels like it is going through a Big Bang of its own resulting in the equilibrium of loving Seungmin. The million different phenomenons of the universe has led to this moment where time expands to last a lifetime and the human body is nothing but a mere vessel to express the insurmountable love you hold for each other.

The two of you stay there until you feel the initial drops of rain fall on your cheeks. You break apart to look at the sky, now cloudy and ready for a big downpour. Then you see Seungmin and he looks radiating. He definitely looks thousand times more handsome when he’s happy.

“Maybe we should head back?”

He mulls over your words as more drops fall on you both. Then he pulls apart takes your hand and walks you to the edge of the peer. Just as you can question him, he pulls you into a hug, leans close to your ear.

“Orrr I could kiss you into oblivion under the rain, with this view like I know you’ve always wanted…” You can hear the smirk in his voice. “I’ve seen the books you read Y/N, don’t be so shocked.” He adds with a chuckle.

His words leave you stunned and before you could back out you nod a hurried yes.

He leans in and the moment his lips touch yours the universe showers her gratitude by blessing you with the sweet rains like a shower of flowers.

Easy - Seo Changbin

Pairing: Seo Changbin x Reader

tags: fluff, just pure fluff, boyfriend Changbin, oc overthinks a bit, subtle mentions of trauma ig, oc gender not specifically mentioned

a/n: not proofread, kind of a ramble, desperately needed to write cuz grad school has been kicking my ass

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The pitter-patter of rain keeps you awake through the night. You stare at the ceiling and then turn around to see your boyfriend lying on the bed next to you.

It was wild how quickly life can change. Just less than a month ago you were sleeping on this bed, in your new apartment, alone and cold. And now there is this beautiful boy right next to you, the warmth emanating from him lighting up your soul from within.

Changbin had come into your life like a whirlwind that calmed your soul. One moment he was a stranger giving you a kind smile when you dropped your books on the floor of the library staircase and the next he was a friend holding your hand through a tough evening. And now he is yours, in every waking and sleeping moment.

You watch as he breathes peacefully in his sleep, his chest rising and falling calmly. You trace mindless patterns on his arm that lay across your midriff. He stirs in his sleep and holds you tighter.

A year ago you would've absolutely despised the ides of going to sleep with someone because you're hyper independent brain could never fathom the idea of letting yourself be this vulnerable and close to someone. Your bed had been your refuge for a decade, no matter how incorrigible life became you could always come back to your bed and breathe peacefully in the comfort of the dark and let the acidic feelings out into the ever-absorbant pillows.

As you stare into the peaceful sleeping face of Changbin you realise that you haven't struggled to breathe in a while now. You could breathe freely around him, even on days when the whole world was weighing down on you. And especially on the days you got exhausted of him and yourself... you could still breathe freely and express yourself around him.

It all seemed like magic. Yet it felt like the most normal order of things. For this exuberant, softie of a boy to come into your life and turn it around the way the leaves turned orange all around you. During the summer you had taken all measures to spend the winter in your own comfortable company- even buying extra heating to stay warm as the snow falls. And yet, months later, you can see the snow fall out the window and warmth spreads around you from Changbin's soft breaths.

Changbin made it seem like loving you was the easiest thing in his life and for once you had someone to lean on without feeling inferior.

He was everything you didn't know you needed. He matched your loudness, played along with your childishness, and held you softly like a rare flower blooming only under his touch. Changbin showed his love loudly, proudly and ardently but understood that you express it in the little things. Sure the understanding hadn't come in a day, it had taken work.

You still remember the hurt on his face as he watched you ruin yourself because it felt impossible for you to let yourself be loved or taken care of. You remember the tears that rolled down your eyes on a chilly fall night as the both of you let your frustration at work get into your relationship.

It is that very pain, those salty tears and nights of apologies and condolences that made this very moment rewarding. Without the bad times, you would never know how valuable having Changbin by your side is.

"Slee-eep... babbyyyy..."

Your very erratic train of thought has been interrupted by a low grumble from your boyfriend. You titled your head away from the window on the other side to face him. His eyes were closed but you knew he was awake by the way he scrunched his nose and immediately snuggled into your neck when you turned to face him.

"Huh?" You mumbled back soft enough for him to hear but not wake up entirely.

Changbin's pretty eyes opened up slightly and he smiled softly at your face before leaning in and leaving a soft peck on your forehead (that never got old) before pulling back to see you.

"It's too early for your brain to be whirring." His morning voice was deep and his face was soft like a baby. This man was a living juxtaposition most of the time, but that's what made him special.

"Sorry, did I wake you up?" You ask tracing your fingers along his cheeks and nose.

"The noise from your brain running woke me." He said and nuzzled right back into your neck making you snuggle closer into his embrace.

"Sorry..." was all you could say before he gave a light peck on your lips and pulled you into a tight embrace against his chest.

"No need. just rest."

You couldn't really argue when you were smack dab against his very built chest and soft belly. It felt the closest to a home and the storm in your gut settled down. You could feel Changbin's palms caressing your back and his lips pressed lightly on your head as he drifted back to sleep. His steady breath formed a nice rhythm that made your brain relax and your eyes close.

Falling asleep in the arms of a man who patched your broken pieces with love that flowed and ebbed from every part of him as the snow fell down the cold streets like diamonds from the sky was all you could've asked for. You felt lighter in years as you drifted to sleep. A small smile formed on your lips, when you realised that Changbin's lips left a smile against your head as he slept.

Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Part 1

Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: I'm nervous for this, I have planned hard and long. Please don't forget to sent in some notes if you liked it. Sorry for the pictures for the pictures I can't get that many appropriate childhood pictures of him so I kinda made some.

Words count: 1.4k

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"You're so pretty" the girl that walked up to you told you.

"You're pretty too" you said.

"I'm not pretty! I'm a boy!" The "boy" rebelled and your little brain was shocked. You couldn't think such a boy or a male could be so beautiful with such beautiful eyes and blonde locks.

"Well, you are a pretty boy" you said and giggled making the boy infront of you giggle as well.

"I'm Hyunjin, what's your name?"he asked

"I'm Y/n" you said, still looking at him in awe. This was the first time you actually saw anyone apart from your Appa or your dad, someone of your age. None of the villagers came to this side of the meadow anyway so you were shocked to see this kid who seemed the same age of you there. "How did you get here?" You asked.

"I was following a butterfly I wanted to make it's picture" he said pouting a bit an sitting. The two of you picking at the flowers and making braid crowns. It was getting late when Hyunjin stood up to leave with a promise to meet again the next day.

And that became a regular, and that how you'd meet you first friend, Hyunjin. The only mundane you ever met who remembered your name.

"Y/n? Whose this?" You heard Taehyung Appa's voice.

"This is Hyunjin" you said with one of the hugest smile that he had ever seen on your face. The look on your face, he knew.

"Hyunjin, this is my Appa" you said hugging Taehyung's legs. Hyunjin instantly stood up and bowed and said "Hello, Y/n's Appa, its nice to meet you I am Y/n's friend Hyunjin"

"Wah, Hyunjin, you're such s good boy" he said

However, this joy of yours did not last long. Three years after you met Hyunjin and his family moved away from the Village.

"But-but he told me he'd never leave. He promised me!" You said teary eyes and ran to Jin "Dad!"

"Aw sunshine, I'm so sorry. But dad can't do anything about it" he told you.

"They are mundanes Y/n they can't stick around long anyway, you can't hold on to everything they say" Taehyung said. You just looked at him, not understanding what he said.

"Oh Tae, she's just a child" Jin scolded Taehyung who just frowned. It hurts both your Appa and dad to see you hurt like that. But, Taehyung felt that this was necessary for you to realise that being an immortal it was bad to get attached to mortals especially mundanes.

It took you days to get over the grief of the loss of your only friend.

As you grew up you learnt what made you different. Why the village lady you met a few times during going shopping with Taehyung always seemed to forget your name and they didn't even realise that they did. You got to know the truth about your real parents. You knew you were an anomaly, a creature that should not have existed in the first place and you had once asked Taehyung.

"Appa? What would happen if I never existed?" You asked with the innocent look that always adorned your baby features. What you didn't inew was the question almost brought stinging tears to both the elder males' eyes.

"Without you your Appa and dad would be very sad. You are our angel, you are special and no matter what anybody says you are our daughter" Jin said and picked you up and hugged you. The hug was then joined by Taehyung who wrapped an arm around both the sides of Jin keeping you in the middle.

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A few years passed

"Y/n, meet him" Jin said bringing in a handsome man.

"Hi, I'm Seonghwa" he said, bending down to your level and extending his hand.

You put your hand in his and said "I'm Y/n." Breaking out into a toothy grin.

"Will you remember my name?" You suddenly remembered the people who always forgot your name because you're a damphyr.

"I will never forget it" he said.

"He will help you study, and train. Actually Sunshine, we've got a new job and we'll have to leave for sometime" You heard Jin say and you nodded

"When will you be back?" You asked, trying your best not to try.

"Just in a month" he assured

"Can you be a good girl?" Taehyung asked you,as he bend down in front of you.

"I'm always a good girl, Appa" you said and hugged them both.

Seonghwa could feel his heart melt at this exchange.

The next week was spent getting to know Seonghwa, as you parents got ready for their trip. "Do we have to leave, can't I just stay?!" You heard Taehyung once saying as he wrapped his hands around Jin's torso, keeping his head on his wide shoulder.

"You know you can't denh the council, it's not good"

Sone time later you had asked Seonghwa "Hwa?"

"Yes?" He cooed.

"What's a council?"

"That's a big word, where did you learn it from?" He asked in surprise

"I heard appa and dad talk about it" you said honestly

"It's actually a system, I told you how human's have laws?" He said and you nodded "Well the council a similar one for the Arcanes"

You nodded your head lips shaped in an O.

Soon the day you dreaded came and Jin and Taehyung left, after Jin gave you a huge talk about how you should not be naughty and never go anywhere alone.

And telling the same to Seonghwa at a point Taehyung had to pull him away or they wouldn't have reached the council in time.

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"Y/n you stay here, I'll go take a shower" Seonghwa told you and went to the washroom. That was your moment, you snuck up to the water reservoir above the room and fulfilled you plan and with in moments you heard.

"WHAT!"

"NO NO! NOOOO!"

"YYYYYYYYY/NNNNNNNNNN!!"

"WHERE ARE YOU"

You rushed back to your spot, practically dying of laughter.

"What have you done?" A voice was heard and you hid behind the couch

"Your hair was blond for so long, I was bored" you said scared that he might scold you

"Ah sweetie you should have at least asked me. We could have done it peacefully" he said

And you were shocked even Jin had scolded you for dying his hair purple and only calmed down when Taehyung said he looked really good but Seonghwa just has no problem? Seeing you quiet he says

"Next time, you choose my hair colors okay?" He said with the sweetest while there and you nodded. He then asked "You wanna go to the town nearby?"

You nodded again

"Then go and get ready" he said and you rushed to find a proper dress and to comb your hair.

When you were done Seonghwa carefully helped you mount your pony and climbed his horse then he thanked your stable boy Jake and the two of you rode away. He stopped infront of a shops that had many cages infront of it all had birds, rats, hamsters and various animals.

As soon as the two of you stepped inside the shopkeeper bowed to Seonghwa and showed him a direction.

"C'mon" he said and held your hand as you gripped into his.

The man showed you little fur ball.

"KITTI!!!" you screeched and rushed to the meowing wonder.

"His name is Charlie" Seonghwa said

"Is he yours" you asked him

"Yes, he is actually a muhang."

"A WHAT?" you asked visibly confused

"Well you know souls reincarnate in various forms right? But, some souls are special they reincarnate in the same form with the same identity, they are called Muhangs. Charlie here, has been with me for 200 years. He passes and then again comes back to me as a kitten, I don't know how that is possible but fate bound us together"

You took in all the new information wide eyed. And they asked "So can we take Charlie home?"

"Yes, he is mine and yours now" he said and you cheered. Taking him in a basket the two of you stepped out, upon reaching the town plaza you shook Seonghwa gently and said "Ice cream! Ice cream! Hwa can we get ice cream!!!" You jumped

"Okay. Okay. Let's go" he said

You were happily about to lick your ice cream when you saw him.

But, his hair was black and him, why is he still the same age?! Those eyes and that face, the face you buried deep to pipe down your sorrows and grief. Your ice cream fell from your hand and you froze.

Right that moment he turned to you side and looked into your eyes. It's the same eyes. Its the same face yes.

But, why is he still so young?! And his hair?! You looked at him to find him looking at you, but the look in his eyes when he found you staring at him. You could see the unfamilarity in his eyes.

You ran away from the place with Seonghwa behind you, you stopped at your house.

"Y/n! Y/n, stop! WHAT IS WRONG?" he asked you

"It was him Hwa!" You said in tears "It was him! And he didn't know me. And he was still small. What happened Hwa!" You said as you shook him by his arms "Why!why! He said he'd always remember me!"

"Y/n you're mistaken" Seonghwa said

"I knew what I saw!" You said almost in spite.

"No Y/n" he still said in a soft voice "please stop crying. You must have seen someone else"

"No Seonghwa! I know what and whom I saw. I can never mistake Hyunjin!"

"But the Hyunjin you knew died years ago!" He said, and his eyes went wide in realisation.

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Part 1: Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: I'm nervous for this, I have planned hard and long. Please don't forget to sent in some notes if you liked it. Sorry for the pictures for the pictures I can't get that many appropriate childhood pictures of him so I kinda made some.

Words count: 1.4k

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"You're so pretty" the girl that walked up to you told you.

"You're pretty too" you said.

"I'm not pretty! I'm a boy!" The "boy" rebelled and your little brain was shocked. You couldn't think such a boy or a male could be so beautiful with such beautiful eyes and blonde locks.

"Well, you are a pretty boy" you said and giggled making the boy infront of you giggle as well.

"I'm Hyunjin, what's your name?"he asked

"I'm Y/n" you said, still looking at him in awe. This was the first time you actually saw anyone apart from your Appa or your dad, someone of your age. None of the villagers came to this side of the meadow anyway so you were shocked to see this kid who seemed the same age of you there. "How did you get here?" You asked.

"I was following a butterfly I wanted to make it's picture" he said pouting a bit an sitting. The two of you picking at the flowers and making braid crowns. It was getting late when Hyunjin stood up to leave with a promise to meet again the next day.

And that became a regular, and that how you'd meet you first friend, Hyunjin. The only mundane you ever met who remembered your name.

"Y/n? Whose this?" You heard Taehyung Appa's voice.

"This is Hyunjin" you said with one of the hugest smile that he had ever seen on your face. The look on your face, he knew.

"Hyunjin, this is my Appa" you said hugging Taehyung's legs. Hyunjin instantly stood up and bowed and said "Hello, Y/n's Appa, its nice to meet you I am Y/n's friend Hyunjin"

"Wah, Hyunjin, you're such s good boy" he said

However, this joy of yours did not last long. Three years after you met Hyunjin and his family moved away from the Village.

"But-but he told me he'd never leave. He promised me!" You said teary eyes and ran to Jin "Dad!"

"Aw sunshine, I'm so sorry. But dad can't do anything about it" he told you.

"They are mundanes Y/n they can't stick around long anyway, you can't hold on to everything they say" Taehyung said. You just looked at him, not understanding what he said.

"Oh Tae, she's just a child" Jin scolded Taehyung who just frowned. It hurts both your Appa and dad to see you hurt like that. But, Taehyung felt that this was necessary for you to realise that being an immortal it was bad to get attached to mortals especially mundanes.

It took you days to get over the grief of the loss of your only friend.

As you grew up you learnt what made you different. Why the village lady you met a few times during going shopping with Taehyung always seemed to forget your name and they didn't even realise that they did. You got to know the truth about your real parents. You knew you were an anomaly, a creature that should not have existed in the first place and you had once asked Taehyung.

"Appa? What would happen if I never existed?" You asked with the innocent look that always adorned your baby features. What you didn't inew was the question almost brought stinging tears to both the elder males' eyes.

"Without you your Appa and dad would be very sad. You are our angel, you are special and no matter what anybody says you are our daughter" Jin said and picked you up and hugged you. The hug was then joined by Taehyung who wrapped an arm around both the sides of Jin keeping you in the middle.

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A few years passed

"Y/n, meet him" Jin said bringing in a handsome man.

"Hi, I'm Seonghwa" he said, bending down to your level and extending his hand.

You put your hand in his and said "I'm Y/n." Breaking out into a toothy grin.

"Will you remember my name?" You suddenly remembered the people who always forgot your name because you're a damphyr.

"I will never forget it" he said.

"He will help you study, and train. Actually Sunshine, we've got a new job and we'll have to leave for sometime" You heard Jin say and you nodded

"When will you be back?" You asked, trying your best not to try.

"Just in a month" he assured

"Can you be a good girl?" Taehyung asked you,as he bend down in front of you.

"I'm always a good girl, Appa" you said and hugged them both.

Seonghwa could feel his heart melt at this exchange.

The next week was spent getting to know Seonghwa, as you parents got ready for their trip. "Do we have to leave, can't I just stay?!" You heard Taehyung once saying as he wrapped his hands around Jin's torso, keeping his head on his wide shoulder.

"You know you can't denh the council, it's not good"

Sone time later you had asked Seonghwa "Hwa?"

"Yes?" He cooed.

"What's a council?"

"That's a big word, where did you learn it from?" He asked in surprise

"I heard appa and dad talk about it" you said honestly

"It's actually a system, I told you how human's have laws?" He said and you nodded "Well the council a similar one for the Arcanes"

You nodded your head lips shaped in an O.

Soon the day you dreaded came and Jin and Taehyung left, after Jin gave you a huge talk about how you should not be naughty and never go anywhere alone.

And telling the same to Seonghwa at a point Taehyung had to pull him away or they wouldn't have reached the council in time.

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"Y/n you stay here, I'll go take a shower" Seonghwa told you and went to the washroom. That was your moment, you snuck up to the water reservoir above the room and fulfilled you plan and with in moments you heard.

"WHAT!"

"NO NO! NOOOO!"

"YYYYYYYYY/NNNNNNNNNN!!"

"WHERE ARE YOU"

You rushed back to your spot, practically dying of laughter.

"What have you done?" A voice was heard and you hid behind the couch

"Your hair was blond for so long, I was bored" you said scared that he might scold you

"Ah sweetie you should have at least asked me. We could have done it peacefully" he said

And you were shocked even Jin had scolded you for dying his hair purple and only calmed down when Taehyung said he looked really good but Seonghwa just has no problem? Seeing you quiet he says

"Next time, you choose my hair colors okay?" He said with the sweetest while there and you nodded. He then asked "You wanna go to the town nearby?"

You nodded again

"Then go and get ready" he said and you rushed to find a proper dress and to comb your hair.

When you were done Seonghwa carefully helped you mount your pony and climbed his horse then he thanked your stable boy Jake and the two of you rode away. He stopped infront of a shops that had many cages infront of it all had birds, rats, hamsters and various animals.

As soon as the two of you stepped inside the shopkeeper bowed to Seonghwa and showed him a direction.

"C'mon" he said and held your hand as you gripped into his.

The man showed you little fur ball.

"KITTI!!!" you screeched and rushed to the meowing wonder.

"His name is Charlie" Seonghwa said

"Is he yours" you asked him

"Yes, he is actually a muhang."

"A WHAT?" you asked visibly confused

"Well you know souls reincarnate in various forms right? But, some souls are special they reincarnate in the same form with the same identity, they are called Muhangs. Charlie here, has been with me for 200 years. He passes and then again comes back to me as a kitten, I don't know how that is possible but fate bound us together"

You took in all the new information wide eyed. And they asked "So can we take Charlie home?"

"Yes, he is mine and yours now" he said and you cheered. Taking him in a basket the two of you stepped out, upon reaching the town plaza you shook Seonghwa gently and said "Ice cream! Ice cream! Hwa can we get ice cream!!!" You jumped

"Okay. Okay. Let's go" he said

You were happily about to lick your ice cream when you saw him.

But, his hair was black and him, why is he still the same age?! Those eyes and that face, the face you buried deep to pipe down your sorrows and grief. Your ice cream fell from your hand and you froze.

Right that moment he turned to you side and looked into your eyes. It's the same eyes. Its the same face yes.

But, why is he still so young?! And his hair?! You looked at him to find him looking at you, but the look in his eyes when he found you staring at him. You could see the unfamilarity in his eyes.

You ran away from the place with Seonghwa behind you, you stopped at your house.

"Y/n! Y/n, stop! WHAT IS WRONG?" he asked you

"It was him Hwa!" You said in tears "It was him! And he didn't know me. And he was still small. What happened Hwa!" You said as you shook him by his arms "Why!why! He said he'd always remember me!"

"Y/n you're mistaken" Seonghwa said

"I knew what I saw!" You said almost in spite.

"No Y/n" he still said in a soft voice "please stop crying. You must have seen someone else"

"No Seonghwa! I know what and whom I saw. I can never mistake Hyunjin!"

"But the Hyunjin you knew died years ago!" He said, and his eyes went wide in realisation.

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Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: I'm nervous for this, I have planned hard and long. Please don't forget to sent in some notes if you liked it. Sorry for the pictures for the pictures I can't get that many appropriate childhood pictures of him so I kinda made some.

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"You're so pretty" the girl that walked up to you told you.

"You're pretty too" you said.

"I'm not pretty! I'm a boy!" The "boy" rebelled and your little brain was shocked. You couldn't think such a boy or a male could be so beautiful with such beautiful eyes and blonde locks.

"Well, you are a pretty boy" you said and giggled making the boy infront of you giggle as well.

"I'm Hyunjin, what's your name?"he asked

"I'm Y/n" you said, still looking at him in awe. This was the first time you actually saw anyone apart from your Appa or your dad, someone of your age. None of the villagers came to this side of the meadow anyway so you were shocked to see this kid who seemed the same age of you there. "How did you get here?" You asked.

"I was following a butterfly I wanted to make it's picture" he said pouting a bit an sitting. The two of you picking at the flowers and making braid crowns. It was getting late when Hyunjin stood up to leave with a promise to meet again the next day.

And that became a regular, and that how you'd meet you first friend, Hyunjin. The only mundane you ever met who remembered your name.

"Y/n? Whose this?" You heard Taehyung Appa's voice.

"This is Hyunjin" you said with one of the hugest smile that he had ever seen on your face. The look on your face, he knew.

"Hyunjin, this is my Appa" you said hugging Taehyung's legs. Hyunjin instantly stood up and bowed and said "Hello, Y/n's Appa, its nice to meet you I am Y/n's friend Hyunjin"

"Wah, Hyunjin, you're such s good boy" he said

However, this joy of yours did not last long. Three years after you met Hyunjin and his family moved away from the Village.

"But-but he told me he'd never leave. He promised me!" You said teary eyes and ran to Jin "Dad!"

"Aw sunshine, I'm so sorry. But dad can't do anything about it" he told you.

"They are mundanes Y/n they can't stick around long anyway, you can't hold on to everything they say" Taehyung said. You just looked at him, not understanding what he said.

"Oh Tae, she's just a child" Jin scolded Taehyung who just frowned. It hurts both your Appa and dad to see you hurt like that. But, Taehyung felt that this was necessary for you to realise that being an immortal it was bad to get attached to mortals especially mundanes.

It took you days to get over the grief of the loss of your only friend.

As you grew up you learnt what made you different. Why the village lady you met a few times during going shopping with Taehyung always seemed to forget your name and they didn't even realise that they did. You got to know the truth about your real parents. You knew you were an anomaly, a creature that should not have existed in the first place and you had once asked Taehyung.

"Appa? What would happen if I never existed?" You asked with the innocent look that always adorned your baby features. What you didn't inew was the question almost brought stinging tears to both the elder males' eyes.

"Without you your Appa and dad would be very sad. You are our angel, you are special and no matter what anybody says you are our daughter" Jin said and picked you up and hugged you. The hug was then joined by Taehyung who wrapped an arm around both the sides of Jin keeping you in the middle.

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A few years passed

"Y/n, meet him" Jin said bringing in a handsome man.

"Hi, I'm Seonghwa" he said, bending down to your level and extending his hand.

You put your hand in his and said "I'm Y/n." Breaking out into a toothy grin.

"Will you remember my name?" You suddenly remembered the people who always forgot your name because you're a damphyr.

"I will never forget it" he said.

"He will help you study, and train. Actually Sunshine, we've got a new job and we'll have to leave for sometime" You heard Jin say and you nodded

"When will you be back?" You asked, trying your best not to try.

"Just in a month" he assured

"Can you be a good girl?" Taehyung asked you,as he bend down in front of you.

"I'm always a good girl, Appa" you said and hugged them both.

Seonghwa could feel his heart melt at this exchange.

The next week was spent getting to know Seonghwa, as you parents got ready for their trip. "Do we have to leave, can't I just stay?!" You heard Taehyung once saying as he wrapped his hands around Jin's torso, keeping his head on his wide shoulder.

"You know you can't denh the council, it's not good"

Sone time later you had asked Seonghwa "Hwa?"

"Yes?" He cooed.

"What's a council?"

"That's a big word, where did you learn it from?" He asked in surprise

"I heard appa and dad talk about it" you said honestly

"It's actually a system, I told you how human's have laws?" He said and you nodded "Well the council a similar one for the Arcanes"

You nodded your head lips shaped in an O.

Soon the day you dreaded came and Jin and Taehyung left, after Jin gave you a huge talk about how you should not be naughty and never go anywhere alone.

And telling the same to Seonghwa at a point Taehyung had to pull him away or they wouldn't have reached the council in time.

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"Y/n you stay here, I'll go take a shower" Seonghwa told you and went to the washroom. That was your moment, you snuck up to the water reservoir above the room and fulfilled you plan and with in moments you heard.

"WHAT!"

"NO NO! NOOOO!"

"YYYYYYYYY/NNNNNNNNNN!!"

"WHERE ARE YOU"

You rushed back to your spot, practically dying of laughter.

"What have you done?" A voice was heard and you hid behind the couch

"Your hair was blond for so long, I was bored" you said scared that he might scold you

"Ah sweetie you should have at least asked me. We could have done it peacefully" he said

And you were shocked even Jin had scolded you for dying his hair purple and only calmed down when Taehyung said he looked really good but Seonghwa just has no problem? Seeing you quiet he says

"Next time, you choose my hair colors okay?" He said with the sweetest while there and you nodded. He then asked "You wanna go to the town nearby?"

You nodded again

"Then go and get ready" he said and you rushed to find a proper dress and to comb your hair.

When you were done Seonghwa carefully helped you mount your pony and climbed his horse then he thanked your stable boy Jake and the two of you rode away. He stopped infront of a shops that had many cages infront of it all had birds, rats, hamsters and various animals.

As soon as the two of you stepped inside the shopkeeper bowed to Seonghwa and showed him a direction.

"C'mon" he said and held your hand as you gripped into his.

The man showed you little fur ball.

"KITTI!!!" you screeched and rushed to the meowing wonder.

"His name is Charlie" Seonghwa said

"Is he yours" you asked him

"Yes, he is actually a muhang."

"A WHAT?" you asked visibly confused

"Well you know souls reincarnate in various forms right? But, some souls are special they reincarnate in the same form with the same identity, they are called Muhangs. Charlie here, has been with me for 200 years. He passes and then again comes back to me as a kitten, I don't know how that is possible but fate bound us together"

You took in all the new information wide eyed. And they asked "So can we take Charlie home?"

"Yes, he is mine and yours now" he said and you cheered. Taking him in a basket the two of you stepped out, upon reaching the town plaza you shook Seonghwa gently and said "Ice cream! Ice cream! Hwa can we get ice cream!!!" You jumped

"Okay. Okay. Let's go" he said

You were happily about to lick your ice cream when you saw him.

But, his hair was black and him, why is he still the same age?! Those eyes and that face, the face you buried deep to pipe down your sorrows and grief. Your ice cream fell from your hand and you froze.

Right that moment he turned to you side and looked into your eyes. It's the same eyes. Its the same face yes.

But, why is he still so young?! And his hair?! You looked at him to find him looking at you, but the look in his eyes when he found you staring at him. You could see the unfamilarity in his eyes.

You ran away from the place with Seonghwa behind you, you stopped at your house.

"Y/n! Y/n, stop! WHAT IS WRONG?" he asked you

"It was him Hwa!" You said in tears "It was him! And he didn't know me. And he was still small. What happened Hwa!" You said as you shook him by his arms "Why!why! He said he'd always remember me!"

"Y/n you're mistaken" Seonghwa said

"I knew what I saw!" You said almost in spite.

"No Y/n" he still said in a soft voice "please stop crying. You must have seen someone else"

"No Seonghwa! I know what and whom I saw. I can never mistake Hyunjin!"

"But the Hyunjin you knew died years ago!" He said, and his eyes went wide in realisation.

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I'm a man: Lee Know x Reader

Summary: Lee Know has forever been in love with you, while you were clueless to his and even your own feelings.

A/n: it's cliché but well, it is what it is. A little smut in the end, very little.

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"But WHY?!" you shouted at your now ex-boyfriend. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!"

"Sorry Y/n, it is what it is" and with that he left. As you broke down on the floor crying and weeping. You fished out your phone and dialled a specific contact. The call went through a very familiar voice answer

"M-M- Min- ho?" You stuttered out almost out of breath and sobbing.

"Wait there, I'm coming"

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"You can't do this to yourself" Minho said as he rubbed your back in a soothing manner as you were cuddled to his side bawling your eyes. He is not even bothered that his tshirt is getting wet.

"I can't help it, I just really trusted him" you said.

"Well, I told you not to trust so easily. I'll see that asshole myself though" he said.

"You'd do no such thing" you warned.

"Yeah I won't" he said.

"I'm serious Minho, YOU won't go after him" you said "Promise me?"

"What?" He whined, but you pulled out your pinky. Minho couldn't help but feel warm in his heart seeing how cute you are even in such a situation "Okay. I won't go after him" he said linking his pinky with yours.

And he just hugged you tighter, as he hummed a sweet melody. You just lulled to sleep with all the tiredness.

Next morning, you woke up, no sign of Minho, which was strange because it was a Sunday and Minho's bag was still on the couch. Where did he go so early? You thought and as if on cue you heard a knock. You opened to find Jisung, your other friend plus neighbour, and found Minho beside him. But his state, he had a black eye and a burst lip, and a bruise on his cheek.

"OH MY GOD MINHO!!!" you shrieked "What have you done?!"

He was smiling like an idiot and you looked at Han Jisung for some explanation.

"He got into a fight with your boyfriend?" Jisung said.

"EX!" Minho corrected him

"Yeah right. But don't worry, he planted more blows than he recieved" He chuckled, as he took Minho to the couch.

"I told you to not go after him" you said as you examined his face.

"I didn't" he said, but you stared at him "I swear I didn't, he punched me first. Ask Han he saw it" you looked at Jisung who nodded. You huffed and grabbed the first aid kit.

Jisung and you talked a bit about your ex and the fight, and then he went as he had some work.

You were done treating the rest of the wounds, so you paid attention to his bust lip.

"You could have gotten hurt" you said in a serious tone as you as you applied some antiseptic and he winced

"As if that bastard could one up me" he scoffed

"But why Minho?" You said. You didn't want hin to do this, you didn't want him to have to feel bound to do it. It's okay.

"At first, I was just gonna pass him, but he was the one who came at me. And then HE landed a punch okay! I'm glad he did. Cause he deserved the blue eye and bruises. He messed with you!" He said. You could see the anger in his eyes seething like a fire under ashes. So you did the easiest thing that came to your mind. You hugged him, tight. You felt him immediately at ease under your touch as he buried his head at the crook of your neck. And that was it, you broke down again, all your resorts and thoughts broke. Minho just held you close to himself.

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You went to work and came back, Minho was staying with you to "keep an eye" that you're taking care of yourself. Your friends finally planned to go clubbing on a friday night.

"C'mon Y/n! It's been 3 weeks!" Yuna said.

"So what. I'm not sad or moping okay. I just dont feel like going. You guys should go" you said.

"Okay" you heard Minho say.

"Okay?" You repeated.

"Yeah okay. You don't wanna go. It's okay. Yuna you guys go, I won't go either" Minho said. Of course there's a catch, it's Lee Minho.

"Minho!" You said and he looked at you, those piercing eyes seemed to be bearing deep into your soul. You felt bad, he had been at your side for 3 weeks. He missed 2 weeks of your Friday night hangouts with your friends and you knew Minho loved this tradition you guys had, him being one of the ones who started it. You can't let him keep missing stuff and you shouldn't either.

Minho smiled to himself, even Yuna in front of you and Jisung at the door could see, literal gears turning in your head until you said "No! I'll go"

So the others left as Yuna dug into your closet to find an outfit.

"Are you sure I should wear this? I mean I bought this but there's a reason I never wore it" you said. With the shiny lbd in your hand.

"C'mon Y/n it's not that short. You'll look hot!" Yuna said and you gave up.

(Something like this)

You were met with cat calls as you walked to the table with Yuna and Felix to where all your other friends were seated.

You looked over at Minho and your breath hitched, your heart beat increased.

What you didn't know was the same happened to him. No its not like you both were seeing each other in new light. Lee Minho has always been in love with you.

"Damn Minho you look hot" you said as you took a seat between Bangchan and Jisung. You noticed Minho's cheeks a bit dusted with pink but you didn't think much of his.

"Damn bitch I missed you so much the last two weeks!" Dahyun said

"How are you Y/n?" Bangchan asked, taking your hand and holding it.

"I'm better Channie, thanks to Minho, I realised that Mark was actually a dick" you said

"Yeah and he deserved the beating" Jisung said. And soon drinks flowed in and were downed. All except Chan, Yuna and Minho let loose as those 3 were the designated drivers for today. They kept a close eye on the rest of you.

Minho's eyes especially never leave you. It's not like he doesn't want to, but he couldn't. His eyes wouldn't move from the exposed skin, from the way the dress hugged your curves so perfectly and the way you danced with Dahyun swaying your hips. He was so lost in you. That was the moment he decided, this time he wont let you go.

"You know that she likes you too right?" Yuna asked

"What?" Minho asked

"Don't act naive, we see your lingering eyes and stuff on her" Bangchan said "And don't think I didn't see you seething when I took her hand in mine" he said teasing the younger boy.

"I can't help it. I've been in love with her for years while she doesn't give me a blink in the daylight" he scoffed, eyes going back to you.

"You know she likes you, how long are you gonna stand on the sidelines and watch her get hurt every time! When you could give her exactly what she wants and needs and more" Yuna said. Minho nodded his head, he wont let you hurt yourself and him like this. With that Minho got up, and walked to you.

"Hi Minnie" you said as you motioned him to come closer and as soon as he did, you wrapped your arms and held them behind his neck. Swaying to the music, as if on queue the beat dropped to a slower song and the dance floor got into pairs with some of the people walking away. You noticed Dahyun with Jisung and Hyunjin and Felix in each other's arms and chuckled as you locked eyes with Minho. Those eyes, you wished you could just get lost in them . The intoxication in you letting all your feelings go that you had kept at bay, you kept your head on his chest as he held you closer. You looked up at him with your big eyes, and he could see the pure love you had for him. Oh how you wished, his hand to roam around your body, to feel those plump lips on yours. You never realised you were inching close until Minho looked away, still holding you close to him. Your intoxicated mind could hardly process anything.

When the song ended he pulled you away from the dance floor as the others followed. With a very drunk and chatty Jisung and you in the car Minho drove off.

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It's been a week since Minho has finally gone home. He texted you today and said he was coming tonight and he wanted to tell you something and you dare not try to avoid him like you've been doing for this past week. You were tensed, did he want to speak about how you almost kissed him. It wasn't your strongest moment but damn he looked away it means he doesn't like you. Ouch, why did that hurt? It's better for him to not like you. That way you wont lose him. Yuna's voice rang in your head from when she told you the other morning

"Trust me he didn't take his eyes off you!" She said

"Yes because he wanted to make sure I didn't do anything stupid" you to defended

"So you don't think that revealing dress had anything to do with that?" She said visibly annoyed

"No, he doesn't see me like that" you said

"Why Y/n? Why are you still afraid?" She asked finally

"Because relationships break, they get bitter, I don't want Minho to get tired of me and lose him" you said.

You were so busy thinking that you didn't hear the sound of the keypad at the door, or the door openning and closing.

"Y/n-ah" Minho whined and sat beside you keeping his head on your shoulder.

"Tired?" You asked running your fingers through his hair.

He mumbled something as his arms wrapped around you. You can't help but try to quiet down your heartbeat that was rapidly beating.

"I wanted to tell you something" he said and with that he pulled away and sat in a way that you'd be facing him directly.

"Y/n I-"he started and took his hands in yours "I like you, more than a friend. I can't take this, time after time seeing you with another guy. If I have to see that again then I'll kill him."

You pulled you hands away, no, no he can't "But you pulled away!" You whispered.

"Yeah that's because i didn't want you to do something like that when you're wasted" he said making sense.

"But I thought you don't see me in that light!?" You whined

"How can I not? l? I'm a man okay!!" he said.

"Good because that was a drunk mistake!" You said you said as you got up and moved to get some space between you too.

"Yah! What do you mean by a mistake?!" Minho asked, visibly hurt.

"That we are best friends and that's what we should be" you said.

"So you don't like me?” He said

"I like you as my best friend" you said

"Oh yeah?" He said inching closer to you "You don't feel anything for me right?" He asked while still walking forward his eye threatening like a feline, sharp.

Until you hit the wall and he caged your body between his arms. "Then you must not feel anything if I come this close to you?" He said, more like taunted. Whom were you kidding? Your heart was about to leap to your mouth.

"Why are you silent Y/n ssi?” he asked in a whisper. His voice is low, his face dangerously close to yours, you could feel his breath fan on your lips, so when you didn't protest and just stared into Minho's eyes, your own breath mixing with his, he crashed his lips on yours. You still froze up too much in your head, but Minho pulled back and almost growled "Don't fight it". And that was it you couldn't take it anymore you kissed him back and the two of you melted into each other.

Damn, you always wondered what his lips would feel like. His hands slid to your neck as he bent you head to get better access. Your hands tangled at his hair.

The two of you finally pulled away feeling the necessity of air.

"Don't be afraid please I'll never leave you alone" he promised you.

You knew by the look in eyes that he meant it.

And thus, here you were having a full on make out session with your now boyfriend as you stranddled his lap. His hands on your waist as they slowly roamed about to find wonders, his shirt was already long taken off by you. Minho pulled away from your lips to immediately attack your neck, you could feel him, sucking and licking at various parts until suddenly a moan escaped "Minho!" You moaned as it gave him more boost to give you the hickey that he delicately made. With one swift move he took off your top and placed kisses all over your chest with occasional bites and be was driving you crazy. You could feel the pool in the mess you call panties, so you started humping his thigh.

"Someone is eager?" Minho asked pulling away with a smirk.

"Shut up" you said and attached your lips to his.

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I'm a man: Lee Know x Reader

Summary: Lee Know has forever been in love with you, while you were clueless to his and even your own feelings.

A/n: it's cliché but well, it is what it is. A little smut in the end, very little.

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"But WHY?!" you shouted at your now ex-boyfriend. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!"

"Sorry Y/n, it is what it is" and with that he left. As you broke down on the floor crying and weeping. You fished out your phone and dialled a specific contact. The call went through a very familiar voice answer

"M-M- Min- ho?" You stuttered out almost out of breath and sobbing.

"Wait there, I'm coming"

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"You can't do this to yourself" Minho said as he rubbed your back in a soothing manner as you were cuddled to his side bawling your eyes. He is not even bothered that his tshirt is getting wet.

"I can't help it, I just really trusted him" you said.

"Well, I told you not to trust so easily. I'll see that asshole myself though" he said.

"You'd do no such thing" you warned.

"Yeah I won't" he said.

"I'm serious Minho, YOU won't go after him" you said "Promise me?"

"What?" He whined, but you pulled out your pinky. Minho couldn't help but feel warm in his heart seeing how cute you are even in such a situation "Okay. I won't go after him" he said linking his pinky with yours.

And he just hugged you tighter, as he hummed a sweet melody. You just lulled to sleep with all the tiredness.

Next morning, you woke up, no sign of Minho, which was strange because it was a Sunday and Minho's bag was still on the couch. Where did he go so early? You thought and as if on cue you heard a knock. You opened to find Jisung, your other friend plus neighbour, and found Minho beside him. But his state, he had a black eye and a burst lip, and a bruise on his cheek.

"OH MY GOD MINHO!!!" you shrieked "What have you done?!"

He was smiling like an idiot and you looked at Han Jisung for some explanation.

"He got into a fight with your boyfriend?" Jisung said.

"EX!" Minho corrected him

"Yeah right. But don't worry, he planted more blows than he recieved" He chuckled, as he took Minho to the couch.

"I told you to not go after him" you said as you examined his face.

"I didn't" he said, but you stared at him "I swear I didn't, he punched me first. Ask Han he saw it" you looked at Jisung who nodded. You huffed and grabbed the first aid kit.

Jisung and you talked a bit about your ex and the fight, and then he went as he had some work.

You were done treating the rest of the wounds, so you paid attention to his bust lip.

"You could have gotten hurt" you said in a serious tone as you as you applied some antiseptic and he winced

"As if that bastard could one up me" he scoffed

"But why Minho?" You said. You didn't want hin to do this, you didn't want him to have to feel bound to do it. It's okay.

"At first, I was just gonna pass him, but he was the one who came at me. And then HE landed a punch okay! I'm glad he did. Cause he deserved the blue eye and bruises. He messed with you!" He said. You could see the anger in his eyes seething like a fire under ashes. So you did the easiest thing that came to your mind. You hugged him, tight. You felt him immediately at ease under your touch as he buried his head at the crook of your neck. And that was it, you broke down again, all your resorts and thoughts broke. Minho just held you close to himself.

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You went to work and came back, Minho was staying with you to "keep an eye" that you're taking care of yourself. Your friends finally planned to go clubbing on a friday night.

"C'mon Y/n! It's been 3 weeks!" Yuna said.

"So what. I'm not sad or moping okay. I just dont feel like going. You guys should go" you said.

"Okay" you heard Minho say.

"Okay?" You repeated.

"Yeah okay. You don't wanna go. It's okay. Yuna you guys go, I won't go either" Minho said. Of course there's a catch, it's Lee Minho.

"Minho!" You said and he looked at you, those piercing eyes seemed to be bearing deep into your soul. You felt bad, he had been at your side for 3 weeks. He missed 2 weeks of your Friday night hangouts with your friends and you knew Minho loved this tradition you guys had, him being one of the ones who started it. You can't let him keep missing stuff and you shouldn't either.

Minho smiled to himself, even Yuna in front of you and Jisung at the door could see, literal gears turning in your head until you said "No! I'll go"

So the others left as Yuna dug into your closet to find an outfit.

"Are you sure I should wear this? I mean I bought this but there's a reason I never wore it" you said. With the shiny lbd in your hand.

"C'mon Y/n it's not that short. You'll look hot!" Yuna said and you gave up.

(Something like this)

You were met with cat calls as you walked to the table with Yuna and Felix to where all your other friends were seated.

You looked over at Minho and your breath hitched, your heart beat increased.

What you didn't know was the same happened to him. No its not like you both were seeing each other in new light. Lee Minho has always been in love with you.

"Damn Minho you look hot" you said as you took a seat between Bangchan and Jisung. You noticed Minho's cheeks a bit dusted with pink but you didn't think much of his.

"Damn bitch I missed you so much the last two weeks!" Dahyun said

"How are you Y/n?" Bangchan asked, taking your hand and holding it.

"I'm better Channie, thanks to Minho, I realised that Mark was actually a dick" you said

"Yeah and he deserved the beating" Jisung said. And soon drinks flowed in and were downed. All except Chan, Yuna and Minho let loose as those 3 were the designated drivers for today. They kept a close eye on the rest of you.

Minho's eyes especially never leave you. It's not like he doesn't want to, but he couldn't. His eyes wouldn't move from the exposed skin, from the way the dress hugged your curves so perfectly and the way you danced with Dahyun swaying your hips. He was so lost in you. That was the moment he decided, this time he wont let you go.

"You know that she likes you too right?" Yuna asked

"What?" Minho asked

"Don't act naive, we see your lingering eyes and stuff on her" Bangchan said "And don't think I didn't see you seething when I took her hand in mine" he said teasing the younger boy.

"I can't help it. I've been in love with her for years while she doesn't give me a blink in the daylight" he scoffed, eyes going back to you.

"You know she likes you, how long are you gonna stand on the sidelines and watch her get hurt every time! When you could give her exactly what she wants and needs and more" Yuna said. Minho nodded his head, he wont let you hurt yourself and him like this. With that Minho got up, and walked to you.

"Hi Minnie" you said as you motioned him to come closer and as soon as he did, you wrapped your arms and held them behind his neck. Swaying to the music, as if on queue the beat dropped to a slower song and the dance floor got into pairs with some of the people walking away. You noticed Dahyun with Jisung and Hyunjin and Felix in each other's arms and chuckled as you locked eyes with Minho. Those eyes, you wished you could just get lost in them . The intoxication in you letting all your feelings go that you had kept at bay, you kept your head on his chest as he held you closer. You looked up at him with your big eyes, and he could see the pure love you had for him. Oh how you wished, his hand to roam around your body, to feel those plump lips on yours. You never realised you were inching close until Minho looked away, still holding you close to him. Your intoxicated mind could hardly process anything.

When the song ended he pulled you away from the dance floor as the others followed. With a very drunk and chatty Jisung and you in the car Minho drove off.

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It's been a week since Minho has finally gone home. He texted you today and said he was coming tonight and he wanted to tell you something and you dare not try to avoid him like you've been doing for this past week. You were tensed, did he want to speak about how you almost kissed him. It wasn't your strongest moment but damn he looked away it means he doesn't like you. Ouch, why did that hurt? It's better for him to not like you. That way you wont lose him. Yuna's voice rang in your head from when she told you the other morning

"Trust me he didn't take his eyes off you!" She said

"Yes because he wanted to make sure I didn't do anything stupid" you to defended

"So you don't think that revealing dress had anything to do with that?" She said visibly annoyed

"No, he doesn't see me like that" you said

"Why Y/n? Why are you still afraid?" She asked finally

"Because relationships break, they get bitter, I don't want Minho to get tired of me and lose him" you said.

You were so busy thinking that you didn't hear the sound of the keypad at the door, or the door openning and closing.

"Y/n-ah" Minho whined and sat beside you keeping his head on your shoulder.

"Tired?" You asked running your fingers through his hair.

He mumbled something as his arms wrapped around you. You can't help but try to quiet down your heartbeat that was rapidly beating.

"I wanted to tell you something" he said and with that he pulled away and sat in a way that you'd be facing him directly.

"Y/n I-"he started and took his hands in yours "I like you, more than a friend. I can't take this, time after time seeing you with another guy. If I have to see that again then I'll kill him."

You pulled you hands away, no, no he can't "But you pulled away!" You whispered.

"Yeah that's because i didn't want you to do something like that when you're wasted" he said making sense.

"But I thought you don't see me in that light!?" You whined

"How can I not? l? I'm a man okay!!" he said.

"Good because that was a drunk mistake!" You said you said as you got up and moved to get some space between you too.

"Yah! What do you mean by a mistake?!" Minho asked, visibly hurt.

"That we are best friends and that's what we should be" you said.

"So you don't like me?” He said

"I like you as my best friend" you said

"Oh yeah?" He said inching closer to you "You don't feel anything for me right?" He asked while still walking forward his eye threatening like a feline, sharp.

Until you hit the wall and he caged your body between his arms. "Then you must not feel anything if I come this close to you?" He said, more like taunted. Whom were you kidding? Your heart was about to leap to your mouth.

"Why are you silent Y/n ssi?” he asked in a whisper. His voice is low, his face dangerously close to yours, you could feel his breath fan on your lips, so when you didn't protest and just stared into Minho's eyes, your own breath mixing with his, he crashed his lips on yours. You still froze up too much in your head, but Minho pulled back and almost growled "Don't fight it". And that was it you couldn't take it anymore you kissed him back and the two of you melted into each other.

Damn, you always wondered what his lips would feel like. His hands slid to your neck as he bent you head to get better access. Your hands tangled at his hair.

The two of you finally pulled away feeling the necessity of air.

"Don't be afraid please I'll never leave you alone" he promised you.

You knew by the look in eyes that he meant it.

And thus, here you were having a full on make out session with your now boyfriend as you stranddled his lap. His hands on your waist as they slowly roamed about to find wonders, his shirt was already long taken off by you. Minho pulled away from your lips to immediately attack your neck, you could feel him, sucking and licking at various parts until suddenly a moan escaped "Minho!" You moaned as it gave him more boost to give you the hickey that he delicately made. With one swift move he took off your top and placed kisses all over your chest with occasional bites and be was driving you crazy. You could feel the pool in the mess you call panties, so you started humping his thigh.

"Someone is eager?" Minho asked pulling away with a smirk.

"Shut up" you said and attached your lips to his.

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Read my Hyunjin fic

Demon Hyunjin x curious male reader

From the time of Anno Domini

Summoning a demon what exactly could go wrong

Spell reference from chillin adventures of Sabrina

Y'all I'm thinking about updating this with the sunghoon one

You heard the scariest stories, the warnings they gave you and all the other rumors but you got too far to go back. Growing up you were always interested in the supernatural and spirituality and when you got older you decided to invest so much time in spirituality and witch magic to the point that you learned to do hexes , manifest stuff, speak with spirits and ghosts. There was a rumor that was going around your town that whoever would go in the mines would never come out.but it was just a silly rumor to scare children until an old lady told you the real reason people disappear in the mines is because of an evil insatiable spirit that was trapped there by old witches that passed by the town, to be specific it was trapped in a time loop.

Curiosity got the best of you, you wanted to know more,What could you do..... You were just a curious boy, and Halloween was coming up so it was just perfect timing

October 31st.You got your materials ready;candles, salt to seal the spirit , chalk and a spell book the Weird old lady gave you for some reason.At 2:30 you started to make your way to the mines with a flash light of course. Navigating an old mine was hard because people never bothered operating in it for years.After struggling it navigate the mine you finally got to an opening with chains on the floor and blood smeared on the walls. You started setting up your material for the summoning spell after that you grabbed the spell book and started looking for a spell which was the hard part cause they weren't sure which spell was the correct one cause you never really worked with a spell book

You then opened to a page and immediately your instinct told you this was it, you weren't sure if it was the correct one but it was worth the try

"Here I stand humble beseecher,I summon thee--" you didn't even get halfway through the spell but it was getting all cold and chilly

"I summon thee and grant thee pass into this unholy kingdom, I am the gate for you who is lost and forsaken, bestow your gaze on this land, abandon all hope for yee who sets eye on you I bring you back from the time of Anno domini"

ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ Hyunjin x male reader ₊˚🕯️🖤

One more chance

You've always dreamed about being an idol but you never really had the confidence too until your friends pushed you to audition for the new JYP boy group audition and fortunately you passed and made your debut and it was a smash.

Being in jyp entertainment you always pass by a lot of artists in the hallway,you even accidentally bumped into lily and yunah.Then one day you passed by hyunjin in the hallway and he was majestic as you thought he would be even though he was sweaty his sweat was so majestic.You knew I'm you weren't allowed to date but you couldn't help it, you were obsessed. You knew exactly what time he got in the building and what time he got out so you just passed by pretending to go to the dance room.

Hyunjin noticed the first time and was obsessed too but he was so busy that he barely got to just get a glance at your face so every time you passed him on the hallway he just took a look back for a second then walked away to make sure you didn't see him.

Then he decided to make some time for you watching you secretly practicing in the dance room and from there it escalated to having lunch together and meeting up in the studio or dance room cause going to restaurant you would be seen by paparazzi.The only place you could be alone was in the studio and after work hours where everyone left.You basically had a lot of sex there

Until one day you got into an argument because he was making out with a fanboy and his excuse being that you haven't been giving him enough sex.He tried everything but he obviously knew there was no way of getting through that hot head of you so he decided to give you some space. it been like that for weeks not communication and you even blocked his number.

Your group was invited to the golden disc awards and so was hyunjin's group.Unfortunately for you you were sat in front of him so he kept fidgeting with the back of your chair.Deep inside hyunjin was really sorry but didn't know what to do to make it up to you.

You walked to the bathroom to pee and hyunjin got an idea and he followed you to the bathroom and when you saw him get in you walked away but before you could leave he grabbed you dragging to one stall locking the door"before you say anything just listen to me" his grip on you arms tightens "I know I messed and I fucked up big time I'm sorry but..... Pleaase baby boy I've given you enough space and time I'm sorry" his eyes glimmer with regret and pain

"Hyunjin let me go someone is gonna see us"you struggle to break free but both of you know you are not leaving until you accept his apology

"No one is gonna see this baby boy" he unzips his pants and grabs your hand putting it on his hard one crotch eager to be released from the clutches of his boxers"see this is how much I need you pleaaaase just say you forgive me"

"Hyune i-i"what are you gonna do his eyes just tell you how desperate and sorry his but what he did is wrong should you forgive him? You decide to slide you hand in his boxers and grab his cock stroking it to see his reaction and he let's out a soft moan" ahh.... Yeah baby boy does this mean you forgive me"

"Yeah I guess but on one condition"

"Anything for you baby boy" hyunjin said while he bucked his hips towards rubbing his dick on your palm eargerly "you have to let me be in control for once" you said stroking his dick a bit"Sure sure anything for my boy....I'll let you do anything to me just keep doing what you're doing pleaase" he kept bucking his hips forward urging you to continue. You pulled his boxers down and started stroking his cock teasing his tip while he cornered you in the stall nuzzling his head on your neck while letting out soft moans "oh yeah keep going I'm close" his cock was pulsating with heat as you stroked it you could tell his horny he was

"Ahh... Mmmmh babe I'm Cumming" he shoots his seed on you your palm and some shoots over at you pants, hyunjin groans in pleasure as he dick still realising his reminants of his seed"t-thank you baby boy for helping me get off and forgiving me" he pulled up his boxers and zipped up his pants and kissed your forehead and grab you hand leading you to the fauset "come one time for wash off that cum off" he helped you wash your palm that was filled with his cum and grabbed a tissue and whipped off some of it that spilled on your pants.

You walked out the bathroom and went back to your seats but hyunjin couldn't stop thinking about what he could do to you when you were alone together

Since y'all see him as a bottom I'm doing mah man some justice

Felix x sub male Listener smut audio

Even though he luved having his body ruined Felix was also curious what it was topping someone and he'd been eyeing u for a long time having the most lustful thoughts about you;ripping off your clothes.but he knew you wouldn't let him have a taste off that sweet ass so all it took was just a pill of Viagra

"Ahh this feels so good, so warrm so tight can't believe this is what hyunjin didn't want me to feel"

"Look at you so beautiful like this you won't even remember this in the morning" he giggles