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46.Old habits
Prompt used- linking arm with other | Implied smut | under editing | ENEMIES TO LOVER |
It was an unbelievable truth or so harry liked to believe as Ron said it every once in a while
“ old habits die hard ”
It was a Muggle saying that something’s possibly never changes or if so changes, the progress of change is excruciatingly slow. For harry that old habit seemed to be Draco.
He sometimes liked to blame it over other people, mostly draco like blaming him for being so goddamn confident, so brilliantly flawless, eternally glorious, mind exhaustingly smart, his gorgeous stupid grin and those steely grey eyes that literally mocked him everytime, his oh so perfectly heart throbing smile, his beautiful hair, his sharp jawline, his heart shaped rosy lips, his elegant walk like he always owned the goddamn room he entered, the heart wrenching smirk he always had on and the hand like crafted him and little of himself to be thinking of draco, that happened less often.
But above all, Draco was a competitive ass and that screwed up with Harry more than he’d like to admit.
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47. Stupid Teenage crush
Prompt used- Touching their elbow to get their attention | ANGST | HURT COMFORT | IRL- based
To be 17 and to be in love, harry was no exception.
Harry saw it in his eyes, he really did.. but was he wrong. Was he so absolutely wrong...
They met in July again after years, last year. It wasn't such a special meet or something he could tell his kids about, it was just a simple meet with only a question being asked while they were doing potions homework. Harry was sat in the library doing his homework when he got stuck and desperately needed help and there he was, sitting in his black suit on the end of the table, scratching down his own work. Harry had asked for help in his notes, and without hesitation draco gave him his notebook and asked harry to return it to him whenever he wanted, as Long as it was before potions class. Harry had never thought of Draco differently until that moment he decided to help. Like a gentlemen, harry hurried the work and decided to hand draco his notebook before next potions lesson and so he did, that's when they hit it off when Draco tried to make a small conversation and it resulted into a long conversation on parchment in the classroom barely paying attention to the class.
From little conversations they went to long conversations to dropping draco off at the end of the day to his dorms and only then harry would walk away, smiling to himself. He didn't admit it to himself that he was slowly falling for draco until that very night harry was sitting on the floor talking with Ron and Hermione. It was like a random switch when Ron and Hermione shared a sweet simple kiss that it occurred to harry, he'd like to do it too, only the one he wanted to do it with was draco. It was journey from then, harry would wait to meet draco before class, would desperately make arrangements so he sat next to draco without dropping hints, walk back with him showing affection in his ways is teasing only because they were alone, hit him playfully, go to hogsmeade with him, eat with him, talk with him for Long hours after quidditch practices . Everything was brilliantly perfect for harry.
Draco looked at him the way only someone who liked you did, he locked eyes with across the room like no one else did, made him walk entire grounds off just so he didn't had to walk off to the dorms early and to spend more time with harry, draco never talked with anyone the way he did with harry, never was playful but with harry, he gave harry the smile only preserved for him. Everything between them was simply their own little secret and Harry felt wrecked. He felt warmth spread inside him everytime he saw draco. He felt, loved, happy when he was with him, something he thought he'd lost feeling of after the war but draco became something to quickly to Harry that he couldn't help anything but admire draco, even if he tried so hard not to. Harry spent his days daydreaming about being with draco, somewhere knowing that maybe draco too liked him.
He was relentlessly falling without caution until it was too late and harry experienced his first little heartbreak when he noticed the slight ways draco would flirt with Astoria. It only happened every once in a while, so harry didn't expect a lot but when one day because of being sick harry took a day off, he was next day met with draco's stories of walking back with Astoria, going to hogsmeade and eating with her. It bubbled little jealousy inside of him but harry had no right to be jealous, why did he ? He didn't love draco, did he? It was stupid crush, right ? A crush everyone have when they're 17, that'll die out soon ?
Harry should have been happy for him when he first heard draco admit he liked Astoria, he should've been happy for him and all he did gave him smile but he didn't walk back with him. He couldn't, he was too busy pushing his heart into the cage of no feelings for him but heart had to be one bratty little thing to fight back equally hard and harry remained all but cautiously falling, again I'm failed attempts to not fall.
Then the news came, Astoria dating Blaise, who had left school by now to associate his mother in business. Harry became relieved, only he was little more cautious to not let his heart be played but a man is only but a fool with none soldier to protect his heart when the blow hits. When they expanded their little circle, theo coming into their little circle, harry loved him too. He never had a friend like theo who hated the same things as his own, loved the same things as his own. It was easy to just blend into with theo but harry should've known better about the little hidden plans, the classes they took together that harry didn't with them. But theo knew, theo saw right through harry and remained committed to not only have harry have the opportunity when it came but also talk with harry about his little day dreams. But theo came with Astoria and when Astoria happened, harry said only but " I'm over draco, I don't like him" and that must've been his biggest mistake, Lying to himself and theo.
Days turned to weeks, into a month of final examinations, graduation coming nearer. Harry hadn't met draco or theo apart from little crossings in the library. But heart broken once should have known,
" hey, harry, can I ask you something ?" Theo asked as he pulled towards the corner one day In the library
" sure, go ahead " harry grinned as he shrugged
" I was hoping you won't get mad or anything because I know it would be wrong on my part, but just so you know, I am still your friend and if it makes you uncomfortable we won't do anything" theo babbled
" what's the matter theo ?" Harry frowned, worried for theo.
" d- harry- draco asked me out on a date after exams " theo swallowed.
Harry's face relaxed as he felt himself falling backward, only he wasn't. His heart sinked, his stomach felt funny and his toes curled. Harry gulped as he realised theo was waiting for some response.
" and I'm fine with it theo. It's really considerate of you to ask me but I've told you before theo, I'm over draco. He's a gone crush. I never even liked him that much you know. I stopped liking him after Astoria. I mean, really " harry chuckled softly as he smoothly lied .
Theo sighed in relief " thank god because I like him too but I just didn't want to hurt you because you know, you liked him. You're sure though, right ?"
" of course theo, of course " harry patted his shoulder " listen I gotta go, Hermione would kill me if I didn't study. See you around and definitely tell me about that date later, yeah " and harry rapidly walked off waving a goodbye with a smile until he turned around and his heart fell out of his chest. Harry thought and thought, thought hard as why couldn't he just simply get over draco. He hadn't seen him a month, Barely talked with him, he should not have felt saddened by the little revelation, he should've been happy for draco, he should have been. But he wasn't, he couldn't even after he so desperately tried.
It wasn't until the graduation day that harry saw draco finally. He was dressed in his characteristic dark green robes with a Slytherin bachelor hat, his degrees in his hands. Smiling he approached draco, almost touching his elbow to get his attention when he finally saw who was coming towards him and harry all but felt sickened again.
In his moments of weakness, harry never even realised when had he actually grabbed draco's elbow until Draco turned around with a sharp distracted smile
" harry " draco exclaimed happily
" h- hi , happy graduation " harry swallowed, fighting his breaking heart into pulling a smile.
" happy graduation to you too. You did great by the way. I'm so proud of you " draco grinned as he patted Harry's shoulder. Harry looked at his hand over his shoulder, wanting to touch it just so he could hold his hand but he didn't..
He wasn't Harry's.
Proudly harry pulled a better smile and savagely replied " bet you thought you'd be better than me "
Draco chuckled " never harry, you're Always the best "
And yet you're with him, not me.
Harry crackled a smile as theo too joined in and best pretended not to be completely heart broken by seeing the two being together.
That day harry understood if he ever understood anything, all wounds may heal but some wounds leaves scar and if too, somedays they may even sting but you gotta live through pain, because perhaps that was love.
I really want to write a part 2 to this. This one really had me thinking until the right inspiration hit, and here's something based of real life. Happy reading..
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Day 46- old habits | Day 48- because, it's you and me
47. Stupid Teenage crush - part2
when life gave harry a second chance, he took it | fluff | angst | comfort |
Requested by - @cissa-bee @textrovert-01 and @littlebodybigheartttt and @thebusyfangirl, here's the comfort you seeked
Until the very morning of 4th October, an year and four months later when draco came like howling wind, knocking his door on the grimauld place, 12, everything changed, again, for the second time.
" draco ?" Harry frowned as he opened the door to allow draco into his little paradise.
How could he had expected such a thing, draco revealed he had been away for college, until he quit very recently precisely Because he was done people's puppet. He missed being around people who loved him, people who understood him but mostly in his time away from harry, he realised he missed him the most.
He was happy in his life , harry was. He had a boyfriend, nice friends, a place he called his own yet the scar draco left, stung, once again after harry had bandaged it nicely and covered it up. Days away, it should have Healed, he should've been used to draco's absence but seeing him only awoke feeling of warmth and home that harry himself hadn't known he missed. The scar resurfaced and shone in gold, and harry only wished that this time the wound won't need rendering.
However it was quick when Harry's friend's became his own and Friday nights became a thing. They spend hours chattering away, making fun and jokes, playing truth and dare without such a little care in the world. Harry and draco would even on some nights just live the night away, sneak out, running on grounds for far too late, skating on the ice, scaring people from under the invisibility cloak until a very night,he saw it. Draco watched as harry kissed his boyfriend, with his arm hanging around his neck from up where he sat on arm rest next to his boyfriend. Harry liked his boyfriend way more than draco had even thought about and somewhere in the corner of his little wretched traitorous heart, he felt lonely and jealous, guilty for being jealous. And to him, an old friend visted and draco consumed more alcohol in the bar than his body could suffice.
Days turned to weeks, into months, draco took his place back again in Harry's life only this time he reminded himself that he was with someone who made him happy but the thoughts of draco haunted him late at night, somedays it made him smile, somedays it left him confused, and somedays Just thinking. Draco started working in the pet shop just opposite of Harry's coffee shop, like harry had suggested, even lived with harry until Draco found his own place and all left harry giggling with draco as they walked back home together. He was still the same draco he had once known, he was still the draco who got giddy about eating chocolate cake ,who ate with elegance, who still loved to dress in Black but secretly loved white, still the one who loved to read in his free time when people thought of hanging out but this time harry didn't fall, he didn't, did he ?
" why him ? Why not me ?" Draco had said as soon as he had rung the bell of the place he too lived in when harry opened the door.
" what ?" Harry frowned as he tried pulling draco inside
" why him ? I thought you liked me ?" Draco seemed as though he might cry, or had been.
" what are you on about draco ?" Harry asked as he tried to pull draco inside again, only for his hands to be jerked away..
" you know it. You liked me first harry, so why him and not me ? " Draco stammered as he stepped nearer to Harry, grabbing him by his collar " you walk home with me, you talk to me, you live with me, you read with me, and you eat with me. You do everything with me and yet you're with him and not me harry..why are hurting me? Why ?"
" I like you harry..fuck i do and I know you're with that little of idiot with military cut but I can't change the way I feel. I'm sorry harry but I like you. And I think you should be with me but you're with him " before Harry had even anticipated anything, Draco had collapsed in a hug with harry, whispering in his neck that he liked him until Harry felt draco relax under his hold and fallen asleep.
Sighing harry picked draco up In his arm and helped him over to his bedroom and laying him over the bed, covering him up with sheets. Harry stared at Draco with his eyes shut, draco looked more relaxed than ever, the babyish like softness spread across draco's face, his lips poked out lightly. Harry smiled to himself, almost wanting to touch those lips, that face that shone brightly under the moon light but harry didn't. He didn't want to wake up draco just because he seemed at peace and harry was afraid he'll ruin it.
" because, I too once felt all that and I saw you choose someone else over me. I wish you'd came earlier " harry whispered in a reply as he kissed the top of draco's head with a smile.
" stay" draco grumbled as he held harry's hand and tucked into a little grasp avoiding harry from leaving. Like Someone who'd been in love, he stayed by waiting for draco to leave his arm until harry asleep by the bed, In draco's hold.
And Harry didn't think much upon anything or he lied to himself until the very next morning, draco entered the kitchen while harry was preparing breakfast. They sat down and ate in silence, silence that was quiet yet so loud.
" why are you here and not over at Andrew's ?" That was the first thing he asked harry when he abruptly stopped eating.
" because this is my place ?" Harry frowned
" no I mean why are you here making breakfast for me when you should be Making it for Andrew " draco sharply said.
" one, I don't have to make food for him just because he's my boyfriend-"
" will you stop pretending last night didn't happen ?" Draco sneered. And with that harry finally stopped eating and looked up at Draco.
" and do what with it ? You said something's and so what ? You were drunk out of your mind draco"
" so you're just going to pretend I didn't absolutely poured my heart out to you and you don't care because they were drunken words " Draco snapped
" okay, I don't know what's wrong with or you're Just grumpy-"
" stop pretending -"
" and do what draco ? Tell you that I can't believe you just said that ? Tell you that you had no right to say that ? Tell you that I like you too or something ? Stop pretending that it didn't happen and do exactly what draco" harry Snapped
" stop pretending that you are happy with Andrew " draco snapped
Harry clenched his jaw In anger as his fists clenched too by his side, slamming it over the table " you don't say about my relationship draco. He's Someone who actually likes me back and I'm happy with him " he snapped and stormed right out of the house, leaving the breakfast stranded.
Draco sighed heavily when he heard the door slam shut. He regretted even talking about it but what more could an injured heart do, still minimally drunk..
But Draco regretted it more when the House felt more empty and haunting when some portraits In the attic screeched Because of the thunder breaking out in the clouds. The drizzle only picked up by hours, sky darkening the clouds and the patio draco sat on waiting for harry blinked between dark and light as the light fused blinked in the quivering weather. In the hours harry was gone, draco had worriedly sat outside, made some tea, tried reading but nothing worked. Draco had ruined many things in life, a lot of them, even the relationship with theo when he learnt through theo harry liked him but if there was one thing he always wanted to protect was harry and he couldn't bear the thought of having almost ruined Everything as he stood under the rain, looking up at the sky for some sort of sign that would return.
And just as if someone had heard his prayer, the clouds grumbled loudly as a streak of lightening went off In the sky, draco heard the patio door open and there stood harry, all wet..
"harry-"
" no.. you- you just stay quiet and I'll talk"
" but Harry-"
" I said stay quiet "
And draco remained silent, waiting for his heart to be peirced open and cut into shreds.
" I knew it the day you came back, something had changed. I knew it and I hate you for coming back in my life. You had absolutely no right to do that after what you'd put me through. I was doing absolutely fine, had a boyfriend who liked me, a nice job, nice friends, family but you- you moronic fuck, ruined my relationship, ruined my peace, ruined everything, even me. You had no right to tell me you liked me, I waited endless months to hear that from you but not at this price, this ship had sailed draco and I don't want you" harry huffed as he saw even In the rain, draco's eyes glistening with tears
" but fuck I need you. It's not as if I can't live without you, without looking at your face, looking at your stupid face when you read something that confuses you, without seeing you smile, without seeing your eyes or just entirely your anatomical constitution of matter, I just don't want to. I want to look at you everyday, every single day of my life even if you're a complete arsehole and doesn't deserve this but I came back because I wanted to. Because I'm an idiot who still likes you after everything and all who can think of is kissing you just like I've Always wanted to " harry bit his lip as he finished his monologue, waiting for some sort of reaction but it was as if time had slowed down or that Maybe draco had expected something else that when he finally realised, he collapsed into happy sobs.
" I-"
" just fucking kiss me already " harry smiled in his own tears as he walked to draco and finally waited for draco to kiss him and he did . Draco pulled harry closer by the corner of his white sweater, all wet from the rain, softly putting his hands into harry neck, a little of Tickling into his hair as he kissed harry, blushing. Harry chuckled as he pulled draco closer, wrapping his arms around his waist, loving the feeling of draco's lips over his own.
And for once harry now knew, he wouldn't stay awake thinking what would had happened if he had ever kissed draco because he had and his life changed for the third time and this time, for forever.
Only if life gave me a second chance.
Thank you for making me write a part 2. Just want to let you know that if you've requested something, I have it under progress and I promise I'm trying to keep up with it.
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Day 46- old habits | Day 48- because, it's you and me
47. Stupid Teenage crush
Prompt used- Touching their elbow to get their attention | ANGST | HURT COMFORT | IRL- based
To be 17 and to be in love, harry was no exception.
Harry saw it in his eyes, he really did.. but was he wrong. Was he so absolutely wrong...
They met in July again after years, last year. It wasn't such a special meet or something he could tell his kids about, it was just a simple meet with only a question being asked while they were doing potions homework. Harry was sat in the library doing his homework when he got stuck and desperately needed help and there he was, sitting in his black suit on the end of the table, scratching down his own work. Harry had asked for help in his notes, and without hesitation draco gave him his notebook and asked harry to return it to him whenever he wanted, as Long as it was before potions class. Harry had never thought of Draco differently until that moment he decided to help. Like a gentlemen, harry hurried the work and decided to hand draco his notebook before next potions lesson and so he did, that's when they hit it off when Draco tried to make a small conversation and it resulted into a long conversation on parchment in the classroom barely paying attention to the class.
From little conversations they went to long conversations to dropping draco off at the end of the day to his dorms and only then harry would walk away, smiling to himself. He didn't admit it to himself that he was slowly falling for draco until that very night harry was sitting on the floor talking with Ron and Hermione. It was like a random switch when Ron and Hermione shared a sweet simple kiss that it occurred to harry, he'd like to do it too, only the one he wanted to do it with was draco. It was journey from then, harry would wait to meet draco before class, would desperately make arrangements so he sat next to draco without dropping hints, walk back with him showing affection in his ways is teasing only because they were alone, hit him playfully, go to hogsmeade with him, eat with him, talk with him for Long hours after quidditch practices . Everything was brilliantly perfect for harry.
Draco looked at him the way only someone who liked you did, he locked eyes with across the room like no one else did, made him walk entire grounds off just so he didn't had to walk off to the dorms early and to spend more time with harry, draco never talked with anyone the way he did with harry, never was playful but with harry, he gave harry the smile only preserved for him. Everything between them was simply their own little secret and Harry felt wrecked. He felt warmth spread inside him everytime he saw draco. He felt, loved, happy when he was with him, something he thought he'd lost feeling of after the war but draco became something to quickly to Harry that he couldn't help anything but admire draco, even if he tried so hard not to. Harry spent his days daydreaming about being with draco, somewhere knowing that maybe draco too liked him.
He was relentlessly falling without caution until it was too late and harry experienced his first little heartbreak when he noticed the slight ways draco would flirt with Astoria. It only happened every once in a while, so harry didn't expect a lot but when one day because of being sick harry took a day off, he was next day met with draco's stories of walking back with Astoria, going to hogsmeade and eating with her. It bubbled little jealousy inside of him but harry had no right to be jealous, why did he ? He didn't love draco, did he? It was stupid crush, right ? A crush everyone have when they're 17, that'll die out soon ?
Harry should have been happy for him when he first heard draco admit he liked Astoria, he should've been happy for him and all he did gave him smile but he didn't walk back with him. He couldn't, he was too busy pushing his heart into the cage of no feelings for him but heart had to be one bratty little thing to fight back equally hard and harry remained all but cautiously falling, again I'm failed attempts to not fall.
Then the news came, Astoria dating Blaise, who had left school by now to associate his mother in business. Harry became relieved, only he was little more cautious to not let his heart be played but a man is only but a fool with none soldier to protect his heart when the blow hits. When they expanded their little circle, theo coming into their little circle, harry loved him too. He never had a friend like theo who hated the same things as his own, loved the same things as his own. It was easy to just blend into with theo but harry should've known better about the little hidden plans, the classes they took together that harry didn't with them. But theo knew, theo saw right through harry and remained committed to not only have harry have the opportunity when it came but also talk with harry about his little day dreams. But theo came with Astoria and when Astoria happened, harry said only but " I'm over draco, I don't like him" and that must've been his biggest mistake, Lying to himself and theo.
Days turned to weeks, into a month of final examinations, graduation coming nearer. Harry hadn't met draco or theo apart from little crossings in the library. But heart broken once should have known,
" hey, harry, can I ask you something ?" Theo asked as he pulled towards the corner one day In the library
" sure, go ahead " harry grinned as he shrugged
" I was hoping you won't get mad or anything because I know it would be wrong on my part, but just so you know, I am still your friend and if it makes you uncomfortable we won't do anything" theo babbled
" what's the matter theo ?" Harry frowned, worried for theo.
" d- harry- draco asked me out on a date after exams " theo swallowed.
Harry's face relaxed as he felt himself falling backward, only he wasn't. His heart sinked, his stomach felt funny and his toes curled. Harry gulped as he realised theo was waiting for some response.
" and I'm fine with it theo. It's really considerate of you to ask me but I've told you before theo, I'm over draco. He's a gone crush. I never even liked him that much you know. I stopped liking him after Astoria. I mean, really " harry chuckled softly as he smoothly lied .
Theo sighed in relief " thank god because I like him too but I just didn't want to hurt you because you know, you liked him. You're sure though, right ?"
" of course theo, of course " harry patted his shoulder " listen I gotta go, Hermione would kill me if I didn't study. See you around and definitely tell me about that date later, yeah " and harry rapidly walked off waving a goodbye with a smile until he turned around and his heart fell out of his chest. Harry thought and thought, thought hard as why couldn't he just simply get over draco. He hadn't seen him a month, Barely talked with him, he should not have felt saddened by the little revelation, he should've been happy for draco, he should have been. But he wasn't, he couldn't even after he so desperately tried.
It wasn't until the graduation day that harry saw draco finally. He was dressed in his characteristic dark green robes with a Slytherin bachelor hat, his degrees in his hands. Smiling he approached draco, almost touching his elbow to get his attention when he finally saw who was coming towards him and harry all but felt sickened again.
In his moments of weakness, harry never even realised when had he actually grabbed draco's elbow until Draco turned around with a sharp distracted smile
" harry " draco exclaimed happily
" h- hi , happy graduation " harry swallowed, fighting his breaking heart into pulling a smile.
" happy graduation to you too. You did great by the way. I'm so proud of you " draco grinned as he patted Harry's shoulder. Harry looked at his hand over his shoulder, wanting to touch it just so he could hold his hand but he didn't..
He wasn't Harry's.
Proudly harry pulled a better smile and savagely replied " bet you thought you'd be better than me "
Draco chuckled " never harry, you're Always the best "
And yet you're with him, not me.
Harry crackled a smile as theo too joined in and best pretended not to be completely heart broken by seeing the two being together.
That day harry understood if he ever understood anything, all wounds may heal but some wounds leaves scar and if too, somedays they may even sting but you gotta live through pain, because perhaps that was love.
I really want to write a part 2 to this. This one really had me thinking until the right inspiration hit, and here's something based of real life. Happy reading..
Requests open
Day 46- old habits | Day 48- dancing with each other
Because, it's you and me
Prompt- dancing with each other | ANGST | HURT COMFORT ( mostly hurt ) | TW- death | "When the time comes, you have to let go and when you let go, know you're not alone, because it's you and me" | lyrics used- nothing by Bruno Mars
I've written plenty marriage related danced and recently wrote a masquerade dance. I promise this will be the last dance prompt I write for a while. Here's something entirely different. I am slightly proud of this.
" hey love, I've picked up the groceries like you said, let me know if there's something you need. Love you" beep beep....
" uncle harry ?"
Harry aligned on the chair better as he saw teddy walk in with a little bag.
" how are you doing Today ?" He asked cheerfully as he sat down in front of harry on the chair preserves for him
"you ask this everyday and I'm doing fine teddy " harry chuckled huskily
" well as your very beloved godson, I have the right to ask" teddy smiled as he adjusted the radio set and put on the new tape.
" you're more than just my godson teddy and you know that " harry groaned as he picked up his legs and with much effort put them over the little stool
" I know, uncle harry " teddy smiled and he finally pulled out the paperworks
" you know we can do this anyday- I mean there's no rush " teddy awkwardly said as he strange fear settled into his heart
" I know dear. But it's about time I did this " harry smiled. Sadly yet willingly teddy took out his pens and the papers, reading out to harry, taking suggestions and making harry sign the same.
" you'll visit right ?" Harry gauntingly asked
" uncle harry- don't say that " teddy sadly frowned
" will you ?" Harry persisted
Teddy sighed, leaning down to press a kiss on Harry's forehead " of course. And I know Albus and scorpius will too" teddy assured cupping his face
" you remind me a lot of your father teddy. I miss him, even after all this time" harry sighed
" you are like my dad uncle harry, I might've never known my dad but you've been my dad and I wouldn't switch it for the world- well I mean I would've liked to know him but you know what I mean. You were the closest thing to a family for me and I don't regret it "
Harry smiled " we've raised you right"
" without a doubt "
" shall I leave the song on then ?" Teddy finally asked as his time' came to leave
" leave it on " harry rested his head against the arm chair closing his eyes and falling into little world of his memories.
" harry- come on- hey- look at me- look in my eyes and Just let your body flow " draco chuckled
" but if I look at you, then my legs wouldn't work fine. Coordination would be absurd draco. What kind of shit advice is that " harry rolled his eyes, still staring at his feets
" trust me harry. Just look at me and you'll be fine. Everything will be fine harry. It's you and me " draco smiled fondly. Harry sighed as he looked into draco's eyes and let his body flow to the music as they danced away.
" see, it's that easy. It's always easy-"
" because it's you and me " harry completed his sentence. Draco smiled at him, pressing a small kiss over his lips.
" because it's you and me " draco repeated, and he twirled harry around, breaking into little laughter in their own little paradise.
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" the blood sugar is considerably better, other reports also seem fine of course. Its mostly a fit report. Any problems and you know you have to report me immediately " the doctor smiled
" that's good then " harry struggled shifting backwards into the chair
" how long do you say ?"harry asked
" I- we can't predict that. But if this is how things are going to be, another 6 months maybe " she smiled sadly
Harry nodded, finally standing up, getting hold of his walking stick and letting himself out after bidding goodbye.
Like every other day, harry picked up some fruits from the market, visited Ron and Hermione, laughing at some old memories, going back home, reading the newspaper, cooking for himself, taking a shower, reading for another hour, sleeping for longer duration and finally would arrive evening that he'd spend away listening to old songs, checking his health, watching TV, making dinner for himself, and then go to bed.
Like every night, harry laid on the bed, wide eyed, picking up his phone and scrolling through until he Landed upon just the ones.
" honey, can you bring the monstera plant from the nursery, ours unfortunately died. love you" beep
" hey, love, I've told Albus and scorpius you're running a bit late, but try to reach here faster, if you can, we don't wanna upset them. Love you "
" hey love, I've picked up the groceries like you said, let me know if you need something. Love you "
" is- is this Working- oh it is. Hey, Darling, where the hell even are you ? It's our fucking anniversary and I maybe old but I'd still chop your penis off if- oh never mind, there you are. Wow you look still not a day old, still elegant as ever. Anyways- who you're talking to draco- love you, harry " beep
Beep... Beep..
Harry allowed a little tear to trickle down his face, playing with the ring on his finger as he remembered old days of his life passing away . He wouldn't change it for the world. He'd had everything he needed, and now he was done. He'd lived to see another day everyday, but now he just waited for another day where he won't be.
" Track suits and red wine " harry Sang lowly to himself just like they used to before
"Movies for two"
" We'll take off our phones "
" And we'll turn off our shoes "
He breathed heavily as he wiped off a single tear, still humming
" We're not making out"
"On a boat in the rain"
" Or in a house I've painted blue "
And slowly and slowly it faded until his eyes closed.
" hi harry " he whispered as he appeared in White
" d- draco- what- what are you doing here ?" Harry frowned
" it's time, babe, it has come. I'll be waiting " and he faded into the whites again with his own preserved little smile only for harry and that little dream came to an end, just like a breath.
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" yo- I can't believe you bought his radio" victoria sobbed as she leaned over his husband's shoulder, teddy.
" I know he'll need it " teddy sobbed lightly, placing it over the little engraved stones.
Scorpius broke into sobs as he hugged Albus, violently" I can't- "
" it's going to be alright " Albus replied heavily
" shall I ?" Teddy asked everyone as he sniffled wiping away his own tears with a handkerchief, getting hold of his wife's hand.
" Who needs stars?
We've got a roof
But there's nothing
Like doing nothing
With you "
The radio faded, the voice slightly branching into little audio of harry and draco of them talking and giggling from the day of their children's weddings.
" I can't believe he bought this " harry whispered, holding draco's hands.
" I can't believe you didn't know he'll bring it " Draco chuckled as they watched their kids, holding hands with each other's and placing flowers.
" we've raised them right, haven't we ?" Harry smiled fondly at draco
" we have " draco smiled
" do you think they'll be alright ?" Harry asked , slightly worried for their kids.
" I think they'll be fine " draco smiled.
They sat their for Long hours watching their kids, sitting their ideally crying In their memories, sometimes even cracking little jokes, sharing memories until the night came in and they all slowly reluctantly started leaving.
" but there's nothing" draco hummed as he danced away on top of stones with harry
" like doing nothing " harry hummed doing the same
" with you "they hummed collectively as the song finally ended and teddy packed the radio up.
" we'll miss you. You're finally with draco. Rest in peace uncle harry. To the moon and back.. " teddy whispered and with a single large tear, he walked away.
" it's finally you and me " draco whispered when everything finally went silent.
" it'll be fine " draco reassured
" because it's you and me "
" because it's you and me " and they cherished in a little kiss.
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Day 47- stupid Teenage crush | Day 49- 5 times Harry was a pain in the ass until he wasn't
48. Because, it's you and me
Prompt- dancing with each other | ANGST | HURT COMFORT ( mostly hurt ) | TW- death | "When the time comes, you have to let go and when you let go, know you're not alone, because it's you and me" | lyrics used- nothing by Bruno Mars
I've written plenty marriage related danced and recently wrote a masquerade dance. I promise this will be the last dance prompt I write for a while. Here's something entirely different. I am slightly proud of this.
" hey love, I've picked up the groceries like you said, let me know if there's something you need. Love you" beep beep....
" uncle harry ?"
Harry aligned on the chair better as he saw teddy walk in with a little bag.
" how are you doing Today ?" He asked cheerfully as he sat down in front of harry on the chair preserves for him
"you ask this everyday and I'm doing fine teddy " harry chuckled huskily
" well as your very beloved godson, I have the right to ask" teddy smiled as he adjusted the radio set and put on the new tape.
" you're more than just my godson teddy and you know that " harry groaned as he picked up his legs and with much effort put them over the little stool
" I know, uncle harry " teddy smiled and he finally pulled out the paperworks
" you know we can do this anyday- I mean there's no rush " teddy awkwardly said as he strange fear settled into his heart
" I know dear. But it's about time I did this " harry smiled. Sadly yet willingly teddy took out his pens and the papers, reading out to harry, taking suggestions and making harry sign the same.
" you'll visit right ?" Harry gauntingly asked
" uncle harry- don't say that " teddy sadly frowned
" will you ?" Harry persisted
Teddy sighed, leaning down to press a kiss on Harry's forehead " of course. And I know Albus and scorpius will too" teddy assured cupping his face
" you remind me a lot of your father teddy. I miss him, even after all this time" harry sighed
" you are like my dad uncle harry, I might've never known my dad but you've been my dad and I wouldn't switch it for the world- well I mean I would've liked to know him but you know what I mean. You were the closest thing to a family for me and I don't regret it "
Harry smiled " we've raised you right"
" without a doubt "
" shall I leave the song on then ?" Teddy finally asked as his time' came to leave
" leave it on " harry rested his head against the arm chair closing his eyes and falling into little world of his memories.
" harry- come on- hey- look at me- look in my eyes and Just let your body flow " draco chuckled
" but if I look at you, then my legs wouldn't work fine. Coordination would be absurd draco. What kind of shit advice is that " harry rolled his eyes, still staring at his feets
" trust me harry. Just look at me and you'll be fine. Everything will be fine harry. It's you and me " draco smiled fondly. Harry sighed as he looked into draco's eyes and let his body flow to the music as they danced away.
" see, it's that easy. It's always easy-"
" because it's you and me " harry completed his sentence. Draco smiled at him, pressing a small kiss over his lips.
" because it's you and me " draco repeated, and he twirled harry around, breaking into little laughter in their own little paradise.
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" the blood sugar is considerably better, other reports also seem fine of course. Its mostly a fit report. Any problems and you know you have to report me immediately " the doctor smiled
" that's good then " harry struggled shifting backwards into the chair
" how long do you say ?"harry asked
" I- we can't predict that. But if this is how things are going to be, another 6 months maybe " she smiled sadly
Harry nodded, finally standing up, getting hold of his walking stick and letting himself out after bidding goodbye.
Like every other day, harry picked up some fruits from the market, visited Ron and Hermione, laughing at some old memories, going back home, reading the newspaper, cooking for himself, taking a shower, reading for another hour, sleeping for longer duration and finally would arrive evening that he'd spend away listening to old songs, checking his health, watching TV, making dinner for himself, and then go to bed.
Like every night, harry laid on the bed, wide eyed, picking up his phone and scrolling through until he Landed upon just the ones.
" honey, can you bring the monstera plant from the nursery, ours unfortunately died. love you" beep
" hey, love, I've told Albus and scorpius you're running a bit late, but try to reach here faster, if you can, we don't wanna upset them. Love you "
" hey love, I've picked up the groceries like you said, let me know if you need something. Love you "
" is- is this Working- oh it is. Hey, Darling, where the hell even are you ? It's our fucking anniversary and I maybe old but I'd still chop your penis off if- oh never mind, there you are. Wow you look still not a day old, still elegant as ever. Anyways- who you're talking to draco- love you, harry " beep
Beep... Beep..
Harry allowed a little tear to trickle down his face, playing with the ring on his finger as he remembered old days of his life passing away . He wouldn't change it for the world. He'd had everything he needed, and now he was done. He'd lived to see another day everyday, but now he just waited for another day where he won't be.
" Track suits and red wine " harry Sang lowly to himself just like they used to before
"Movies for two"
" We'll take off our phones "
" And we'll turn off our shoes "
He breathed heavily as he wiped off a single tear, still humming
" We're not making out"
"On a boat in the rain"
" Or in a house I've painted blue "
And slowly and slowly it faded until his eyes closed.
" hi harry " he whispered as he appeared in White
" d- draco- what- what are you doing here ?" Harry frowned
" it's time, babe, it has come. I'll be waiting " and he faded into the whites again with his own preserved little smile only for harry and that little dream came to an end, just like a breath.
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" yo- I can't believe you bought his radio" victoria sobbed as she leaned over his husband's shoulder, teddy.
" I know he'll need it " teddy sobbed lightly, placing it over the little engraved stones.
Scorpius broke into sobs as he hugged Albus, violently" I can't- "
" it's going to be alright " Albus replied heavily
" shall I ?" Teddy asked everyone as he sniffled wiping away his own tears with a handkerchief, getting hold of his wife's hand.
" Who needs stars?
We've got a roof
But there's nothing
Like doing nothing
With you "
The radio faded, the voice slightly branching into little audio of harry and draco of them talking and giggling from the day of their children's weddings.
" I can't believe he bought this " harry whispered, holding draco's hands.
" I can't believe you didn't know he'll bring it " Draco chuckled as they watched their kids, holding hands with each other's and placing flowers.
" we've raised them right, haven't we ?" Harry smiled fondly at draco
" we have " draco smiled
" do you think they'll be alright ?" Harry asked , slightly worried for their kids.
" I think they'll be fine " draco smiled.
They sat their for Long hours watching their kids, sitting their ideally crying In their memories, sometimes even cracking little jokes, sharing memories until the night came in and they all slowly reluctantly started leaving.
" but there's nothing" draco hummed as he danced away on top of stones with harry
" like doing nothing " harry hummed doing the same
" with you "they hummed collectively as the song finally ended and teddy packed the radio up.
" we'll miss you. You're finally with draco. Rest in peace uncle harry. To the moon and back.. " teddy whispered and with a single large tear, he walked away.
" it's finally you and me " draco whispered when everything finally went silent.
" it'll be fine " draco reassured
" because it's you and me "
" because it's you and me " and they cherished in a little kiss.
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Day 47- stupid Teenage crush | Day 49- holding others shoulder for support
49. 5 times harry was a pain in the a** until he wasn't
Prompt used- holding onto others shoulder for support |
Harry and Draco still hated each other, only this time they gave titles or did they really.. ? | ENEMIES to FRIENDS to LOVERS TROPE | SEXUAL TENSION |
The first time draco gave harry the title of being a pain in the ass was when they had lost the quidditch match out of dispute Between the match. And it happened so because they both caught the snitch and wasn't ready to let go. They remained there fighting for an hour until professor McGonagall had to practically drag them by their ears into her office
" explain " professor McGonagall sighed as she pushed her glasses over the bridge of her nose
And they began babbling like idiot, swearing at each other and going on and on about who caught it first.
" o-okay- mr. Potter- mr. Mal- okay shut up you two. I didn't bring you both here to listen to you babbling like a bumbling band of baboons " professor McGonagall sighed. It was hard to believe Harry had held back his laugh
" you're both 18 years old, mature enough to put away your rivalry, but instead you both fight like mind numbing idiots about who caught it first. I've never met any of the two people who so desirably cannot tolerate each other for even a single minute. What is the matter with you two? I thought you had signed up solidarity? Mr. Malfoy is one thing but harry you, I didn't expect this from you " draco looked thoroughly offended as professor McGonagall sighed.
" i promise you this is the last time I see the two of you creating dispute and therefore to solve this, as captains of the teams, you will be in the field, looking for the snitch for as Long as it takes for you two to apologise to each other and settle this and learn how to play together "
" but prof-"
" not a word, mr. Potter. I said what I said. Now take your brooms and settle this or I will have you both banished from the team " she sternly said.
Draco and harry rolled their eyes at each other, mimicking their lip syncs and stomping towards the field.
They remained for almost one hour, still yelling at each other and pushing away, arousing another dispute until darkness invaded and it was becoming harder to see, harry suggested the Wildest idea
" Oi malfoy !" Harry yelled catching draco's attention
" what ?" Draco snapped
" stop being fucking dramatic, listen to me -"
" I won't-"
" shut up. It's getting late and I need an out just as much as you "
" I'm listening " draco raised an eyebrow
" one of us should fake an injury, that way we won't have to stay here the entire time and we can just pretend around professor McGonagall . What do you say ?" He suggested, stumbling Little in the air
Draco thought for a moment, before he sighed " for someone so dumb, that's a clever idea "
" who's faking the injury?"
Harry smiled viciously
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" your a fucking pain in the ass " draco sneered as he hopped on one leg, his arms around Harry's shoulder for fake support
" that's what you get for calling me dumb sweetheart " harry smugly smiled
" never call me sweetheart or I'll chop you off in pieces " draco snapped lightly
" okay, sweetheart " harry smirked as they reached the hospital wing and before draco Could've said anything else, harry had started talking to madam pomfrey and then basically ran away.
" what an ass " draco mumbled to himself, laying on the bed thinking about harry.
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The second time draco honorably gave him the title was when they were working on a project on muggle sports for muggle studies.
" if you know it so well, why don't you just do it " draco Snapped
" because I don't want to. not like this anyway. I've only got the material, you can write it " harry shrugged leaning back against the common room chair comfortably
" the information you basically stole from the library. That's not even called researching " draco threw a fit
" okay Smarty pants, calm down. How else do you even suggest us to do this? Want me to watch a muggle tv show or something or what? This is the best I can do " harry frowned
Draco rolled his eyes, groaning to himself " I want you to share your thoughts on this potter, not just copy down Ron's work which by the way is abysmal "
" hey, we worked together on that-"
" save it. I'll do it on my own, while you can sit there and just- b- just bloody enjoy your whatever it is that you're drinking " draco irritatably replied as he stood up
" fine by me " harry shrugged.
Draco groaned, throwing a pencil at harry " you're a fucking pain in the ass "
" you too sweetheart " harry chuckled as he watched draco walk away.
Harry although did ended up writing up his Portion and better than draco.
" what an ass " draco mumbled to himself in class with his chin over his palm, rolling his eyes.
" I know sweetheart " harry whispered as he settled down next to draco.
Draco narrowed his eyes, throwing a fit before mumbling something to himself and looking away.
" such a darling you are " harry chuckled lightly
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The third time draco called harry by the so title was when harry had pulled up a prank. However It wasn't meant for draco.
" what the fuck is your problem !" Draco exclaimed, drenched in slime
" fuck- holy shit " harry pressed his lips to control his uncontrollable urge to laugh " it wasn't- it was for Seamus. We just had a bet and you- you just happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time "
Draco rolled his eyes trying to wipe off the slime from his black suit " you ruined my fucking suit "
" well- that- I mean who wears a suit at school really. That's your fault " harry poked his bottom lip out, shrugging in innocence until he recieved the death glare from draco "nope definitely my fault "
" you're such a pain in the ass "
" you call me that often " harry grinned as though it was a compliment
" you deserve it " draco sighed, tired from all the snapping, still trying to get that thing off him.
" I'll make it up to you, alright. I mean of course you're gonna say I am ass but your suit looks expensive, what say, I treat you at hogsmeade, take you to shrieking shack and show you the wonders behind ?" Harry suggested amusingly
Draco contemplated for a moment " you better get me a nice treat and if you dare so leave me alone there-"
" you'll chop me off into pieces. I know " harry smiled lightly.
Draco however much furious was not so anymore, he discovered the whole thing to be actually quite funny but dared so not to give harry the satisfaction of laughing.
" you've got something on your shirt " draco pointed as he Walked towards harry.
" what ?" Harry looked bemused at his shirt until he felt arms wrapped around him
" oops, sorry, now you got something on your shirt " draco smirked as he broke the Taunting hug and Walked away, smiling to himself.
Harry was almost furious at draco, Only until he saw draco casting the most impressive cleaning spell over him walking. Harry was thoroughly impressed, and somewhat attracted, not that he admitted it to himself.
" what a sweetheart " harry Chuckled.
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The fourth time harry recieved the title from draco was when they were working on an auror mission together and harry had accidentally petrified draco along with the criminal.
The criminal was taken by the team to azkaban while harry took draco back to the hotel, supporting him over his shoulder.
Draco had broken out of the spell only when they reached the hotel room and his first instincts were to push away harry and basically grabbing a pillow and throwing at his face.
" what In the fucking sorcery was that for ?" Harry hissed, throwing the pillow on the bed
" for casting me under the spell, you fucking moron " draco hissed
" I'm never working with you again, I swear" draco snapped
" oh stop being dramatic, you were just a collateral damage, I had to throw the spell, you just accidentally got hit because you were too close. These things happen draco"
"and what if you had thrown a curse or what if it would've backfired. Would you had taken the responsibilities for it and took care of me while the criminal would've ran away" draco angrily yelled
" draco- just calm down- it's all fine-"
" no it's not Harry. You're fucking reckless and careless and you make awful lot of mistakes unknowingly and you just assume that a sorry can fix it but somethings are not fixed by sorry and guess what you haven't even Apologized" draco Snapped as he started packing up his fastly and almost left the room until he turned around one last time at harry
" you're a fucking pain in the ass, potter" and he left to wait by the car for harry.
Guilty, harry packed away his things and picked up the watch Draco had left and sat down in the car next to draco, who hadn't calmed down even a little bit and simply ignored harry.
It wasn't until the night when harry was helping draco into his apartment that he finally spoke
" for the record draco, I would've took care of you if something had backfire, risking the criminal away because your life is more important. I'm not that idiot but I deserved it"
Draco nodded understandably " I know "
" and I'm also very sorry " harry pressed his lips in a thin line, pocketing his hands and walking away backwards to get back to the car
" oh by the way- you didn't say I'm an ass " harry wittily said
Draco shook his head, " what an ass "
" there's the sweetheart of a draco malfoy I know" harry chuckled and ran away downstairs.
" fucking dork " draco mumbled to himself smiling as he watched harry driving away from his window.
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The fifth time draco called harry a pain in the ass at a bar when they were all hanging out with their friends, joining in a celebration and draco was dancing away with a random Stranger and he much enjoyed it until of course harry had to interrupt
" excuse me but can you please put away your dick from my boyfriend " harry possessively said.
The stranger immediately walked away in a rush before draco Could've even said a word
" what the fuck did you do ? I was having fun- and who the fuck made you my boyfriend " draco snapped, standing still watching harry standing silent
" I can't believe this. You're a fucking pain the ass harry " draco rolled his eyes, walking away until without even so of an anticipation he was whirled around and met with a pair of lips on his own, leaving him gasping.
" harry-"
" shush " Harry mumbled against his lips and draco finally gave in, pushing his hands into Harry's hair, tugging at the roots erupting a low moan from harry, inappropriately sloppily kissing harry, pulling their bodies closer if possible and definitely ruining their so called friendship.
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" how did it happen ?" Ron asked as he slurped his lemonade draco made him
" well you know- he's just a pain in the ass " draco shyly said
" I thought I was last night, wasn't I " harry whispered smirking as he put his arms Around draco's waist from the side and pulling him closer, kissing his neck.
" fuck you" draco Blushed as he bit on his straw
" sweetheart, we only did it last night " harry Chuckled as he kissed behind Draco's ear
Draco's eyes widened, his cheeks attaining a much deeper tone of red
" get a room for fucks sake " Ron groaned as he walked away, mimicking puking.
" we had until you came in " harry yelled back
" harry " Draco whined as he slapped Harry's chest Playfully, shyly laughing.
Harry laughed away until he got kissed by draco, sloppily, leaving him gasping in shock.
" what ? You thought you're the only one with a dirty Mouth " draco raised an eyebrow suggestively
" fuck me " Harry melted away as he kissed draco again.
Well, this was fun...
Requests open | Dialogue Prompt requests open as well.
Day 48- because, its you and me | Day 50- putting a hand over others mouth shut them up
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1. “Did I enter an alternate universe or did you actually just smile at me?”
2. “Try not to die.”
3. “Don't sound so disappointed, I might think you don’t like me”
4. “On a scale from one to ten, how bad do you want to kill me right now?” “I’m hovering somewhere in the high thirties.”
5. “Why are you doing that?” “Doing what?” “Treating me like a person
6. “Sometimes memories are the worst form of torture.”
7. “You’re not my friend anymore, remember?
8. “If you bite your lip one more time, I’m going to do it for you.”
9.“Why are you still here?” “Because I care about you asshole!”
10. “Nobody’s seen you in days!”
11. “Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”
12. “If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”
13. “Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”
14. “If I die, I’m haunting you first.”
15. “You couldn’t handle me even if I came with instructions."
16. “I love you ! Is that what you wanted to hear ?”
17. “wHY DO YOU KEEP LYING TO ME ?”
18. “We both know that I should walk away, but I can’t.”
19. “I lo—-” “No, please… Don’t say that. You love her/him, not me.”
20. “Could you just take this pain away ? It hurts, so much… Help me.”
21.“Don’t ask her out again, please… You’re killing me, every single time you ask that.”
22. “Look, he/she wants you, just make him/her happy.”
23. “If you go, I’ll know that you never loved me.”
24..“We never were just friends, and you know it.” “I know it, but you deserve someone better than me.”
25 "HE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!!!”
26. “You love me like I’m the person who actually deserves your love.” “But you are the only one who deserves it.”
27. “What happened to us?”
28. “Nothing has changed!” “Yes it has, and you know it.”
29.“Love isn’t supposed to hurt this badly.”
30. “You said you needed space. You were 5,000 miles away for a year, and you’re still unsure. I’m starting to think that an entire universe apart wouldn’t be enough space for you.”
31. “I want you to list every lie you ever told me. Then I’ll forgive you.”
Draco: to everyone who rejected me
Draco *sings* : what a shame, baby what a shame, could've been with me instead of what's her fucking name
Harry ( his husband ) : ..
Harry: what the fuck are you on about ? You're the one who rejected everyone, even me 3 times and then cried when I rejected you*rolls his eyes* I should be the one singing it.
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Bitter addiction
For @drarry-is-my-therapy | Dialogueprompt: " if you bite that lip one more time, I'm going to go it for you "
⚠️- SMUT | TANGLED FEELINGS | JEALOUSY | TOP HARRY |
Someone wise said There’s a fine line between love and hate, so fine that it may even seem like a point if far into deep. And so exists a very fine line between love and lust, much mistaken often to be the same. Combining the three, love, hate and lust, were what harry felt for draco. He hated draco, loathed with every single atomic matter that ran in his veins, his muscles and his psychological being and yet he loved the way draco was, they way everything about him screamed ' watch me', effortless in every sense, like he must've been curated by Michael Angelo himself, and harry loved him like he loved the hate he had for him. The man could snap a finger and he would be the hottest, most beautiful man in any room, just like an angel had himself come down to show mercy on harry and then there was lust. The most dangerous of them all. For once harry could handle the love and the absolute hate, but lust, it drove him crazy. It kept him up nights after night in relentless sighs, moaning and whispering his name like a prayer he'd learnt since he was a child. And above all, he hated that Draco made him feel.
Harry had been with men and women, woken up with strangers and had scattered them away but that one drunken night after work had transitioned into a fixed memory, as if everyone had after him was based on such evaluation, that everyone after him would have to be analytically better than him, but he had no competition. He was one of his kind, only one of who could make harry desperate to have him writhing under him and that was Draco. Harry remembers that night vividly when they had stumbled from the bar, to the kitchen in Harry's place, sloppily kissing each other, with moans emerging out of them like a rhyme to a poetry, and the hands all over each other. He remembers kissing the side of Draco's neck, hearing that grunt that made him groan in pleasure that sent fireworks across his body and all how Draco humped for the tiniest of friction between their bodies. One thing after another, Draco was lying under Harry, moaning for more, his eyes sparkling with the tears of pleasure as he asked Harry to go faster, like he meant it and harry remembered going on and on until the last of his breath gave out and he collapsed on top of Draco, marking his neck with hickey's in hopes that he may never forget the wondrous night.
But Draco had left much before Harry could've asked him anything and harry knew the sign too well, being the one who did it too often himself. He went to work that very next morning, not seeing Draco, even though they shared a room and even the same case but all Harry thought of was the pleasured look on Draco's face.
But they never discussed that night, as if so it was only a drunken mistake and nothing was left to talk about. Harry knew it then to never get involved with Draco, yet somehow, there he was with Draco's hands pinned against the bed above his head with one of Harry's hand resting over his little waist as he fucked Draco with so much of a pleasure.
But this time, Draco left before morning with a note " thanks for a great night ~ D.m."
Harry didn't know if he should've replied or not, but somehow decided he'd talk with him over work. But like last week, he couldn't, not because there wasn't anything left off to do but because he had Found him Flirting with Jackson in Muggle artifacts department.
This happened 3 more times in total when Harry had let down his so pulled up guard with only simple words that Draco Whispered in his ears when they'd dance " I want you, harry "
It was as if, Draco too was addicted with the pleasure of feeling Harry's soft, tanned skin against his, feeling his arms as Harry fucked him over the bed, feeling of his hands being pinned and seeing in Harry's eyes. Maybe it was bitter addiction to both of them, but it was addiction.
" he's playing on something " Ron had warned harry when Harry had tried to seek some advice while they were on a usual 'bitch about' session.
" what exactly could he even play at ?"
" I don't know Harry, maybe he's wanting you to reach out to him or definitely playing hard to get. Whatever it is, it seems like friends with benefits, only you don't know how if it really is your case " Ron explained as he squinted his eyes from the narrow beam of sunlight that hit his eyes
" why would he even do that ?" Harry sighed as he slumped further in his chair " I mean I'm fine with friends with Benefits but if that's what it is, I need to know "
" you're fine with friend's with benefits?" Ron asked as though he was surprised
" I mean- yeah. It's not like it's total shit. I mean yes there's a risk of actually liking him but what most plausibly could go wrong now. I hate him, yet I like him too "
" hm- you guys always have had a pretty weird relationship " Ron hummed playing with the crystal ball from his table
" I don't know. I'd Just like to know whatever it is that we have, like is it like exclusive or friend's with benefits or if it's just some random hook-"
" is he a jealous guy ?" Ron suddenly asked leaning forward as though he was finally attentive
" what ? "
" is he the jealous type of guy ?" He asked
" I- I don't know. I haven't seen him being potentially jealous of someone around me, although he does make sure that everyone watches him when he dances with me, but I don't think that's him trying to make anyone jealous " harry shrugged
" what's your point anyways ?" Harry asked crossing his legs
" you guy's are not exclusive, not that you two know and knowing you two both won't talk about it, make it seem like whatever you two have is exclusive"
" how exactly ?" Harry asked furrowing his eyebrows
" let's say, the next time you guys hook up, you stay up, or something, tell him to go Maybe and that someone's coming over " Ron suggested
" that's a shit suggestion but I agree on what you're trying to get on. I just have to make him jealous " harry hummed as he stared at the wall behind him
" exactly. Now you just have to find someone to actually make him jealous through "
" and who would that be ?"
" hey, ron can I talk to you for a mom- oh, send me a memo, whenever you're free "
Harry looked at Ron curiously as though the wildest idea came into his head " Blaise? You got a moment ?"
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Harry grinded his body against Draco's as they danced to the low music of the bar they had gotten drunk in like every other time it happened. Harry enjoyed the sensation of feeling Draco's hands over his side's, his body pressed against his own, his breath fanning over Harry neck, swaying his body with Harry's moves and then, there it was,
" I want you, harry "
Harry smirked to himself as he still danced against Draco, ignoring the uncontrollable urge to disapparate them to his bedroom.
" I'm sorry but I got a date in a few minutes " harry replied, his voice coming more of a rasp
Draco's Hands suddenly stopped swaying, his body becoming slightly stiffer as he mumbled " you got a date?"
Harry smirked to himself as he turned around " yes, a date. I'll see you around Draco" he winked and walked off to the bar, ordering one drinking, gulping it away and then he met Blaise.
Harry made it so much sure that draco definitely saw Harry Flirtatiously Whispering in Blaise ears. And grinned happily when he found Draco was watching, with a stern face.
The whole pretend with Blaise and dodging draco went on for 2 week until Draco had to ask, he just had to.
" what's the deal between you and Blaise ?" Draco narrowed his eyes from across the table at harry as he pushed back his chair to lean backwards
Harry looked down from where he was standing finding some file with an amused smile " nothing special. Why do you ask ?"
" no reason, apart from the fact that it seems unrealistic. Like it's staged " Draco tilted his head for emphasis.
" staged ? Looks like someone can't digest that I'm with someone " harry snickered softly as he stacked away files
" then tell me what Exactly of an item even are you and him ?" Draco asked, merely curious, perhaps more.
" nothing exclusive. Random hook ups. A few dates. Why are you suddenly so curious about me and Blaise ? Are you, perhaps, jealous ?" Harry looked at Draco with a mocking smirk
" jealous! Why would I be ?"
" I don't know, maybe the fact that I'm not just with you but with someone else too" Harry's Voice densed as he stepped closer to the chair draco was sitting on.
" why should that bother me ? We're not exclusive " Draco looked anywhere but Harry's face, as if he felt slightly embarrassed.
" exactly. So it's my business however I like to fuck Blaise, against the wall or against the bed. And that shouldn't bother you " harry smirked as he put his hands over the sides of Draco's chair, leaning down to face Draco.
" it's none of my business " Draco gulped as he stared at the proximity of their faces
" not your business, right. Then you won't mind if i tell you we hooked up after the last time we hooked up ?" Harry asked as he tried his best to stare at Draco's lips without wanting to kiss them.
" nope. Not my business. You're at perfect liberty to kiss whoever you want, whenever you want and wherever you want " Draco replied without taking his eyes off Harry's lips, as though if Harry leaned anymore closer he won't be able to resist himself.
" and how I kiss, right. It won't bother you if I kiss over his neck, give him a hickey as he moans, right. It won't bother you if I told you that I kissed him behind the building, made out even, or the fact that I kissed him when I fucked him last night or that I bit his lips, licked his lips and passionately kissed him with tongue with the desperation to just Rip each others clothes off with and just fuck until our breaths gave out like I fucked you against the bed, with your hands pinned above your head while you kept moaning my name and begging me to go faster. It won't bother you if I said, I did it with him too " harry rasped
" y- yes. It doesn't bother me " Draco swallowed.
" good then" and harry walked away back to stacking his files up in the rack again.
" I suppose you'd be bringing him to ministry dinner ? Rockwall's retirement dinner?" Draco had asked at the end of the day just before they left
" who ?"
" Blaise " he could've sworn Draco smirked before he had turned away to pick up his coat from the stand.
Harry frowned before he realised why he would " oh, I- no. We're not that public kind of couple sort of thing yet so. I'll ask him though"
" you should bring him " Draco had smiled mockingly before he walked out of the door, leaving Harry to fetch his own coat and bags.
" what's he playing at now ?" Harry furiously Whispered to himself as he left for home.
He didn't figure out what Exactly Draco was playing at until the very day of the ministry dinner and they were sat at the far end of the table, facing each other. Everything seemed fine until during the middle of the dinner, Harry not so subtly jerked on the feeling of something going up his legs. He apologized across the table until he noticed Draco sitting on opposite side as if he was satisfied with something and harry just knew, it was going to be one heck of a night.
He tried hard but Harry was forced to watch Draco eat, as he swirled his tongue around that of a cherry, tying it in a knot in mouths before he popped it into his mouth maintaining an eye contact with harry. It wasn't as if harry didn't had a choice, he had, he could simply look away from watching Draco sucking on straw rather seductively, eating a cherry or licking his fingers, but he couldn't simply resist because of the tension it forced down Harry. He was forced to watch Draco eat because if he didn't, he felt the world would implode with the energy between them. Draco too made sure harry was watching him and when he finally did take his eyes off him while eating, he travelled his legs up Harry's legs, slowly and carefully, causing a tingling sensation as he bit his lip. With almost a yelp, harry held the corner of the table tightly as his knuckles turned white, controlling himself. He wanted Draco to stop doing whatever he was trying to do but lord was he mesmerised with Draco biting his lips anytime Harry looked at him. It drove him crazy, more on the fact that he couldn't do anything about it.
Harry allowed everything to go as Draco until he was sure he felt something brush against his zipper. Harry almost grasped it, without a catch because there wasn't anything to catch. Suspecting Draco must be behind, as he was, he looked at him, glared at him more like to stop doing it, when he felt the tingling sensation again with Draco much juice-ly biting his lip with a wink and harry was done..
" would you all excuse. I have to use the washroom " harry immediately rushed to the washrooms, closing the door behind and breathed heavily. He stared down his pants, a much clearly visible boner had taken place because of Draco's mischievous behaviour and somehow harry loved it. He loved the tension, the lust and all the sexual energy there was. But sat in a ministry dinner he couldn't afford to have a boner or have inappropriate thoughts of fucking Draco right there because of how highly unethical it was.
Harry pushed himself away from the door, clearing his mind as he stared at his reflection in the mirror, his body relaxing little by little. To do at least something while he relaxed further, he washed his hands and just then he heard the door unlock.
" they're missing you out there " he smirked as he closed the door behind him, locking it with his back pressed against it, arms crossing in front.
" fuck off Draco " harry rolled his eyes as he closed off the Tap, taking the tissue and drying his hand.
" oh we got a little Arousal " Draco teased as he had seen Harry's pants. Harry blushed in embarrassment but didn't deter.
" because of you " Harry rolled his eyes turning around, pocketing his hands. Draco pushed himself from the door, walking towards Harry leaned over the sink, his back facing the mirrors.
Draco with lustful intentions, grabbed Harry's tie pulling him closer " I'm very glad then " he smirked as he swiftly tried to way his hands down Harry's body
" Draco-" harry rasped getting hold of Draco's hand, stopping it from going further
Draco smirked as he leaned over to Harry's ear, Whispering " I've got you Harry "
Draco bit his lip as he leaned backwards to watch harry trying to control his breathing as he was forced to watch Draco's lips.
" what you gonna do now ?" Draco seductively questioned as he moved his other hand to immediately cup Harry's pants.
" fuck " harry gasped as he tried to hold of Draco's hands but was pinned behind him with Draco's hold.
" i knew you and Blaise were never a thing"
Draco bit his lip as he cupped a little tighter than before, feeling how hard Harry have became in such a short span of time since he came in the washroom.
" I swear Draco, If you're going to bite that lip one more time, I'm going to do it for you " Harry's Voice deepened as he stayed there watching Draco with lust.
Draco smirked as he licked his lip and bit them again but a warning been given once, harry didn't waste time in pining Draco against the wall by their side in a few seconds that Draco didn't see it coming however he wasn't surprised.
" I warned you " harry purred
" who said I didn't want you to " Draco smirked. Harry only looked at him for a second before he pulled draco into a much awaited long kiss of lustful passion embodying their tongues in little battle of dominance. But once gave in, Draco never again stood a chance against the dominant harry, biting off Draco's lip without a care in the world only to hear him make the same sound he always did whenever harry found his lips over Draco. It was as if their lips were designed, but only for them, like they were made to be kissed by no one but them. Harry knew Draco was giving in because he liked it,he liked it when Harry was rough, he liked it when Harry took control because it was unexpected of whatever Harry would do and Draco loved it. He loved the passion, the desire, the desperation Harry's mouth held as they finely pressed against his as if his tongue was trying to write a letter over his mouth. And they kissed like they Only had other's air to survive on. They kissed like never before.
" admit it, you were jealous " Harry teased as he bit Draco's bottom lips, his body adjusted betweens Harry's leg as he was sat over the sink
" in your dreams potter " Draco moaned tugging the end of the roots of Harry's hair.
" you are a lot more than just jealous in my dreams malfoy " harry purred as he kissed him again, much nastily this time, as if it was a necessity.
" show me all you got " Draco moaned into his mouth and harry wasted no further time in apparating them to his bedroom without thinking of anyone at the party or what would he explain or how would he in the first place. All he cared right now was Draco, and his tangled feelings for him.
" you sure ?" Harry had asked only once after they had messily taken off each other's shirt off, now lost somewhere in the puddle of clothes while he was on top of Draco.
" never been more " Draco moaned before he pulled harry down into another messy kiss and slipped into the intimacy of moaning his name as they fucked again over his bed, only this time it was more than just fucking, Maybe it always had been more than just fucking to them. It might've been Making love, who knew, not even them, they were just hormonal men seeking desires to be fulfilled.
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Liars and lovers - Part 2
For the mending of hearts I broke @thecornerofbelu
In lies, there always was Love. A love to protect | TW- ANGST
"Mr. Draco malfoy also revealed in the interview that any rumours spurred about him and the war hero, Harry potter being more than friend's is a complete lie, adding that there exist no existence of any relationship between other than just civil friend's-" Hermione read.
Harry snatched away the paper with much force that it startled her " that's enough "
" mat-"
" I just need to be alone right now. If you two don't mind " harry distantly said before he walked out of the common room with his bag and the newspaper she was reading from.
He walked silently with his head down, storing away his emotions until he was out of the castle doors and ran towards the black lake. Only when he had reached, he climbed up on one of the trees like he had been taught by Draco, sat down on the seat they made together, as they called it their grieve spot and finally opened the crumpled newspaper.
He read the Vicious words of Draco and the photograph of himself on the front page. He stared at it long enough to see the drops is unnoticed tears Making a small spot there. Chewing the inside of his cheeks, harry burnt the paper with a single flick of his wand, bringing his knees to his chest, resting his head against the bark of the wood, crying. His heart clenched little by little as he hugged himself in the absence of any warmth. Anger rushed through his veins, not because of Draco but that he allowed himself to fall over the needles when he knew it was going to hurt him, he allowed himself hoping Draco would save him, but he didn't. He hated himself right now more than he hated Draco and he hated it even more that he still felt immensely for him. He hated it that he couldn't hate him because fuck he understood him and he hated it more. He should've seen the disaster coming faster towards him, but he remained there, standing under the broken buildings waiting for Draco to rescue him, only he didn't. He wasn't even there.
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It was after 3 hours of deliberating whether Draco deserved to see him or not, he finally showed up where Draco requested to meet him after an hour. His heart beating like a burning fire, either with rage or the burning desire, he was yet to figure out.
But it boiled him as soon as he saw Draco standing there in his beautiful black coat and his perfect flawless beauty telling him that he was one hour late. Harry wanted to just hug him and in the moment of weakness ask him if he was alright but he didn't, instead he sarcastically tuned to hide his breaking heart.
" also I think we should break up " Draco finally said
" you think we should break up ?" Harry frowned, as if he couldn't coherently make sense of the words that fell out of his lips " is that your decision ?" Harry added
" yes, I don't think we should do this " he said " we knew it wasn't going to last anyways and I m- I need the family name to go on and not being with you is the only way. It'll be just like a Little school fling " he added casually.
Harry stared at the back his head, his tears brimming up to the top, clenching his jaw, his nails digging into his palms to avoid feeling too much.
It'll just be like little school fling.
That's what it was to him, casual little school fling. Harry wanted to cry so loudly and his heart had as if fallen so down that he could've collapsed to the ground with the cruelty of those words . He could feel it in his stomach and his heart physically ached to listen to Draco just wanting to throw it away. The one man harry always thought would never leave him was also bound to leave and this hurt him more than seeing anyone die. It ripped him but he told himself he deserved better. He deserved better than someone just wanting to break up just like that, but he knew he only wanted draco, the one person who was forbidding harry to have it.
" fine " Harry mumbled after a long pause, wiping his falling tears, sniffing.
" it's better anyway, I'd rather be with someone who doesn't throw me away " he whispered
Sighing Draco turned around cupping harry's face " you know it's not like that "
Harry looked anywhere but his face because he knew it in his heart that if he looked at Draco, he'd never be able to look away. He told himself It'll just make it all easier " seems otherwise "
" hey " Draco tried to budge Harry's face to look at him but he didn't "look at me, please" his voice broke.
Harry gulped with a clenched jaw, his heart dropping at the sight of a broken draco " what ?"
" I'm sorry " Draco Whispered as he kissed Harry's forehead. Harry blinked his eyes, a tear Falling down his eyes, his hands twitched on his side's to just hold Draco, he wanted to hold him and tell him that it's alright but it hurt so bad, it ached him so much that he couldn't possibly think of anything but the grief that subdued his already heavy heart. Harry hummed in response because somewhere he wanted Draco to understand that he Wants to forgive him, someday he might but right now he couldn't. Frowning, Draco hugged harry. Harry almost broke down, wanting to hug him back, he even bought his hands half way up when he realised how bad it hurt that he just couldn't do it.
" hug me " Draco insisted. Harry wanted to say he wanted to, but he couldn't. He needed Draco to be hurt, he wanted him to understand what harry felt and what he was going to feel. He wanted him to feel what he felt when he sat down in loneliness, when he cried himself to sleep last night, how he felt when he hugged himself on the tree that day because he was touch starved but he hated it. It was a punishment, to himself and to Draco, because he was hurting him and draco was hurting him. It was the worst possible punishment but he wanted to, he wanted to make it hurt, more to him than draco.
Harry felt a tear fell down over his shoulder as Draco hugged him " you have to understand, harry "
Harry cried because he was making him cry and he hated himself, he cried because when he needed Harry the most, he couldn't give himself to him, he cried because Draco was hurting but he was weak, dying of a broken heart perhaps " I do, very clearly "
Draco's arm Only tightened in an unrequited hug, nothing more left his mouth but sobs of crying and harry controlled himself from falling apart. He was desperate to hug him back, maybe even kiss him one last time, telling him how much he meant to him one last time but he didn't. He couldn't. It was a part of letting go because Draco was ready to let go and harry wasn't and he needed to be ready.
" harry please" his Voice quivered. Harry heaved heavily as he felt his heart clenched to the maximum that it made him difficult to breathe but he needed Draco to be able to remember what it's like to hug him but he wanted to remember himself how it felt to not have hugged him back after all, for it to hurt, for it to remind him how he couldn't fight through for Draco, how he couldn't hold onto Draco. He was hurting, on purpose. It was pain to take forward, a punishment of love.
" harry, if you don't hug me right, I think I might fall apart"
That did it, Harry's last breath gave in and he said to himself more than Draco " you don't deserve it " and broke free to walk away without glancing back, Because he couldn't. He couldn't look at draco one more time because he needed to go away. It would make it hard and harry didn't know how much more he could've taken.
Only when he knew he was at a far distance from Draco in the forest, he leaned down his back over a tree, collapsing on the ground and cried his heart out in heavy sobs. It felt like Someone was stabbing him repeatedly right over his chest to his heart, then mending and then stabbing again for the pain to feel new each time. Harry fisted his palm and covered his mouth in the agony of unbearable pain, his body shaking with pain, and the rapid waterfall of tears never stopped. He cried and cried and cried even when he had nothing left because tears and memories were all left for him. Pain, his lost friend once again returned and visited his holy door and took harry with it, right into a disaster and left him to fetch himself. He perhaps wanted to just simply die of broken heart like every lover does in a poem.
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It was one month after, harry was numbly sitting over the window drinking his tea watching the rain cover the sky, abusing himself with the pain, digging his nails into his palm, reminding himself that there was life apart from draco but even the tree in the garden mocked him.
" harry " suddenly some yelled
Harry turned to see Ron heaving, desperate for air, as if he had ran down like 20 blocks.
" Ron ?" Harry frowned
" dr- draco " he only heaved
" draco, what ? Did something happen to him ?" Harry immediately sat up straight, worried if something had happened to draco, he wouldn't be able to bear it anymore.
" n- no. He- TV " he heaved, his heart over his chest, breathing deeply
" what ?" Harry was beyond puzzled.
" turn on the TV " Ron finally said. Harry got off the window sill and turned on the TV and gave Ron the remote who switched it immediately to news channel.
" Draco malfoy, the becoming businessmen in the very recent interview confessed that he is Infact gay much to his father's disappointment and claimed he lied before. He also mentioned inexplicably that he is Infact in love with none other than harry potter, after having denied any rumour that spurred through between them while harry potter, the war hero had chosen to remain silent on the matter-"
" what ?" Harry was beyond shocked.
" yes " Ron finally breathed fine " he confessed in front of everyone, harry " Ron grinned but harry was screwed.
He collapsed over the couch behind him, his hands pressed against his lips in mocking shock.
"by the looks of it, it's not a good thing ?" Ron asked as he kneeled down in front of harry.
" what? No. Fuck no. That arsehole just confessed for the first time on live interview and that Moronic idiot definitely have his death wish- that fucking-" but ron had started chuckling.
" what are you laughing for ?"
" you love him " Ron chuckled
Harry opened his mouth to deny, but he knew he was. He had known it for a long time but haven't said it out loud " so what ?"
" you care for him mate " Ron pointed out
" what's your point ?" Harry rolled his eyes
" that you still want him after everything. You'd be crazed stupid not to " ron smiled lightly as his light humour died out.
" I don't have time for this. I need to find him" harry sighed as he got up and quickly wore his shoes.
" where are you going to go ?" Ron asked
" anywhere his father doesn't murder him" harry sighed as he checked his pocket " look after the house, I'll be back "
" I should come -"
" I'll be fine " harry assured and opened the door.
And there he stood.
" harry " he whispered, his heart beating loudly.
" Merlin's fuck " harry exclaimed as he pulled draco in with his collar and shut the door behind him and locked it safely.
" are you fucking stupid? Is there nothing left up there or was it always empty and you just pretended to have something in there? What were you thinking showing up here? Wheat were you thinking with leaving in the middle of the interview and what the fuck is wrong with you ? I know you like it grand but the whole fucking news? You could've just told rita Skeeter you're gay, she would've made it big ? I am absolutely sure you have no Brain, I mean seriously?in the interview ? And what about your father? You do realise he's gonnna hunt you, what if they have a track on you ? What if someone had seen you, you literal arsehat ? Do you even know if someone's following you ? How would you of course, as usual you must've just ran. I can bet your arse your father-"
" I love you " draco cried as he hugged harry harshly stumbling him backwards. That ought to shut him up " and I swear this time if you don't hug me I'm going to rip of your arms " he sobbed.
Harry smiled lightly, hugging draco back, immediately tightening it after a second, one of his hands going into his hair.
" you stupid idiot " harry mumbled onto his shoulder.
" I love you " Draco only mumbled in his neck. Harry smiled, tears dripping from his eyes over his shoulder " I love you, I love you, I Love you, I love you " draco repeated.
Harry hugged him tighter, his heart breaking and sobs getting more louder " fuck you " harry mumbled
" and I love you " draco repeated
" I love you too " harry mumbled.
Draco separated, cupping Harry's face, wiping his tears away from the tip of his Thumb, pressing their foreheads together, gazing into his emerald eyes.
" I'm sorry " he whispered. Harry Twisted a strand of draco's hair on his neck before he too mumbled " I'm sorry too "
Draco smiled lightly before he kissed softly over Harry's lips in a much needed seek for comfort and affection and lost love of a month. He kissed him a soft desperation that only showed how much he missed him, how much he missed his touch, how much his missed his lips, how much he missed his affection, how much he missed this passion, how much he missed harry and how much he loved harry.
In tears harry kissed him in forgiveness, in apologies, in breaking apart, In desperation, in affection, in passion, in comfort, in filling the emptiness, in love.
They kissed in love devoid of the consequences, Little worries of what next. They kissed in love because they were together.
Harry wasn't left alone to fetch, draco was there to rescue him in his disaster.
And draco, harry had held him in the storm.
This seems like an abrupt ending. I tried to make it as angsty as possible. I tried my best. Happy reading.
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12. Liars and lovers
Dialogue prompt : If you don't hug me right now, I think I might fall apart.
Request by my favourite @thebusyfangirl @sunflowerishdolphin
TW- ANGST | highly inspired by young royals..
" you're just young in love. It's all just puppy love " beat
" it's not real. Wake up from this horrid dream" beat
" you're not in love, you can't be "
" you have black blood in you " beat
" you're a Malfoy " beat
It felt like flashes imploding in front of his eyes with the shutter of those lights going off with his heart palpating heavily like the beats of a rock music deafening his ears. He was over the solid surface but he felt as though he was in a Quicksand, sucking him under and his throat as if tied with a telephone cord which Only tightened with every beat. He could feel his hands but not his legs, it was weird, it felt strange like his eyes were closing but they were forced open. The feeling of the resting tongue on the top of his mouth felt very strange, as if it was the first time he was feeling it, but he wasn't. He always had felt it but it seemed so vivid. All his thoughts ran into had that wall always been that black? It was as if he was standing in the middle of a raging cyclone but not an inched of him was harmed as the water passed through him. And there he was, standing in his white sweater with emerald eyes, staring in the longingness , waiting for draco to take his hand.
" Mr. Malfoy ?" He heard. Draco's eyebrows shot up as his trance of thoughts broke and he looked at the opened door with a small figure's shadow casting on the surface.
" they're here " Reggie, the house elf said. Draco nodded from where he was sitting on the bed with a remembrall in his hand.
" I'll be there in a second " he whispered. Reggie nodded and left the door opened. Draco breathed heavily as he stood up and watched himself in the mirror, fixing his suit.
With a beating heart, he went where he was supposed to be.
" you know what to say ?" Lucius asked as he squeezed on draco's shoulder.
Draco reluctantly nodded, pulling his coat, shaking his hands to get rid of the anxiety bubbling.
Narcissa smiled fondly at her son, fixing his tie, then leaning down to whisper in his ear "it's all on you draco "
Draco tried to give a fake smile as he entered the living room, an interviewer waiting for him.
" the name had already a been corrupted enough for us that you had to be seen with the potter kid. Have our name not been tainted enough that you had to pull up another stunt to drown our name draco ? You're the hier of Malfoy, you can't be like this. We can fix this, fix you together but all you need to do is refuse any accusations that stand our way. You are a Malfoy draco, a Malfoy and we don't play with love. You are to marry a girl and live a life like everyone of ours and it ends there. You are to say, to deny everything printed out in Media. It's the Only way, the only way "
" are you ready ?" She asked. Draco heaved before he nodded, sitting down in front of her.
" we'll start of with the business you are bound to take upon soon ? So is it true that you had came up with the Malfoy business, right after you've been drowned in debt and you actually want to run something like that ?" She asked
" but I don't want to be the chairman or the bloody ceo or anyone of that company "
" yes, I will be taking over. And I very much look forward to it " he smiled stiffly.
" and is it also true that you will be in denial to any muggles and strictly follow a wizards and witches employees ?"
" people are never going to like it. Think-"
" that's enough Draco "
" yes. We believe that wizards and witches are the only one's capable of being our employees " draco answered with a stiff nod.
" and you're going to manage running the business alongside school ?" She asked
" but my education-"
" think about the family for one bloody second instead of just your own self " Lucius sneered
" I think it's very much that I run it alongside my education. And I very much think I'll do my best "
" now as of talking about the news that recently spurred through, you were seen with mr. Harry potter, at the recent fundraiser after party held by Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry ?" She asked, penning down with much interest
" big deal I was seen with him-"
" you can't be and that's the end of it. You are going to say that you were having a civil conversation, that's it "
" we have put our differences aside and I see no reason as why I cannot be seen with him " draco sternly replied, earning a low threatening glare from his father behind them " We were in a civil conversation if anyone interested " draco added
" so it's not true that you two were supposedly dating ?" She asked
" it's a lie "
Beat.
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Have that wall always been this green ? Draco wondered as he stared at the opposite wall longingly, unnoticed tears escaping his eyes. He didn't even cared anymore to wipe them away as the memories rang loudly in his head from the very afternoon, the conversation he had with harry himself, how he had let him down and his loving eyes and the pain it caused him. The look of pain etched so defined over his face.
" I waited like an hour for you " draco whispered as he watched harry come closer
" oh did you now ? Why was that mr. Malfoy? Shall I apologize my majesty?" Harry sarcastically replied as he crossed his arms in front of him after reaching close enough to have a conversation.
" harry-"
" it's potter to you " harry raised his eyebrows sternly
" harry, i can explain " draco sighed
Harry looked at the tree behind draco, almost rolling his eyes " and what would it change Malfoy ?"
" harry, please-"
" please what? Or do you want me to please you with another comforting things so you can bluntly say it to the media that we aren't fucking together " harry Snapped
" I had no choice " draco raised his voice
" you never have one draco " harry too raised his voice. Just for a moment, just one, draco wanted to scream at harry, to tell him thing's aren't served on a silver platter for him as everything think's it to be.
" I- it was the only way whether you accept it or not" draco sighed. He shook his head as he Turned around to watch over the lake they'd been standing near to away from everyone, their meeting spot. Maybe looking away would make it all easier, just maybe.
" also I think we should break up" draco suddenly whispered behind him.
Harry frowned as he turned to see Draco "you want to break up?"
" is that your decision?" He added
" yes, i don't think we should do this anymore then" Draco's voice quivered as he spoke through " we knew it wasn't going to last anyways. And I m- I need the family name to go on and not being with you is the only way. It'll just be like a little school fling "
"fine " harry whispered after a long pause, sniffing, wiping off his escaping tears.
" it's better anyway. I'd rather be with someone who doesn't throw me away " harry whispered.
Draco sighed turning to face harry and cupping his face in his hands " you know it's not like that "
" seems otherwise " harry distantly replied as he stared far ahead over the lake.
" hey" draco tried to make harry look at him but only met with stern denial " look at me, please " Draco chewed his lip controlling his emotions.
Harry finally looked at draco, his jaw clenched " and what ?"
" I'm sorry " draco whispered as he wiped Harry's tears and kissed his forehead. Harry hummed, avoiding draco's face again. Frowning draco wrapped his arms around harry, not meeting with the same..
" hug me" draco insisted
But harry didn't.
Draco let his tear finally escape his eyes over Harry's shoulder " you have to understand harry, please "
" I do understand, very clearly " harry replied stiffly
Draco had nothing more left to say. His tears spilled with his arms still wrapped around Harry's in unrequited action, feeling his heart palpating rapidly with a void.
" I'm sorry " draco whispered again, wrapping his arms tighter but met with only the emptiness of lost love. The pain soothed across his body with the denied physical touch harry had once enjoyed so much. He hated this harry, the one who didn't hug back, the one who was so distant. He needed his harry back, if only for a moment before they break apart but aware of the pain he caused harry, he knew he wasn't going to but he tried.
" harry, please " his voice quivered in Harry's neck
" if you don't hug me right now I think i might fall apart"
" you don't deserve it " and with that harry broke free and without a glance walked away leaving draco with the the agony of losing him. He wanted to hug harry, he really wanted him to, he needed to but harry didn't and somewhere draco knew he was left to deal with it himself from now on. Harry was gone and it was draco's fault.
" Draco I asked if you're coming for dinner ?" Someone asked as they opened the door slightly
Draco looked up from the wall to the door, pansy holding the door half open " you go. I'm not hungry " draco sniffed
Pansy looked at Draco with pity " take care " and she left, too.
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They were officially broken up. It was clear. Harry didn't spared a single glance at Draco, not even accidentally, he didn't share the table at potions with him either and much so, he didn't even cross paths with draco anymore but would rather be 4 minutes late to the class.
Harry was distant and not just with draco but with everyone else and it ached draco. Layin on the bed with lonely feelings, he missed their nights together, the nights of Laying under the star watching each other instead of the sky because they thought other was more beautiful. He missed the way Harry's wrapped around his waist from behind and the way he kissed his neck and whispered words so smoothly of a normal conversation as if it didn't affect him at all but most of them all, he missed kissing harry. He missed feeling the way Harry's lips Whispered in the howling wind his love for Draco. He missed it.
Draco threw his head back, sighing to himself, wiping away the tears of unhappiness that visited him like a nightmare every night after having lost Harry's because of his own faults.
But grief turned to sorrow, sorrow to pain, pain to numbness and numbness to anger, he threw away his journal at the opposite wall.
" fuck " he yelled as he harshly tugged at his hair " fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck " he groaned, crying heavily.
The entire month he had been waiting for the void to be filled with something, something other than harry but harry like a pest had reached the core of his heart and infected every inch that he missed him in every song, in every story, In every poem, in every walk, in every talk, in every conversation, in every tear, in every smile, in every melody, in every tune, in every aspect, he was infected with Harry's love and he missed him with the core of his infected heart that Could've only been cured by harry, who had left. Left for Christmas break, left draco, left everything about him.
He ran his hand down his face, pinching his nose trying to get rid of the feeling but nothing worked and he had to show up at another interview in another hour to talk about inauguration. He was screwed and he blamed himself.
" you are responsible for your own actions " narcissa had said one night " always remember that. Before anyone else's you're your own. Remember that "
" save the heart, you moron " harry had laughed one day while they were discussing a silly riddle..
" Save your heart, moron " draco's reflection mocked as he stared at himself in the mirror.
Wiping away his tears, he immediately got ready and checked out of the school.
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" and you'll be running the business, right ? Like your father expects ?" She asked, over the mic..
" yes, I will be" he replied, uncrossing his legs..
" Mr.Malfoy, if you don't mind of course, after having denied last month of any sparks of your relationship with mr. Harry potter, are you In general seeing anyone then? Someone who'd take forward the malfoy name ?"
That ought to do it, possibly. Draco stared at the fraction of people waiting for his reply.
" save your heart "
" you're your own "
" mr. Malfoy ?" She asked again.
Draco broke out of his trail, suddenly becoming aware of the mic in his hand.
What the fuck was he doing ?
Suddenly everything seemed so real and all he could think of was the emerald eyes, standing in the middle of the cyclone waiting for him to take his hand..
" I'm sorry" Draco suddenly said as he stood up, dropping the mic and walking off the Little stage
" Mr. Malfoy ? Can you please answer the question?" She asked again..
Draco looked at her before for one last time he picked up the mic and said " I lied "
" what do you mean you lied ?" 2 people asked
Draco stared at everyone, his mind doing circle one more time before he found the little courage and replied
" I'm gay"
" and I love harry potter "
Will have part 2
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Someone to call home
so a couple of weeks ago i received a request by an anon for a fluffy fic about about harry owning a coffee shop and draco being an auror. they meet after the war, become friends, then best friends and then husbands. tho because of whatever stupid reason, the answer request is suddenly lost, tho here is your (anon) fic .
Fluff | physical touch |
For some people, love only happens once, but for some people, it happens everyday, and this is theirs, A romance of, Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy.
Where did it begin? A coffee shop. How ? nobody knows. Maybe it was in those sweet little conversations when they first met after the war when they had forgiven each other and Harry gave Draco a free coffee or maybe it was in the soft physical touches or maybe it was in their eyes. It all began somewhere and it never ended. Maybe it was also in the rain from when they first met and Draco had returned from his auror training in need of a shelter and had accidentally ran into harry. From little sneers, to quips, to smiling at each other in forgiveness, they matured and they grew. It was something to see when everyone used to mistake them for being a couple, oh their traitor heart would flutter but would they politely deny. But how should they must’ve not known that they could never be not be more than friends, it was there, lingering in the air, like a promise, like maybe a destiny they couldn’t avoid when during a simple jokes of laughing next to each other, they had shared their first kiss and simply smiled afterwards as though they had been doing this for their whole lives.
Maybe it was in those little smiles draco gave him, or maybe it was in those hand shakes, or maybe it was in those sparkling eyes, or maybe it when they used to walk home together laughing, or maybe it was during when draco took care of him, or maybe it was in that secret smiles, or maybe it was in those little gifts he made harry, or maybe it was in his visiting the graves with harry, or maybe it was in bringing flowers, or maybe it was in those little arguments about why harry deserved better, or maybe it was in those times when draco would look at harry in a room full when he played the piano at a gig, or maybe it was when he would dedicate a song to harry, or maybe it was when draco tried to learn to whip coffees like harry, or maybe it was in those fun duels they had, or maybe it was in walks in the park, or maybe it was draco buying harry a dog as a gift, or maybe it was in those soft forehead kisses, or maybe it was in those soft touches when draco would run small circles over harrys hands when he’s feel bad, or maybe it was the night of the concert when all harry could look at was draco singing at the top of his lungs covered in glitters, or maybe it was when draco would read to him, or maybe it was in seeing their silly photographs together and giggling about, or maybe it was when the first time they kissed, harry fell somewhere along the way for his best friend.
For draco it might’ve been in forgiveness, or maybe it was in the first brewed coffee, or maybe it was during harry’s surprise small visits at his work, or maybe it was in those meals harry would cook for him, or maybe in those little singing jams when they’d sing their hearts out on a random friday at draco’s house, maybe it was in harry braiding his hair, or maybe it was in harry buying him expensive gifts, or maybe it was in listening to draco when nobody else did, or maybe it was in those little letters harry would write about how he looked good today or what he’d cook for them, or maybe it was in that little silly kitchen fight when they threw the flour at each other, or maybe it was in those deep late night conversations they would have, or maybe it was during the times when draco would come late from work and harry would be up waiting for him, or maybe it was during the time harry took him to Rome just to make him eat his favourite pizza, or maybe it was after draco’s first birthday with harry when they were sitting on the rooftop laughing hysterically and glancing at each other dissolving into sober smiles, maybe it was in harry smiling and singing along and bobbing his head side to side whenever draco would play the piano, or maybe it was in painting draco’s nails late at night for fun, or maybe it was in that heart throbbing smile harry would give him, or maybe it was in tendering his wounds and kissing his forehead telling him that everything will be alright, or maybe it was during any of their conversations or maybe it was in harry gazing at him like a kid when he’d read to him, or maybe it was in kissing him for the first time, he fell somewhere for his best friend and he loved it.
But when they stood on the altar speaking their vows, they knew there was nobody they would want to share the morning kisses with, or the sweet passion in love making, or sharing kissing on others neck, or kissing their lips, or someone to abide the vows to, or making everyday special, or making dinner for other, or someone to share a child with, or waking up with someone for the rest of their lives, or someone they’d watch each and every show with, or someone to take for walks, or someone to sing to, or someone to share dinner with, or someone to decide the colour of the wall with, or someone to rant to, or someone to bath with after a long day, or someone to attend rest of the weddings with, or someone to shop for toothpaste with, or someone to fight over with for which couch to purchase, or someone to yell at, or someone to fly away with, or someone to fight every battle with, or someone to write songs for, or someone to grow old with,or someone to find their heaven with,or someone to love each day and never get bored of it, there was nobody else for them, but them.
So they lived in tales like the forever couple bought by differences together, making the impossible possible, giving hope that even the worst could work out if you love.
But when did they fell in love? Nobody knew, maybe it was in the sweet smiles in the coffee shop or maybe it was in the first kiss or maybe it was every time, they loved each other and when they fell in love it never mattered.They found their little teardrops of heaven with, a person to call home, someone to rest their face on shoulder to, someone to promise forever and always to and that’s what mattered.
I'm beyond devasted to bring this out immensely late but I'm emptying out the inbox now. Sorry for anyone who requests and gets on hold. I'll try my best to respond soon..
Better left unsaid
Dialogue prompt- 25. He was crying because of you.
Hey Anon, what have you made me do !!! However hope it meets your end, tried my best. Dialogue Prompts 27 and 31 coming soon | TW- ANGST | SAD ENDING |
Cause when you love someone, you need to let go.
The knocking had ceased and harry had finally opened the door, a cold air washing inside the silent apartament and then his eyes finally fell upon the slumped figure standing in the doorway.
" draco ?" Harry frowned as he opened the door wider for him to come in
Draco looked up at harry, tears all over his face " it's Ian "
Harry gave him a comforting look before he dragged him inside and hugged him, his hands rubbing his back softly as draco started crying in Harry's arms.
" shush.. we'll talk it out, alright " harry comforted him as he broke the hug and wiped draco's tears.
Draco nodded and followed harry into the living room and settled into the couch.
" I'll bring tea " harry announced and quickly fetched tea and biscuits for draco. Once done, harry joined him over the couch, crossing his legs over the couch himself.
" he- we had this fight and we just- I don't know harry. It's like I'm trying so hard to keep this relationship and he just, he just wants to throw it all away " draco hiccupped. Harry immediately held draco by his side.
" you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to " harry whispered as he pushed a strand of his hair His ear.
" I- I don't know harry. I don't know how many more fights I can take. Lately all I feel as if we is fight. There's- I'm trying so hard harry. I've always tried so hard but each time I'm- I always end up disappointing people " draco broke into sobs and Harry's hugged him tighter.
" that's not true draco. You never let me down. You've never disappointed me or your friends " harry reassured side glancing at draco.
" but it's different harry. I'm in love with Ian. I want him, I need him in my life. I want to hopefully marry him one day "
" y- you what? You want to marry him one day ?" It was as if it was the most absurd thing harry had ever encountered.
" of course harry. We've been together for 4 years, and we can't just throw away something like that. I don't want to-"
" but what's with all the fighting ?" Harry asked frowning
" these thing's happen. Yes, lately we've been fighting more than usual but it doesn't mean I don't want a future with him. I thought you knew that " Draco hummed as he broke free to look at harry.
" I- I mean I know you guys were serious. Just I didn't know this much " harry shrugged looking at the blank TV screen ahead.
" it'- that's alright. Now you know " draco shrugged sniffing.
Harry finally looked at Draco for a moment before he inculcated a smile " I think you guys would be great together. And you're right fights happens. Know what, whenever you feel as if you can't fight or you're done with all the drama, you come here and we'll watch a cliche teen movie. Sounds good ?"
Draco broke in a little smile and nodded, burying himself into Harry's side. With the abruptness Harry's hand went up in air before he looked at Draco, who needed comfort and harry wrapped his arms around him and turned on the television after asking if he wanted to talk more or not.
They laid there for hours until Draco had fallen asleep in Harry's arms and harry dared not move. He softly gazed at the puffy looking draco from all the tears and crying from before and sighed to himself and stared up at the ceiling comfortably thinking about draco had said the very evening.
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" i- I'm sorry sir but I can't allow you-"
" I don't fucking care. I need to see Ian palmer right now and that's it " harry raised his voice fighting security.
" sir, but, he gave strict instructions about not letting anyone inside-"
" it's no matter, let him in " ian suddenly appeared, nodding at his assistant.
Angrily harry broke free from the security and followed Ian into his office.
" what do I owe the pleasure of you visiting me harry ?" He asked as he settled in the chair behind the desk, pointing harry to take a seat in front.
" how Long have you been with draco ?" Harry asked standing still where he was, slightly furious.
Ian broke into a little chuckle " that's sort of an irrelevant question, don't you think. I mean he's your best friend , you must know-"
" answer me " harry raised his voice slamming his fists over the desk.
Ian jerked in his chair, before he adjusted his coat and pulled his chair forward " 4 and half years. Give or take a few months " he frowned
" and how many times have you seen him cry ?" Harry asked
" I don't-"
" just answer me " harry flared
" not a lot. He cried once at a close relatives funeral, one time during our initial dates when he was sharing about his life and one after he had a fight with you. Why do you ask ?"
Harry frowned suddenly feeling guilty that draco had cried because of harry once. He found it hard to believe that he cried because of him. Harry ?
"so you must know he's a strong, independent man who would not cry if not absolutely broken " harry nodded
" look harry, I appreciate you taking matters in hands and your concern but i really have a meeting to get to-"
" the fuck not. I'm not done " harry shouted
" no need to yell " ian too raised his voice defensively
" where the fuck did you go yesterday after you had a fight ?" Harry asked
" I- I hit a bar then crashed at a friend's. Look seriously I don't have time for this-"
" did you know where was he ?" Harry asked ignoring his statements about shortage of time
" I don't know harry. I can't keep a fucking track on him and frankly i don't care, alright. Fights happen but if he wants to be a baby that's on him " ian clenches his jaw as if he was furious.
" you don't care ? How the fuck can you not care ian? He's your bloody boyfriend" harry slammed his palms over the table again, slight sting of pain vibrating his hand.
" I just simply can't. I- look we had a fight. His decision he left the house and it's on him whatever he does-"
" he came to me and he was crying because of you " harry shouted.
That must've done something to Ian because suddenly he was rendered speechless. Anything coherent he wanted to speak off, died off in his throat and he remained nothing but seated, silent.
" I can see anything ian, but draco crying and I will not stand you being the reason of it. That man works his ass off for your relationship to work with him, schedule his work according to yours, make extravagant plans just for you, he literally does everything according to you and if you are the reason to make him cry, mark my words ian I will not let you live in peace. So you better keep him happy and give him a future he deserves or I'll hunt you down " harry glared at ian in serious threats until he stormed out.
The place must've heard the yellings and shouts because everyone turned their heads as harry Walked past them or maybe it seemed very clear that harry was furious at something, but he didn't care. He cared for that one man who probably was looking after his plants as of now or finishing up the laundry before he'd prepare dinner, his best friend, the best of it all. He only cared for draco and anyone who hurt him, it was as if Harry's duty to make sure he wasn't hurt.
The next few months escalated so quickly that harry barely saw any of draco. It was Only small conversations between them once a week about some or other work or usual happening, lasting not longer than a 15 minutes conversation. And very less visits at Harry's place, only in need. It was all until on a casual Saturday, draco came knocking on Harry's door once again. Only this time, he looked the happiest.
" what's with the smile ?" Harry asked grinning as he allowed draco inside the flat.
Draco gave him a smirk before he raised his left hand and showed it to harry.
Harry's eyes widened in complete shock as he almost touched draco's hands " y- you got engaged "
" yes " draco shrieked as he threw himself in a hug with harry. Hesitantly harry hugged him back, feeling his heart growing smaller and thumping louder and his mind losing ability to function.
He cleared his throat breaking free from the hug "how ? I mean, when ?"
" it was random. I never even expected it but after we had patched thing's up and it was going well for us, he proposed to me last night on dinner at Alessandro's " draco grinned staring at the platinum ring resting over his finger engraved with some words harry didn't linger onto read.
" i- I'm so happy for you. About time, right " harry grinned as he rubbed the back of his neck.
"y- you think it's right for us ? I mean we're not getting into it too fast are we ?" He asked as he walked past harry into the living room.
Harry followed him inside after rubbing his chest like it'd help him breathe more properly.
" I think it was about time " harry replied as he tried to reach for his full Breath following into the living room and sitting down next to draco.
" I think so too but do you think if it's that what we should do ?" Draco asked sounding genuine
" what does it matter what I say ?" Harry shrugged
" harry, you're my best friend. It's your opinion. If it be it, I'd rather marry you than him " draco joked. Only it took harry a couple of seconds to laugh at it.
" your opinion matters the most, really. I can only get into it knowing you're fine, and that you agree with it " draco slanted his head for emphasis.
Harry gazed at draco, looking at his hopeful eyes and twitching fingers, all with a little frown, he couldn't break his heart " of course. I think it's the best for you"
" I knew it " and with that Draco hugged harry again and this time harry hugged him back with a little to no smile, suddenly feeling down, grieved, sad if even.
" there's a party at Stella's tomorrow night to celebrate it. You'll be there right ?" Draco asked hopefully.
Harry wanted to deny, he so wanted to, he had a very important meeting with the senior auror about his promotion, yet one look at draco and his heart melted like a butter " of course "
Draco kisses Harry's cheeks chastily before he claimed he had Somethings and invite to put forward, so he needed to leave. Harry didn't make him stay.
And he wasn't anyone to make him stay. There was no one who made draco more happier and harry saw it when he came to the dinner next night and in lingering glances watched them together, smiling and kissing at every chance. And somehow nothing else mattered but draco's happiness.
He didn't know how, or when, or why but perhaps it didn't matter, the Answers didn't matter because at the altar it would be ian pronouncing his vows to draco and not him and just somewhere in his heart, he was fine with it because it made draco happy and harry would kill to keep him happy because he deserved every happiness in the world.
It was after midnight when harry was standing alone outside the back gate of the restaurant, smoking cigarettes, staring at the sky as if he was emptying his loving heart and pouring it out so he had nothing left.
" thought I'd find you here " he heard. He looked at his side, wiping off the little tears that blocked his vision, clearing his glasses and saw pansy standing there, smiling at him.
Harry shrugged because he had nothing left to say. Pansy stood next to harry, her back pressed against the wall too, taking the cigarette from harry and smoking off a ring.
" why didn't you ever tell him ?" She asked, watching him curiously as he stared at the stars again, crushing the cigarette against the wall.
" somethings are better left unsaid " harry replied as he slowly turned to watch pansy offering a sad smile, and then they turned towards the restaurant, the little sight of ian and draco laughing at something.
" wanna go in ?" She asked after having looked at them for long.
Harry nodded and walked back inside to take draco back home, and then only going to his empty palace. He sighed.
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In another life, in another time
Dialogue prompt- 27. what happened to us ? Part - 25 | part 31 coming soon |
TW- HEAVY ANGST | Amnesia | Sorry In advance..
Perhaps in another life, In another time, We'd be together.
The beats thumped louder, the footsteps dissolved somewhere in the big building. Harsh breaths leaving Harry's lips could be hear by anyone sitting besides him, he was grieving perhaps or breathing as a task to stay alive for a mere few seconds, even if he wasn't dying, a part of him was slowly approaching senescence, at least that's what he felt.
And finally he saw the healer's coming out talking to each other, whispering in low tone. He could sense the bad news by the way their faces expressed but he held onto a little hope. Just a little.
" Mr. Potter ?" One of the Healer approached harry as the other one's left offering him a sympathetic smile.
"H-he's fine, he is, right?" His voice came out in tremble with trying to control his trembling hands by his sides.
" he's fine " the healer pressed his lip in a thin line before adding " but -"
" no please. No Buts-"
" I'm sorry Mr. Potter. He- draco have suffered some rare oblivation spell. I'm sorry harry, draco have amnesia, anterograde or retrograde, we're not sure of it as of now "
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" I'm very glad we were Able to summon you mr. Potter " the healer offered harry a little smile as he pointed the chair in front of the desk to be attempted.
Harry hummed as he sat down on the chair, Shaking.
" I'm going to ask this as a friend harry, when was the last time you slept ?" He huffed.
Harry leaned back over the chair uncomfortably, gulping " I don't know " he grunted
" harry- y- you have to understand what I'm trying to tell you, alright ?" The healer asked. Harry nodded in soft lazy motions, yawning.
After supposedly half an hour, he walked out, every corner of his mind filled with unblinking thoughts. Draco didn't remember harry, he only remembered parts of harry that seemed much like a dream to him and there seemed little hope that he would but the Healer had suggested harry to try again, after unsuccessful attempts and practically forcing draco to remember him. This time harry was to need to a strategy to help draco remember thing's and the only way to it was by storing away his memories.
He passed by draco's ward watching him look outside the window, sitting on the edge of the bed, all alone. Harry wanted to go inside, try once again but he was sure by his previous Attempts he had scared off draco and harry was probably the last person he wanted to see as of now.
Heavy hearted harry walked home drenching himself in rain unknowningly, thoughts of draco brimming his mind to care about anything else.
" you'll have to try but you have to remember harry, he doesn't remember any part of your relationship and he might not even remember you forgiving him. You'll have to start from scratch. If you want him back harry you need do "
He opened the door to his apartment, memories of theirs of cooking on the kitchen, cuddling in the couch, laughing and throwing at pillows at each other, smiling at each other from across the hall, making out against the wall, all of it lingered in the background as a television show not ready to stop but harry didn't raise an eye as he walked into the shower and sat down with clothes on and remained there, numbness invading his senses until Ron had came to visit harry and had forced him out of the shower, helping him get dried up.
" I know it's hard harry, but he doesn't remember you "
" but we've been together for 5 years, he must remember something, anything ?"
" I'm not sure how but during the time of attack draco might've been trying to conceal his memories of you but instead of locking them away, he might've exposed them. In attempts to conceal them, he gave the attacker entrance to it and he possibly have forgotten everything about the relationship "
" how long were you in the shower for ?" Harry suddenly was broken out of numbness, finding Ron putting food over table.
" when did you came here ?" Harry only asked.
Ron looked at in little shock at harry before he sighed, letting it pass " I got you out of the cold shower "
Harry nodded, watching the food presented before him.
" from the looks of it, you met the healer today, didn't you ?" Ron asked. Harry looked up but didn't answer. He didn't know how to. He wasn't sure he could answer even.
" harry, It's been days. If you can't forget him, don't let him. His entire memory isn't blocked. You can try-"
" I've tried Ron but I gave the love of my life an almost panic attack in Trying to make him remember me " harry yelled
Ron startled and saw harry break down in front of him over the kitchen table, " I miss him, ron, he's here but I miss him "
" you have to try this time more patiently harry. If you want him back, you have to " Ron rubbed Harry's back as he hugged him.
" I- I don't know how to ron. It's hard " harry sobbed
"something is better than nothing. Try harry. Trying Is the only hope you've gotten "
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Harry shook his hands by his side violently, trying to shake off his anxiety and practiced deep breaths beforehand he knocked on the door.
" come in " he heard.. harry let out a deep breath before he plastered a smile and finally walked through the door.
" hi " harry waved awkwardly
" you " draco raised an eyebrow at harry. Harry closed his eyes, remembering why he is doing this.
" I was wondering if we could talk about the other day ?" Harry asked not moving a step forward
" haven't you done enough " draco rolled his eyes.
Harry swallowed " I- I just wanted to apologise "
" for which part exactly ? The yelling at me like a baboon or basically causing me a panic attack "
" both " harry sighed " listen, I don't think you understand how hard this is for me-"
" hard for you ? I'm the one who doesn't remember people, I've lost chunk of memories and it's hard for you" draco narrowed his eyes at harry
" I- I understand but you see- well it's not as same as you- but-" but harry couldn't go on. He couldn't and draco only waited for him to go on. He didn't.
" you know what it doesn't matter. Let me reintroduce myself, Hi I'm harry potter, I'm your used to be arch nemesis and i- we- well I'd like to be friends with you "
" friends with me? Like my days have became that had that I'd be friends with you potter!? " Draco Airily laughed " no thanks I'm fine "
If only draco knew what he had done, if he only knew. Harry couldn't stand it. He thought he could but he couldn't. He ran out into the washroom and let his burying feelings evade, breaking into heavy sobs. He couldn't do it. Not when he knew Draco didn't remember anything, that he didn't remember harry.
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" where did you ran to yesterday ?" Draco asked as harry fetched him water today
" I- I had Somewhere to be " harry cleared his throat as he gave him the glass of water.
" it was weird. You asked me to be your friend, then you ran and yet here you are again. There's something weird about you Potter-"
" harry, please " it hurt even to think of how draco didn't know what he was doing by calling him potter.
" it's weird. I've always called you potter, It'd be weird to call you by your first name. Besides I don't think we are on first name basis " draco shrugged his shoulders as he watched harry leaned against the wall, fumbling with the zip of his jacket.
" right, I forgot "
" weird, you're not the one who have amnesia.. you are acting strange you know that. Pretty weird " draco frowned
" it- well we used to be to- friends. We were friends so it's just weird how now you call me potter when I'm used to being harry for you "
"still weird. I mean I at least remember being with people, but you, no recollections as if we were never even friends. Hope you're not lying potter " draco casually said.
Harry exhaled deeply, tears forming at the brim of his eyes " it's alright. You can call me potter until we become friend's "
" why are you so persistent on being friends with me ? I thought you hated me ?" Draco curiously asked.
" because " harry couldn't go on. He couldn't.
" you need to start finishing your sentences potter " draco raised his eyebrows at harry mockingly.
Harry hummed and just stood there watching draco flip pages of a magazine until Draco asked him to leave. Harry did. He had no other option.
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" you didn't come yesterday ?" Draco asked one day, watching harry knit a sweater for him..
" I- I had something " he lied. He was lying in bed haunted by draco visiting his dreams, sitting on an empty date table at their 6th anniversary, day they were supposed to move in together, eating draco's favourite dish, all by himself.
" not very nice of you skip a night if you're trying to be friends " draco teased. Harry looked up at Draco with a small smile before he went back to knitting.
Draco observed harry as if he was a blank canvas waiting to be drawed upon, his glance curious. Draco would be lying to himself if he said that he wasn't curious about why harry was the only one so persistent about being friends, as if there were greater reasons but no matter how hard he tried to remember, he only remembered him apologizing to him after war, and nothing else.
" do you not sleep at all or those dark circles are just fashion ?" Draco asked
"I- have trouble sleeping " harry replied, pressing his lips in a thin line.
" you can sleep around here if you want to you know.. It'll be a secret" he cared. Draco cared and it only offered false hope to harry, one he should've been very much aware of not to fall into trap to.
" I'll keep that in mind " for the first time harry offered draco a warming smile before he began knitting again and draco absent-mindedly flipped pages of magazine again.
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" wow- such a grand celebration " draco laughed as he saw his friends come in with cakes and balloons
" since you couldn't celebrate your half birthday as you always do, we thought we'd bring it to you " pansy chimed.
Draco laughed and started singing along with them as they sang the birthday song, making draco happier than he had felt in days. And in even so everything, he couldn't stop thinking about harry standing in the background, then walking out in the Middle. Hermione followed him outside and from what draco saw, it seemed like she was hugging him, trying to probably comfort him, but before he Could've stared any longer, pansy forced him to cut the cake.
Something felt missing, there was and it Haunted draco to think of what it was. There was no one more hurt by the fact that he couldn't remember even when he tried so hard. He knew there was something missing, he could feel it, he just didn't know what and for whatever reason, it felt it was related to harry.
" y- that necklace " draco had pointed out at Harry's neck when he was helping draco with adjusting his pillows.
" that-"
" it's yours " harry smiled lightly, helping Draco lean backwards.
" how? How do you have it ?"he asked curiously.
" you gifted it to me, don't you remem- " harry stopped himself.
" you gifted it to me. You can have it back if you want " harry offered as he hesitantly reached his neck to unlock it but draco stopped him.
" it's fine. Keep it. Feels like it holds much meaning to you than to me " draco replied.
Harry gazed at draco softly before he pressed a small kiss on his forehead " it does " harry whispered and left, like a dying wind.
Draco played with the ring on his finger for a larger part of the night, haunted by the fact again that harry had different motives. He Could sense it but the more he tried to think, the more he felt as though he was stepping away, more he was forgetting and it ached draco. He knew it, he felt it but he was too Afraid. He was afraid of hurting even if he didn't know what he'd even do.
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" harry, stop this " one day draco abruptly said while harry was helping With last of draco's bandages
" what? What do you mean ?" Harry asked puzzled
Draco breathed in deeply, gulping, preparing himself to drop the bomb " stop taking care of me, stop trying to do whatever it is you're trying to do, can't you see it already, it's not- it's not what you want "
Harry looked at Draco as the pained expression found his face and he softly whispered " you don't know what this means, do you ?"
Draco shook his head painfully denying.
Harry gave him a sad smile as he sat down on the chair next to draco's bed, his head dropping, a single tear dripping down his eye.
" to you it's just me trying to be friends with you but it's so much more than that. It's more than about just being friends for me " harry whispered.
" it Always have been so much more than that. Yet I've been holding onto the hope all along but -"
" I don't remember " draco finished his sentence somehow knowing harry was about to say that.
" stop doing it to yourself harry " draco sympathetically said
" I- can't. I -"
" you have to " draco raised his voice
" can't you see it, I can't. Do you even realise how much it pains me to see you everyday on the bed, holding onto one single ray of hope that you'll remember. But you, remember nothing. 6 years of memories , gone just like that. You don't get to say any of it draco, you're living it painfully, I walk in everyday to an Empty apartment, crying myself to sleep in just one hope that you'll remember-"
" but that's the thing, I will not harry. i can't and i won't " draco interjected loudly.
" I will not remember harry. Stop hurting yourself " draco whimpered.
Harry looked only once at Draco " I know " before his whispers Turned into sobs and harry was shaking with the pain.
Draco tried to comfort harry, rubbing his back, trying to tell him it's alright but he knew it provided no solace. It didn't mend his broken heart when he was the one causing his heart to break in little fragile fractions of glasses until it was scattered across everywhere.
" I pretended it didn't hurt, but it does. It does so much that I can't even sleep at night" harry whimpered as he hugged draco. Draco rested his chin on top of Harry's head, rubbing circles over his back, providing any comfort he could offer.
They remained like that for several moments until Harry's breathing came to normal and draco finally broke the silence with a painful statment " what happened to us?"
It wasn't a question, it was a statement, a grief to offer, a way to express sorrow, to visit pain. It was to offer solace that draco too regretted and harry knew he did. It was a way of saying that when they expected cherish and Making more memories, living together, waking up next to each other, instead they were fighting through, waking up in hospital bed, grieving on lost memories. Where life landed them.
" I have got to go " harry finally said, Breaking from the little hug.
Draco looked at harry only for a moment before he kissed harry in pity of being unable to give everything to harry he had once promised him and that left him in tears again.
Harry broke free crying, desperately trying to conceal his whines.
" I'm sorry harry, I really am " draco's eyes prickled with tears as the moon danced over them in the late night..
Harry stood there in silence for several moments, packing away the memories,. storing away draco somewhere he'd only visit in dreams until it was time to finally leave and he reluctantly walked towards the door..
" I'd like if we can be friends harry.. " draco offered.
Harry turned around, giving draco a small smile " I'd rather not have you at all than only for a few, draco "
" perhaps in another life, I'm another time we'd be together and neither of us would forget "
And harry walked away, coldness settling in as draco long stared at the doorframe.
I swear I'm sorry. ( Thanks to Tom Odell for putting me in feels )
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In another life, in another time
Dialogue prompt- 27. what happened to us ? Part - 25 | part 31 coming soon |
TW- HEAVY ANGST | Amnesia | Sorry In advance..
Perhaps in another life, In another time, We'd be together.
The beats thumped louder, the footsteps dissolved somewhere in the big building. Harsh breaths leaving Harry's lips could be hear by anyone sitting besides him, he was grieving perhaps or breathing as a task to stay alive for a mere few seconds, even if he wasn't dying, a part of him was slowly approaching senescence, at least that's what he felt.
And finally he saw the healer's coming out talking to each other, whispering in low tone. He could sense the bad news by the way their faces expressed but he held onto a little hope. Just a little.
" Mr. Potter ?" One of the Healer approached harry as the other one's left offering him a sympathetic smile.
"H-he's fine, he is, right?" His voice came out in tremble with trying to control his trembling hands by his sides.
" he's fine " the healer pressed his lip in a thin line before adding " but -"
" no please. No Buts-"
" I'm sorry Mr. Potter. He- draco have suffered some rare oblivation spell. I'm sorry harry, draco have amnesia, anterograde or retrograde, we're not sure of it as of now "
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" I'm very glad we were Able to summon you mr. Potter " the healer offered harry a little smile as he pointed the chair in front of the desk to be attempted.
Harry hummed as he sat down on the chair, Shaking.
" I'm going to ask this as a friend harry, when was the last time you slept ?" He huffed.
Harry leaned back over the chair uncomfortably, gulping " I don't know " he grunted
" harry- y- you have to understand what I'm trying to tell you, alright ?" The healer asked. Harry nodded in soft lazy motions, yawning.
After supposedly half an hour, he walked out, every corner of his mind filled with unblinking thoughts. Draco didn't remember harry, he only remembered parts of harry that seemed much like a dream to him and there seemed little hope that he would but the Healer had suggested harry to try again, after unsuccessful attempts and practically forcing draco to remember him. This time harry was to need to a strategy to help draco remember thing's and the only way to it was by storing away his memories.
He passed by draco's ward watching him look outside the window, sitting on the edge of the bed, all alone. Harry wanted to go inside, try once again but he was sure by his previous Attempts he had scared off draco and harry was probably the last person he wanted to see as of now.
Heavy hearted harry walked home drenching himself in rain unknowningly, thoughts of draco brimming his mind to care about anything else.
" you'll have to try but you have to remember harry, he doesn't remember any part of your relationship and he might not even remember you forgiving him. You'll have to start from scratch. If you want him back harry you need do "
He opened the door to his apartment, memories of theirs of cooking on the kitchen, cuddling in the couch, laughing and throwing at pillows at each other, smiling at each other from across the hall, making out against the wall, all of it lingered in the background as a television show not ready to stop but harry didn't raise an eye as he walked into the shower and sat down with clothes on and remained there, numbness invading his senses until Ron had came to visit harry and had forced him out of the shower, helping him get dried up.
" I know it's hard harry, but he doesn't remember you "
" but we've been together for 5 years, he must remember something, anything ?"
" I'm not sure how but during the time of attack draco might've been trying to conceal his memories of you but instead of locking them away, he might've exposed them. In attempts to conceal them, he gave the attacker entrance to it and he possibly have forgotten everything about the relationship "
" how long were you in the shower for ?" Harry suddenly was broken out of numbness, finding Ron putting food over table.
" when did you came here ?" Harry only asked.
Ron looked at in little shock at harry before he sighed, letting it pass " I got you out of the cold shower "
Harry nodded, watching the food presented before him.
" from the looks of it, you met the healer today, didn't you ?" Ron asked. Harry looked up but didn't answer. He didn't know how to. He wasn't sure he could answer even.
" harry, It's been days. If you can't forget him, don't let him. His entire memory isn't blocked. You can try-"
" I've tried Ron but I gave the love of my life an almost panic attack in Trying to make him remember me " harry yelled
Ron startled and saw harry break down in front of him over the kitchen table, " I miss him, ron, he's here but I miss him "
" you have to try this time more patiently harry. If you want him back, you have to " Ron rubbed Harry's back as he hugged him.
" I- I don't know how to ron. It's hard " harry sobbed
"something is better than nothing. Try harry. Trying Is the only hope you've gotten "
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Harry shook his hands by his side violently, trying to shake off his anxiety and practiced deep breaths beforehand he knocked on the door.
" come in " he heard.. harry let out a deep breath before he plastered a smile and finally walked through the door.
" hi " harry waved awkwardly
" you " draco raised an eyebrow at harry. Harry closed his eyes, remembering why he is doing this.
" I was wondering if we could talk about the other day ?" Harry asked not moving a step forward
" haven't you done enough " draco rolled his eyes.
Harry swallowed " I- I just wanted to apologise "
" for which part exactly ? The yelling at me like a baboon or basically causing me a panic attack "
" both " harry sighed " listen, I don't think you understand how hard this is for me-"
" hard for you ? I'm the one who doesn't remember people, I've lost chunk of memories and it's hard for you" draco narrowed his eyes at harry
" I- I understand but you see- well it's not as same as you- but-" but harry couldn't go on. He couldn't and draco only waited for him to go on. He didn't.
" you know what it doesn't matter. Let me reintroduce myself, Hi I'm harry potter, I'm your used to be arch nemesis and i- we- well I'd like to be friends with you "
" friends with me? Like my days have became that had that I'd be friends with you potter!? " Draco Airily laughed " no thanks I'm fine "
If only draco knew what he had done, if he only knew. Harry couldn't stand it. He thought he could but he couldn't. He ran out into the washroom and let his burying feelings evade, breaking into heavy sobs. He couldn't do it. Not when he knew Draco didn't remember anything, that he didn't remember harry.
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" where did you ran to yesterday ?" Draco asked as harry fetched him water today
" I- I had Somewhere to be " harry cleared his throat as he gave him the glass of water.
" it was weird. You asked me to be your friend, then you ran and yet here you are again. There's something weird about you Potter-"
" harry, please " it hurt even to think of how draco didn't know what he was doing by calling him potter.
" it's weird. I've always called you potter, It'd be weird to call you by your first name. Besides I don't think we are on first name basis " draco shrugged his shoulders as he watched harry leaned against the wall, fumbling with the zip of his jacket.
" right, I forgot "
" weird, you're not the one who have amnesia.. you are acting strange you know that. Pretty weird " draco frowned
" it- well we used to be to- friends. We were friends so it's just weird how now you call me potter when I'm used to being harry for you "
"still weird. I mean I at least remember being with people, but you, no recollections as if we were never even friends. Hope you're not lying potter " draco casually said.
Harry exhaled deeply, tears forming at the brim of his eyes " it's alright. You can call me potter until we become friend's "
" why are you so persistent on being friends with me ? I thought you hated me ?" Draco curiously asked.
" because " harry couldn't go on. He couldn't.
" you need to start finishing your sentences potter " draco raised his eyebrows at harry mockingly.
Harry hummed and just stood there watching draco flip pages of a magazine until Draco asked him to leave. Harry did. He had no other option.
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" you didn't come yesterday ?" Draco asked one day, watching harry knit a sweater for him..
" I- I had something " he lied. He was lying in bed haunted by draco visiting his dreams, sitting on an empty date table at their 6th anniversary, day they were supposed to move in together, eating draco's favourite dish, all by himself.
" not very nice of you skip a night if you're trying to be friends " draco teased. Harry looked up at Draco with a small smile before he went back to knitting.
Draco observed harry as if he was a blank canvas waiting to be drawed upon, his glance curious. Draco would be lying to himself if he said that he wasn't curious about why harry was the only one so persistent about being friends, as if there were greater reasons but no matter how hard he tried to remember, he only remembered him apologizing to him after war, and nothing else.
" do you not sleep at all or those dark circles are just fashion ?" Draco asked
"I- have trouble sleeping " harry replied, pressing his lips in a thin line.
" you can sleep around here if you want to you know.. It'll be a secret" he cared. Draco cared and it only offered false hope to harry, one he should've been very much aware of not to fall into trap to.
" I'll keep that in mind " for the first time harry offered draco a warming smile before he began knitting again and draco absent-mindedly flipped pages of magazine again.
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" wow- such a grand celebration " draco laughed as he saw his friends come in with cakes and balloons
" since you couldn't celebrate your half birthday as you always do, we thought we'd bring it to you " pansy chimed.
Draco laughed and started singing along with them as they sang the birthday song, making draco happier than he had felt in days. And in even so everything, he couldn't stop thinking about harry standing in the background, then walking out in the Middle. Hermione followed him outside and from what draco saw, it seemed like she was hugging him, trying to probably comfort him, but before he Could've stared any longer, pansy forced him to cut the cake.
Something felt missing, there was and it Haunted draco to think of what it was. There was no one more hurt by the fact that he couldn't remember even when he tried so hard. He knew there was something missing, he could feel it, he just didn't know what and for whatever reason, it felt it was related to harry.
" y- that necklace " draco had pointed out at Harry's neck when he was helping draco with adjusting his pillows.
" that-"
" it's yours " harry smiled lightly, helping Draco lean backwards.
" how? How do you have it ?"he asked curiously.
" you gifted it to me, don't you remem- " harry stopped himself.
" you gifted it to me. You can have it back if you want " harry offered as he hesitantly reached his neck to unlock it but draco stopped him.
" it's fine. Keep it. Feels like it holds much meaning to you than to me " draco replied.
Harry gazed at draco softly before he pressed a small kiss on his forehead " it does " harry whispered and left, like a dying wind.
Draco played with the ring on his finger for a larger part of the night, haunted by the fact again that harry had different motives. He Could sense it but the more he tried to think, the more he felt as though he was stepping away, more he was forgetting and it ached draco. He knew it, he felt it but he was too Afraid. He was afraid of hurting even if he didn't know what he'd even do.
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" harry, stop this " one day draco abruptly said while harry was helping With last of draco's bandages
" what? What do you mean ?" Harry asked puzzled
Draco breathed in deeply, gulping, preparing himself to drop the bomb " stop taking care of me, stop trying to do whatever it is you're trying to do, can't you see it already, it's not- it's not what you want "
Harry looked at Draco as the pained expression found his face and he softly whispered " you don't know what this means, do you ?"
Draco shook his head painfully denying.
Harry gave him a sad smile as he sat down on the chair next to draco's bed, his head dropping, a single tear dripping down his eye.
" to you it's just me trying to be friends with you but it's so much more than that. It's more than about just being friends for me " harry whispered.
" it Always have been so much more than that. Yet I've been holding onto the hope all along but -"
" I don't remember " draco finished his sentence somehow knowing harry was about to say that.
" stop doing it to yourself harry " draco sympathetically said
" I- can't. I -"
" you have to " draco raised his voice
" can't you see it, I can't. Do you even realise how much it pains me to see you everyday on the bed, holding onto one single ray of hope that you'll remember. But you, remember nothing. 6 years of memories , gone just like that. You don't get to say any of it draco, you're living it painfully, I walk in everyday to an Empty apartment, crying myself to sleep in just one hope that you'll remember-"
" but that's the thing, I will not harry. i can't and i won't " draco interjected loudly.
" I will not remember harry. Stop hurting yourself " draco whimpered.
Harry looked only once at Draco " I know " before his whispers Turned into sobs and harry was shaking with the pain.
Draco tried to comfort harry, rubbing his back, trying to tell him it's alright but he knew it provided no solace. It didn't mend his broken heart when he was the one causing his heart to break in little fragile fractions of glasses until it was scattered across everywhere.
" I pretended it didn't hurt, but it does. It does so much that I can't even sleep at night" harry whimpered as he hugged draco. Draco rested his chin on top of Harry's head, rubbing circles over his back, providing any comfort he could offer.
They remained like that for several moments until Harry's breathing came to normal and draco finally broke the silence with a painful statment " what happened to us?"
It wasn't a question, it was a statement, a grief to offer, a way to express sorrow, to visit pain. It was to offer solace that draco too regretted and harry knew he did. It was a way of saying that when they expected cherish and Making more memories, living together, waking up next to each other, instead they were fighting through, waking up in hospital bed, grieving on lost memories. Where life landed them.
" I have got to go " harry finally said, Breaking from the little hug.
Draco looked at harry only for a moment before he kissed harry in pity of being unable to give everything to harry he had once promised him and that left him in tears again.
Harry broke free crying, desperately trying to conceal his whines.
" I'm sorry harry, I really am " draco's eyes prickled with tears as the moon danced over them in the late night..
Harry stood there in silence for several moments, packing away the memories,. storing away draco somewhere he'd only visit in dreams until it was time to finally leave and he reluctantly walked towards the door..
" I'd like if we can be friends harry.. " draco offered.
Harry turned around, giving draco a small smile " I'd rather not have you at all than only for a few, draco "
" perhaps in another life, I'm another time we'd be together and neither of us would forget "
And harry walked away, coldness settling in as draco long stared at the doorframe.
I swear I'm sorry. ( Thanks to Tom Odell for putting me in feels )
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Prompts no 25, 27, 31 angst and non happy ending because I'm a little sad
The affair
Dialogue prompt 31- I want you to list every lie you ever told me.. then I'll forgive you | I hope whoever you are, you're doing better now. My apologies for bringing it out pretty late.
TW- ANGST | Harry loved him, only till fire burned.
Prompt 25 | prompt 27
It could have been love.
Or perhaps it was love until the arson had lasted and the land got buried in the ashes. Maybe it was love, until the fire remained burning, and the air had stated vanishing and soon it died.
He always knew he thought love was a transaction, to get something back in return for what you deposit in, he never believed in it but was Draco swooned. He let himself take the fall hoping that maybe harry would save him. He knew what he was getting into but too fooled was he to believe that love changes people, he held onto the false hope. He assumed, he believed in himself that maybe, just maybe after everything Harry had been through, after everything he fought for, maybe he'd like to not face change anymore. That maybe after everything, he deserved to be loved and deserve to love. That maybe he too felt that there was none who understood him better than Draco like he did, only he should've known.
But once learnt the hard way, draco didn't know how many loses more could he take. Maybe he felt as though he owed it to harry, that perhaps harry was his last shot at love, no matter what happened. Even with the ever consuming lies building up in the relationship that had been going on for 3 years. But Draco would lie to himself if he said he was happy anymore. He used to be, but he hadn't felt the little comfort in the physical affection or more than a chaste kiss in the past few months and he was afraid. Afraid that his inner voice was right.
" I think he's cheating on me " Draco numbly spoke to pansy as he drank his cold coffee
" oh hone-"
" I knew it " Draco interjected.
Pansy gave him a pity look but oh she knew too. She knew he was cheating. The lies Harry had fed only worked a little.
" how do you know ?" Pansy asked, holding a little of Draco's hand in a comforting touch over the table.
" he told me he'd be at the office yesterday. I went to drop him something but he wasn't there. He had left hours ago " Draco replied blankly stating at pansy drawing circles on the upper side of his hand
" but you can't be sure " pansy sighed.
Draco hummed, deciding to not further talk about it.
Perhaps days went by, Draco had stopped counting, he has stopped looking at the calender when their anniversary passed as a forgotten date. Perhaps weeks since Harry tried to come home and cuddle with Draco. And maybe month too when they last went on a date.
Why was Draco doing this to himself? Fear.
He watched as the light, the spark, the fire diminish in Harry's eyes for Draco but a new one was born each day he left for work, like he had something to look forward to. He felt it in Harry's soft light chaste touches that they weren't a secret, private anymore, they were of Someone else too. He even smelled the perfume of another one on Harry's shirt. Yet he rested in fear, fear he'd never be loved again. Because even if everything, harry still was his boyfriend, by tag but he was.. it was all in the labels. But He didn't even come to Draco's work party.
" why don't you leave him ?" Blaise had asked. Draco only shrugged, yawning.
" do you even sleep anymore?" Blaise tried asking again. Draco shrugged once again. He had lost count of hours he slept too.
But alone in the night, sitting on a bed in loneliness even with the body next to him, he cried relentlessly in silent sobs. He would bite his palm to keep the muffles inside as he'd stare at the man he'd once loved, become Lost. He missed the harry who'd kiss him before sleeping or who'd whisper good night or the one's who dragged draco to shower with him or the harry who'd visit between works to take him out for lunch.. he missed the harry that was only his own and not shared as a public property.
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He sat alone on the table of a family dinner as his father for first In a while looked at Draco in pity sitting next to an empty chair, reserved for his love who never showed up.
" we should start. He must be stuck with something " Draco Whispered.
Narcissa hesitantly nodded, helping serve the dinner and the family ate in low Whispers and soft chews.
And then perhaps as if an old friend has knocked his door, Draco was met with the young boy who loved Harry in his rivalry,who stood for what was right, for what wasn't just to him, one who believed that if love existed he'd never settle for less. Slamming the door shut, Draco instead of disapparating, stumbled back home with one bottle of whiskey he couldn't even drink because of the drowning heart that yearned sobriety.
" where were you ?" Harry has asked sitting on the sofa, watching TV at midnight when draco had stumbled back home.
But draco didn't respond, placed the bottle on the counter top, only little drunk, unknown tears smeared across his face.
" I asked you a question Draco, where were you ?" Harry sternly asked as he turned around to watch Draco
" are you fucking drunk ?' harry was perhaps disgusted but it only made Draco laugh. A mock.
" do you ask your other boy that too ?"
" what- what other boy ?" But harry was a bad liar.
Draco sniffed in as he walked forwards, collapsed on the couch next to Harry's and stared blankly out of the window, tears immediately blurring his vision.
" it was my parents anniversary today? Do you remember ? I told you a day before yesterday to be there, even sent a memo ? Did you receive ?" Draco asked, his legs shaking.
" oh- see I kept thinking I was forgetting something. I'm so sorry babe-"
" don't-call-me-that" Draco sneered
" what is the matter with you ?" Harry asked thoroughly offended
But Draco only exhaled a shaky breath, his hands contributing to the shakiness and he finally landed his eyes upon the man he had lost.
" was I not enough ?" His voice broke as he asked, staring into Harry's lost face
" what are you even on about-"
" your affair harry. Your bloody affair " Draco raised his voice so as to be stern, confident that be wasn't lying.
" what ? I don't have any affair. I'm offended that you even think that Draco. After everything we've been through-"
"bullshit " Draco snapped
" you think I can't see it Harry ? I can sense it across an entire room if you're there or not, don't you think I wouldn't know that the man I loved is not just Mine anymore ?"
" you're being ridiculous " harry rolled his eyes.
Draco gave Harry a weak smile before he went on " do you remember the last time you told me you loved me ?"
Harry frowned as he thought upon until the realisation hit " i- I didn't realize -"
" I don't blame you " Draco shook his head " I can't even if I Want to. Perhaps I am infact not enough.. perhaps I've failed to be who you wanted me to be. I don't blame you harry, I don't-"
" Draco, there's nothing going-"
" what's his name ?" Draco interjected
" there's no one "
" does he make you happy ?" Draco asked weakly
" Draco, there isn't-"
" does he kiss better than I do ?" Draco asked, his voice breaking.
Harry sighed " I'm not cheating Draco "
" then when did you fall out of love with me ?" Draco asked
Harry stared at Draco long enough to see the pain turning to mocking numbness " I never did "
" liar " Draco sneered as he looked away, not even bringing his hands up to wipe his tears.
" I love you Draco-"
" liar " Draco suddenly raised his voice " you're a pathetic liar " he sobbed
" all this time I tried to forgive you in my head but I only need to ask one thing, what did I do to deserve this ?" Draco sobbed
Harry's face filled with pity as he closed distance between them to wipe Draco's tears away but he jerked his hands away.
" I didn't mean for it to happen " harry finally said as he looked down at his feets, as though he was disgusted in himself.
Draco looked at harry attentively " how long ?"
" Draco-"
" how long harry ?" Draco asked sniffing
" 5 months " harry replied. It should not have been a blow, not have hurt this bad, because Draco already knew but he did. Tears rapidly burning his face as pathetic sobs left his lips and he looked away as if he couldn't bear to look at harry.
" it meant nothing to me Draco-"
" it doesn't matter " Draco interjected, heaving for a long breath
" no I mean it Draco, it didn't mean anything "
" if it didn't mean anything then why were you with him tonight instead of me ?"
But in hopes of trying to fix things, harry couldn't formulate an answer without hurting Draco.
" I really loved you harry, I still do and I hate myself for it but I will let you go "
" Draco Don't-"
" I have loved you enough but in hopes of trying to keep you close, I have made you runaway from me and that's no one's but my own fault. Perhaps I loved you too much or too little but neither of it was enough to make you stay " Draco cried in silent tears.
" don't say that Draco. Please. I still love you. I never stopped. I'll leave him for you. I only love you. It was a mistake Draco. I promise it won't happen again. I'm sorry Draco, please, please forgive me " harry begged
Draco offered Harry a little smile before he took Harry's hands in how own, locking their finger's together and kissing his knuckles.
" I Want you to list every lie you ever told. Then maybe I'll forgive you "
And in that sweetness Draco left Harry more broken than he had ever felt. Filled with regret he had never felt. Pain he had long forgotten. Misery and sorrow he had said good-bye too. But it was in his sweetness harry had loved him and it was in his sweetness he had lost him. That night when Draco went away, with no response, he never came back again and harry was left alone.
It could have been love, or perhaps it was, only until the night was young and the sun had not risen.
Till the mortal fire had burnt.
It's basically midnight thoughts.
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Dialogue Prompt - 4. " How bad do you want to kill me right now ?" " I'm hovering somewhere in the mid thirties " | I'm so so glad this isn't an angst | fuff | non established relationship |
Harry and draco are assigned to be together in one room without killing each other( sarcasm of course )
" harry it is was a reckless move-"
" but-"
" you could've been killed. Why are you not taking this seriously? " Robert raised his voice
" but we caught the criminal " harry shrugged
" on the stake of your partner's life " Robert threw his hands in the air in frustation
Draco scoffed sitting on Harry's side.
" you're no right either draco. What harry did was just a soon to be collateral damage, you defied the original plan " Robert slammed his hands over his desk
" but it led us closer to the criminal -"
" again at the stake of life of people, at the stake of your own life " Robert collapsed into his chair, pinching the bridge of his nose " I- I'm so bloody done with both of you. You know what you both were right, pairing you two was an absolute disaster, it's all my fault that I thought you could work together but I will not be having anymore of this, of this nuisance "
" glad we agree finally-"
" about time you figured-"
" you both are demoted- "
" What ?" They simultaneously responded in shock
" -for the day. I want you both to take the day off, clean out the file room "
" we're not in fucking school. It's like giving us detention " draco whined
" but you two are nothing more than kids. I have made my decision and if by the end of the day too you are still ready to kill each other, you both will be in Different department or possibly promoted or demoted " Robert sighed
" you- you can't do that " harry said, holding onto the armrest of the chair too tightly
" I can and I will if you both force me to. I have made my decision. The room is on first floor " Robert said as he passed them the keys and started looking through his file.
" what are you waiting for ? Go "
Groaning they both stood up scowling at each other and left the office to go to the file room. Somehow harry had dodged off for a while and then went into the room on the first floor, seeing draco sat on a chair with his legs up over the desk reading something.
" it's a pleasure to be here with you mr. Malfoy " harry rolled his eyes, making space to walk into the room
"pleasure to know you finally showed up " draco rolled his eyes, taking his feets off and watching harry stumbling over things.
" couldn't you had made enough room to walk ?" Harry sighed as he stumbled over a box, his shoelaces and falling backwards with a gasp.
At first it didn't bother Draco until it hit him and immediately stood up, shock formulating his face.
" you- fucking idiot " draco gasped as he Walked towards the door, trying to unlock the door.
" I can't wrap my head around how Caring and kind you are. Thank you for asking me how I am, which by the way I am fine " harry rolled his eyes, getting up and dusting off his clothes.
“you dumb nitwit, the door had no handle and you fucking tripped over “ draco insulted as he tried to look for a desperate way to open the door
“ well someone should’ve told “ harry threw at draco, blaming him for not telling him before
" only if you had kept your mouth shut- and for fucks sake tied your shoelaces you wouldn't had tripped over " draco sneered
" not like I asked for it. We'll just alohomora it" harry shrugged casually. Draco raised an eyebrow at harry, crossing his arms.
" be my guest "
Harry rolled his eyes, taking out his wand, casting alohomora and failing without a doubt
" aw, has the chosen one, the golden boy failed to cast a simple unlocking spell " draco sarcastically cooed
Harry sneered at draco, casting another spell to allow it to open but with no success.
" you know what, why don't you just cast a bombarda spell, Maybe that'll break it open like you almost did to me today" draco scowled
"you so make me wish I had blown you up. I wouldn't had to be stuck with you here " harry narrowed his eyes at Draco
" oh trust me I'd rather be blown up than be here with you " draco rolled his eyes, Bending down to pick something to open the door.
" why don't you try opening the door If you're desperate to just break free "
" oh my god, you gave me new insights potter. I never thought Of it " draco sarcastically strolled, rolling his eyes afterwards.
Harry angrily huffed rolling his eyes " you know I didn't ask for this "
" oh really ? Because it seems otherwise " draco threw at him as he went back to sitting on the chair, Lifting his legs upon the table, back to reading whatever he was reading before.
" so what? You're gonna sit there like a bloody king and not do anything ?" Harry insultingly raised his eyebrows at draco.
" you know what, take it as a fruit of your doings. You are the reason we're here, you're the reason the door is locked which isn't opening to any spells because it's a safe room by the way you idiot. So yes you're doing it, not me " draco titled his head in a mock, smiling devilishly before drowning into reading.
Harry cursed under his breath " whatever, I'll do it myself "
Draco shrugged his shoulders without looking up at harry.
Harry silently sneered at draco before he actually decided to work and started stalking files over the desk draco had raised his long legs upon.
" can you not ?" Draco huffed as harry stalked files after files over the table.
" oh my majesty are you troubled ?" Harry asked innocently with a pile of file in his hands
" of course " draco raised an eyebrow in obviousness
" too bad " harry gave a mocking smile before he placed the stalk right where his feets were making him quickly take them off the table.
" okay this is enough, what the fuck Is your problem ?" Draco threw as he slammed the book on the chair after standing up facing a slightly shorter harry.
" my problem ?" Harry sarcastically Chuckled pointing to himself " you think I have a problem?! Are you like high or something, I'm Just doing the work we're supposed to do. If there's anyone who have problems that's you. What the hell is your problem Malfoy ?"
" what makes your thick brain think I have a problem ?" Draco sneered as he took one step closer to harry
" basically everything. You have problem with mere existence of me and this is definitely not something new, you've always hated me, haven't you "
" you actually believe that? You actually believe that I have a problem with you because I've Always had one? "
" of course. You hate me because you know I'm better than you " harry should've known he stepped a nerve, but he Daringly smirked as draco flared.
" you fucking- moron " draco grunted as he pushed harry against the shelf behind them knocking files over the floor, almost wanting to hit him.
" what are you waiting for ? Hit me? You know you want to " harry egged on
" come on, have you no courage " harry mocked. Draco's fist almost levelled his shoulders when he stopped
Harry sneered at draco inching his face closer " you know you can't do it " and he broke free of the trap and started stalking files again. Frustatingly draco groaned to himself and started stalking files on the floor too.
It might've been over an hour after they had silently obliged to working individually when Draco heard harry groaning.
" what now ?" Draco rolled his eyes turning to harry.
" what, do your own work "
Draco rolled his eyes again and started putting files in shelf according to crimes assaulted in alphabetical order when he heard harry groaning again.
" Just for one miniscule second, push your ego aside, and tell me what you need ?" Draco huffed, dusting his hands off together.
" coming from the most egoistic man " harry rolled his eyes " thanks for your offer but I'm fine" harry screeched as he tripped over the stack of files he was standing to get on top.
Draco rolled his, crossed his arms in front, leaning against one of the shelf and watched harry try again.
" we've got a chair you know that right ?" Draco asked
" I don't need-" and this time before harry fell, Draco grabbed onto harry and helped him up..
" now will you ask for help ?" Draco raised an eyebrow at harry
" you're an odd man, just an hour ago you wanted to punch me, now you want to help me. You get more mood swings than a pregnant women " harry rolled his eyes
" very funny " draco sarcastically strolled as he bought the chair on the level for harry to stand on.
" I know " harry grinned standing over the chair.
" you're quite short, you know that " draco smirked as he stood behind harry to hold him again if he tripped for like the millionth time, not that harry knew it.
" at least I'm not as tall as Burj Khalifa " Harry rolled his eyes trying to reach the top Shelf, unsuccessfully to mention.
" as a what again ?" Draco asked in curiousity. Harry turned around to see Draco as if he couldn't believe he didn't know that but by the looks draco definitely didn't.
" burj Khalifa. The tallest building in the world" harry stated, getting back to trying to reach the top
" oh- how tall is it?" Draco asked again
" I don't know- why does it matter, I'm comparing your height to a building, isn't it enough " harry huffed
" you're shit at metaphors " draco lightly insulted
" I think I'm great " harry replied as he placed his feets on the armrest, and reaching the top shelf after standing on tip toes.
" of course you do " draco rolled his eyes looking away for a moment, but in that one moment of looking everything had happened, harry stepped on his untied shoelace, smacked his face in front, broke both the armrest, heavily broke the chair and fell over, taking draco down with him..
" you fucking idiot-" draco grunted, his hands resting on Harry's back lying in top of him with pieces of chair poking his sides.
" I know " harry groaned as he tried to level up by his elbows
" have you really, absolutely abandoned your brain in a street market or what ?"
" it's not like I asked for it " harry raised his voice slightly
" you never ask for it potter, it just happens with you" draco too raised his voice watching harry covered in dust on top of him.
" whatever " harry rolled his eyes, rising up, offering a hand to draco, who didn't take for that matter.
" what do you want me to say? Apologize for falling over, these things happen alright " harry threw his hands in the air in visible frustation
" no potter I don't want you to apologise, I want you to take responsibility for whatever disasters you cause- oh my fucking goodness " draco gasped as he looked at the desk, all files collapsed from piles.
" okay- that I will take responsibility for "
Draco groaned in frustation, tugging at the roots of his hair.
Harry distanced himself from draco a little" how bad do you to kill me right now ?"
Draco scowled harry, " I'm hovering on high thirties right now "
" and that by the way is a lot "
Harry pressed his lips in a thin line in guilt and his stupidity.
" aren't you going to say something! Apologize maybe " draco shook his head
" apologise? What for ? It was a mistake, I didn't ask for it, I happen to trip over, fell down and instead of asking me for one bloody second if I'm fine, you're asking me for Apology " harry narrowed his eyes at Draco
" you know- this- this is my problem " draco gravelled " your mistakes. How everyone have to take the fall with you, how everything is about you. This- all of this is because of you, If you hadn't almost blown up our mission today, we wouldn't had been here today or for that matter, hadn't tried to prove yourself, your fucking saviour complex, we wouldn't had to face this. All of this is because of you, so don't blame it on me for having a problem when you youself create like a hundreds of them yourself " draco shouted throwing his hands in the air agressively, being done with harry at this point.
Although he didn't assume harry would take draco yelling at him this bad that his eyes slightly glistened with water before he uttered a small Apology and silently went back to rapidly in much organising manner, started stalking files away according to crimes committed in alphabetical order of victims.
Draco was simply left in mild shock in sudden change in Harry's behaviour, wondering what he had said that actually hurt harry and it wasn't until half an hour later he finally realised what nerve he had pinched .
He heavily turned around to face Harry's back before he cleared his throat to get his attention "i-i- I didn't mean it "
" it doesn't matter " Harry grumbled lowly
" no-"
" you're Right" harry finally turned around with a rather pained looked upon his face "you're right, I should take responsibilities for my actions, I shouldn't put people in position of risking their lives when I have no idea how I might commit a disaster and I let everyone take the fall with me "
" that's not true harry, you know it"
" is it not ? Haven't enough people died because of me because I was too careless " harry disappointedly replied
Draco inched a few steps closer to harry, to perhaps want to touch harry, in comfort, however didn't " you're not responsible for anything that went the other way than it should've. Maybe you're a tad bit careless like with not tying your shoelaces ever since you came here but you're not responsible for anyone's death, not even of your godfather, if anyone's responsible, it would be the woman who's unfortunately my aunt " draco softly spoke as if he was protecting harry from a blow
" I still Could've been more careful-"
" I know " draco interjected " I'm sorry for yelling at you, I get quite mad when someone ruins the done work "
" I know " harry whispered softly as he looked away, somehow draco knew what he was thinking.
" whatever happened was a mistake harry, we were young, I attacked you first. If I hadn't, you wouldn't had done it-"
" doesn't change what happened -"
" it doesn't but you can learn To live with it " draco raised his eyebrows suggestively. Harry looked at Draco's chest, as if he was looking through his white shirt into the scars he gave him long time ago.
" I broke your nose too, it you remember. We're even " draco suggested
" it was fixed by a normal spell-"
" and I was fixed too. Maybe yes the scars remains but I kind of like them " draco shrugged
" you do ?"
" yeah, it sort of reminds me that I lived through. Like it tells a tale to free your past yet remain bound to it. And in any case, I can forget anyone but you, so it's sort of like your stamp " draco chuckled when harry broke into a Little smile.
" I'm still sorry " harry spoke after a while of fumbling with the corner of his shirt looking at Draco.
" I know. I forgave you long time ago " draco replied with a warming smile.
" now clean this shit up because I ain't " draco teased after moments of silence which finally lifted the heavy air off and harry chuckled.
And somehow perhaps in those moments their lives had taken a Twisted turn that led to so many others but never once did they regret it.
And perhaps Robert knew this because the next morning when he came to check upon his lost colleagues, he found them cuddled together on the cleared floor. Worth mentioning he framed the picture he took of them and gifted them as their wedding gift.
UNEDITED
Hope you liked it, I don't think it technically turned out how you wanted it to but I hope you enjoyed it. Sorry for taking a bit long to get back.
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Somehow this request was lost in my drafts or my inbox, but since I've found it again- here's the request. Hope you liked it
- SOMEONE TO CALL HOME
A prompt request, only if feel like writing :
Draco comes back home from work , he was hurting so much because of something that happened at his workplace, he was on verge on crying and then Harry comforts him.
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Allow me to be yours
Dialogue Prompt - 11- holding everything in doesn't help, you know | FLUFF | DOMESTIC |
It was complicated how Draco worked, as a human being. Someday's he seemed as though he was absolutely fine like the lime brightly hanging on the tree but someday's he looked no better than a riped banana ready to fall off the tree. Yet somehow the facade he kept each day was uncanny. Day after day, Draco had managed to build up a wall high enough to not let anyone in, to keep the hate at bay so his soft heart wouldn't collapse, but a heart meant to be broken and the riped banana falling off the free have similarity, it will fall down, collapse one day or another.
It took harry three month's to convince Draco to go on a date, let alone another 4 month's to finally label as boyfriend's, all because Draco avoided conversations that required to open up. It was all self preservation, for as long as the heart didn't collapse, as Long as the lime remained fresh,the grass remained green before it Faded yellow.
The truth was Draco was afraid of so many things, and the most of all, love. He was afraid of love because he knew in love you always lose yet somehow one look at harry and his traitorous heart would skip a beat and he'd be swooned. He was damned and he should've known one day it'll all come to an end, and it so happened on a pleasant Saturday evening when Draco came from a very harsh, tiring day, almost broken inside.
He remembered Huffing, taking in a deep breath, controlling his tears before he put on a smile and opened the door and found harry cooking dinner for him as planned a day before.
" hey " Draco called as he spelled the bags into the room and leaned over the kitchen door watching harry almost getting done with food.
" hey, I'm almost done, why don't you freshen up and then we'll have dinner ?" Harry gave Draco such a soothing smile that his heart ran at 179 miles per hour and his brain yelled, get out Before you get too close.
" alright " Draco gave a quivering smile before he placed a soft kiss on Harry's forehead and walked away.
It took entirely every single bit of any energy left in Draco to put on a simple facade, and pretending everything was fine until they were sitting on the couch, after dinner, watching a romantic comedy, when Harry snuggled closer to Draco, keeping his chin in Draco's shoulder..
" what is it ?" Harry asked, speaking softly, kissing his shoulder.
Draco released a wavering breath before he turned a little to harry and gave him a smileeverything's fine "
Harry raised his eyebrows as he wrapped his arms tighter around his waist " you know you can talk to me about anything, right ?"
" of course Harry " Draco gave a small smile.
But harry wasn't convinced. He bought his hands to Draco's face, lightly brushing his fingers over his cheeks Before brushing a strand of his hair behind his ear.
" I know you're not fine, I can see it. something at work happened, didn't it ?"
Draco bit his lip before he shook his head.
" holding everything in doesn't help, you know" Harry softly spoke, kissing Draco's neck.
" let me in, please " harry mumbled lovingly taking Draco's hands In his own and intertwining them..
" everything's fine Harry" but his voice broke in desperate attempts to conceal whatever was left off him.
Harry huffed, drawing soothing circles on the back of Draco's hands " please, I Want to know. I know something is bothering you so much that you can't think of anything but that. I want to care for you, look after you, make you feel better. Allow me, please "
Draco's silently dripped a tear which harry immediately kissed away and it was fine until Draco broke into sobs and collapsed into Harry with a hug.
" It Hurts, everything they say " Draco weeped. Harry rubbed Draco's back, brushing away Draco's hair from his eyes.
" I know, tell me all about it "
But Draco remained silent again..
" you know, I know your walls, I know your fear but I'm not leaving you Draco, I'm far too deep. I want to be able to love, and I know you don't Want me to but I'm already falling, you know I am " softly whispered in Draco's ears.
"Allow me to be yours Draco, allow me"
And Draco finally let him in, the walls collapsed like a fragile glass falling from a height, like the plane crashing, the wall's turned to dust and he finally let in,he finally confessed his feelings, his emotions, his love, everything he had ever felt for Harry without hesitation, because perhaps today he could. And when he let him in, he never got out, he remained Right there, of Draco's, forever..
I felt guilty for not having written anything in 2 days and I felt like I had to.. sorry for the abrupt short prompt. This request have been resting in my inbox for about a month ( it's slightly hectic to get back sometimes) I'm sorry...again.. ( this is the shortest prompt I've ever written )
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On the occasion of 300 followers, I will be accepting request from any of these prompts in any order, any time. I owe every single one of you who followed me and I love you all wholeheartedly.
1. “Did I enter an alternate universe or did you actually just smile at me?”
2. “Try not to die.”
3. “Don't sound so disappointed, I might think you don’t like me”
4. “On a scale from one to ten, how bad do you want to kill me right now?” “I’m hovering somewhere in the high thirties.”
5. “Why are you doing that?” “Doing what?” “Treating me like a person
6. “Sometimes memories are the worst form of torture.”
7. “You’re not my friend anymore, remember?
8. “If you bite your lip one more time, I’m going to do it for you.”
9.“Why are you still here?” “Because I care about you asshole!”
10. “Nobody’s seen you in days!”
11. “Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”
12. “If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”
13. “Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?” ( request received )
14. “If I die, I’m haunting you first.”
15. “You couldn’t handle me even if I came with instructions."
16. “I love you ! Is that what you wanted to hear ?” ( request received )
17. “wHY DO YOU KEEP LYING TO ME ?”
18. “We both know that I should walk away, but I can’t.” ( in progress )
19. “I lo—-” “No, please… Don’t say that. You love her/him, not me.”
20. “Could you just take this pain away ? It hurts, so much… Help me.” ( request received )
21.“Don’t ask her out again, please… You’re killing me, every single time you ask that.”
22. “Look, he/she wants you, just make him/her happy.” ( request received )
23. “If you go, I’ll know that you never loved me.”
24..“We never were just friends, and you know it.” “I know it, but you deserve someone better than me.”
25 "HE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!!!”
26. “You love me like I’m the person who actually deserves your love.” “But you are the only one who deserves it.” ( request received )
27. “What happened to us?”
28. “Nothing has changed!” “Yes it has, and you know it.”
29.“Love isn’t supposed to hurt this badly.” ( request received )
30. “You said you needed space. You were 5,000 miles away for a year, and you’re still unsure. I’m starting to think that an entire universe apart wouldn’t be enough space for you.”
31. “I want you to list every lie you ever told me. Then I’ll forgive you.”
I didn't want to involve you or your friends in something like that. That sounds like an accusation... Anyway, I'm sorry. I just wanted to talk. If you don't want to, you don't have to respond to these messages. You said you could always be approached for support, which I did. I just wanted to talk to someone about the injustice and the hatred that we Draco!bottom stans now receive. Purposely triggering innocent fans out of revenge is a very low thing to do. I hope you agree with in.
Hey love, I'm sorry for having taking this lightly before.
Before I begin, here's a few thing the blogger ( in the pictures) must know, I like your content, it's great and it's thoroughly amusing but i must say the way your approach is, it's nothing more than offensive. I've remained in much fandoms to finally know that drarry is a problematic fandom but not a toxic one, however what you're trying to do is trying to impose your ideals/preferences over others which isn't right. I've said this 3 times before this and I'll say this again,
EVERYONE HAVE LIBERTY TO CHOOSE, PREFER, SHIP WHATEVER AND WHOEVER THEY WANT WITHOUT HAVING TO BE CALLED OUT.
It is our choice to prefer who tops and who bottoms but frankly it doesn't even matter, it's all fanon but I have to call you on the way you're addressed it in the offensive way by calling people " pussies " for shipping, preferring or saying what's on their mind. The trigger is not you posting anything or you talking about what you choose, it's the offensive way you've bought it in front and I'm sorry for the way you've immaturely tried to make it everyone's problem for preferring what they prefer. I like your guts, I admire them for making an exclusive bottom harry blog but at what stake ? At the stake of recieving hate everyday ?!! It should be a safe place for everyone and following your words, it creates nothing more but emotions that are filled with despise . I apologize but I will not, and will not let other's support your way of imposing your preference as though taking an oath to ship nothing but bottom harry. You have to understand that people have choices, that they have other preferences. If you're talking about canonically Draco being a fitter Dom just because how's he in the books, let me excuse you , drarry is a fanon and it's not in the books, it's our choice to deviate from the books. And I understand you were triggered by someone else for saying nasty things for that matter, but you cannot make everyone accountable or making everyone follow your lead. I'm sorry if my word's hurt you but I could not have silently stood and watched you doing whatever it was you were trying to do. I really am sorry for my harshness.
Coming to the anon, I am much more apologetic to you, you have not accused me of anything. I must confess that I was Shocked and sort of weirded out when you reached out but I am glad you did and even after my last post you did sent an ask again because otherwise I would not have taken a stand. I am glad that you approached me and you did the right thing, I'm always here to support you in thick and thin for what's right. And yes my inbox still remains open for anything and I will support you, wholeheartedly will.
Side note- I do not intend on bringing hate into the community or make this a toxic fandom. If anyone needs to talk to me personally, I am more than willing to. Please do not hate them, or the anon !!! Please do not.
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