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Kinda evil and messed up rambling, tags have TWs

I finally got the courage to cut again, nothing as deep as before, I really scared the shit out of myself last time so new rule, no cutting during disassociation or depersonalization episodes, way to fuckin reckless

That sounds goofy as fuck "no cutting while in a bad episode, gotta do that shit in a good mental state" honestly at this point it's a sleep aid am I even actually mentally ill? I'm probably just an attention seeking whore you know? honestly I should just stop. gauze is expensive and I shouldn't be wasting money just for attention. If I want attention so bad I'm sure there are plenty of men who will have their way with me I'm not even worth any money I'm too gross. I'm a disgusting awful thing, not even a person that title is too good for me.

And to think I'm actually "needed"? I should just kill myself shouldn't I? Get it done and over if I left all my money too him at least ide be worth something

But if that's the case why not live? Spend every waking moment working, being something useful to him, get as much money as possible all for him that's why I can't kill myself, he deserves a good life and the second I can't help with that he might as well kill me.

Guys watch too much porn. Those girls don’t exist. They’re not real girls. And that’s like us watching romance movies. That’s girl porn, because, like, those guys do not exist.

Miley Cyrus (via keinekraftzumleben)

Apologies,

Apologies,

Apologies.

Forgiving,

Forgiving,

Forgiving.

That's what I've been thaught,

That's what had been forced upon me.

No matter the situation, always apologise,

No matter feelings, always forgive.

Now numbness has settled in my bones, having crushed the warmth that had once been there.

And I can't find it in me to apologise or forgive anymore,

In the end

My apologies

Or forgiveness

Were always fake.

Apologies,

Apologies,

Apologies.

Forgiving,

Forgiving,

Forgiving.

That's what I've been thaught,

That's what had been forced upon me.

No matter the situation, always apologise,

No matter feelings, always forgive.

Now numbness has settled in my bones, having crushed the warmth that had once been there.

And I can't find it in me to apologise or forgive anymore,

In the end

My apologies

Or forgiveness

Were always fake.

Apologies,

Apologies,

Apologies.

Forgiving,

Forgiving,

Forgiving.

That's what I've been thaught,

That's what had been forced upon me.

No matter the situation, always apologise,

No matter feelings, always forgive.

Now numbness has settled in my bones, having crushed the warmth that had once been there.

And I can't find it in me to apologise or forgive anymore,

In the end

My apologies

Or forgiveness

Were always fake.

Hahahahahah!!! Look at his fake ass poster on eBay. What the hell is this even? So many questions. Recolored costumes? Head swaps of actors onto bodies of different actors from other X-Men movies? Tatum as Gambit!? Is Gambit even in this movie?  Top it all off with a drawing of Apocalypse, instead of an image of him as he appears in the movie (ok, that’s fair), and you got this gem. I can see making fan posters for movies that don’t exist, but whats the point of making a poster for one that does? Gotta get that big eBay money, I guess. 

Here is the link if you’ve got an anniversary or something coming up and you need to get something for that special someone.

http://www.ebay.com/itm/DY00342-X-Men-Apocalypse-X-Men-American-Marvel-Movie-14-034-x18-034-Poster-/172196250088?&_trksid=p2056016.l4276

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People who ‘love nature’ but violently hate their native coyotes, spiders, snakes, and scavengers are fake.

Ich frag mich, wie lang ist mein Lachen schon leer?

I introduce to you

Mr & Mrs Black

I need to stop falling in love with boys who are too toxic and don't know I exist.

The Flower Field

I want to run away somewhere, with people I love. Go to a place that is magical, filled with love and happiness. Run in a field of flowers and never look back. Stop worrying about things that happened a long time ago, and let go of my worries. I want to fall in love, fall in love so hard and keep running. I want to be with someone who makes me happy, gives my stomach butterfly's, and makes me happy all the time. I want to let go of all my worries go like fresh rain on a cloudy day. I want to be more free with myself, be more open, and social with others. So as I lay in bed and let myself fall asleep, I picture myself in the flower field thinking of things that don't exist.

-Classygirlything

The desire to beautify one's own body and appear attractive has existed in the human race since the dawn of time. We use a variety of beauty and body products, such as skincare, haircare, fragrances, oral hygiene, and nail products, that may contain toxic chemicals that are detrimental to our health. We may deduce from the provided task that certain additives, such as preservatives, stabilizers, mineral pigments, dye, and shine, were applied to improve the consistency and effects of these products. Any of these ingredients can cause allergic reactions, irritation, and adverse effects to human health due to the fact that they contain a highly toxic chemical. These products, which are supposed to make us feel and look amazing, have a negative underbelly because they were made with hazardous additives and revolting chemicals that were found to be present in quantities that exceed beyond unreasonable limits. For instance, from the given data above we can observe that some of the harmful toxins with difficult names include sodium lauryl sulfate, polyethylene glycol (PEG), formaldehyde, paraben, DMDM hydantoin, and triclosan. And because we use the, we are exposed to these toxic chemicals in many ways. We may breathe them in as sprays and powders, swallow chemicals on our lips and, even rub them on our skin. To an extent that this also increase the risk of sperm and egg cell damage. These chemicals have the potential to cause significant skin side effects, as well as to infiltrate the skin and other organs, causing cancer and serious neurological disorders. The existence of these compounds in skin care products clearly indicates that the quantity of toxic heavy substances in any of these products must be controlled and determined, particularly since they come into direct contact with skin or mucous membranes and are frequently used in everyday situations. Yes, it is undeniably true that body and beauty products can make us look amazing, nevertheless, as with all things too good to be true, the positive effects of using these products can have a detrimental effect on our wellbeing. And there's something unsettling about putting our wellbeing and the health of our world on the line for the sake of beauty. It is needless to make such a compromise since beauty ideals can be met without causing harm.

Yes I'm fake.

Every action, every word. I don't sincerely mean any of it.

When I was young, I used to act to get attention. Now I act to avoid it.

I’m starting to like these SnapChat filters.

Mark:ha that only one of..... Them

[Ps that my actually original]

Mark:😵

The collector: [heavy breathing]

Mark: what did I tell you not to do😡

You:not look😔

Mark:what you do😡

You:.....i looked....😓

Mark:THAT WHY I NEVER TAKE YOU HERE!!😠

*this was very funny to me*

Oh my goodness! Poor Mark and Naya!

Also that's a pretty cool Fake Peppino oc you made right there!

Hopefully those two are okay.

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