Feeling Safe - Tumblr Posts
There is no other feeling than feeling safe with someone. Guys don't usually admit this, like they are taught not to show a lot of their feelings because it is seen as a weakness, but admitting your true feelings and admitting that you truly trust someone with completely is a sign of strength and is some ways maturity as well.
I will admit, I have only really felt fully safe and fully trusted one person now looking back, even although I thought I had in times before.
This is because I have never felt that way before and it was all down to the way they understood me as I took the time and patience to understand them. This is very rare...
~ northern-spark-of-creativity
Feeling Safe Quotes - Feeling safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. That peace of mind and security is very underrated and I cannot emphasize this enough.
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Tw: suicide and slight mention of abuse
I seer to fucking God I can't keep doing this, I just can't. I don't want to be here.
Why does everything feel so intense? Why is everything too much for me? Why is it hard to just exist?
I just want to feel safe again. I don't want to lay in bed and be scared of something? I don't even know what I'm scared of?
I need someone who can protect me, someone who would protect me. Someone to stay by my side while I fight.
This is my fight, but I want someone to give me some cover.
I want someone to hold me when I get too weak. I want him.
He makes me feel safe. He makes me feel better. He. Him. I want him. I- I don't know what I'm doing?
Wait, I figured out what caused this breakdown, I showered and put his shit in the laundry...
That is a silly reason and it's not the reason, more of the last straw.
Everything has just been piling up. Like a house of cards and this was the card that broke everything down.
I feel so safe with him. Why?? Like, normally I am scared of everyone. Even people that I can physically overpower. But him.
He makes me feel safe. Even tho I wouldn't stand a chance against him. I am not scared of him. When I think of him I think of strong hand, long hair and soft kisses.
All things that comfort me.
When I think about anyone else, there is always also something that scares me. My friends can blackmail me. My parents can hit me. Strangers can do terrible things to me.
I can't ignore those concerns.
With him I don't have them??
Whattt???
I don't get it, it doesn't make any sense??
I want to hug him. I want to hold him in my arms and make him feel better too...
I don't know how to comfort people. I don't know how to make him feel safe and loved.
I feel all these emotions but I can't express them, they are stuck in my throat and in my hands.
I'm too tired.