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Too Late (one)
▪︎Featuring: Yamaguchi Tadashi, Tsukishima Kei and Yachi Hitoka from Haikyuu!
▪︎Pronouns: She/Her [Fem! Reader]
▪︎Genre: Angst
▪︎Synopsis: Tsukishima Kei left you behind, what he didn't know is that there will be no one whom he can turn back to after what he did.
▪︎Warnings: Fight and strained relationship of Yamaguchi and Tsukishima
Notes: YAMAGUCHI DESERVES Y/N. I was heavily inspired by the eyes blue like the atlantic x heather cover hehe and im writing this in the middle of the night so there's typos hehi. Yams pls marry me?
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"Y/n!" Yamaguchi called out, stopping you from your tracks. "What do you want Tadashi..?" You mumbled, not really wanting to talk to his bestfriend. It's just gonna serve as a painful reminder, and you can't really deal with it right now.
"Are you oka-"
"Am I okay?! Are you being serious right now!? Yams, my boyfriend replaced me with Yachi!" You scoffed in disbelief, as Yamaguchi looked at you worriedly. The rage you are bottling up finally eploded and landed on poor Tadashi.
Word has already gone out and almost all students are either looking at you with pity or whispering the recent even that happened to their friend.
You didn't care anymore, Tsukishima Kei did you dirty. That scheming slimy bastard, you should've known. Even when you told yourself to be ready if his feelings weren't true, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt less.
It probably hurts even more.
Yamaguchi looked around, he only then noticed the people who are crowding around you. He grabbed your hand and whisked you away to the rooftop, the stares and gossiping slowly dissappearing.
"It isn't fair.." You continued to cry, sobbing loudly as Yamaguchi looked at you with unknown emotions. "I know Y/n... I'll be here. Always." He tucked your stray hair in your neck with delicate fingers and wiped your tears away with his handkerchief.
The faint smell of Yamaguchi's cologne invaded your nostrils as you held the handkerchief along with his hand on your cheek, trying to find some sort of comfort.
You were caught off guard when he hugged you. Although you stayed silent and let him cage u in his caring arms.
Yamaguchi felt your body around him relax, a smile overtook his features as he nuzzled his face in your hair. The two of you always cuddle like this so it's no big deal, the only thing he needs to do is calm his raging heart. Atleast you can rest for a bit before facing the reality.
Next thing you knew, you were pulled away and Yamaguchi on the ground, getting punched.
"What- KEI! LET GO OF HIM!" You yelled, frantically runing and planning to stop the fight.
"This is what you wanted didn't you!?" Tsukishima yelled at his bestfriend, gripping the collar of his uniform in a vice grip. Never had you seen the two friends fight or even get into pretty serious fights with each other. It was always just a light hearted banter.
"You dumbass! Don't blame me for the stupid things you did!" Yamahuchi yelled back before landing a solid hit on Tsukishima's face.
"Yams! Please!" You yelled, trying to get in between, you heard Tsukishima scoff. "Seriously? I didn't know you could move on so fast Y/n-"
Slap.
The stinging sensation then made Tsukishima realized that is what he recieved from you. Your anger finally boiled over the more you stare at him. "Don't even start with me, Kei. You left me for her without even breaking up with me." You uttered, dangerously calm.
Yachi stood on the door leading to the rooftop as three pairs of eyes landed on her form.
"Kei-chan.. You told me you two broke up months ago.."
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Paring: Tsukishima x fem reader
Requested: no
Genre: smut
Warning(s): cheating, unprotected sex, degradation
Summary: just smut
Word count: 837
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Tsukishima knows you like him. He’s aware that given the chance, you’d let him take you to new heights, letting him make you see stars. I mean, he’s already experienced your passion firsthand, so there’s little to no one to stop him from seeking it again, except perhaps your boyfriend.
Now, don’t get him wrong. Tsukishima isn’t one to tolerate adultery, especially when one of his friends does it. But for you, he sure can bend some rules. It’s not as if he’s in love with you; no, you’re not the type of woman he could fall for. But that doesn’t mean he can’t enjoy the intense pleasure he feels when buried deep inside you, releasing all his pent-up frustrations.
He’s aware of the fact that you love your boyfriend to death, despite all his flaws. As a matter of fact, he also knows that your boyfriend loves you just as much. Who else would forgive a cheating bitch like you over and over, even after she says she would change? Could never be him, but it doesn’t matter to him at all. All he cares about is getting his dick wet, and as it seems, you are one of the best pussies in the city, so why should he not use you to your full potential?
“Does your simp of a boyfriend have any idea that you are getting your insides rearranged by me right now?” Tsukishima taunts, thrusting into you with such force that it leaves your mind reeling.
“N-no,” you stutter, your grip on his shoulders weakening under the intensity of his movements. With a swift motion, he flips you over on the bed, positioning you to his liking, and plunges back into your slick, eager flesh, continuing his relentless assault.
“Can’t fuck you like I can, now can he?” he mocks, feeling your pussy clenching his cock like never before.
“N-no,” you barely manage to answer, your mind going hazy with pleasure.
“Tell me, who fucks you this good, huh? Who fucks you so good that you are fine with cheating on your bitch of a boyfriend, you whore?”
“You, Tsuki- ah-,” you manage to utter, your words barely coherent as he hits spots inside you with a precision no other man has ever achieved.
“Yes, you cheating whore, scream my name. Let everyone know who fucks you better than your boyfriend,” he groans as he slaps you hard on your ass, making you scream even more.
“God, you’re squeezing me so tightly,” he groans, his member throbbing inside you as your walls tighten around him, creating a velvety ring at the base of his shaft.
The sound of intense skin slapping fills the room, mingling with your wild cries of pleasure, making him almost come to the edge.
“Creaming my cock so well like the slut you are, gosh you are one of the best pussies I have had,” he says gripping onto your neck to cut off your air supply, as your insides start spasming.
Sensing that you were about to come, the man immediately went to rub your clit, making your body tense up even more. Without warning, you spill out on his cock, milking both of your juices.
It doesn’t take Tsukishima much longer to spurt his load inside you. With some more thrusts, he empties himself fully inside you. Plopping beside you, he slips his soft dick out of you and scoops the mixture of both your cums leaking from your pussy and makes you lick it off his fingers, as you whine because of overstimulation.
After some time, he chirps up. “This will probably be the last time we fuck. Yamaguchi wanted to set me up with this girl, and I don’t want to do this while going out on dates with her.”
You look at him bewildered, “but what about us?”
“Huh?” he asks, clearly confused.
“About us, Tsuki, what will you do about the fact that I’m not with my boyfriend but you?” you ask.
“Maybe teach him how to fuck you for real. Also, if you think I would be in a relationship with you, you are wrong. You cheated on your boyfriend! I don’t want that shit in my life; I would very much like my partner to be loyal, unlike you,” giving you a look of disgust he continues.
“I fucked you because you are a good booty call, and are always available, but it’s time you get your shit together and stop involving me in your problems, plus it’s better if we don’t talk anymore. I don’t want my potential girlfriend to get insecure because of our past.”
With that, he collects his clothes and is out of the apartment in seconds, leaving you rethinking the decisions you had made and what exactly brought you to this place you are. What turned you into this cheating, lying woman, so much so that the boy you had called your best friend for the longest time ever, now looks at you with disgust.
The end
Tsukki Headcanons ❤️ - NSFW
Just some musings on my favourite Sendai Frogs middle blocker ☺️
Warnings: nothing super explicit. Mentions of sending nudes, hair pulling, and oral sex
Minors keep away from the cut and DNI!
Beta readers? Pft
Listens to any and everything but with a purpose 👌🏾. Ask him for a recommendation in any genre and he’ll give you a top 5 tier list. Has playlists arranged by mood, genre, vibe and occasion (he even has one for you that he will literally never tell you about but plays often. He just tells you it’s his favourite mix). Dude is highkey a music snob. Like he’ll listen to a song in any genre but it better be a fucking ✨S tier song✨ or he will Judge. Will never concede the aux cord.
Meanest tutor ever. Will have you crying at the kitchen table asking the same question till you get it right. “If Johnny has 5 apples! 😤” typa tutor. But his notes are amazing and he’ll always lend them without question.
We already know how I feel about clingy Tsukki. But let me reiterate: this man is obsessed with being in your personal space. Like ”I’m gonna go take a shower.” ”….. without me? 😒”
But he also respects your space when you need it. Just don’t be gone too long or he’ll get lonely. He’s highkey touch starved.
An impeccable driver. And unreasonably hot while doing it. I’m talking hand on thigh, arm on headrest when reversing, will do your seatbelt HOT. And you’re his favourite passenger princess. Tsukki refuses to let anyone adjust your seat. If they’re feeling cramped they’re more than welcome to sit in the back, or even better, walk.
A great cook. He lets you be the taste tester when you cook together. If you can’t cook this is the one time he has an amount of patience teaching you. He is, however, a horrendous baker. Tried to make you valentines day chocolates and you had to throw out the tea towels cos they somehow ended up singed. You laughed till you cried he’d have been hurt about it if you weren’t so beautiful
Likewise, his actions speak louder than his words when it comes to affection. Obviously he compliments you and tells you he loves you, but only on special occasions like birthdays, christmases and blowing your back out ten ways till sunday. But mostly he’ll show you how much he cares by treating you like royalty. Carries your bags while calling you weak, says ‘no’ every single time you ask for a favour but does it anyways, takes you for walks to your favourite ice cream shop and pays for both of you while you bitch about a character in your dumb show that he hates (read: binges with you and gets invested in)
A slip it in while you watch a movie kinda dude. At this point the Netflix subscription is for show. There is literally no point in trying to watch something with him because your legs will be over his shoulders way before the halfway mark.
Much like his actions speaking louder than words, he’s willing to try anything once if you suggest it. This has led to a very interesting bedroom life. There were obviously things that you both decided weren’t for you, but Tsukki would do anything to please you even if he’d never confess it. Once you asked for a personalised dildo so you could have his dick whenever you wanted as a joke. It was there by next week.
Loves fucking you in public. You guys are banned from THREE different lingerie stores. You’re 65% sure he only takes you out so much so he can find somewhere to fuck you, since it’s how most of your dates end. The Karasuno gang clocked you two on a club night when Noya and Tanaka took a badly timed trip to the bathroom. They are constantly embarrassed when you two go missing for half an hour and return dishevelled.
Send. Him. Nudes 😩 Especially when he’s busy. He sends them back and holy shit are they art personified. He heard “don’t send dick pics, send cumshot vids with the sound on” and boy did he run with it in the best of ways. Has a password protected folder for all the filth you send each other.
Speaking of nudes, his dick is so pretty. He doesn’t even manscape. It’s just long and slightly curved with just the right amount of hair. Also so much pre-cum. He was actually a little embarassed by it until he saw how much you loved licking him clean.
Pull his hair and listen to him moan. If you pull it hard enough when he’s close he will just cum. He definitely wasn’t embarrassed the first time it happened. Now it’s sort of a game to see if you can use it to get him off when he’s going down on you.
He’s reconciled with the fact that he has a volleyball brain. Seeing you at his games, and feeling your eyes on him as he jumps blocks is like foreplay to him. It’s always a race to see how quickly he can get you naked and under him after a match.
I will undoubtly have more thoughts on this, because I spend an unreasonable amount of time thinking about Tsukishima Kei
tsukishima warms up to you after a while of dating him. at first he recoils at physical affection because he’s not used to it, but once he realizes how touch starved he is after you guys cuddle for the first time, he becomes CLINGY.
when tsukishimas sleepy, hes clingy. when you wake up in the middle of the night and try to unravel from his arms to reach for your phone to check the time, his arm immediately wraps around you and pulls you back toward him, so your chest is flat against his back.
“kei, wait. i just wanna check the time.” you mumble, putting your hand on his bicep. “you can do that later.” tsukishima grumbles, holding you tighter against him. “look, the sun’s not even out yet. you can check it later.”
he’s especially clingy when he wakes up and you aren’t there, but instead in the kitchen, making pancakes with strawberries. he scares you by pressing his chest against your back yet again, icy cold fingers slithering around your waist. “why didn’t you wake me up?” he asks, raspy morning voice filling in the silence. “wanted to surprise you.” you say, slightly smiling as you flip the last pancake.
he’s especially clingy in aftercare, wiping you down, giving you a bath, and changing the sheets. afterwards he makes sure you’re comfortable, and lays you down on his chest, making you smile and melt into his touch.
“you’re so clingy, y’know that? i love that you are though, ‘ts just unexpected from you.” you mumble into his neck, kissing it.
tsukishima rolls his eyes, scoffing. “i’ve never felt as comfortable with anyone as i do with you.” he ignores how on fire he is, that if you were to look up you’d see how red he is. he moves his glasses from the bed to the nightstand, and you whine, putting his hand on your back. “why’d you move it?” you whine.
he chuckles. “i just had to move my glasses so they wouldn’t break while i sleep. you’re so clingy, y’know that?” tsukishima replies, mocking you. you giggle and he continues to rub his hands up and down your back nonetheless, turning off the nightlight.
“yeah yeah whatever, i love you kei.” you say as you drift off to sleep, a small smile on tsukishimas face as he quietly joins you. “i love you too.”
very ib by kentoloves drabble on this too!
I’m getting “boo you whore” vibes from this
and when they animate this, THEN WHAT???
I’M LITERALLY GONNA SOB, LIKE UGLY SOB
Ok ok I know a lot of people say that tsukki is a degrading, mean dom. But what about how he treats you for the first time? I can imagine he would take his time making sure you feel comfortable and will go as slow as you need.
Omg just thinking about: tsukishima being so gentle with you, whispering sweet nothings in your ear as he pressed loving kisses into your skin. Slowly starting to go down on you, making getting silent approvals when your eyes met. He might be a little impatient and spread your legs apart, trailing kisses up your inner thighs as his honey eyes look to yours for approval once more. Seeing your arm covering your face he'll chuckle airily before leaning close to your face, the hand that was once spreading your leg apart now trailing up the side of your thigh.
His touch simply sending shocks of pleasure to your core, "Don't hide that pretty face from me now." A slight smirk tugging at his lips as you slowly lay your arm down, your eyes meeting his as your cheeks reddened with embarrassment. "That's it, now keep looking at me ok? I wanna see that cute face you make when you cum alright?"
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IMAGINING K. TSUKISHIMA..
passing notes to you during class that are flirtly insulting. Kissing the back of your hand while your sleeping. playing footsie with you under the library desk when your supposed to be studying. holding pinkies instead of hands. Purposely leaving his jacket at your place so he has an excuse to come over. (But he won't tell you that <3) Surprising you with flowers & candy in your dorm when he's not there. Letting you use his headphones when your sad. Hugging you tightly when he has to leave for an away game. Kissing your forehead everytime he leaves you..
has me in a choke hold <333
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❥ — just imagining tsukishima kei being drunk is too cute, seeing him be so soft and carefree for the first time makes you want to see him wasted more. Seeing and hearing him go on and on about how your an angel for dating him and how pretty you are is more than you can handle.
Especially when you both get back from the bar, and he can't keep his hands off of you long enough for you to even get ready for a shower. "Don't you want my love? Your the one who always wants me kiss and hug you." He whines, causing your heart to squeeze. "Kei baby, we both need to take a shower and as much as I love this aside of you— we need to get you sober." You stated, cupping his cheeks. The sight was too much to handle, his pouting expression made you just want to kiss the frown off his lips. His pleading honey eyes practically begging you for kisses. He groaned, attempting to kiss you but groaned again when you stopped him.
"Baby please."
You couldn't take anymore of this, It was enough that kei was being sweeter than usual —but to hear him plead with you and to use your favorite pet name was just cruel. "F-fine, one kiss then we get you some water."
"And cuddles right?" Christ he's so cute right now. "Sure Kei kei." You softly kissed the blondes lips, blushing slightly as you felt his lips tug into a small smile. "One more?"
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【★】 — i feel like there's an unspoken rule between you and kei when he has a bad day. If he comes home cleary frustrated and doesn't say much you already know to make his favorite meal and surprise him with some strawberry shortcake you made earlier that day, as dessert. (Although most times he’ll just eat you or both-). So once he stepped through the door, you greeted him like usual before seeing the tired expression on his face. "Long day?" You asked softly, cupping his cheek gently looking directly looking into his eyes, still looking down at you with love even if they have slight bags under them. He hummed in response, resulting in a forehead kiss from you who had to stand on your tippy toes to reach his lips. Causing the blonde to let out an airy laugh, as he saw your legs straining to reach his tall figure. “Missed you baby.” He said softly, putting a hand ontop of one of yours that held his face. His tone made a smile tug at your lips , his usually tease and confident tone now watered down to a tired and clingy one. “I missed you too kei kei.” You cooed, coming down slightly to press a soft kiss to his lips. “How about this kei,” you proposed resting back on your heels your hands now holding his. “I’ll give you a massage after you take a shower, and we can watch that dinosaur movie you like.” It had been a while since you’ve seen kei smile that wide, like a little boy who just got a free pass from not going to school. “I’d love that, thanks babe.” As he bent down to give you a long hug you inhaled his scent, your heart beating slightly faster at the feeling of his arms hugging your lower back. “Always beanpole.”
“Just because im tired doesn’t mean i can’t pinch you.”
three words, eight letters
tsukishima kei x gn!reader ; childhood bsf to acquaintances, angst, minimal fluff, no y/n used, first person pov, 2.4k words
summary: tsukishima and you have been friends since childhood, so why does he start acting weird in junior high? Will you guys be able to work out your friendship amongst the misunderstandings? a.k.a tsukishima being an ass and reader yearning for friendship.
melon’s recommended melody: lowlife - jenna pemkowski
Meeting Tsukishima when you were six was very intimidating. People like to think that Tsukishima turned snarky after some tragic incident but unfortunately, he was probably born that way. When your parents discovered that your neighbors had a kid your age they automatically wanted you guys to meet. Your parents practically forced Tsukishima and you to get close to each other. Your first impression of each other was that you were both very reserved, you both liked to have your own safe spaces and you think that was what connected you guys. It wasn’t until you both turned eight that he started to get used to your presence. However, you couldn’t tell if he enjoyed being in your proximity or if he was forced to be near you. Then Yamaguchi came into the picture and it was clear, that he was that unenthusiastic with everyone he just met. You never really knew what Tsukishima thought of you before that day he showed up at your door unannounced. “Tsukishima is downstairs and he says he’s looking for you?” Your mother tells you. You both exchange a pair of confused looks as it is usually you heading over to Tsukishima’s. Heading down you start wondering why Tsukishima would need to talk to you this late at night. Reaching the front porch you see Tsukishima with his head resting on his knees looking defeated and betrayed. “Did you fight with Yamaguchi? You never come to me?” Tsukishima didn’t respond but he didn’t need to, you filled the silence for him. You went on to talk about your day in hopes he would open up about why he came to you, it’s not like he needed to. It wasn’t till you started ranting about the convenience store running out of your favorite drink that he spoke. “My brother lied to me about being on the Volleyball team. He’s no ace, just a liar.” You didn’t know Akiteru because you just presumed that he was an older, even more intimidating Tsukishima. Nevertheless, you knew Tsukishima admired Akiteru to an unreachable standard. Akiteru was why Tsukishima loved Volleyball so much, seeing him succeed in the sport filled Tsukishima with so much pride and hope. Knowing this you knew there was nothing you could say to Tsukishima that would make him feel better. So you opted to stay silent, knowing he just needed your presence more than words. That day you realized Tsukishima found solace in the safe space that you and him created.
After that night, you saw Tsukishima in a different light. No longer was he viewed as the reserved snarky boy you were once forced to meet but the boy who showed you a side of vulnerability and opened up to you. What once was uncertainty in your friendship with Tsukishima was now replaced with an unspoken bond forming between you two. This bond was very beloved to you, you both came to each other in times of need. No words had to be exchanged but that’s how you guys liked it, simple and comforting. It all came to a halt in Junior High when people started labeling you guys as a “couple”. One thing Tsukishima hated more than hot-headed people, is gossip. This gossip never really affected you at all, it was all baseless. You knew Tsukishima and you held no romantic feelings towards each other. Yet, for Tsukishima it felt as if he internalized this gossip and slowly felt it fill every crevice of his mind. Every time you wanted to walk home with him he always had practice with Yamaguchi. He never glared at you in class unless you were speaking, he always answered your questions with short responses, and worst of all he started hanging out with only Yamaguchi, ignoring you completely. You knew at this rate you would either have to confront the problem or just let your bond with Tsukishima slip from your fingers. Even though you knew which of the two options was the easiest, you knew your friendship with Tsukishima was worth standing by. If you confront the problem then tomorrow you guys can move forward together and it’ll go back to the way it used to be, right? So why are you in your room crying by yourself instead of on your porch? Tsukishima Kei, that’s why.
Before Tsukishima could find another excuse to avoid you, you went out to find him. You felt that luck was on your side due to Tsukishima being by himself at the vending machine. You tap his shoulder to see him turn around surprised. “Oh, what are you doing here, don’t you usually leave early to practice?” You noticed Tsukishima couldn’t look you in the eyes as you were speaking, it’s as if he would be scorched if he was anywhere near you. “Well, I came to talk to you. You’ve been so distant lately ever since we started junior high, I miss coming to your house. I miss-“ “I can’t talk, I have to meet Yamaguchi for Volleyball practice.” You stand there shocked, as Tsukishima starts walking off as if nothing you said mattered to him. “Are you going to keep ignoring me? Are you going to keep ditching me for Yamaguchi? When are you going to drop your pride and talk to me? You don’t look at me, you can’t even speak to me properly, what did I do to deserve this?” Your tone rising, Tsukishima freezes in his spot. “Tch, people grow apart. We don’t need to be together all the time, we’re just neighbors. I’m forced to see you outside my house every day, can’t you separate from me at school?” Your heart drops, what happened to the Tsukishima that was always on your front porch? Where is he now and why was he ashamed to be near you? “Are you joking? We’re just neighbors? You don’t even consider me a friend? After all those times you came to-“ “If it makes you feel better I don’t even consider Yamaguchi my friend, I don’t need friends. We’re here to go to school, not be in a popularity contest.” “Why are you running away? Why are you suddenly putting up these walls between us? Sure you don’t need friends but I want to be your friend, doesn’t that stand for anything?” Tsukishima gives you one more glance before he takes off and says “I don’t want to be your friend, I never wanted to be your friend. I was forced by my mom to be your friend. Find someone else to fill that role.”
“I hate him. I’m not joking Yachi, I seriously hate him and now I have to be stuck in a class with him. I’m in eternal punishment, not to mention Yamaguchi is with him. It’s going to be so awkward!” “Well if you want to escape, you can go have lunch with me?” “You know what, I’ll take that offer and also extend it for the rest of the year, you’ll be my new lunch buddy Yachi.” Yachi silently nods and waves as you start walking the opposite direction towards your neighborhood. You knew going to the same high school as Tsukishima was your only option but it wasn’t your favorite. If it were up to you, you’d have gone to Shiratorizawa. It would’ve taken a long time to get there but it’d beat seeing Tsukishima’s face every day. It was only the first day when you walked into your classroom to be greeted by the boy you once thought was your friend. As if on queue, Yamaguchi popped up behind him as they both spared you a glance. While Yamaguchi’s glance looked more apologetic than anything, Tsukishima’s was emotionless. His glance angered you more than anything but it also validated your hate for him. It ripped open the scar that you thought was once healed and threw salt on it. His glance to some might look like nothing but to you it was laced with disinterest, that’s what piqued your anger. Disinterest is not what you should see in your ex-friends’ eyes, it should be reminiscent. Their gaze should hold the warmth and friendliness of what once was. It doesn’t matter, who were you to even say that Tsukishima and you were ex-friends, more like ex-acquaintances? You suppose an acquaintance would treat you better than the way he is treating you. His glance shows that you were nothing more than a burden, nothing more than a chore, you name dead weight that’s how Tsukishima would describe you. Maybe it wasn’t too late to convince your parents if you could switch high schools, your mom was a Shiratorizawa alumnus anyway. The next day, You were supposed to leave your house ten minutes earlier than you used to in junior high to prevent bumping into Tsukishima on your walk to school. However, the universe just loves to reward you with spectacular bad luck, as you wake up late on your second day. Due to you not leaving ten minutes early, you walk out the door to see Yamaguchi waiting by the Tsukishima residence. As you awkwardly wave to him, you notice he peeks to the left of you and suddenly goes stiff. Tsukishima lingers to the left of you, not really sparing you a glance and only paying attention to the green-haired boy in front of him. Doomed with the hands of fate you realize you have to keep three paces behind the pairing with headphones to drown out their current conversation. It isn’t until a hand pokes your shoulder that you realize Yamaguchi has been trying to speak to you the whole walk. You hang your headphones by your neck not bothering to pause your music just in case you need to place them back on. “I saw you in class yesterday, why didn’t you come sit next to us during lunch period?” Yamaguchi fills the dreadful silence plaguing the air. “Oh, I have another friend in a different class who invited me to eat with them, I didn’t want to bother you guys.” After you finish your sentence you hear a similar sound you heard when you argued with Tsukishima three years ago, the sound of him smacking his lips. You looked to the left of you to see Tsukishima putting on his headphones. It was then you remembered where you suddenly were, this wasn’t junior high, and these guys weren’t your friends. “Thanks for thinking of me Yama. I’ll see you in class, I forgot I need to give my friend back their English notes!” With that you decide to start speed walking to class, you didn’t need Tsukishima, you didn’t need him wondering where you were, and you definitely didn’t need him to know he still affected you after all these years.
Yachi and you met up for lunch hoping to go about your day with minimal contact between Tsukishima and yourself. Yet, as you left for Yachi’s class you couldn’t help but overhear Yamaguchi asking Tsukishima about the morning. “Tsukki, you were kind of distant in the morning. Was it because I invited them into our conversation?” “Shut up, Yamaguchi.” Before you could hear Yamaguchi apologize you left, what else did you need to hear? Even though you left to Yachi’s class you couldn’t ignore the sour feeling in your heart, it’s one thing to hate you but it’s another to shun any mention of you. What could you have done to make Tsukishima so ill at any mention of you, did you possibly make fun of him or accidentally hurt his feelings? Yes, you hate Tsukishima but he doesn’t even hate you because hate would acknowledge your existence. He is exiling you out of his life completely, filling the holes in his memory shaped like you. Oh, you hate Tsukishima Kei. You hate him for ever stepping into your life, you hate him for expressing his feelings of betrayal to you, and most of all you hate him for making you feel this way. “Hey, are you okay? I was talking about joining a club but then you started grunting.” Yachi looked like she had just seen a ghost with the way you were fuming. “Sorry, Yachi I need to take rain check!” With that, you bolted to where Tsukishima and Yamaguchi were having lunch in your classroom. You spotted the traitor and charged to him, Yamaguchi looked at you and waved but Tsukishima pretended he was lost in his music. You tapped on the desk “Hey, Tsukishima wanna tell me why you’re being a total jerk to me? In the morning, I was able to swallow it but you know what I’m not going to take it anymore. Fine, you think we weren’t friends but to completely try to erase me from your memory and act like I was never there? Are you going to at least apologize to me, do you know how much it sucks to see Yamaguchi acknowledge me when you can’t even spare me a glance?” You knew people were staring but you didn’t care, you demanded an answer from him, why did he think you guys weren’t friends, why was it so easy for him to throw away your friendship? “What did I ever do to you? Ever since junior high you just acted distant and then threw our friendship away! Why was it so easy for you to throw that away?” Tsukishima finally looks at you and gets up to start walking away, leaving everyone in the class to look at you as if you were a crazy attention seeker. With the eyes of everyone on you, you darted out of the classroom to go find Tsukishima. To your surprise he was right outside so when you darted out he grabbed your arm to take you outside. When outside you looked at him questioningly, “Are you going to say anything?” Tsukishima had a look on his face you had never seen. “I have nothing to say to you, I thought you would know better than to cause a scene.” “Well news flash, you don’t know me remember? You said we were never friends?” He lets out a half-hearted chuckle “I did say that didn’t I?” You didn’t know what he was getting at, part of you wanted him to show any type of emotion. Whether it was him screaming that you were being stupid or him to just laugh and say sorry, little did you know he wouldn’t do either. “Let’s keep it that way then.” He walks away leaving you with an even bigger wound. You suddenly felt like you did in junior high, alone and clueless. “I hate you. I hate you Tsukishima.” No one was near you but you didn’t need anyone to hear it, you just needed to hear it yourself.
divider credit to @/anitalenia and @/thecutestgrotto
˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ melon's notes: poor yamaguchi just got left behind at tsukki’s desk lol
secretly obsessed
tsukishima x gn reader
summary: idk man but i think more fluff is just not possible hahah
Your boyfriend Tsukishima Kei often seams like a cool, collected dude that nothing ever brings out of concept. Truth is, he gets a heart attack at nearly everything you do and he hates it.
Like having a studie date with you, but he just can’t get himself to concentrate when you bite your lip while solving a complicated task and have to much pride to ask him for help. He just can’t look away and you always notice and then tease him about it, which annoys him cause it’s just the truth, you make him weak. But of course he also loves to tease you about everything and he loves to see your played mad expression, which he knows will be gone as soon as he smiles, ruffles through your hair and kisses you.
He also loves how comfortable you are with him, the fact that his presence only soothes you makes him beyond happy. Yes he loves your energetic and fun side that drags him into amusement parks or window shopping. But he won’t back down, when you need someone to cry to or just cuddle and talk to. He’s definitely there for you with open arms and comforting words.
Also even if he doesn’t show it he’s a big friends and family person and he loves to see you get along amazingly with those he loves. Whether you watch sports with his brother, talk about politics with his mother or about travels with his father, Tsukki just enjoys watching how naturally you get along with them. And yes he is hesitant about calling his teammates friends but just seeing you have the tiniest interaction with them while smiling and laughing after watching a game of his, makes him fall in love with you even more. Naturally you also are friends with Yams and the two of you love to talk about boring tv shows or just make fun of Tsukishima and tho he dislikes that you go against him, the butterfly’s in his stomach go crazy whenever you laugh even if it’s about him.
And believe it or not he actually a sucker for cute cringe couple stuff and wants as much attention from is partner as he can get. Also he loves showing you if he’s incredibly proud of you and himself for making you his s/o.
ok i need to stop ahh bye
general crushing on tsukkishima kei headcanons
☞ literally said i’d do kuroo when i wasn’t sick anymore (bc he’s my numba 2 fictional husband) bUT i’ll do him at some point lmao
☞ IM BACK ish. im really busy since it’s school wrap up week so i won’t be active much this week either. i’ll try to upload tho. gn! reader
CW: my language. what a surprise. LMAO.
yams knows he has a crush before he does
TSUKKI WOULD DENY FOR THE LONGEST TIME UNTIL HE’S LIKE “well shit”
many say he teases you less, but i think he teases you more but more playfully instead of harshly.
he steals looks at you from afar
yams: “tsukki! you’re staring at them again!”
tsukki: “urusai yamaguchi”
yams: *snickers*
you would tell yams about your crush on tsukki so he’d help you out with dealing with the salty tall ass.
he’s subtly more thoughtful towards you
like if your pen runs out of ink there’ll be a pack of new pens on your desk the next day
or if you didn’t have time to drink water/your favorite juice one day, he’d buy it for you and say you’re dumb for not taking time to care for yourself (out of care)
he would be SO willing to study with you if you asked but he wouldn’t cave in immediately to hide his eagerness
if you tell him about something he’d listen so intently but act like he doesn’t care cares for you sm
an example of this is making you walk home with him and yams every night so he knows you’re okay
he’d play it cool around you and wouldn’t really stutter or be nervous, but he’d blush a lot.
he is nicer towards you despite the teasing.
indirectly asking yamaguchi for advice
yamaguchi is the BESTT WINGMAN
he’ll purposely leave you guys alone or give hints/tips for tsukki to do something sweet for you
if you aren’t in school he’ll miss you/your presence
has a playlist on songs that reminds him of you/you like/recommended to him
tanaka and noya and suga probably tease him for having you around all the time and say he’s hiding his relationship from the team
(tanaka and noya prolly dont know he likes you tho. suga prolly does and bugs him all the time 💀)
just a big ass tsundere but is really 🥰 deep down for you 🤚🏼🤚🏼
karasuno masterlist
Welcome And Goodbye.
For how it seemed, I should've stayed and let you be. Run into my heart so carelessly, That's the reason I'm afraid. You're the thought that can't be tamed, And I'm trying to be sane.
TSUKISHIMA,Akaashi,Suna (?), SUGAWARA,Eita,Asahi (jst a hunch.) and idk.