I'm So So Sorry - Tumblr Posts

hey! hey!! sorry for not uploading these past days, my homework has been ruthless and I’ve been trying to catch up with overdue homework as well.

I’ll try my best to write something today so you aren’t left waiting! again sorry!!

boom! 💥💥

sanston

HELP I TRIED TO DO AN 'UNDER THE CUT' THING BUT I FUCKED UP please,,,, long ass intro post,,,,

Hihi, could you make a moodboard with these icons of isa from STAYC, please? Thank you!

- @i08wony

HI, IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK LIKE OBER A MONTH 😭 I DID ACTUALLY SEE THIS AND TRIED TO DO IT, AND IT GOT FORGOTTON IN MY DRAFTS THIS WHOLE TIME 🫠🫠

Anyway I'm soo sorry I couldn't make a good moodboard with the original icons I did still make an isa stayc moodboard, hope that's okay! 😓

here it is! 🏘 (it's not that great because my style has changed, and I could probably redo it to be better, so if it isn't up to your standards, ai can definitely try again <3)

It starts like this:

If someone had told Lan Wangji at the beginning of Lectures that he would miss Wei Wuxian, he would have scoffed and ignored them. But he was sitting in the Jingshi, strumming on Wangji, thinking about the bright smile that was gone from Cloud Recesses. He didn't expect the letter. He almost didn't read it, unmarked as it was. But he opened it and recognized the handwriting immediately. It brought a smile to his face. Wei Wuxian had written him. It didn't last long, his eyes scanned the letter, and then scanned it again. He rose from the low table and strode from his home. His home he needed to save.

He brought the letter to his brother who read it and then looked at Lan Wangji. "How certain are you that this was written by Young Master Wei?"

Lan Wangji just stared at his brother for a moment and then exhaled slowly. "Very. The handwriting is a perfect match." He brushed his fingers over the characters. "And who else would address it to me, rather than the sect leader?"

And near the end of the writing it is like this:

He followed, his lungs aching with the need for air. And there, in the murk and darkness he found him.

He carried the body tight to him, up and up. And when he broke the surface there were many hands helping him into the pavilion. Jiang Wanyin in nothing but his trousers, crouched beside him, staring at the body. Jiang Yanli screamed and turned, Jin Zixuan, shielding her with his body, his arms around her. Wei Wuxian's spirit scowled at that and then the look softened. He crouched beside Jiang Wanyin and Wangji, poking curiously at the body, as if he didn't know it was his own. But, of course he knew. He backed away slowly and then began to speak.

His voice, as it were, was raw and rough and watery. "Madam Yu was furious." He said softly. "She said I would never harm her family again. That when she was done with me no one would ever find me." He fidgeted, so like himself in life that Lan Wangji broke and sobbed. "I'm surprised that much is still left." He turned and bowed to Jiang Wanyin and then to Jiang Yanli. "I've done everything I can. Everything I meant to do. My debt is fulfilled." He turned to Lan Wangji, who carefully and gently set the body aside and rose. Wei Wuxian's eyes crinkled into crescent moons. "Ah Lan Zhan, Lan Zhan..." He murmured softly. "I'm sorry." Wangji shook his head, refusing the apology. "I hope you got my letters?" He nodded. "Then you know." He nodded again, his cheeks soaked. "Take care of yourself, okay? Have some fun and relax sometimes." The spirit reached out and brushed his hand over his cheek and Lan Wangji leaned into it, the words all trapped in his throat. "The one who knows the music of my soul." He murmured, even as he started to fade.

Welp. I started a "what if Wei Wuxian was expelled from the Jiang Sect after he punches Jin Zixuan and breaks the engagement, but the Wen still come" fic. And I figured he would be out in the world, doing the rogue thing, or show up somewhere else. NOPE. This story had a mind of its own and it became a tragedy. I was not prepared for my own writing😭

Tonight I heard the news that someone I met once - though for a short time, I grew quite fond of them - passed away.

Tears threaten to spill but none actually does.

COVID-19 has taken so much from us in such a short time that I believe some of us have lost the ability to mourn.

So much pain but no energy left to feel it.

I wish I reached out more often.

I find myself asking God why all of this is happening to us. It hurts. It hurts so much. I’m scared and anxious and tired. My seizures are so bad because of all the stress that I can’t even work, as my doctor won’t permit it with it being this bad. My home business is failing. We are selling everything of value and even that’s not much. I just don’t get it. Is he mad at me?

Oh is this be cuz I Rebloged that one post.....

My bad I'm very sorry I will delete my Reblog on it I didn't know it's my fault

You should probably Target to be underneath mature audience then though-

My deepest apologies🖤

@honeybuzzdraws

So I need to mention this before things get out of hand, my account is 18+ and will have nsfw/suggestive content in it so if your under 18+ then pls don’t interact with my nsfw content it’s only for those who are 18+ and older since I am a adult, I’m doing this for safety reasons and I don’t want any minors getting ahold of my content like that since my account is public so pls understand my concerns thx!!

"I believe that is enough."

The Actor enters the office, bat decorated with new spots of red. He closes the door behind him and slips down to the floor. "I think, the day is up. It's nearly midnight. And as you all know the spell only last till then. You will see us later, maybe we can do another one of these soon. Definitely soon. If you have any last minute questions I suggest you ask them now." Actors breaths are heavy, tired

"Calm down, I let her live. It was a tranquilizer gun."

This is my formal apology to Escaped Audios for mistagging this, thereby allowing you to see the chaos I have unleashed on the bug army

You weren't supposed to see that, it was for Reedmace and the bugs only-

I'm having a swell time today! Thank you to my partner in crime @rozeliyawashereyall for the idea

Anyways, enjoy @obsidian-lantern @capitalmaudios @dayspriteofficial @magebunkshelf

Also don't forget, if someone dies in ep 8 there is a 10k fic in your future 🤗

*dies for a week and comes back wildly sidetracked*

(tw: suicide mention)

Sorry y’all, I’ll be back soon with regularly scheduled AM content 🙂

this was somehow way worse than i thought itd be like i didnt expect destiel canon (unlike some of yall) but like holy shit one does not fuck up this bad

THE COMMENTS OMG I'M DYING

Teruhashi angst anyone (There are probably more quotes but I don’t have time to rewatch the Anime)

So I committed a a sin and made a fanfic about Sasquatch romance here. Give it a read if you want

thinking about the horrible injustice i did to natsuri in 2019 (i still cant write characterxcharacter stories one of them is gonna be ooc)

dont even get me STARTED on poly relationships 🙁🙁 (im looking at you polysho ……)