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Heyo hun can i request a NCT 127 scenario please? 🥺 where the foreigner fem!reader is the same age as haechan and they're both gemini's (reader late may - haechan early june) and they're a lot a like to the point where they're known as the nct twins. johnny is basically their dad. lmaoo.
(ps. reader doesn't refer the boy as hyungs.)
if you don't feel like it that's fine hun. 🥺❤
nct 127 | gemini twins
synopsis: you’re the same age as donghyuck and both of you are very similar, to the point you both are known as the ‘twins of nct’ amongst the group
genre: fluff, platonic, slight humor, one-shot
pairing: nct x foreign!fem!reader
tw: none except for a bit of swearing
a/n: hi sweet pea! thanks for requesting, i really appreciate it <3 this one in particular was a little specific so i apologize if there’s some parts i missed! with that i hope you enjoy!
btw, anything in italics and bold is in english :)
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“do you think johnny hyung will kill us if we do this??”
“last time we did, he almost cremated us into paste. let’s do it,”
“hell yeah,”
you and the little sunshine himself, lee donghyuck, we’re currently hovering over your tired leader’s sleeping expression, while setting up alarm clocks around him strategically.
both of you guys were known as “the twins of nct”, with the two of you being gemini’s and similar in personality, that name was bound to come around. the slightly younger male next to you snickered as he set up the alarm clocks, and fleeing along with you once it was all set up.
once the two of you got into a safe position, you looked at the timer on your phone, and the alarm clocks were going to set off in 5 minutes. sure you got an earful from doyoung and mark cussed you out in english, but it was worth seeing their funny reactions.
the tan-skinned male pulled out a small tablet and turned on the screen, and what appeared on the screen was camera viewings of each member’s rooms, all of them sleeping soundly, unknowing of the danger that awaits them.
both of you snickering quietly to yourselves, you both sat on the couch, awaiting the amazing reactions that was gonna come from your fellow bandmates, but you both were unknowing on the figure standing behind you.
“what are the two of you doing?” johnny, one of the older members asked you suspiciously, making you both freeze up and turn around nervously. “o-oppa! uh— well we were just- y’know—“
“AHHH WHAT IS THAT SOUND—“
your statement was quickly interrupted when you heard the familiar voice of your fellow member jungwoo. both you and the soft-faced male both turned over to the screen with excited smiles, while johnny tried to peer over your shoulders to see what you two were looking at.
“what did the two of you do this time?” he questioned, as if you guys were some sort of criminals. “just gave them a nice good morning greeting~” the sunshine maknae said cheekily while he was watching his members catastrophe in the cameras.
despite the fear and terror that ran through your bodies when entering the member’s rooms, it was so worth the risk. jaehyun was trying to calm down a screaming jungwoo, your leader knocked over various things on his nightstand which hit mark on his toes, but the cherry on top was yuta desperately trying to turn off the alarms with his sleeping mask still on, running into taeil on the way as well.
you and the devilish maknae exploded with euphoria, you could feel tears of joy pricking at the corners of your eyes while donghyuck was hunched over his seat laughing out loud. johnny just sighed, growing tired of your guy’s antics, but he could feel the small smile teasing the corners of his lips.
after the whole fiasco went down, all of the members went downstairs and you laughed even more at their tired and sleepy faces. they looked angry, but you knew deep down that they actually didn’t have the energy to be mad at you.
the first one to speak up was none other than taeyong himself. “did you brats start this whole thing?” he questioned in a somewhat intimidating tone, but his tough facade soon fell after he saw the both of you laugh even more, making his face light up a bit.
in between huffed pants, a familiar cute voice answered. “y-yes, hyung! it was us!” donghyuck replied, still trying to catch his breaths while you were already gone on the couch. “why did you guys do that!? i was just sleeping after staying up last night!” mark yelped out in a distressed voice, automatically switching to english, so you assumed the statement was directed towards you. “s-sorry mark! we just wanted to prank you guys a bit..” You said still recovering from your laughter, which can be seen through your stuttery tone. you were born and raised in a country that spoke english, so you obviously knew how to speak it.
before the other members could counter, a voice of reason spoke up. “alright guys let’s just get ready for the day, at least y/n and donghyuck are ready for training,” johnny said as-a-matter-of-factly, leaving the other members dumbfounded.
“hyung but they—“
“did i stutter?”
“ON IT—“
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“hey give me the strawberry mochi,”
“no i’m not, donghyuck.”
“why not???”
“because i’m older than you,”
“yeah by like only two weeks,”
“still,”
“both of you just shut up and eat your food,” doyoung said a bit irritated by your guy’s bickering, making the two of you chuckle cheekily as you went back to eating your food. you and the boys just finished rehearsing your newest comeback, superhuman. it was a nice change of pace for a song, given that it was very positive and energetic.
“hey y/n— aren’t you gonna visit the dreamies with haechan soon?” johnny asked you, while you were munching on your delicious cold snack. you swallowed the food and replied. “yeah we will, right after lunch actually,”
“the two of you are lucky, i can’t see them any time soon,” mark said sulkily, making you chuckle. “must suck to suck, mark,” “shut up.” mark said while playfully punching you in the shoulder, which resulted in you punching him back. your little banter was soon interrupted when a familiar voice ringed in your ears.
“ay what’s up twins of nct!?”
“eyyyy jaemiiiiin!!”
you and sunny hyuck got up excitedly to be met with the two members of nct dream, na jaemin and huang renjun. you all did a signature handshake you came up with and laughed while the 127 brothers watched you guys with happy smiles. “how have you guys been?” the chinese boy asked curiously while donghyuck waved him off. “pssh! we are fiiine~ mark was being annoying as always,”
“i’m right here!”
“i know~”
the flirt of the dreamies just chuckled and wrapped his arm around you, pulling you closer to him, much to your surprise. “well let’s go! chenle and jisung planned some awesome things back at the dorm, and jeno is cooking some good food too!” jaemin exclaimed, but his smile disappeared when he heard the familiar sound of someone clearing their throat and putting their hand on his shoulder.
“and will you kiddos cause any trouble? i don’t want managers to come and cause some more chaos while you guys are away.” taeyong asked sternly to the younger male, causing him to gulp the lump in his throat. “w-well hyung- we were gonna just play games and stuff...” he said nervously while you silently snickered at him. you knew taeyong just didn’t want anything bad happening to you, considering that jaemin made a particularly inappropriate joke that quite literally almost landed him in the wrath of mom taeyong.
“are you sure about that, jaemin?”
“yes i’m sure!”
“don’t worry about it taeyong, they won’t do anything.” johnny said while approaching the duo, making jaemin sigh in relief. taeyong just sighed and let go of jaemin’s shoulder. “alright, but if you brats do anything i’m gonna—“ “taeyong.”
the leader slightly froze at johnny’s words and didn’t say anything further. but when johnny walked away, he turned back to renjun and jaemin and said seriously, but cutely. “i’m watching you.” in english before walking out of the room.
all four of you stood there confused for a moment before letting out joyous laughs. all of you were hunched over trying to catch your breaths while jaemin wiped a tear from his eye. “holy cow hyung is scary! i thought i was gonna die!”
“mhm, i don’t blame ya. however he does have a point, if you do anything to y/n i swear on yo fuckin yEEZY’S—“
“hyuck, not the time.” you said sternly at the slightly younger gemini, making him smile cheekily. this overprotective brother side of his really was something. “fine fiiine~ but still, i see you, jaemin.”
“alright alright i won’t do anything!”
“come on guys let’s just go, we don’t wanna keep the others waiting.” renjun said excitedly while running off, making the three of you trail behind him in pure joy, ready for the fun that’s about to start.
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ANNND DONE! thanks for the request again! this one was really fun to write for, sorry if i did miss anything though i promise i didn’t mean it qwq
this is @/krysphycookiez logging off... ♡︎
[1:28am]
assassin!jaehyun presses his hand to your rifle, stepping between you and your target. you’d known he would try to stop you when he found out your assigned target was his civilian brother - but you didn’t think the pleading look in your partner’s eyes would hurt as much.
“move, jaehyun,” you tell him sternly, your voice cracking ever so slightly as you speak his name.
“you can’t do this,” he says, completely covering your line of fire by pressing his chest to the tip of your rifle. his eyes beg with you as you push him with the weapon. “(y/n), just for old time’s sake, please.”
you had previously knocked the target out for a quick death due to your guilt when jaehyun stepped in. your eyes flickered to his trembling hands that had set his brother more comfortably on the floor while you were frozen in shock from his sudden appearance.
“you know i have to, jae,” you shove him with the tip of your rifle again. “we both know what happens to my family if i don’t. move, or i’ll shoot.” it’s a blatant lie, and your voice shakes as you tell it.
jaehyun’s eyes harden. “no.”
you tear up at the prospect of having to fight and possibly kill your best friend, partner, and long-time love. “jaehyun, please.” it was you begging now. “i don’t want to hurt you, but i will.” if you shot through jaehyun’s heart, he would surely die - especially since you were firing from so close.
“he’s my only family, (y/n),” jaehyun says, taking a step closer as your rifle presses into his chest. he takes a deep breath. “you can shoot me. tell them i stopped you and he got away. it’ll be convincing if i die.”
“i can’t do that,” you breathe, tears in your eyes. it was so unlike you to be emotional during a mission, but it was different when jaehyun was involved.
“please,” jaehyun says. his eyes have that flame of determination that you glimpse whenever he finishes off a target - except this time, the target is himself. “please. for me. let dohyun escape, maybe hide him.”
this won’t end the way either of you want it to, and you know it.
you throw your rifle to the floor. “fight me,” you tell him.
jaehyun is only the slightest bit surprised. he’s probably anticipated this, observing your thought process as your partner for several years.
the both of you kick, swing, and punch each other with impossible agility, jaehyun careful to block you from his brother every time you get too close. you land multiple punches on his jawbone as he kicks you in the stomach.
but you can feel that neither jaehyun nor you are fighting with full power.
“i won’t hold back anymore,” you say, slightly out of breath.
“neither will i,” jaehyun smiles slightly, and slides under you as you whip around, anticipating a sudden attack.
you hadn’t thought he would grab your rifle and shoot his own heart.
“jaehyun!” you scream, and rush to his side as he coughs out blood. your fingers tremble as you press the wound in futile hopes that it would magically seal.
he tries to lean on the wall, but to avail - he slides back down in pain, a smear of blood left on the wall.
you cup his face in your bloody hands, lip trembling as you speak. “i hate you so much.”
he looks like he would laugh if it wasn’t too painful. “is that all you have to say?”
you let out a deep sigh while looking into his eyes. they look happier than you’d ever seen them after a flame. “i have too much to say.”
“i do, too,” jaehyun breathes, and coughs out some more blood as you wipe it from his mouth with worried eyes. both of you know his wound is too severe - you’ve both taken several medical classes and witnessed several deaths and know when a wound is absolutely fatal. he smiles, his dimples bloody. “you know, i love you.”
your eyes widen.
“this probably isn’t the best place,” jaehyun jokes, then winces as he forces a laugh back down his throat, “or time. but i don’t think i could die without telling you. you know? i don’t want a respons-”
“i love you too,” you blurt, and jaehyun’s eyes widen in surprise. you press your forehead against his. “i just... wish we had more time.”
jaehyun wonders if it would be disgusting to kiss you when he’d just coughed out blood, but you beat him to it, the taste of death lingering between breaths.
his eyes flutter closed as he presses one last kiss to your lips, murmurs a last plea to help his brother, and whispers a last breath proclaiming “i love you.”
[10:32 pm]
husband!jaehyun listens intently as you explain why you don’t want children. it’s a conversation you knew had to happen sooner or later, but it still stings to see something in jaehyun’s eyes flicker out. you apologize, feeling slightly guilty. jaehyun shakes his head and tells you you shouldn’t be sorry; it’s your body and he supports whatever you choose to do with it. he kisses your forehead with a smile that carves dimples into his cheeks.
you were wrong when you thought you couldn’t love him any more than you already did.
you’re procrastinating. stop doing it and get to work right now before you regret it later. don’t you dare come back before you’re done - i have my eyes on you
2:50am
i switched my theme for jaehyun’s birthday (valentines day) 🥺🥰 - lovely date for a lovelier boy
happy birthday in korea boo your smile lights up my whole world 🥵💥✨
[11:34 pm]
long distance boyfriend!jaehyun surprises you just as valentine’s day is about to end, holding a bouquet of red roses tied together by a huge red ribbon. his lovable dimples carve into his pink cheeks as he beams up at you from the bottom of the steps of your home.
“do you want to be my valentine, beautiful?”
you freeze for a moment, not being able to believe your eyes. you quickly run down your steps, the chilly february air making you shiver as you jump into jaehyun’s warm arms. you’re in your pajamas - you hadn’t expected jaehyun to come so far to see you, especially since he had been so busy with practice recently. “i can’t believe you’re here,” you exclaim, grinning uncontrollably and pressing large kisses to his cheeks that are pink from the cold. “happy birthday, love. if i knew you’d been coming...” you trail, looking into his eyes with regret that you hadn’t really prepared anything for his birthday besides that box with the album and his favorite chocolates you had shipped to him weeks ago.
“it’s absolutely okay. i suddenly had an uncontrollable urge to see my beautiful girlfriend,” jaehyun says cheekily as you entwine your fingers with his and pull him inside your cozy home, the both of you laughing as jaehyun almost trips over the doormat. hearing his deep, rich laugh in person; kissing his lovable dimple-cheeked smile; and feeling his heart pump just as fast as yours through the interweaved segments of your fingers makes you feel like the happiest valentine in the world.
[7:25 pm]
best friend!jaehyun loves laughing at your stupid jokes, letting you steal his hoodies every time you go out during winter, and patting your back when you cry. he loves getting ice cream with you during the winter, the cold air blowing on the tips of both of your red noses as you walk side by side, glued to each other for warmth but still taking greedy bites of ice cream. he loves having you come over so that you can paint together in his back porch - he usually paints you while you paint his dog, a beautiful golden retriever (he swears you’re only friends with him for his dog). he loves picking you up in the morning with his rusty old hyundai and being the first one to see you awake in the morning besides your family. he loves listening to you rant about random snippets of topics you’ve suddenly developed an insuppressible passion for, and loves listening to you absentmindedly hum the song that’s been stuck in your head for hours. he loves having you lean your head on his shoulder as you doze off after a difficult day, and loves leaning on your head to take a nap himself, as well.
but above all, jaehyun loves you.
jaehyun would love to kiss your tears away when you cry. he would love to taste your ice cream from your lips and nuzzle your frozen noses together. he would love to paint hearts next to your face on his canvas - he would love to paint so many hearts that the background would barely be visible to you. he would love to give you morning kisses as you step into his car in the morning. he would love to hear you say you love him; he would love to tell you that every One Direction song he hears at your usual café - as cheesy as they are - keep reminding him of you. every time you lean your head on his shoulder, jaehyun realizes that he would love to entwine his fingers with yours and tell you he loves you and kiss you good night and everything in between - but he knows he’s just your best friend.
[the hunger games - with jaehyun]
“feels like... feels like christmas,” district eleven!jaehyun murmurs, his eyelids fluttering heavily. “you, me. the snow. red blood, green trees. feels cozy.” he lets out a strange choke that seems to have been the beginning of a chuckle too painful to finish.
you would laugh at jaehyun’s joke if he wasn’t on the ground bleeding out from a hole through his heart. you’re kneeling in the snow next to him, sobbing uncontrollably as the snow around the both of you gradually stains red with jaehyun’s blood.
“hey, hey,” jaehyun mutters, trying to get your attention. his gentle fingers wrap around yours, and he smiles that dimpled smile you’d come to love. “i’m alright. i’ll be okay. this is what happens here in the games.”
you shake your head insistently, still sobbing as jaehyun’s thumb draws small circles on the back of your hand, trying to make you relax.
“this isn’t going to make it any easier for either of us, love,” he says weakly. you press jaehyun’s hand to your cheek, his cold fingers against your warm skin wet with tears. “you know, i-i didn’t know dying would feel like this.”
“w-what is it like, jae?”
“peaceful,” he breathes, a giant cloud of smoke evaporating from his bloody lips. “like christmas... like the christmas last year i spent with my family, like that warm loaf of bread the five of us shared. it was... the first meal we’d had in days.” he meets your eyes wistfully. “i wish you’d been there. my family would have loved you.”
“i wish i’d met you sooner, somewhere else,” you tell him softly, but you know it‘s impossible; you’re from district twelve and jaehyun is from district eleven. you would never have crossed paths, much less fallen in love. “i wish we could spend christmas together.”
“i love you,” says jaehyun, as if he knows he doesn’t have much time. “i love you, (y/n).” his fingers reach to wipe the tears from your eyes. jaehyun doesn’t have the strength to cry right now, and wishes you wouldn’t, either.
“i love you, jae,” you sob, one hand cupping his cheek and the other clasped above his hand on your cheek. “i love you so much.”
“listen,” jaehyun says, more weakly than before, “you’re going to take my stuff. i have a waterbottle, some food, medicine, and a knife in my bag. take my stuff and run north, opposite from districts 1 and 2. whatever you do, don’t eat anything you haven’t seen an animal eat before. i’ve seen so many poisonous fruits in this area that i can’t even identify some of them. climb a tree and do whatever you need to and please, please win for me.” he smiles softly, then doubles over in pain as he violently coughs blood.
“jaehyun!” your eyes flicker from his eyes to his bloody lips in concern.
he shakes his head. “i’m fine.” he looks into your eyes. “can you do that for me, (y/n)? win for me. go back home for me, tell my parents i love them.”
“i-i will, jaehyun,” you breathe shakily. “i’ll win for you.”
jaehyun smiles one last time. his hand goes limp in your grasp, and you place your hand over his eyes to close his blank, glossy eyes.
“i’ll win for you.”
[12:27 am]
"are you okay?” those are the first words that leave best friend!jaehyun’s mouth as soon as he sees you.
your lip quivers. you thought you’d done a decent job of a poker face, even in front of your best friend. “y-yeah, i’m fine.”
his eyes are filled with concern as he sits down on the couch next to you. “you’re definitely not. come on, spill.”
you bite your lip as it quivers even more, threatening to start a flood of tears. “j-jaehyun, you know, nothing’s wrong. i don’t want to burden you on your only day off in two weeks.”
“you’re not burdening me at all,” he says, and overlaps your hand with his. he stares into your eyes, and you can see your reflection from his pretty brown irises. gosh, do you really look that sad? “i want to know if something’s bothering you because i love you.”
that does it. a tear falls from your eyes without your consent - then another and another and another. you’re crying uncontrollably at once, and jaehyun silently pulls you in for a hug.
you cry into his shoulder, and he rubs your back soothingly. you can’t calm down, and muffle your crying with his shoulder. “i-i,” you say, hiccuping and heaving your breaths.
“shh,” jaehyun says, rubbing your back. “it’s okay. you don’t have to talk right now if you’d rather cry.”
he knows you so well. you silently sob into his shoulder, your arms wrapped around his neck. jaehyun pats your back soothingly, murmuring “it’s okay” and “i love you” into your hair for as long as you need him to. he just wants you to feel better whenever you’re ready to.
you + nct127 as mafia members
disclaimer: i don’t know shit about mafia so everything is probably wrong
YOU: headquarters
you’re the living headquarters of nct127 - the communications base that links everyone together and the one who checks all the field members’ equipment. as the communications base, you hold a vital role in making sure doyoung - the strategist - and the fieldwork members can communicate. when the team works on missions in areas where wireless communication won’t work unless there’s a closer connector, you go out into the field yourself to maneuver the communication. it’s highly dangerous in theory, but you haven’t actually gotten badly hurt yet (besides that one time someone shot a bullet through your arm), so you think you can manage. you love the team and would probably take a bullet for them.
TAEIL: the medic
taeil’s natural disposition discourages him from being physically violent. he would much rather stay out of missions but use his medical knowledge to treat his friends after missions. taeil gets really freaked out every mission, as at least one of you (you, taeyong, mark, winwin or yuta) comes back on the verge of death, but is just grateful he can help. taeil treats each wound as if it’s a fatal one because he believes he takes responsibility for anyone’s death. when not working, taeil is attending online school to get his degree (which is why he’s constantly tired). he also brings in stray cats once every month to nurse them back into health and drop them off at the animal shelter - something he dreads doing every time, but none of the members on the team have time to properly take care of a cat.
“finally, you’re ba- oh my god, yuta! what have i told you about not wearing your bulletproof vest?”
“can we-(grunt) can we talk about that later?”
JOHNNY: the hacker
johnny was actually a combat expert before he discovered technology. since he found his passion and talent for hacking, though, he spends his days locked up in the computer base with his stock of diet coke and twinkies. (he really needs to stop working - taeil recently confirmed that johnny lacks vitamin d.) johnny is an amazing hacker who can practically access any information the team requires, even if it is tightly protected or firewalled. he helps you manage communication between the team during a mission. johnny dislikes doing fieldwork because he hates seeing blood, but he will if the team really needs him to. he specializes in boxing.
"please AT LEAST go grocery shopping with jungwoo, johnny. you need the sun!”
“...can i get twinkies?”
TAEYONG: the field leader
taeyong is a natural-born leader, and specializes in making good decisions on the spot. the team does its best to follow doyoung’s excellent strategies and advice during a mission, but sometimes taeyong’s rapid decision-making skills are necessary when unexpected circumstances occur - doyoung can’t always see what’s happening. taeyong is respected, especially by the physical combat members, because of his excellent physical abilities. he expertises in knives and shotguns, but is also extremely proficient in other forms of combat. he is not afraid to risk his life to complete a mission - something taeil hates about taeyong’s personality. when not on field, taeyong loves to cook and train with (usually) mark or other fieldwork members.
“yuta, pull out of there!”
“that’s what she sai-”
“(groans) NOW!”
YUTA: the sniper
yuta has always had great eyesight and amazing aim. he waits for the perfect moment and usually fires on doyoung’s cue - unless he can really feel that he needs to fire at a different time. yuta’s timing instincts have always been right, and have determined life or death for several of their members. he does not really have much talent in hand-to-hand combat, though, so is very vulnerable when he is discovered by the enemy. he hates wearing a bulletproof vest because it limits his mobility while shooting - the team worries about him, but yuta always manages to pull out alive. he loves playing shooting games at arcades to win his friends cute prizes - especially you because you love them and sicheng because BOY does he have a big fat crush on him.
“sicheng, look! i won you a teddy bear at that shooting game!”
“ANOTHER one??”
DOYOUNG: the strategist
doyoung has a great mind, and was studying to go to military school before he met the team and was instantly in - especially because he needed the money. doyoung plans for the physical/main portion of the mission: how the team will get in, who to watch out for, what to take, and how to get out. he works closely with you, jungwoo, and johnny for information. doyoung’s creative and tactical approach to strategies is essential to the team’s success. he’s not quite talented in physical combat or weapons, though, so prefers to stay behind the lines (in the headquarters with you and johnny). doyoung constantly wears an headpiece, with a microphone set to a slightly louder audio than you and johnny, in order to communicate with the entire team during a mission.
“... doyoung, that was- whoa... you’re like, really smart.”
“i know, babe.”
JAEHYUN: the charmer
jaehyun knows he’s attractive, and he’s not afraid to use that for the team’s gain. as one of the many heirs-in-line to a very successful company, jaehyun is well-known to many elite groups for his oratory abilities, intellect, and looks. he keeps up his image to the public in order to casually dig up information about missions for the team. he is also proficient in using his attractive traits to get what he wants - always. the effect jaehyun has on people he consciously tries to charm - with a sideways glance, a dimpled smile, and a few words - is so crazy that it has the entire team wondering how the usually unimpressive man in his sweats and four-day unwashed hair can do such a thing. he also financially supports the team. jaehyun is still on field as he does research, though, so constantly trains to be physically adept in hand-to-hand combat.
“...why are you all looking at me like that?”
“um, it’s just weird. (laughs) you look like a totally different person, jae.”
WINWIN: the infiltrator
winwin is babie but he’s also deadly. with his agile and flexible body, sicheng - with the code name winwin - is the first one to enter the field. sicheng works closely with jungwoo in order to avoid missing any information, swiftly dodging any potential traps and security alarms when needed. jungwoo, doyoung, johnny, and you learned a bit of mandarin and winwin’s native district’s dialect in order to communicate with him as accurately as possible. everyone on the team adores him and is impressed by his 1000% accuracy in each mission. he’s everyone’s favorite. when off field, winwin spends his time learning dance in a nearby studio and avoiding the team’s persistent, suffocating hugs of affection.
“y/n, i can’t breathe-”
“i love you sichengie :)) ”
JUNGWOO: the researcher
jungwoo is amazing at his job, swiftly finding any information through his enormous network of people or searches with johnny on the dark web. he has such a huge human network that you could name someone and jungwoo probably knows that person or at least one person who knows them. jungwoo works especially closely with you, johnny, haechan, doyoung, and jaehyun, as the five of you are the ones working behind the lines with him. the entire team is given all the information that jungwoo gains, though - and jungwoo is the one with all the information. he is very competitive and has a talent for sniping, discovered by yuta during a playful bet at a carnival shooting booth. when not working, jungwoo spends his time working as a barista at a local café or internet shopping for comfy pillows to add to the headquarters’ living room-turned-comfort room (because jungwoo firmly believes even mafia need nap time).
“jungwoo, is this pillow yours??”
“it’s a bean bag shaped like a peach! it reminded me of jaehyun, do you guys see it??”
MARK: the versatile
mark can do anything you ask him to do - as in literally anything. when mark first showed up to the headquarters asking to be let in, the entire team (excluding johnny) was shocked. the location to the headquarters was very securely hidden to the public; in fact, only some of your wealthiest and most frequent clients even knew a physical headquarters existed. the team didn’t really have a choice but to let mark in - there was obviously a security leak and none of you would know what it was unless mark told you. it turned out that johnny had let it slip to mark, since johnny knew mark for a while and knew what it felt like to be starving on the streets. johnny had been convinced that the team wouldn’t trust mark enough to let him in unless there was an extremely compelling reason to. the team would have been upset with johnny, but you couldn’t deny that johnny’s assumption was true. and mark proved to be an amazing asset. mark is a hard worker, and believes in the phrase “practice makes perfect.” he is the versatile of the team, usually partaking in the main fieldwork with taeyong but also dabbling in medicine, coding, and communications. he’s eager to learn everything he can to help, and loves to hear praise for what he does. you make sure to compliment mark for every job he finishes, and he beams every time. when not working, mark likes to play guitar and watch netflix with haechan, often arguing over which show they should watch but ultimately settling for haechan’s show.
“okay fine! let’s watch your show. (sighs)”
“oh yeah! thanks hyung!”
HAECHAN: the spy
haechan plays an extremely important role in the team, as the one who digs up information for the mission. while jungwoo uses his human/digital networks and jaehyun uses his charming appearance and status to dig up information, haechan disguises himself as someone he is not to gain information for the team. he’s highly effective, as a very convincing liar and actor. he is amazing at impromptu, and will never forget a word he says on a mission in case he needs to revisit a story he told. haechan is only put on the field when it’s absolutely required, as a false identity can be easily exposed without significant proof. therefore, he tends to have a lot of free time that he spends learning about emergency medical procedures from taeil and watching netflix with mark. haechan is really skilled at what he does, though, and sometimes fools even the team on missions if he is covering his face. (he joined the team after mark, as the team was more open to younger members after mark was admitted.)
“haha! guys, it’s me!”
“holy shit, haechan??”
never have i ever - pt.1
warnings: cursing, drinking, brief mentions of sex in dialogue, fluff??, angst (nothing explicit)
word count: 2k
summary: you play never have i ever with four friends - jaehyun, who sulks because he’s just thrown a party for a boy who doesn’t seem to have any interest in him; doyoung, who has an alcohol tolerance as (surprisingly) strong as his tendency to tease johnny; johnny, your best friend since high school who apparently wants to kiss someone in the room; and mark, the sweet boy who blushes when you smile at him.
pairings: college!best friend!johnny x reader x college!mark -> choose your own adventure! (two parts total)
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you feel so giddily drunk that you can ignore how the bass of the loud music downstairs thumps against your eardrums. johnny has an arm wrapped around your shoulder, sitting on the mini couch as you lean back into him. both of you are clearly drunk and clearly too big for the small sofa, his side squished beneath your back and your legs entangled. johnny mumbles something inaudible and you nod, your mind too clouded to ask your best friend to repeat what he’d said. your attention is more focused on the game between you, johnny, and the three boys in the friend group he’d inserted you into five months ago. you’d known all of them since high school, but hadn’t really talked until the five of you happened to go to the same college. you start to think you regret not befriending them sooner, but immediately scratch out the thought when you remember the time you’d seen freshman jaehyun eat his booger during class.
“never have i ever hosted a big ass party just to stay in my room,” mark giggles from the rug, snapping you from your own thoughts. mark hasn’t had much alcohol tonight, but his cheeks are bright pink and he already seems slightly drunk. “drink up, jaehyun.”
“you can’t do that,” jaehyun protests, glaring at his friend. “this game is stupid.” he jokingly kicks mark’s leg from his spot on the rug next to mark.
“you wouldn’t be playing this stupid game if you were still downstairs trying to impress that boy you threw this party for,” doyoung grins. he’s laying on his stomach on jaehyun’s bed, his red cup set on the floor. “what was his name? taehoon?”
“taeyong,” jaehyun corrects, his ears reddening. he rolls his eyes. “and i didn’t throw the party for him.”
“whatever you say,” doyoung laughs as jaehyun throws the pillow he’s hugging at him. “come on, mark. do another one.”
“never have i ever had sex in a car,” mark blurts, and giggles when jaehyun drinks again. “shit, really? you don’t even have a car.”
"wasn’t mine,” jaehyun mumbles. it’s barely audible, but johnny certainly hears - and notices the way jaehyun looks at him warily.
“shit, don’t tell me it’s mine,” johnny says, his eyes widening.
“ ‘m sorry,” jaehyun groans, and johnny throws his now-empty cup at jaehyun. jaehyun lets it hit him on the shoulder out of guilt, silently refilling it and setting it next to the sofa.
"that’s so fucking gross,” johnny wrinkles his nose. “i’m never lending you my car keys again.”
“it’s not like you didn’t do the same thing on jaehyun’s bed,” you giggle. johnny gasps and practically shoves you off the sofa as you laugh, clinging onto his shoulder to stay on.
“are you serious?” jaehyun’s mouth drops open. “dude!”
doyoung slowly climbs off jaehyun’s bed, taking his seat next to jaehyun on the rug.
“sorry,” johnny bites his lip, cringing as he remembers. “it was, like, years ago. let’s call it even?” he offers, and jaehyun’s about to say something but he shuts his mouth and nods instead. johnny glares at you and slaps your back for good measure, to which you yelp and glare back at your best friend. “never have i ever not had my first kiss,” he smirks.
“is that even allowed?” mark furrows his eyebrows.
“i don’t give a fuck if i don’t have to drink,” jaehyun shrugs. doyoung nods, tracing his finger over the rim of his cup absentmindedly.
“i hate you so fucking much,” you mumble into johnny’s ear as you sip from your cup.
johnny grins.
“holy shit, are you for real?” jaehyun blurts. “i thought you dated jungwoo in high school.”
you wrinkle your nose at the mention of your high school ex of three years. “he was sweet, though we never really did anything more than hold hands and kiss each other’s cheeks. he said he was being careful, but i don’t think he actually ever liked me.”
“pretty sure he’s gay,” doyoung quips in. his eyes dart around the room as everyone turns to him, confused. “what? i thought everyone knew.”
“i mean, that explains a lot,” you sigh. johnny chuckles.
“you know, i could help with, um, that,” mark says playfully, but the way his cheeks blush darker pink gives evidence to the fact that he’s not really joking.
“i’d like it,” you joke, to which mark’s cheeks flush an even brighter red. you shift to a more comfortable position as you feel johnny tense up beneath you. “never have i ever had a wet dream about a celebrity.”
no one drinks.
you shrug. “worth a try.”
doyoung’s eyes flash with amusement at an idea that pops to his mind. “what about - never have i ever had a wet dream about one of my friends.”
johnny shoots doyoung a murderous look, to which the latter teasingly returns an innocent smile. he leans over to grab his cup next to jaehyun, who has already drank from his cup.
“seriously?” you say, furrowing your eyebrows as johnny ignores you. “who was it?” you can’t imagine which of your mutual friends it might be - or maybe it isn’t one of your mutual friends.
“i’m not telling,” he grumbles, “i’m never telling doyoung anything again.”
“don’t be petty, john,” jaehyun cooes, but it sounds more like a drawl with the amount of alcohol he’s been consuming. “it happens to the best of us.”
“doesn’t happen to me,” doyoung hums playfully and winks at you before passing the beer so that jaehyun and mark can refill their cups. you don’t notice that mark had emptied his cup until he fans his extremely red face with a cough.
it’s jaehyun’s turn. jaehyun taps his fingers against his cup in thought before he practically laughs at his own idea. “never have i - never have i ever thought of kissing someone in this room,” jaehyun stifles drunk giggles as doyoung grins, as if he knows something the others don’t.
you blush, knowing what jaehyun had intended from the previous questions. you and mark simultaneously drink from your cups, cheeks flaming.
“i think you have to drink too, jae,” doyoung smiles, and jaehyun’s brows cross in thought before he nods.
“shit, you’re right,” jaehyun laughs. “johnny, you too, come on.”
johnny looks like he would break jaehyun’s precious game console if he’d been given the chance. he groans. “i don’t know why i agreed to this game.”
jaehyun giggles. “i love you,” he mockingly bats his eyelashes up at his friend.
“no,” johnny deadpans, throwing his empty cup at him again. jaehyun catches it this time with another giggle, doing the favor of filling it up to compensate for leaking his secret.
“you never told me you were bi,” you say, feeling slightly left out of the joke. johnny had never mentioned being attracted to a boy, much less mentioned being attracted to jaehyun. you’d thought you were johnny’s best friend, but maybe he didn’t trust you with everything. “when did you and jaehyun kiss?”
jaehyun chokes on his drink, sputtering as his eyes meet yours. “what? we didn’t-” he coughs, and clears his throat. jaehyun suppresses another drunk giggle as a realization comes to mind. “we didn’t.”
“just shut up,” johnny rolls his eyes. “you’re so fucking dumb.” you pout in mock hurt. johnny ignores it, glaring at jaehyun and doyoung. “and seriously, you guys. drop it.”
doyoung purses his lips to contain his laughter, and jaehyun giggles. you’re rather confused at the silent interaction between the three boys - and mark is too, from the confused look in his eyes.
you feel slightly nauseous. perhaps it’s partly because of the alcohol, but you suspect it’s because of the idea that you seem to know much less about johnny than two people he’d only befriended a few years ago.
you tap your fingers against the arm of the sofa, subconsciously shifting a bit away from johnny. it’s a wary habit of yours that johnny immediately notices.
“it’s nothing, (y/n), i promise,” he sighs. “i... i need a break.” johnny gets up from his seat, dislodging you in the process. your eyebrows knit together in confusion when johnny leaves the room, the door slamming behind him as if to release his repressed frustration.
“shit, he’s mad,” jaehyun mutters, “did we go too far?”
doyoung nods, getting up from his spot on the rug. “we should go talk to him.” he eyes you and mark before nodding at jaehyun to follow him. “let’s go.”
the door shuts behind jaehyun and doyoung, and you and mark make eye contact in both confusion and nervousness. you stare at mark and he stares at you for what seems like an eternity but is probably only a moment - and the two of you break out into giggles at the awkward situation.
"that was kinda crazy,” you say with a grin. you’re still worried about johnny, but the lighter mood seems to replace the tension buzzing in the room. “i honestly don’t know what’s happening.”
mark nods, humming in agreement. “i feel like i’m missing out on something. i didn’t know the three of them were that close, you know?”
“right?” you say, heart racing at the fact that mark agreed. “it feels like- like i don’t really know anything about johnny.”
mark suddenly takes an interest in the blue zig-zags of jaehyun’s carpet, tracing the patterns with his finger. “um,” he starts, “are you and johnny um - i mean, do you, like,” he gulps. your eyes dart from his fingers to his face, perplexed. “do you like johnny?”
your mouth forms an ‘o’ shape as you wave your hands. “no!” you exclaim, louder than you mean to. you cringe. “i mean, no. we’re just friends - best friends since high school.” you frown. “at least i think so.”
“good,” mark blurts, and blushes immediately as a smile carves its way on your face. “i-i mean, that’s good.”
you think it’s cute - or rather, you think he’s cute. it’s not as if you’d been completely oblivious to the way mark snuck glances at you in the library during group study sessions, or the way mark would always remember your favorite strawberry drink without asking whenever he brought food, or the way his cheeks blushed whenever you told him he looked cute today. if you had a type, it would probably be adorable, bright, giggly mark lee - not tall, handsome, sensible johnny suh. wait, what?
you shake the thought from your mind, smiling at mark. “why do you ask?” you say. you both know the answer already, and the words hang between you in jaehyun’s dimly-lit bedroom, waiting to be plucked out of thin air.
“do you want to go out for coffee sometime?” mark smiles, the corners of his pretty pink lips pursing into his cheeks. it’s a shy smile that accompanies wide, sparkling eyes that look up at you from the rug in anticipation. “this time, not as, well, friends.”
“yes,” you say - it comes out as more of a breath than a statement, and it makes you wonder if you mirror the same anticipation in mark’s eyes. “i’d love to.”
the door suddenly bangs open, and both of you whip your heads to see johnny stumbling from the doorway - as if he’d been leaning on it. he quickly regains his balance, but is frozen in place, eyes flickering between you and mark. “i,” johnny starts. he can’t seem to continue. the loud music that had been muffled by the door is now beating in your ears, only adding to your prior headache.
“h-have you been there for...?” you lick your lips, which suddenly feel parched.
johnny clears his throat. “no,” he says, but can’t look you in the eyes, staring at the floor instead.
you know he’s lying - how could you not, after all the years you’d known him? but why would he lie? your mind nags you, and you push the thought to the back of your mind. johnny obviously doesn’t feel comfortable telling you about whatever’s happening to him. your eyes sting, and you swallow thickly to prevent yourself from crying.
“i need a breath,” you mutter, getting up from the sofa to make your way down jaehyun’s stairs. you think you see something like regret in johnny’s dark brown eyes, but you’re so upset that you intentionally shove past him on your way out the door and storm outside.
it’s dark and cold. jaehyun’s house is rather big - especially compared to the dorms most students live in - and rather far from any of the dorms. the chilly night air brushes up against your cheeks, and you don’t feel the strength to walk back to your dorm in the endless darkness right now. you groan and make your way to the side of jaehyun’s house, right next to a window in the living room that provides a dim light on the asphalt ground. your legs buckle as you lean against the wall besides the window, head between your legs as you try to calm your headache. you want to scream - and cry - and laugh. “shit,” you blurt, finally, and almost laugh at the word.
“hey,” a quiet voice interrupts your thoughts, a soothing breeze in midst of the storm. “let’s go, i’ll walk you home.”
it’s time to choose.
who is the person who follows you outside? is it
mark: the cute boy who blushes when you smile at him but has successfully asked you out on a coffee date?
or
johnny: your best friend who has been acting strange recently but who still holds a special place in your heart?
voting has ended! part 2 here
[7:25 pm]
best friend!jaehyun loves laughing at your stupid jokes, letting you steal his hoodies every time you go out during winter, and patting your back when you cry. he loves getting ice cream with you during the winter, the cold air blowing on the tips of both of your red noses as you walk side by side, glued to each other for warmth but still taking greedy bites of ice cream. he loves having you come over so that you can paint together in his back porch - he usually paints you while you paint his dog, a beautiful golden retriever (he swears you’re only friends with him for his dog). he loves picking you up in the morning with his rusty old hyundai and being the first one to see you awake in the morning besides your family. he loves listening to you rant about random snippets of topics you’ve suddenly developed an insuppressible passion for, and loves listening to you absentmindedly hum the song that’s been stuck in your head for hours. he loves having you lean your head on his shoulder as you doze off after a difficult day, and loves leaning on your head to take a nap himself, as well.
but above all, jaehyun loves you.
jaehyun would love to kiss your tears away when you cry. he would love to taste your ice cream from your lips and nuzzle your frozen noses together. he would love to paint hearts next to your face on his canvas - he would love to paint so many hearts that the background would barely be visible to you. he would love to give you morning kisses as you step into his car in the morning. he would love to hear you say you love him; he would love to tell you that every One Direction song he hears at your usual café - as cheesy as they are - keep reminding him of you. every time you lean your head on his shoulder, jaehyun realizes that he would love to entwine his fingers with yours and tell you he loves you and kiss you good night and everything in between - but he knows he’s just your best friend.