My Inner Demons - Tumblr Posts
first drawing of bish :)
im probably gonna try something proper later {and not a doodle} when i have more time on my hands ^v^
Hail Beelzebub!
DARK NOI BACKSTORY!!
the latest MID episode was lowkey really cute. i’m living for the blushy Ava n Noi interactions, they’re cute together. Noi is still Best Boi ™ in my heart per usual. also,,
jess show me the dark Noi backstory
‘The Simplest Way To Say, “I Am Not Ok.”’ - #Blurb 2
Look me in the eyes and tell me I’m ok.
I don’t want your sarcastic remarks,
I just want to know, am I ok?
I’ve never been really that good of a person,
I’ve never had the sensitivity to ask people if they were ok,
So tell me, am I still ok?
I’ve never been quite the most generous,
Nor the most forgiving,
I haven’t done anything extraordinary in my life.
I know I know, if I look at it from a different angle: I am just ok.
I’ve long thought of all that I’ve done
I believe I deceit those who believe I am ok.
Because only God knows and I,
I’m not ok.
-慧诗
For some people this works for a lifetime, for others it does not. The self-abandonment of certain desires that cannot be fulfilled by some people is a high price to pay for self-deception in favour of a little happiness.
Is a bird in the hand really better than a pigeon on the roof?
Satan more or less
In the end, he no longer recognised himself, without zeal and without anger he considered the failure of his self-realisation based on his unwillingness to give what was important to him through the person he loved.
The results of leaving someone behind had never occurred to him until the moment he saw a hole of absence in the mirror.
Some demons must be lived otherwise their host will be lost in absence to a living shell
I was re-watching aphmau videos and-
Yeah.
@fartzapril
Heres some more Noi x Leif for ya!
I hope ya like!
(Leif: You’re really pretty Noi ~💕
Noi: T-thanks~💕)
someone draw them kissing/holding hands/cuddling PLEASE🙏🙏🙏🙏
Rhys is cool and competent and clearly the smartest of them all, but his relationship with Ava is entirely based on the fact that she trusts him more than the others. She trusts him to keep the others in check and acknowledges he is the most responsible and therefore trustworthy. A romance with him is most unlikely for Ava.
Next is Pierce. Don’t get me wrong, he’s considerate of Ava’s emotional state, and despite his stoic soldier’s demener, clearly cares for her (plus the petting thing is literally the CUTEST shit). He’s the second easiest for Ava to work with, and despite there being potential for Ava to have a relationship with him, the shows does not spend much time on the dynamic between them.
Leaf is originally intolerable in Ava’s eyes, but over time the two have more moments together, learn more about each other, and truly connect. Despite this being a strong basis for a potential relationship, in my opinion, this connection is more of a strong kinship, a growth in understanding that allowed them to see each other better. Their personalities don’t quite clash anymore, but a romance with Leaf is unlikely for Ava.
Noi is a tricky case. He’s somewhat dependable, and much kinder than the others. His naivety can be sweet, if troublesome, and his energy and polite manner is clearly seen by those around him. Both Mrs Oat’s granddaughter and Ava’s pop believe Noi to be the obvious choice, and in my opinion, he would be. However, intentionally or not, Ava often treats Noi as more of an annoyance, trivialising his emotions and growing tired of him more than once. Her attitude towards him is similar to her original attitude towards Lorelei. Therefore, a romance with Noi is fairly implausible.
Finally, Ash. Ash is the character that has probably shown the most growth throughout the series, and though he and Ava do still clash, he’s grown fond of her, clearly showing a genuine attraction for Ava outside of times they all fell a mutual enamerment towards her (like the kiss scene). While there has not been much development in that area of their relationship as far as interactions go, the tone of the show is clearly in favour of a relationship between them. However, right now, ignoring the show clearly picking favourites, I’d say their romance is a tad undecided.
Part of me wants to delete my last post cause my inner voice keeps saying it's cringe, which it probably is.
Why am I not going to?
Cause the other half of me says to just leave it, and it's okay. I'm happy with it even if I keep my oc information vague and no one understands what's going on.
Gotta love anxiety 🙃
THIS CAN'T BE BRO
IM ACTUALLY FUCKING LOSING IT LMAOOOO BROOO
how y'all feel about demon turtles? 👀
inspired by the Minecraft series My Inner Demons.
She was literally my childhood 😭
Does like
Anyone remember Aphmau?
Minecraft Diaries? Mystreet? My Inner Demons? Void Paradox?
Just me?
Kay well i go redeem it now.
some rhys fanart bc mid is underappreciated and so is he
I thank god everyday that now ones able to read minds.
I need like some mcd/mid/mystreet x reader fics... like PLEASE I know some of you are back in your aphmau phase PLEASE!!!